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Twenty four
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2020-12-17 18:26:00Micah pov
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We need to talk. She says with her eyes flashing with anger and there was just one thought on my mind.
* Uh oh*
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Err... What? I asked paying dumb. It is either she realize that the letter is about her or it is about the way I have avoided her as if she has a plague... No, if she has a plague I would totally not avoid her.
Dont play dumb with me Vegas. You know what Alyssa said taking on the offensive.
If you mean the fly in your hornet then I can assure you that I have absolutely nothing to do with it. You might want to find the person who put the fly there to pick a bone with. "I said without hostility.
I know, I know. I am asking for it and a fool for trying to anta
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