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Wrong Medicine

Author: Horny_feet
last update Last Updated: 2022-06-30 01:53:28

Facing the tombstone, I instantly realized that my entire life's pain and happiness were unimportant.

In the face of death, everything is a particle of dust.

Those who have achieved peace should no longer be troubled by worldly occurrences.

"Thank you," I said to Kevin after a lengthy period of silence.

"Jill. Love and family may have let you down, but remember that you were born out of love in the beginning," he murmured quietly.

Love... Will someone care about me?

Mother may have temporarily loved me, or perhaps he loved that man and his child. It didn't matter who the child was.

Alvin had never loved me before. He may think he loves me now, but his love is based on custom and jealousy.

Kevin...I was aware of it. He didn't have any reason to love me.

When I think about it, I've spent my entire life as a failure.

Looking downcast, I inquired, "The graveyard next to it appears to be vacant. Can I get it?"

For a little while, Kevin was distracted and inquired, "Would you would like to
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