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Chapter 110

Author: J.G.DAWN
last update Last Updated: 2022-10-09 17:56:54

Angela's POV

It has been two weeks, Eric opened his eyes and I didn't see him.

It's not like I'm angry with him. That's why I didn't want to see him or anything else.

In reality, I was sometimes desperate to meet him and see him but my spirit was still not ready completely to move with him.

Yes, I love him. But without believing in myself completely and our relationship. If it's the right decision or not. I can't give him any type of encouragement related to our relationship. Or any hope, which I can't fulfill in the end. So, staying far from him is the right choice for me.

I don't know how much more time I'll take to finally make my decision but for now, I need peace of mind to make myself feel free and get my willpower again.

Many things happen nowadays and I need time to deal with all these thoughts before I can step into a new life. I don't want any negativity to stay inside me.

When my eyes are busy looking at the big sky with admiring eyes. My phone pulled me back to reali
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