After days of little to no sleep, my body launched itself into full blown hibernation and I spent the two days we were given off between sleeping and snacking on the mountain of food Megan kept me supplied with. By the end of the second day I was more than ready to face the world and get back to training.
After our obligatory run around the lake, Jaydon and another man who introduces himself as Beta Suarez announce that we'll be having a special guest to our training today. Alpha Fletcher himself!"The Alpha is so hot. He trained the same time as my brother and we ended up hanging out all the time." Lana giggles, tying her shirt into a knot at the front so that it tightens suggestively against her breasts.Juan and Matt overhear the discussion and roll their eyes in unison."You planning on being the Alpha's new bedmate there Lana?" Juan asks her with a suggestive thrust of his hips. "Although I'm sure once with you would be enough."She pouts and pushes herself against him, pressing her finger against his lips."I guess you'll never find out." She purrs.Oh please! Walk away and save our ears from this puke-fest! Ember begs.I join Amy, Ash and Megs as Jaydon encourages us to focus on partial shifting - being able to shift a part of your body at will. Ricky was an old hand at this, having mastered it shortly after his wolf, Storm, had revealed himself."Like this guys." I hear him say as snow white tufts of hair sprouted from his arm and his nails elongated into claws."Nicely done, Jones." Beta Suarez compliments, shifting his own hand into a paw to give Ricky a high-5.Partial shifting wasn't for everyone though. Grampa had explained to me once that for most lycans it takes years and years of practice and dedication... and some will never be able to achieve it. Ricky was just lucky that way. I still hadn't been able to get more than a furry hand whenever I tried.The tantalising woody smell signals the arrival of Liam and I watch him approach Beta Suarez and Jaydon."Ah! Alpha Fletcher, welcome!" Jaydon actually smiles.Ricky darts a look at me and I can make out him muttering "son of a bitch" under his breath.I share his sentiments one hundred percent! The son of a bitch was a bloody alpha!Seething, I move to stand next to Ricky."Did you know?" He asks through mind-link."Do I look like I knew?" I reply, crossing my arms.I hold back a gag as Lana pushes herself to the front if the recruits and thrusts her chest out more prominently. Secretly I hope that her stupidly tied shirt would tear under the strain."Recruits! Alpha Fetcher has graciously offered to train you all on tracking. Alpha is known as the best tracker in this hemisphere so pay attention." Jaydon impresses on us.I can't help but feel betrayed. Why didn't he tell me? It's not like I hadn't mentioned the alpha being his boss before! Bloody ass!I can't even pay attention to what he was explaining about tracking and before I can catch up we are all given pieces of clothing in ziplock bags and are told to find the pack member it belonged to.I watch as others pull their items out of the ziplock bags, tainting the scent and I can't help but wonder if Liam had even gone through the basics with them.Opening my bag, I sniff its contents - a floral scarf - before sealing it again and wander off toward the pack houses. It makes sense for the owner to be a woman within the settlement.I faintly catch the scent coming from the woodlands behind the packhouse so change direction, stopping to sniff now and then to make sure I was on the right path. The scent was getting stronger... but not nearly as strong as the overwhelming scent of blood.I quicken my pace, almost running until I hear laughter. The smell of blood almost overpowering, I creep forward.Three male lycans, their fur matted and clothing in tatters, are partially shifted and taking turns slapping a woman tied against a tree. Their claw marks prominent all over her body as she sobbed.Get help. You can't intervene on your own. Ember whispers in my head.I know she is right."Jaydon, can you hear me?" I call out via mind-link."Yes Natalia.""Emergency! Rogues!" Is all I manage to get out before one of the men shifts into a wolf and positions himself to tear at the woman's throat.Immediately I let Ember take control, my clothes tearing off my body as it shifts and she launches us toward the assailant, a furious howl escaping my mouth.Managing to tear the one assailant off of the woman before he could do any damage, I move on to the next one, fighting tooth and claw as it feels like they'll never concede defeat.A dark growl comes out of a massive grey wolf as it joins the fray, ripping the one assailant's head cleanly away from its body. The other two see the carnage and frantically head toward the boundary line, a black wolf I recognize as Jaydon hot on their heels.The grey wolf shifts and reveals Liam, his thick muscles rippling under the film of blood that coats his naked chest. Slowly he approaches the sobbing woman."Vicky, it's me. I'm going to untie you and we're going to take you home." He says calmly. "You're safe now."I watch as he lifts the woman into his arms and turns towards the Pack House, not entirely sure what I should be doing."Come, Natalia." He says, his voice slightly harsh.I pad after him in silence, passing some of the stunned recruits as we head to the Pack House.Up close it's like an overgrown cottage, roses climbing up one side of the wooden frame and adding charm to the inviting home.An older woman opens the door as we approach and screams, her hands covering her face as we pass. The scream draws a guy not much older than me out of what looks like a library."Shit! What happened, Liam? Have you called Doc?" He asks, racing ahead to open a bedroom door.Liam lays the woman on the bed as Doc barges past me with the middle-aged woman hot on his heels. The door closes firmly behind them, leaving me alone in the corridor. I plonk myself down, resting my head on my paws as I'm vaguely aware that I've trekked blood through the house on my paws. Somehow, I don't think Liam will mind."I'll be back a bit later." I hear as Liam opens the door. He's wrapped a blanket around his waist to hide his nudity."I need to get a report from Jaydon. He went after those rogues."His voice is cold and causes a shiver to ripple down my spine. As he looks down at me and motions for me to follow him. He enters a large, masculine bedroom that smells like him. A massive four-poster oak bed dominates the room, a cream chaise matching the cream bedding identically as well as the two high-backed arm chairs which face an unlit stone fireplace.Liam walks through to the attached en suit bathroom and switches on the shower - I hear the water splashing against the tiled floor."Come, you need to wash the blood off." He says, putting a fluffy towel and some clothes he pulls out of his closet on a table in the bathroom before closing the door behind him and leaving me alone.The shower is large without any door, just a large three sided contraption where the water falls from the ceiling like rain. I pad into it, watching the blood stain the water which runs off my fur. I shift, revelling in the feel of the water running down my skin. I stand there until the water running down the drain is almost clear then I pick up the soap and sponge and scrub myself vigorously. Attacking my hair next, I wash away all traces of the battle. I even rinse my mouth out with some of the toothpaste I find, resisting the urge to borrow Liam's toothbrush. Just because his tongue was in my mouth a few short days ago does not mean our relationship is at that point.Drying myself off, combing my hair through my fingers to detangle it and getting as much moisture as I can out of the long tresses, I pick up the clothes. The shorts Liam left for me are way too big and fall off the moment I try to move. Luckily the shirt is basically one large circus tent which falls almost to my knees so I decide to leave the shorts and pray that Liam won't realise I'm literally commando underneath.With a deep breath, I exit the bathroom.Liam is sitting in one of the armchairs, his face resting in his hands and looking rather defeated. His hair is also wet having washed it in some other bathroom somewhere in the house and he is clothed in a pair of jeans, leaving his broad chest bare. He looks up as I move a bit closer and a strange light flashes in his eyes before he stands up and comes to me. "You saved my sister, Natalia. I cannot think how I can ever repay you." His voice os hard but I can read the suppressed emotions in his face. "I just did what any lycan would have done." I take hold of his hand, offering my support. "How is she doing?" He pulls me closer to him and I feel warmth spread throughout my body as he wraps his strong arms around me and rests his head on top of mine. "She'll be fine. Vicky is stronger than she seems, she was just caught off guard. I think the emotional wounds may take some time to heal though." I wrap my arms around his waist and lean into him. "I take it the two other pe
Slow and secret definitely upped the intrigue factor, however getting away from the other recruits without being noticed proved to become increasingly difficult. I secretly found myself bumming out on training exercises just so that I'd get saddled with dish duty. Every time without fail Liam would appear and help me out then we'd either chat for ages afterwards or end up in a heated make out session. I have to admit that every time I looked at Liam I felt the need to thank the fates that we were mated. If I had to spend my life linked with another person I was glad it was him. He is the whole package: intelligent, funny, sexy as heck! It's hard to keep my hands off of him when he's nearby… but maybe that's just the whole mate-bond thing. Jaydon had set us to sparring every day since Vicky's attack, nervous that the assailants would return since they didn't accomplish whatever their goal was. We could all tell that the man was living on edge. "You're throwing this round on purpose.
Liam takes a step back and places his hands on my hips."What's wrong?" He asks, worry etched onto his face. I sigh and break away from his hold on me. It's too hard to form words with him being so close to me. "This whole mate bond thing is getting in the way of my training." I rush out, feeling as if the walls are closing in around me. "What do you mean? We've been discreet and no one else has discovered anything about us. What's really going on?""It's a distraction, ok?" I basically shout at him. "I need to focus on improving my skills and you're a bloody distraction!" He looks slightly smug at that admission and I realise I'm using the wrong tactic. "I don't want a mate, you know that. I've never wanted a mate and I never will want a mate." His expression changes suddenly and he looks as if I've just slapped him, staggering back slightly as the verbal blow. "I thought you may eventually feel something for me and that you'd change your mind…" He walks to the bay window and
Three weeks flew by pretty quickly. I learned that Kane was a pretty good hunter using the crude spear he had made by attaching the knife we'd been given onto a long, straight sapling. We feasted daily on pheasants that seemed to be abundant in the woods as well as berries and other fruits we forraged for. Kane even threatened to shift and take down one of the deer which we know are living in the woods. Kane and I had explored the area around our camp, hoping to find another team to raid in order to ease some of the monotony of our daily lives, but we found out that we were very much alone in our little corner of the Dark Moon land. Our relationship had turned to easy comradery, able to read each other as if we have known each other for years instead of the brief three weeks."You'd better be keeping your eyes closed! " I call out to Kane as I quickly wash myself in the stream. He chuckles from where he rests in the shade but doesn't respond further so I quickly finish and throw on
I'd be lying if I said that Kane wasn't a darn good kisser. Even with my extremely limited experience in that department, I could tell that much was true. His lips are soft and consuming, warmth spreads through my body and takes my breath away, leaving me a little dazed. "What was that for?" I ask when he eventually pulls back. He smiles and it almost looks seductive, like he was daring me to ask for more. "I felt like it." He responds before getting up and heading to the stream, pulling off his pants as he walks away to reveal his muscular backside. I quickly avert my gaze and busy myself cleaning up the already spotless camp, although I'd be lying if I didn't imagine grabbing his bare backside with my hands.When he returns he acts as if nothing has happened and continues to engage with me with the relaxed banter I had become accustomed to. It almost made me wonder if what had happened had been in my imagination - almost. "Good," Ember mutters, almost to herself. "We don't need
I take the bag from Kane's hand and inspect it, sniffing it lightly. My nose picks up the musky scent belonging to Beta Harris, the citrus scent of Jaydon and the woody scent of Liam. I swallow hard, knowing Liam had probably been around and had probably even seen me sleeping close to Kane. They had taken everything except for the tarpaulin, rope, and the machete. The change of clothes where I had left them to dry were gone but I did spy the pot of water that was still next to the fire. Everything else is gone."Dammit! It was Jaydon and a few of the Dark Moon leadership." I say, throwing the bag onto the floor. "I guess they thought to up the difficulty level now that we've made it more than halfway through the challenge."Kane laughs, his eyes crinkling in amusement. "What's so funny?" I ask, stomping my foot in frustration like an overgrown toddler. "You realise what the next part of the challenge is?" He grins like a vill
I swallow hard. I hadn't even thought of how Kane and my sleeping arrangement may have looked to onlookers… specifically my mate. "Liam and I aren't together, Jaydon." I say boldly. "And even if it mattered to him, Kane and I are just friends." Friends with benefits. Ember jibes. Jaydon crosses his arms, a surge of different emotions flashing across his face. "I don't care what your relationship status is, Miss Jones. What I am saying is that you need to talk to the alpha before your friend gets thrown out of this program on his arse." He emphasises the word "friend", throwing Kane what I can only presume is a dark look. "Fine. I'll see if I can meet with Liam tomorrow." I sigh."Tonight. I'll escort you to the pack house myself after this debriefing." With that, he turns abruptly and joins Beta Harris. Some expression on my face must have shown my distress, making Kane come over to me.
"Good evening, Liam." I say softly, not entirely sure about where I should start. "How did you get in here?" He asks, looking toward the door which he had just come through. "I climbed up the trellis." I reply, shrugging my shoulders. "I wasn't sure if you or your family would want to see me after the way I left things the last time I was here." I sigh and stand up, slowly walking toward him and feeling slightly as if I'm walking toward a wounded animal, ready to strike at any moment. He holds out a hand to stop me in my tracks, his voice harsh and cold. "You may want to leave before your new boyfriend discovers you're here." Jaydon was right. Liam had obviously assumed that Kane and I were together. His obvious rejection of me hurts more than I expect it to and I have to admit that perhaps Liam means more to me than I would like. "I don't have a boyfriend." I reply, trying to keep the tremor out of my voice. "Kan
"You look fine! Now can we go?" Liam grumbles as he leans against the door frame. He catches the reflection of my smile in the mirror as I'm hit with the deja vu of it all, just this time it's my mate nagging me instead of my brother. "I just want to look perfect for Ricky's ceremony." I admit, watching in the floor-length mirror as Liam comes to stand behind me, his hand resting on my rounding stomach. "You already do." He says, his lips moving to kiss his mark on my neck and sending tingles down my spine. Four years since we first mated, and I still react this way to his touch. Although I think his pup is helping him a little bit considering the urge I get to jump him every time he takes his shirt off. Apparently it's quite common in pregnancy though. I look at my reflection in the floor length mirror in my parents' house… Ricky's house. It's going to take me a while to think of it as that. The emerald green silk dress leaves very
The sun set far too quickly. One moment it was high up in the sky and the next, it was kissing the horizon as it bid us farewell, making way for the moon to take its place. "Are you ready?" Liam asks as he wraps his arms around me and kisses my temple. "Do I have a choice?" I reply with a laugh, trying to seem braver than I felt. We stand in silence for a moment, staring out across the lake as the sunset reflects its orange and pink masterpiece on the clear water's surface. I'm faintly aware of my friends coming to join us - Kane, Daniel, Matt, Silas, Megan, Ash and Amber. Even Lana joined at the end of the line. Ricky takes his place beside me and clasps my hand in his, squeezing it gently. I can feel his emotions as if they're my own. Hell, they mirror my own. "It is time." Silas breaks the silence and I turn to face my friends. "I wouldn't have been able to get here without you… all of you." I feel a tear roll down my cheek but I
The morning of the challenge arrived too quickly for my liking, and while I was as ready as I was ever going to be, I wasn't confident that I was going to win. Jaydon and Silas had taken personal responsibility to ensure I was "battle ready" as Silas termed it. Basically, they challenged me and tried to correct my weaknesses over and over and over again until I felt like I was going to break. I can't say how much it helped though. I caught a glimpse of Lorenzo fighting with Beta Wyk and he isn't as awful as I was hoping. What did help strangely, was being able to fall asleep in Liam's arms each night. We ended up moving back into my old cabin with the girls and, even though it was a tight squeeze, cuddled together each night in my bunk. Megan initially complained, believing that the top bunk would fall on her along with us while we slept. Her theory was quickly disproved when we managed to squeeze Liam, Amy, Ash, Kane, and myself on the bed without any sign of it
To say that you could hear a pin drop might have been putting it lightly. My words - the challenge issued - results in such complete silence that I can hear my own heart beat. All eyes flit between myself and Lorenzo as we await his response. He swallows loudly, turning to Suarez for guidance… only Suarez seems to have disappeared into the darkness and suddenly, Lorenzo is all alone. He swallows again, the sweat on his palms glistening in the firelight as he fidgets. He knows that he has no choice but to accept. To reject the challenge would mean he would be forced to step down as Alpha anyway. "Alright, I accept," Lorenzo mumbles, his voice strained. Silas smiles knowingly, hooking his thumbs into the belt loops of his jeans. "Considering that neither opponents are from Dark Moon, the challenge will have to be carried out in two days during the full moon so that the Moon goddess can grant her blessing." "If the girl wants to challen
It didn't take long for the recruits to discover that something secretive was happening in the training hall. Although with the guys, Megs and Doc coming and going, it can't exactly be termed secretive anymore. We decided that if I was ever going to ensure that my challenge was both well received by the pack and fair, we would need the recruits' help. They know me better than any of the pack members so will need to vouch for me when it comes to the legitimacy of my claim to the alpha title. "Hey, isn't that my shirt?" Ashley eyes my attire with obvious suspicion. I strike a pose like some fancy runway model and stick my tongue out at her before returning to my task of cutting and buttering bread rolls for the hungry wolves who were passing through for lunch before they resumed their duties. "You shouldn't leave your clothes lying around." I retort with a grin. "You try working eighteen hour shifts and have the energy to tidy up your living quarters. You're just lucky that shirt wa
My body feels as if it's taken flight, all the emotions I'd pushed down since we escaped coming to the surface. I run to the spot that holds the most meaning to me in this pack, stripping my clothes off moments before I dive into the clear water. Hiding behind the waterfall on the ledge that Liam showed me, I curl into a tight ball and let the sobs wrack my body, tears streaming down my face. I don't care. I need this right now. Minutes go by before I'm able to pull myself together and head back to the water's edge. I dress slowly, my mind slowly piecing together information I had gathered over the last few days as well as my stay in Dark Moon. By the time I enter the training hall, I've got a few things well ironed out in my head. I can feel all eyes on me as I take a seat next to Liam and let him draw me into his arms. "What happened?" He asks softly, his hand gently rubbing my back, his heat permeating my frozen skin from my damp hair.
It may not have been how I had always pictured my mind, but our marking had brought Liam back to me. I stare down into his eyes and feel every single emotion that rolls through him as he tries to make sense of what has happened. "What the fukk, Natalia!" Ricky fumes as he paces toward us. "What would have happened if that aconite in his system affected you? Huh? You would have lost Ember again. Did you think about that?" I glance briefly over to my raging brother, ignoring his tirade as I look back down at my mate. "I missed you." I whisper, kissing his lips briefly before I climb off of him and sit down beside him instead. It won't do to be in such an arousing position when the room is full of people. As much as I'd love to make out with my man… and go much further… I don't think our witnesses would appreciate the show. "Nats, babe… what happened?" Liam croaks, clutching my hand in his. I fill him in as quickly and efficie
Sneaking into the pack house in the middle of the day was a lot easier than I had imagined it to be - either Lorenzo had refocused warriors to the border leaving too few to maintain the security within the pack, or Lorenzo believed no one would be foolhardy enough to attack his residence since he had made examples of Harris and Gail. Probably both. Janet had agreed to visit some pack members and was going to try to convince Vicky to go with her, leaving one less resident present in the house. However, judging by the guttural sounds coming from Vicky's bedroom, Janet had not been successful in getting her daughter away. This change of plans actually works in my favour though, leaving Lorenzo otherwise occupied. I sneak in through the kitchen door which leads out into the garden, moving as stealthily as I can muster through the lower floor. No one is there. Liam's study is an utter mess, polar opposites to its state from when I had last visited. Papers li
Kane, Ricky and I watch the sun set from our vantage point at the top of the hill which overlooks the Dark Moon pack homestead. From up here it seems like a picturesque village, all the inhabitants going about their day as if they don't have a care in the world. Only we know the ugly side, the side plagued with intimidation and corruption. We watch in silence as the guards change over, night shift taking the place of the day shift with a shared joke and a slap on the back. They are all young men, all unknown and almost definitely from Lorenzo’s old pack. He would never trust a Dark Moon member to guard their own Beta. Ricky looks over at Kane and myself, a sadness in his eyes which seems misplaced in the man who has always been so happy-go-lucky. The way he has changed since he left the training program is hard to comprehend. It almost feels as if I no longer know my own brother anymore - although I'm sure that once his wolf returns to him we will regain some of