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Love Of Substitute Chapter 41
Eric's POVI don't know how to react to her confession. It's like a miracle for me. It's like I'm in a dream and she's just an illusion in my mind. This is all a forgotten sick dream which I don't want to destroy or vanish from my mind.If it's a dream, I can stay closed my eyes, my whole life and if it's reality, my heart almost stops to hear her. My words almost shake to ask her if it's true. If it's really me…I couldn't believe that the girl I've been in love with for so long…loved me too!I mean…. Oh my God! I don't know how to react...It feels like there is nothing more I can want after this. I wanted to jump like a kid…She truly doesn't know what her words did to me! Her words changed my whole world and me! Everything changed! With her this confession. Because of her words, all my years' feelings, all my years' emotions which I hid all this year from her…from this world…even from my shadow… Again it's started to breathe. My all extinct feelings become alive. Because of h
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Angela's POV"Erish, Where are we going?" I stopped on my way. As he held my hand and went towards the home entrance direction."It's a surprise. I already told you." Erish smiled."But I can't wait long. Why don't you tell me?" I pouted my lips and asked him with an angry tone. I'm trying many tricks to make him utter the words but he is so stubborn and didn't answer me. "Baby, don't be like that…""You will know," He again repeated the same words no matter what I asked, with his same sexy wink. I don't realize but his wink almost caught my gasped reaction every single damn time and he chuckled.However, this sexy action never let me stop asking him again."But I want to know right now!" I shouted like a child in front of him. While my arms crossed around my chest like stubborn. I'm honestly too curious to know, what the surprise is. "Baby…""Please! It's not going to take long!" I can hear his coaxing voice which makes me want to chuckle but I stop myself from doing that."Alright
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Angela's POV"We are very close to our destination!" He reported me, flashing a bright smile.I felt excited to experience something new. He didn't tell me where our destination was but he told me I can not take my eyes off after seeing the destination.When I looked out of the window of the plane, I saw a beautiful green island in front of my eyes. The island is filled with green trees and surrounded by the ocean. It looks like a different world. Where everything is so beautiful. It's not less than heaven or I say it's heavenly beautyful. My eyes twinkled to watch the view. I couldn't find the perfect word to describe the view in front of me. But it's just truly incredible, I can say that. "Please put on your seat belt, we are going to land." We hear the announcement.I and Erish immediately put on the seat belt and waited for the landing. A few minutes later the plane lands smoothly, and we both come out from the plane. After coming out, my mouth wide opened to read the big na
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Eric's POVIn the last few days, I realized what I was missing for so long!Everything changed since that night. Now I do things that make her happy. Even the smallest thing that I wanted to do for her…It's all hard work, nothing in front of all the tears she has shed because of me. The pain I gave to her. But I swear to make up for every single tear of her. I have promised myself that I will make her every single day just like a beautiful dream for her. And for that, I changed a lot of things. No matter how busy I am, coming home at the right time to help her with small house arrangements. Seating together and eating happily. Sleeping with her while hugging her waist when she rests her small head on my chest. Waking up before her in the morning, kissing her forehead and saying good morning. I want her to start her day by first seeing my face and kissing my lips whenever she opens her eyes in the morning.I felt like a teenage boy who wanted to impress his girlfriend but our bon
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Angela's POVI don't know how to express my happiness. Only tears can show that thing when I saw candlelight dinner arrangements. The more he is turning perfect, the more I am scared to lose him. I loved how he is trying so hard to make me happy each day. His every small step made my heart flutter more and more. I never wanted to come out of this dream. And I hope it never ends until my last breath…The way he made me feel like a queen, I hope, I can also make him feel like a King. We both enjoyed our dinner and at the end, we both danced together. We don't need to play any music because the ocean is creating the best natural music. While dancing, we were both lost in each other's eyes when he finally leaned and captured my lower lips and pressed between his slim lips to kiss me and I welcomed him happily. His hands wrapped around my waist tightly when my arms wrapped around his sexy neck. I love to taste him like this. His minted breath made me feel intoxicated. We both started
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Eric's POVI thought she would be upset to see that I'm not giving her proper time even on our honeymoon. But not…She still showed me her most beautiful smile like every time. Yet this made me a little upset that even though she was smiling I can sense she was not happy with this sudden meeting in our private moment. And if I say don't feel the same then it's a lie…a big lie…I feel I can't stop myself from getting drawn into her arms. I almost fucking started to hate my phone. It almost rings every single damn exact time when we want privacy. By the time I came back to the room after finishing the online conference, it was already 3:30 pm.Gosh, it's almost exhausting to do that this long. I slowly closed the door behind me and went to bed to see my beautiful wife sleeping soundly. Her slow breath could be heard to prove how deeply she's sleeping. To see her sleeping, I felt relieved in my heart. Because I didn't want her to wait for me and feel tired. It would make me more guilt
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Eric's POV"Erish, why make me blind every time?" I can hear her angry voice while carrying a curious tone there. However, I just chuckled and didn't pull down my hands from her eyes which I wrapped around her. "Baby, this is the last time, I promise!" I said with coaxing words which made her lips pouting. The cute pout which I wanted to take bites with my lips.'What a silly thought!' I just exclaimed in my mind. But this is her fault to be this cute all the time around me. But deep down I want her to stay like this. Stay like a child. Stay always happy and smile beautifully. I want to be the reason for her smile. She slowly walked step by step while I was just beside her giving her direction. "Erish, I can't wait anymore!" She exclaimed and I laughed. "Trust me! It's just a few steps…" I informed her and she nodded while giving me one of the beautiful smiles. I don't know how to explain what she did to me in just a few days. I feel like I am the happiest person in this world.
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Angela's POVAfter roaming around the local market. I was so tired. My legs were in pain and I just wanted to take a rest. I looked at my husband, my Erish, who was already walking handsomely, holding his wife in his arms. Yes, I'm in his arms. I told him about my tiredness after roaming all over the place and he didn't take a second to hold me on his lap. I rested my head on his chest and felt his heartbeat while my hands wrapped around his neck. He boldly went towards our car which was already waiting with the driver on it. We are going back to rest now. I thought this was the only thing he planned for today or even there was a plan. He is never going to tell me after seeing how tired I am. After coming back to the resort, he went to our room for which he needed to climb the staircase. I thought he was going to make me walk finally but he looked at me with a tender smile and then started taking steps. I can feel how tightly he is holding me like he never wanted to scratch me or
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Angela's POV"Then what were Erish doing, when I opened my eyes?" My voice almost shattered, as I don't know how to react to their statement. I remember it clearly. The one I saw, as soon as I opened my eyes, was Erish. Then how could what they were saying could be correct?Erish could sense my confusion and immediate responses to me by shocking another statement. "Angela, actually, after saving you, Eric also got a high fever and needed to send another tent for rest and he told me to watch you as he can't be there with you." Erish words gave me my answer and I fell into chaos. "Angela, that was not the first time Eric did something for you…he was always there for you but you never noticed him…" Eric's words made me curious to know more and I inquired," What do you mean by that?" "Angela, whenever you come to ask something from me or need help. All of that is done by Eric but he does not talk to you so much. So, when he asked me to hide the fact that he is the one solving issues f
