Who would expect that we'll get caught by someone who knows Aspen here?! Alright, Karin. Calm down and be practical by just dropping a handy lie.
I faced Coraline who was glaring and tapping her foot on the floor. "I thought you're deeply in love with Aspen but you're already having a backup boyfriend!"
I performed a facepalm and sighed. She's overreacting by saying that. And I need to explain."And who are you to stick yourself in Aspen and Karin!" Coraline added and Mezakiel even stepped bckward.
"No, Coraline! What are you saying? Calm down. He's my, my cousin!" I lied and looked at Mezakiel who was really, really shocked. That was the only way she'll believe us!
Coraline pouted. "Cousin, huh? He's just your cousin that you're almost hiding from me? Now that's kind of greedy of you?" she asked with disbelief. And I was here who was simply gritting my teeth to prepare another explanation.
I nodded at her. "Why would I hide Mezakiel from you? I was just scared that maybe you'll get surprised about his... his presence in my apartment."
I gave Mezakiel a look, asking for assistance or else we're doomed! He shook his head and sighed, munching another cookie. He won't get tired of eating those! Even at this moment!
"That maybe you'll misunderstand things and more people will know it. Hey, Mezakiel, explain!" I poked my elbow on Mezakiel's waist that made him choke from eating his cookie. I was almost sweating, shaking in fear that Coraline will remain suspecting.
"Oh, why do I need to explain? She already knew who am I so there's no need for you to prove it deeper. You're scared that this Aspen-guy will be disappointed?" Mezakiel answered back which made me twitch my lips. Fine, that was a nice acting but it somehow annoyed me.
Coraline's brows knitted but she sighed and that relieved our racing hearts in nervousness. That was close.
"Okay, okay! You didn't tell me your cousin pays you a visit, huh? He's somewhat... cool?" She added a shy laughter and Mezakiel smirked at him. I chuckled back but what it meant was about how Coraline said he's cool.
"Ah, haha! Yes, he's from the next town but he's on his way back now," I answered and pushed Mezakiel.
"I didn't even introduce myself to her---hey!" He tried to stop me and he waved at Coraline with a smirk. "M-My name is Mezakiel Art Soren!"
Coraline giggled and waved her hand at him. What's with that smile of hers? She's really entertained by Mezakiel just because he looked cool on her eyes.
"Bye Mezakiel. I'm Coraline by the way!"
Oh, come on. He's really flattered about Coraline's compliment to him.
"You better go now," I told him while waving my hand. He slid his hands on his jacket's pockets. "I'm sure you don't want to let Coraline wait to see how close we are as cousins!"
I even emphasized the word 'cousin' for him.
Yet he scoffed and waved his hand while walking away. "What if I say that I want to? Why, can you only see me as a gambling partner?"
"Of course that's the case," I added with a smile at him. He continued walking. It seemed like Mezakiel's personality's been appearing little by little. It's not that I hate his attitude but I was just curious about how he interacts. It's just that... Mezakiel's a partner at stake to me, nothing's more than that.
I sighed out of the thought until he's out of my sight.
I should focus on my role on this wager we're participating at. And that's to stick myself into Aspen. I must focus on Aspen. There's no point of thinking Mezakiel at this moment because he's just thinking about our business.
"You two are really close, eh? But, hey! Look who's taking a step closer to Aspen!" Coraline giggled, teasing me with Aspen after witnessing us together earlier.
She poked my waist many times that made me giggle. "S-Stop that! Aspen just came here to give my ribbon back to me."
"Oh, is that so? Then what's with the cute chit chat you had while walking together?! See? Your confession wasn't so bad at all!" she proudly exclaimed with her undex finger and I looked away. Deep inside me was the figure of my face gawking at nowhere.
If only Coraline knew why I had a chance to talk with Aspen and how on Earth did I get the chance to get noticed by that guy. All thanks to my cousin. Yes, to my cousin every time Coraline's around Mezakiel and I.
"Well, I didn't expect that I will have the opportunity to talk to him like this after that confession," I replied and we both entered my apartment. She sat on the couch and picked a cookie too.
"Is he nice? Like how you always described him before?" She munched the cookie and I hugged my knees on the couch.
I nodded. "Really nice, nicer than what I'd expected, Coraline."
"W-Well, you have a chance with him."
That's not what I really wished because that's the fact I couldn't imagine to come true. I was happy to have a chance with him due to the gamble. But having him because of my secret role sounded not good.
"I hope so. Coraline, I really like him. You must know that. I really like Aspen no matter what reason will I have," I told her out of the blue and she was found clueless. She couldn't get me.
I sounded so guilty, like I was saving myself from a fault. But I was being honest after all.Her head tilted as she looked at my eyes. "Are you okay? You don't need to sound like you're swearing. I knew that, I knew how you fell for him deeply."
I smiled and pursed my lips. "Then that's good to hear from you."
Thanks to Coraline, she will be the witness. The one to know how I sincerely like Aspen.
"By the way, that handsome cousin, huh? You didn't just inform me!" She sounded like she's complaining. I sat properly and thought of Mezakiel. Gosh, she couldn't get over that guy!
"Wait! You couldn't get over him! I'm sorry if I didn't tell you things about Mezakiel," I responded but we both laughed. Speaking of that guy, I hope we'll get along very well soon. That moment I was asking for his assistance to explain, he couldn't get me.
"It's just that I was shocked that he came out of your apartment, you know. Anyway, I went here to tell you something!" she whispered, changing the topic and I was excited to hear her out.
"Yeah! I was unalarmed about your arrival!" I complained.
"Because I was too excited! I was invited to a Birthday Party that'll be held tonight. Since the Party will be open for students like us from the Academy, both of us can attend," she stated to invite me. I parted my lips as I sank the idea in my mind.
Coraline's keen eyes gazed at me knowing she's excited for my approval. I'm not into attending parties even if I'm close with the host.
"So, what? Want to go with me? Aspen might come! The Birthday guy was from his batch anyway," she added and my eyes sparkled suddenly. She expected me to nod so she wasn't surprised to my answer. If that's the case, I am willing to go. No--- I should go. I must stsrt grabbing every opportunity to find closure with Aspen anyway."So it's settled. You'll go with me later. We'll meet by this building's lobby and wear what's best for you, Karin!" Coraline happily added and she even winked at me before leaving the apartment.
She didn't even bid good bye!
But now that Coraline even gave me such a big opportunity to Aspen, it felt like I was just elevating from an escalator instead of a staircase. Mezakiel and I will surely win this. And I will finally have the chance to sincerely tell him about my deep feelings.
My target in attending was to meet with Aspen if he ever attends so I must get his attention. I went outdoor to look for something red that I could wear. He said I was good in red so why not try to obviously show him that I was taking every word he says seriously.
While riding on the city's bus, I called Mezakiel and to my surprise, he responded rapidly.
"Yeah? You called!"
"I want to thank you for suggesting me to wear that red outfit earlier," I happily told him. I know it was not something I could thank about because it's his job to search what's Aspen's taste.
"That's it? I told you it's my job to know things about Aspen so there's no need for a happy gratitude," he answered on the call but I shook my head.
"Still, I want to thank you for that. It somehow made me happy, Aspen's talking to me like this!"
"I couldn't get you. You participated on the stake so thank yourself. You were enjoying things to the point that you forgot the big reason of pushing yourself to him."
"Th-That's a bit harsh you know," I whispered, his words hit me so bad. "I was also enjoying it because I like him, sincerely!""My bad, my bad. I'll be seeing you if I'll think of a tactic again. Take care," he replied and it felt like I didn't have the interest to answer back.
"Yeah, take care."
"I'm also here to listen to your words every time. If he ever says bad things about you. Hey, Karin? Still listening?" he asked, reminding me like he's cheering me up.
Aspen won't do that. So he didn't need to be concern.
"Yes, fine. I'll end the call then," I said and he agreed so I ended it.
Until I made it to the mall, I kept on searching for a nice red outfit to wear. Even if it's a simple one, it must fit with me.
Coraline will be on my place any sooner yet I was still here, searching every stall to find the best red cloth to show. About her, she's been very supportive to me with Aspen since then and it somehow made me feel relieved.Coraline's very informed about how I was longing for Aspen. How I admired him for so long to the point that it overpassed sincerity. To the level that I ended up confessing confidently and it turned out that it was hard to accept his response.
Right now, I was glad. I was blissful that both of us ended up talking and explaining what had happened. I knew him furtherer as well.
And since today, Mezakiel and I must act as cousins when Coraline's around us. I must not let Aspen meet Mezakiel. I must find our opponent.
In that way, I will be able to hide my weakness, my informations from that opponent. I couldn't just stand and wait for another girl to stick herself to Aspen! That's so depressing! I was done eating sweets when I was dumped!
When I entered a new store, my eyes caught a catchy red off-shoulder from the corner part and it made me dash there. I just need to hurry and check it out. Or just buy whatever's red that'll catch my attention.When I picked the off-shoulder from the hangers of clothes, my eyes sparkled and decided to buy it. In that way, I will still have time to prepare myself.
When I was about to pay...
I stopped when another woman was holding the same off-shoulder outfit that I was about to buy. She's about to pay it too.
Look, who she is...
The way she looks at me too.
Coraline and I both made it to the Party venue and the bright and loud place welcomed us. There were lots of people and all of them were familiar since most of them were students from the Academy. "You sure you're going to be fine? Just enjoy, now that we're free to attend you know!" Coraline even whipped my back that I got even pushed away. I guess I'll try to enjoy. Especially when Aspen's shadow appears here, tonight. I nodded at her and grinned. "I will, you don't need to worry. Enjoy too!" "Pft, Karin! You're looking for him, aren't you?" I raised my brows on her. Acting like she's wrong but yes, she red my mind. "What? It's not like that. But honestly, I'm expecting for him to arrive." Coraline chuckled loudly as she continued walking. "Nah~ he will absolutely come. Want to look for him?" "No! We went here to enjoy the party!" I responded. But it's a half lie for
I couldn't stand this anymore! We've been frozen in the same position ever since Aspen dragged me in his car with him."What's going---""Shh!" Aspen swiftly covered my mouth with his hand and he hushed, drawing his face near my face. "I'm pretty sure she noticed us earlier so we must be sure that she won't catch us."His face was so close to me, I could almost feel his breaths. And I wanted to take his hand off of my face or else I will be caught burning in hot blushes! This is also embarassing.Still, I gently pulled his hand away from my face and Aspen noticed that he's been covering my it for so long. "Oh, I'm sorry. I jusy overreacted from... from her arrival."I heaved a very heavy sigh when Aspen drew himself farther. At last, a space."Who is she? I mean, why are we hiding ourselves from her?" I asked Aspen and tried to take a peek from the outside. Actually, I was preventing him to see
"I'm very pleased to meet you, Miss Karin Ruiz! My name is Maddison Flores," the nice-looking girl said, properly introducing herself because she's also lending her hand to me. I would look rude if I wouldn't accept it so we shook hands.A volt of electricity struck through our hands when they touched each other. Who would feel so calm here? I am actually facing the real girl I met by the mall. I was introducing myself to that girl who bought the same off-shoulder outfit like what I had bought! Maddison Flores. She's giving me the suspicious vibe.I gulped. "I'm pleasee to meet you too. And your twin sister Amanda," I shyly responded with a chuckle. We looked at the boyish girl or Maddison's twin sister.She's giving me her deadly glares right now. What did I do?"Oh my, pardon for my sister's cold treatment towards you!" Maddison smiled. "Amanda's just speechless because of the fact that we wore the same outfit tonight and she saw
"I couldn't answer that." I looked away since I was too nervous if he'll notice how I blushed too much. "Does that mean you like red?"I pretended like I didn't know what he's attracted to. Actually, I really didn't know that Aspen has a weakness when it comes to women's appearances and that is how the color red fits them. Good thing the red color suited me so well. All thanks to Mezakiel, I discovered such an important fact from Aspen."I'm surprise you didn't know that about me," he commented with a grin. "Then thanks to the realization. You know something about myself again, one point, Karin."Yes, one point for me. What about him? What does he know about me? I wanted him to discover more things from myself like my hobbies, the food I love the most and the things I don't put up a liking to.I chuckled out of the blue, he was clueless about that. "Honestly, I got more points already," I told him.
Morning came and I was more excited than the rising sun because I was already up before my alarm rang to wake me up. Well--- I actually wanted to prepare for this day, Mezakiel said last night that it's my advantage to become more motivated in continuing this now that I found closure to our target easily.When I entered our classroom, I saw Coraline. She's busy from tapping her foot on the floor with a smirk on her lips to show how excited she was to see me today."Hello! How's last night? Caroline?" I waved my hand at her but she just clicked her tongue and I was tickled when he poked my waist. "Now now, Karin? Look who's giving me some energetic mood today?!"I clicked my tongue out of expecting her reaction. She knew that Aspen and I spent the party together last night when she's busy enjoying by herself. "What do you mean? I had a good sleep, that's why!"She only gave me a 'pft' as we sat on our seats since we're s
"Hey, wait! Stop, Karin!" When Mezakiel was done from being pulled by me, I quickly let him go when we recently crossed the road.I bit my lips that made him suspect. "If you didn't want to eat there, just say it! I'm starving!"He stomped and put his hands on his waist so I huffed. "Stop complaining about food for now. I saw Aspen inside."There's no need for me to hide Maddison and Amanda from Mezakiel. Mezakiel silenced himself and he gawked at the fastfood chain that we're facing right now. "Oh, then you should've told me to go away and you can head towards him."I crossed my arms before glaring at him. He didn't actually see Aspen because he's too focused from choosing at the menu. I was way more useful than him!"Easy for you to say because you didn't see any!" I returned back and got startled when he poked my forehead. That hurts, hello!"Ouch! What again?!""I should've seen it if you didn't
I was displaying myself in front of the clubroom's closed door and I was panting rapidly and heavily. Jasper and I tried our best to dash all the way here because Aspen's words sounded so urgent. "Here, take it," Jasper exclaimed amidst his breaths. He's lending an unopened bottle of water to me. "You need it more than I do. And I could easily buy another one on my way."All I did was to look at him and not the bottle he's giving. But he looked more exhausted than me. I refused to take his offer. "No thanks, you're more tired than me. And, aren't you going to stay in the clubroom with Aspen? You're his friend, right?" He just shrugged his shoulders, meaning to say he wouldn't stay that long. "No, I've got works in class and I don't want to interrupt your privacy." "Eh? What privacy?! He didn't say that I should be the only person to hear what he's going to tell," I told him in a chopped voice so Jasper ended up waving his b
We had no class sessions for the whole day so I still ended up staying in the musical clubroom but this afternoon, with Aspen and the rest already. We only did random things for fun inside. Even if I got the best opportunity to stay with him this morning, at least we enjoyed the afternoon.I was satisfied, I was still contented with this accomplishment I need to tell to Mezakiel. It was always fun being with Aspen. He's not a boring person, he's nice and he's a listener.While I was taking my stroll on the sideroad all the way back to my apartment, I heard Coraline's repeating call of my name from behind. "Wait! Karin!" I stopped and waited for her to catch me up until we're both walking together. I creased my brows. "Do you really need to run with full speed to catch me up?" I asked worriedly. She just smirked.Really? It's always the good tea that motivates her to approach me as fast as she could. "You're right, ye
Tomorrow morning, after we went back home with our farewells, I prepared myself to face Wren and tell him that I'd be quitting the gamble. Mezakiel and I had dealt about my decision and he said it's not on his part to decide because what he wanted was for my sake as well. And it made me appreciate his concern and understanding to my side. Even if I couldn't grant his goal to pay back Sadie using the prize, he still didn't mind his failure. He focused thinking about what's best for me. Since he's the one who involved me. Yesterday, I used all my time explaining the complete story to Coraline to fix my problem with her. Or if we ever called that as a problem since on my part, we didn't fight. There was just a mistake I didn't try fixing with her immediately.So I mended what was needed to be mended between us yesterday. And it also felt so light to share her all the things I've been through. This day arrived, and my plan to meet Wren wouldn't change. There're lots of things I need
Our last and third day in this outing arrived and today, my plan was to talk to Coraline and tell everything to her when we get back home. And of course, I have a plan to talk to Aspen before he leaves and transfers.I wanted to tell him all my fault regarding the gamble as well so I wouldn't be keeping secrets to him anymore before we could even rarely talk and see each other.Yes, things happened so fast and unexpectedly. They happened too instantly that I didn't even get the chance to prepare myself and my decision. Everything occurred too rapidly that we both happened simply, fleetingly and it's hardly acceptable for us. We all went up early to wander the beauty of some rock formations by the beach and to have some viewing of the greatly-built windmills. The windmills were so pretty that we almost stayed for a couple of hours to just stare on it and learn a lot of things about it from our tour guide. And ever since I left our room earlier, Coraline didn't talk to me. I understood
After we enjoyed the speedboat ride, it was unexpected for the rest to try the speedboat and there, the awkwardness began. I introduced Mezakiel to them and Coraline was dead curious why I told everyone that he's a friend and not a frigging cousin. Great, because she knew Mezakiel as my cousin. "What on Earth? Liar!" Coraline pouted and darted me the darkest stare ever. "You lied, you said he's a cousin. Why?" "You know, why? Because it would be very hard for you to believe that he's just a friend to me that time. Who would believe that a random, stranger guy would be the one you'd see in my apartment?" And her lips twitched in annoyance. But I had a point, that time when Coraline caught Mezakiel in my apartment was very thrilling to the point that I just made up my mind, blurting out that he's a relative to me. So we would be far away from issues and suspicions."That still didn't sound good to me. That was a long-term lie," she added which made me very guilty. I held her hand. "I
As if nothing happened at all, like there was no misunderstanding. That we're okay, like normal friends who'd not look so sorry toward each other at all. That's what we looked like when we met by the van where we'd hop in for a ride. I did expect him to be here with the outing because it was Maddison herself who invited us all. She said it's a trip before they'd transfer and I believe I actually wanted to go because of the fact that I'd regret missing this one after sembreak. Knowing Jasper, Maddison and him would sooner transfer. And we didn't even talk properly to fix some sort of misunderstandings. And to fix what was needed to be fixed at the same time. So I hope, I could at least make a progress at this trip, as my opportunity."I have carsicks when I sit at the backseat," Coraline complained while paying the bags of chips. We're buying the snacks for everyone. "Then don't sit at that part. Try occupying one by the front part." "Will you sit with me?" she asked and why did she
He told me that there's no time to waste, so I dated him. I was affected by the pressure and fear he showed. Because I didn't want to regret that we didn't even have to go out properly before he'd transfer and live across a distance. Because I thought it's also the best way for us, to go out despite being in a relationship. But I was so lost, I was so confused and reckless that I accepted it knowing I've been yearning for a moment where there were no problems. Like, I just wanted to be with him where no one's stopping us. And the date was the only chance we had. But I thought it's too simple to let ourselves go with the flow before we're too late. I didn't even mind too much that we're just dating to not regret things even though we sincerely have feelings toward each other. That was so immature of me. And this time, I was kept on being bugged by his words that we need to stay like that. To keep what we're doing as secrets. And it stings me especially when I saw him with Maddison
Out of my surprise and curiosity, I had no doubts from approaching them both. Good thing their eyes also caught me, there was a flash of shockness in their eyes. Jasper was more puzzled to see me, and let me catch them, dating. If they're dating. "Hey," I called. They both waved and smiled. "How are you, Karin? My, news tells me that you and Aspen aren't still open for communications." Oh, okay. Even she was aware from that issue until now. But I hope she's not aware of Aspen's confession, and our secret date. I nodded but I simply stopped when my eyes caught their hands. They were just holding their hands! I just saw it correctly! They immediately let their hands go when I noticed them so I pretended not to see it. I coughed. "Ah, yeah, haha! But I think we're both okay. This problem between us will pass by." But yes, no matter how optimistic I am from my words, they know almost everything. Maddison's aware that Wren and Kiana were soon to be engaged. That Aspen's still ground
"What? He's merciless!" I complained, Mezakiel and I met once again and went out to talk about how Wren's going to handle the punishment. Mezakiel finished his glass of soda first. "Yes, he's not going to change his mind, the punishment is still running." I sighed. "Why is he so rough? What's the sense of the gamble if he's taking our suspension this long?" I asked, annoyed. He shrugged, it irritated me to see his calm situation. "I don't know, I think he's obviously showing that he doesn't want you to end up with his brother. That dude you like? I mean?""Gosh, I'm aware of that. It's because Wren's going to marry my cousin sooner, for sure." He didn't answer me, he remained silent and enjoyed his meal. Mezakiel's already updated thay my cousin and Aspen's brother who leads this gamble would become engaged soon. And it's hard to stop that. It's not like Mezakiel and I would stop the wedding so I could freely have Aspen and win the gamble. That's funny.Funy enough to annoy me.
A week passed by and the hassle examination finally ended. After the exam, sembreak's already waving and I am dead prepared for it. Gosh, if only I coud go out with my Grandma again to have a trip but I badly needed to find a way to talk to Aspen. The last time we talked was that night. When he confessed his feelings to me. When I realized I couldn't give him the perfect reaction. I was so dumb to run away out of the total startlement. Thank goodness I decided not to jump on the sea and just end my life happily when he finally said he like me. Gosh, that was so unforgettable, he didn't know how I didn't sleep that night! "You freak! Did you really study too much that you almost perfected all the subjects?!" Coraline complained. Of course, I was not surprised when I was one of the topnotchers in the exam's result in our batch! Who wuld I blame when I was too motivated in studying? I was recopricated! "That's odd for you to not believe! It's because I studied very well, unlike you."
As if there's going to be a chance for me to feel comfortable? Are my parents this serious? Of all places and chances for me to get away from the sources of my problems, why did it still follow me? Look, even if minutes alreast passed by, I was still getting suffocated by the intense ambience of the dining place. Despite the jolly presence reining because of the lively talk of our parents, I still could not make myself calm. I tried to swallow my food again and it's very, very hard to do it. Not because it's Kiana's not-so-pleasant cook but because of him. I dropped my fork and spoon before attempting to glance at him. He remained fixated on his food. Never have I ever caught him looking at me. And that's really suffocating me. I sighed again, I think I've been sighing for so many times since the dinner started. I caught Kiana who's already glancing at me and it's so clear that she could understand what's between me and the guy in front of me."Something wrong? Kiana?" Wren interrupt