“What did you just say to me?“
“I don't care. It's not like it's gonna be on me.” I replied aggressively, “You know, chemical fiber clothes don't even deserve to stay in the laundry.”“Pick up my clothes, bitch.”“Why? Because you're on a disability program grant?”Stella stares at me with wide eyes, itching to stretch her false eyelashes and stick them in my eyes.“You're going to regret saying that.”The three girls watching the show gather around, a mafia do-gooder, maybe a female version of the Russian mob.“Hey.” Someone laid a hand on my shoulder. "I think this is yours."I turned to see who it was. She took off the jacket slung over her back, hooking it with a finger, and extended it toward Stella's arm. "Brooklyn sent me to find her. The locker room can be quite the labyrinth for the newcomers."Stella gave a side-eye to the girl next to her, who cleverly grabbed the jacket from the newcomer's hand. "You better hurry to check in; Brooklyn is counting heads.""Girls," Stella commanded. The other three obediently followed her lead.As they walked away, I turned my attention to the girl who had intervened. "Thank you.""It's nothing, just doing my part. Don't mind Stella; she's just looking for another bag carrier.""Aren't three people enough for her?""I guess she's one hand short."I couldn't help but laugh, understanding her joke. "B section is on your left; just turn around, and you'll see the signs on the wall.""I thought you were going to lead the way.""I wish I could, but I snuck out of the lineup, so...""Okay, I get it."Wait. It suddenly dawned on me. She came over to help me secretly? How did she notice? Just as I was about to ask, she spoke up first."Nice seeing you again, Scarlett Moore.""Hey, what do you mean, 'again'? Have we met before?"I shouted after her retreating figure. She turned back with a smile but didn't stop. Then, she turned around, disappearing outside the locker room door.I searched my mind for any familiar face that matched hers, but none fit. She must have mistaken me for someone else, or she had changed significantly.I made my way to section B, searching through the identical locker doors for number 95. Not an easy task."You're new here, right?" A girl leaned against the locker behind me, arms crossed."Yes."She uncrossed her arms and walked over, hands in her pockets. "I'm Remi, and you?""Scarlett Moore.""That Scarlett Moore?""What about it?""Nothing, just that you're quite famous around here.""That can't be; I'm new.""Every girl here is talking about you."Brooklyn's words suddenly made sense. I was not just the new girl but also Penelope's competition. Now everyone was curious about who I was."Maybe. Do you know where my locker is?""See that corner back there? The one covered in paint.""What a 'warm' welcome."I ignored the insults, pretending the locker was as clean as any other. The oversized cheerleading top and skirt hung on the hanger, looking like they were specially made for someone much larger. The top was manageable, but the skirt's elastic band wouldn't fit me at all."You must be special if they're jealous of you.""Jealous? Why would they think that? I'm no threat."Remi raised an eyebrow, giving me a once-over. "Who knows? At least they're a bunch of losers.""Hey, are you on the cheerleading squad?"I clung to a sliver of hope, praying Remi might lend me an old uniform."No."Her voice became guarded."Then why are you here?"My tone turned plaintive. Why couldn't anyone help when I felt most vulnerable?"I came to see a friend, but now I have to go.""Wait, do you have a hairpin or something?""What do you need a hairpin for?"I pulled the skirt from the locker, holding it up for Remi to see. "I could use an old one.""Why would you have...?"Remi's eyes widened in warning, signaling me not to probe further if I wanted the old skirt."Stay here."Alright, she was cautious. But of course, that only piqued my curiosity further.After a moment, Remi emerged from behind a row of lockers, holding a small-sized cheerleading uniform. I didn't expect her to bring an extra small top as well.She stood before me, holding the uniform but not immediately handing it over, looking into my eyes. "Promise me, Scarlett, don't tell anyone I was here.""I'd love to thank you for everything you've done, but Brooklyn is the cheerleading captain and my friend, so... if an outsider comes to the cheer room, you should at least greet her.""No, you can't, Scarlett."Remi shook the uniform slightly."Given your current situation, you'd better not cause yourself any more trouble.""You understand what I mean, right?""Of course, I won't make trouble for myself.""Good."She handed me the uniform, slipping her hands back into her pockets casually. "It should fit perfectly."She glanced at my waist, confirming her assumption."I should go now.""I should be thanking you. Without your help, I wouldn't know how to face the others."She shrugged nonchalantly, as if it were a minor deed. "Goodbye, Scarlett. Good luck."At Seayers High, the front gate serves as a flashy parking lot for the wealthy show-offs, contrasting starkly with the bike shed, which resembles a scrap heap at a recycling center. This means there's only one area for vehicle parking — the school's front, a place I'm currently determined to avoid. Seayers High's back entrance leads to the football field, not in use today since parties always seem to be scheduled around their practice times, a special privilege allowing everyone to clear out time for the popular crowd. I decide on the football field. Although it means circling around most of the school, there's a secluded path there, hidden from the affluent kids at the front. Reaching the back door, I look out at the empty field, pleased. The thought of Skyler anxiously waiting in his car at the front gate amuses me. Stepping down the stairs with a victorious smile, I hear: "I knew you'd come this way, Scarlett." I freeze for a second, then turn towards the corner behind the sta
You’re probably wondering.Do I look like the girls in Hollywood movies? Is my high school life a whirlwind of excitement and drama? Am I the most popular girl in school? Or maybe, just maybe, I’m the cheer captain with a perfectly arched brow and an air of superiority?Ha. I wish.If I had to describe myself—and trust me, I’ve had practice—it goes like this: for every breathtaking beauty, there’s always a girl with wild red curls, an awkward grin, and a face full of misplaced optimism. That’s me. The textbook definition of a wallflower. Your average, unremarkable high school nobody.When people come over to visit, their eyes always land on the group photo by my bed. To my right in the picture is my cousin, Elisa. She’s the kind of person you’d expect to walk off a fashion runway and into your life. Every summer, she’d stay with us, dazzling everyone with her effortless charm. Now, she’s off at college in California, living her best life. Back in the day, she was the "It Girl" of Seaye
What comes to mind first when you think of high school life? The gorgeous cheerleaders, the arrogant jocks, the class-skipping idols, the Shakespeare aficionados, the vegans? Or is it the incessant buzzing of the alarm clock, the uncomfortable desks and chairs, the dreadful cafeteria lunches, the looming finals and exams, the lost mechanical pencils, the unrequited crushes and heartbreaks, the constantly energetic group projects?"Hey, watch where you're going!" a girl, whose outfit screamed Regina George from Mean Girls, snapped at me, her voice dripping with disdain. "This is limited edition.""You can't expect everyone to have eyes, right?" her minions added, their voices laced with mockery.Bitch. The word echoed in my mind, though my lips remained sealed. If you were to ask me about high school, I'd offer you two pieces of advice:Rule Number One: Never attempt to reason with sorority members. Rule Number Two: If you're not among the popular crowd, brace yourself—high school wi
As I navigated the crowded hallways, bracing myself against the current of students, a familiar voice cut through the din. "Look who I ran into? The cheerleader queen Brooklyn and her little girlfriend."Penelope Swinton stood there, draped in an aura of disdain, her entourage flanking her like a pair of ominous shadows. "That explains the stench of cheap perfume from miles away," she sneered, her gaze piercing through me as if I were nothing more than an inconvenience in her day.Penelope, with her slight resemblance to Jessica Alba—albeit the Latin American version—carried herself with the arrogance only a legacy such as hers could bestow. She hailed from one of the town's oldest families, her ancestors once the unchallenged rulers of this small domain. She embodied the quintessential spoiled rich girl, finding delight in belittling others for her amusement.It was not out of character for someone of her demeanor to be labeled a 'mean girl,' especially Penelope, whose very essence s
In the shadowed corner beside the dingy sink wall, a couple of figures crouched, shrouded in a haze of white powder. Their frantic movements became more pronounced as Brooklyn and I approached, their hands shoving clear Ziploc bags filled with the same white substance into their backpacks with desperate haste. "Move!" Brooklyn's command sliced through the thick air, echoing off the tiled walls. "Crazy bitches," one of the addicts muttered under their breath as they scrambled to their feet, blocking our path. The stench of marijuana was overpowering, sending my head into a dizzying spin. As one of them, her face adorned with silver studs and a glowing silver tongue stud in the center, stuck her tongue out mockingly at us, she bumped against my shoulder, leaving a trail of the intoxicating powder on my clothes. Involuntarily, I coughed as some of the powder made its way into my nostrils. Frantically, I shook off the remnants clinging to my fabric, a bitter taste of humiliation filli
I was halfway down the hallway when I heard it, the unmistakable voice of Skyler declaring, "Brooklyn baby, I finally found you." There he was, lifting Brooklyn's chin with a sense of entitlement. "For the party tonight, I want you to dress sexy." It took him a moment to notice me. "Scarlett? I didn't realize you were there." His hand dropped, and he proceeded to straighten his bangs, a vain attempt at nonchalance. Rolling my eyes, I mumbled an excuse about my literature class and tried to leave. "Wait a minute," he called out, effectively halting my escape. With a swift movement, Skyler's hand slapped down on his locker, his arm blocking my path. "What do you want?" I asked, my irritation mounting as I tugged on the shoulder strap of my book bag, eager to bypass this self-centered obstacle. Letting his arm fall, Skyler instead stepped in front of me, reducing the distance between us. I halted, meeting his gaze with a defiance I hoped masked my discomfort. "I know you don't li
The classroom buzzed with the usual cacophony, punctuated by the occasional airborne book. Whizz—a book flies past! "Oh, my goodness!" I exclaimed, narrowly avoiding a collision that could have sent me straight to the infirmary. The book would have surely left a mark on my face. "Sorry, Scarlett." Blake's apology came from over his shoulder, his hands resting nonchalantly on his friends' shoulders. Their laughter knotted together in shared amusement. Ignoring their antics, I headed to my seat. A glance from Annie met mine before she turned away to whisper to Alex behind her. I paid them no mind. As I passed by, Alex's precarious stack of books toppled over the aisle of desks. "Hey! What's your problem?" My surprise was evident as I faced Alex, only to catch Annie biting her pen, offering a smug smile. Bending down, I reached for the scattered books. But before I could gather them up, someone else's hands intervened, snatching away the book I had just secured. "It's lucky for yo
I walked into the room at Taylor's beckoning, him holding the door open for me to enter first. "Please, take a seat, Miss Moore," he said, still with a stern expression. He left the door and closed it with a crisp sound that echoed in the empty classroom. "Did I do something wrong?" I hadn't taken a seat yet, instead asking him uncertainly. Taylor didn't answer my question directly, his expression seeming to tease a bit of mystery. "Compared to others, you're not too bad." "What?" I was hoping for praise. Every time Miss Ewen had a private chat with me, it was to commend how well I wrote my reflections. "I can improve, Mr. Wildson." Literature was the one class where I felt confident. I didn't want to be let down by Taylor. "Patience, Miss Moore." He observed my eager, somewhat agitated demeanor and gestured for me to calm down. Leaning against the desk by the lectern, Taylor pulled a thin book from a neatly stacked pile of files. "Read this book in your free time, then write a
At Seayers High, the front gate serves as a flashy parking lot for the wealthy show-offs, contrasting starkly with the bike shed, which resembles a scrap heap at a recycling center. This means there's only one area for vehicle parking — the school's front, a place I'm currently determined to avoid. Seayers High's back entrance leads to the football field, not in use today since parties always seem to be scheduled around their practice times, a special privilege allowing everyone to clear out time for the popular crowd. I decide on the football field. Although it means circling around most of the school, there's a secluded path there, hidden from the affluent kids at the front. Reaching the back door, I look out at the empty field, pleased. The thought of Skyler anxiously waiting in his car at the front gate amuses me. Stepping down the stairs with a victorious smile, I hear: "I knew you'd come this way, Scarlett." I freeze for a second, then turn towards the corner behind the sta
“What did you just say to me?“ “I don't care. It's not like it's gonna be on me.” I replied aggressively, “You know, chemical fiber clothes don't even deserve to stay in the laundry.” “Pick up my clothes, bitch.” “Why? Because you're on a disability program grant?” Stella stares at me with wide eyes, itching to stretch her false eyelashes and stick them in my eyes. “You're going to regret saying that.” The three girls watching the show gather around, a mafia do-gooder, maybe a female version of the Russian mob. “Hey.” Someone laid a hand on my shoulder. "I think this is yours." I turned to see who it was. She took off the jacket slung over her back, hooking it with a finger, and extended it toward Stella's arm. "Brooklyn sent me to find her. The locker room can be quite the labyrinth for the newcomers." Stella gave a side-eye to the girl next to her, who cleverly grabbed the jacket from the newcomer's hand. "You better hurry to check in; Brooklyn is counting heads." "Girls,"
"You sure know how to pick your moments. Ready for your first show, Scarlett?" Brooklyn teased, her voice echoing down the hallway clogged by Milo Grayson's fan girls. I lingered, hoping to catch a glimpse of the chaos, but it was all in vain. "Since when are you so interested in Milo?" she prodded, a mix of curiosity and amusement in her tone. "It's not that kind of interest," I quickly clarified, feeling the need to defend my curiosity. "It's probably just admiration for famous people." Brooklyn sighed, rolling her eyes in a gesture of mock despair. "I know Milo is a hottie and he plays cool guitars. I don't want you acting like one of those crazy girls. There's a loss of decency. You're part of the cheerleading squad now, understand?" "Of course, I am, Brooklyn," I assured her, even as my mind drifted to the cool girls of high school. They wore their confidence as effortlessly as their seductive outfits, capturing the attention of everyone around them. Yet, deep down, I harbore
“But back to the matter at hand—” Stephanie leaned in, sniffing the air around me. "Even food can't mask the weed smell on you." She backed away, grimacing as if to say, "That reeks." "Is it really that noticeable?" "I'm just really sensitive to smells." "Oh! I get it!" Stephanie clapped her hands together in excitement. "Maybe he smelled the weed on your clothes and thought you were spiraling!" "And then—thought he could be the hero to save you, aiming for the 'Teacher of the Year' award." "Alright." I raised an eyebrow. "Your bias against Taylor is a bit much." "I can't help it. Do you know how annoying it is to have someone always focus on your flaws?" "Oh, right, I almost forgot about this!" Suddenly, Stephanie's "gossip radar" must have detected something "spectacular." "There's a boy who's been watching you." "What? What are you talking about?" I laughed, not taking her seriously. "Hey! I'm serious. He's been staring at you since you were in line!" "So, you're sayi
Frankly, I've never understood why they changed the name of "The Feast" to the "Nutrition Center." Over seventy percent of the food here is high-fat, high-calorie "American fast food." Given we're in one of the most remote towns in America, finding diverse and multicultural chefs is even harder than getting truant students to attend class. Vegetarians even staged a public protest at school, leading to two chaotic weeks of everyone bringing their own lunches! Can't blame them, though—other options are either atrociously bad or might as well be diet pills. Gazing at the crowded hamburger stand, I'm glad I kicked my junk food habit. For those not concerned about their weight, a cheeseburger with chicken strips is a heavenly delight. The aftermath, however, is a struggle with belts and shirts strained by fat. I made my way to the yogurt stand, scooping up a few spoonfuls into an empty bowl, then garnishing it with blueberries, raspberries, and mangoes. As expected, the checkout was swam
I walked into the room at Taylor's beckoning, him holding the door open for me to enter first. "Please, take a seat, Miss Moore," he said, still with a stern expression. He left the door and closed it with a crisp sound that echoed in the empty classroom. "Did I do something wrong?" I hadn't taken a seat yet, instead asking him uncertainly. Taylor didn't answer my question directly, his expression seeming to tease a bit of mystery. "Compared to others, you're not too bad." "What?" I was hoping for praise. Every time Miss Ewen had a private chat with me, it was to commend how well I wrote my reflections. "I can improve, Mr. Wildson." Literature was the one class where I felt confident. I didn't want to be let down by Taylor. "Patience, Miss Moore." He observed my eager, somewhat agitated demeanor and gestured for me to calm down. Leaning against the desk by the lectern, Taylor pulled a thin book from a neatly stacked pile of files. "Read this book in your free time, then write a
The classroom buzzed with the usual cacophony, punctuated by the occasional airborne book. Whizz—a book flies past! "Oh, my goodness!" I exclaimed, narrowly avoiding a collision that could have sent me straight to the infirmary. The book would have surely left a mark on my face. "Sorry, Scarlett." Blake's apology came from over his shoulder, his hands resting nonchalantly on his friends' shoulders. Their laughter knotted together in shared amusement. Ignoring their antics, I headed to my seat. A glance from Annie met mine before she turned away to whisper to Alex behind her. I paid them no mind. As I passed by, Alex's precarious stack of books toppled over the aisle of desks. "Hey! What's your problem?" My surprise was evident as I faced Alex, only to catch Annie biting her pen, offering a smug smile. Bending down, I reached for the scattered books. But before I could gather them up, someone else's hands intervened, snatching away the book I had just secured. "It's lucky for yo
I was halfway down the hallway when I heard it, the unmistakable voice of Skyler declaring, "Brooklyn baby, I finally found you." There he was, lifting Brooklyn's chin with a sense of entitlement. "For the party tonight, I want you to dress sexy." It took him a moment to notice me. "Scarlett? I didn't realize you were there." His hand dropped, and he proceeded to straighten his bangs, a vain attempt at nonchalance. Rolling my eyes, I mumbled an excuse about my literature class and tried to leave. "Wait a minute," he called out, effectively halting my escape. With a swift movement, Skyler's hand slapped down on his locker, his arm blocking my path. "What do you want?" I asked, my irritation mounting as I tugged on the shoulder strap of my book bag, eager to bypass this self-centered obstacle. Letting his arm fall, Skyler instead stepped in front of me, reducing the distance between us. I halted, meeting his gaze with a defiance I hoped masked my discomfort. "I know you don't li
In the shadowed corner beside the dingy sink wall, a couple of figures crouched, shrouded in a haze of white powder. Their frantic movements became more pronounced as Brooklyn and I approached, their hands shoving clear Ziploc bags filled with the same white substance into their backpacks with desperate haste. "Move!" Brooklyn's command sliced through the thick air, echoing off the tiled walls. "Crazy bitches," one of the addicts muttered under their breath as they scrambled to their feet, blocking our path. The stench of marijuana was overpowering, sending my head into a dizzying spin. As one of them, her face adorned with silver studs and a glowing silver tongue stud in the center, stuck her tongue out mockingly at us, she bumped against my shoulder, leaving a trail of the intoxicating powder on my clothes. Involuntarily, I coughed as some of the powder made its way into my nostrils. Frantically, I shook off the remnants clinging to my fabric, a bitter taste of humiliation filli