I am meeting Grayson at the hospital right now.I really want to get everything done and over with.Some part of me want the test to be negative, whiles the other wants it to be positive.I really hope it is positive,I really don't care if Grayson's wants to be part of our lives or not,I just want my baby.I just parked my car at the lot and killed the engine.I didn't want anyone to know where I was going,so I sent Erica and Kaleb on an errand.I let out a sigh and got out of the car,as soon as I was out I spot Grayson and Bryanna also getting out of a cab.He's got to be kidding me! Did he really have to tell his wife about everything? We are not even sure?I put on a stoic face and walked to them.The weather is chilly so everyone was wearing a coat."Why did you bring her?" I asked immediately I got to them."Because I am his wife and we don't keep secrets from each other. Not anymore. You think this pregnancy crap will get him to be with you then think again whore. You are so pat
A month and half later"It is good to have you back ma'am"Kaleb says taking my bag from my hands."Well what can I say,I miss home and it is thanks giving"I tell him with a smile.I get in the car and wait for him for to finish loading my bags into the car trunk.It is good to be back. I never thought I'll miss America the way I miss it right now.Six weeks ago,I decided to go on vacation in the Maldives,I went that evening after coming back from hospital.After weeks of being in the Maldives,I had an invitation to Paris fashion week from an old friend.I immediately left the Maldives and went to Paris and it was a bliss.I got to meet alot of people and even made partnership with other bigger companies. So Real Beauty will be going intentionally very so soon.We also launched our new product,Real Stainless lipgloss. Sales were up after that, almost everything went out of stock.Also met alot of influencers willing to be my brand ambassador.I really had alot of fun, forgetting all my
My heart is racing like crazy,I wasn't expecting him to answer.I don't know what to say,it is as if everything is stuck in my throat."Hello....is anyone there"his soft voice reaches my ears again."H...hi"I stutter"Jane"he breathes out"Yeah,it is me"I whisper and there was silence on the other side for a while."We..we shouldn't be talking Jane"he says softly"I know...but..I..I..I missed you,so much"I stutter in a whispers and I heard him sigh."You shouldn't have called Jane. This is a bad idea,I am going to hang up now"he says and I burst into tears.Does he not miss me, isn't he hurting the same way I am hurting. Was everything one sided love?"No.. please do.. don't hang up on me"I beg"I just wanted..to.. to know how you are holding up" I sob softly"Please stop crying Jane,it hurts to see you cry. If you are thinking about me then I am fine Jane"he says reassuringly"O.. okay. What about Bryanna? Is she fine"I asked wiping my tears."She is barely making it through a day Ja
Grayson and I are now laying on the floor both naked and satisfied.None of us are speaking,we are just enjoying the comfortable silence between us.We are both lost in our thoughts,I wonder what he was thinking about.My hands begins to trace the tattoo's on his chest. There is a new one and my heart almost stops beating when I read the inscriptions.Grayson & Bryanna forever.Our bodies may depart but our souls will forever remain together.It is beautifully designed with roses around it,just above his children's name.If I told you I wasn't jealous then I would be lying.I am really jealous and hurt. It should have been my name.My hands kept still on their name and I slowly trace it with a bleeding heart."It is almost morning,I need to go before the kids notices I am gone"he softly says gestures for me to sat up."Okay"I whisper softly,I grabbed my shirt from yesterday and wore it.Luckily I always keep an extra pair of sweat pants in the drawer of the center table.Don't ask m
There was a total silence and I swear you could hear the sound of a pin if it falls down.Annalise was glaring at me probably planning my murder. This is all my fucking fault,I should have just stayed back in Paris and give my brother an excuse for not coming to thanks giving.I wiped my tears and sniffed, maybe I should have jumped the window and died then Grayson wouldn't see me as a killer.Because of me,he couldn't say goodbye to his wife neither did his kids.I am a monster,I tug my hair trying to control my sobs."Why the fuck are you crying?" A voice I recognize to be Annalise's snaps at me.I looked up wiping my teared face and sniffed."This is all your fucking fault. We told you to stay away from us you bitch but you had to come back and opened your stupid deranged legs for my father "she yells stalking closer to me and nobody stopped her."I am sorry "I whisper"Sorry? Sorry for what? Sorry for sleeping with my father or sorry for killing my mother because I really need t
My dad and I are taking Grayson home. Mom took his car back to Grayson's house so we had to take mine.Grayson wasn't willing to come,so we had to sedate him and carry him to the car.That wasn't easy because he really put up fight with doctors and nurses.There is a total silence in the car,my head is in a mess and my dad knows it too well.My hands are shaking against my lips as I remembered what everyone said to me.I can't believe my mom called me a whoreMy mom who always calls me sweetie, honey, baby, princess is now calling me a whore.I tried so said to control my tears but it kept coming. I sniffed softly but still crying." Princess, please stop crying. Don't worry about your mom,I'll speak to her" he says softly glancing at me and back to the road.That even made it worse at the mention of my mom. I bury my face in my palm as I sob.I know my dad is also disappointed in me but he'll never say it.After a few minutes we were at the Grayson house, luckily most of the neighbor
It has been two days since the memorial service,that evening we had a candle and balloon vigil for her. Her favorite color was grey,Erica took it upon her self to make t-shirt for anyone who attend the vigil.People really did come,most were her neighbors. They all really loved her and wanted to be there for the kids and Grayson.The next morning her ashes came back from the cemetery and was placed in a beautiful customized vase Annalise picked.Grayson's family left back to England after that night and now it was remaining only Erica and I with the girls.Grayson hasn't left his room since the ashes came back. We have so many times tried to get him out but he wasn't listening to anyone. All you could hear were his sobs of anguish and it was painful to my heart.."Call me when you get there okay"I mutter to Erica after giving her my car keys.She just had a call from her parents that her sister has been hospitalized again so she is going back home for a few days.I also plan on se
Grayson's P.O.V Two days before the memorial serviceI can't believe she is gone. I didn't get to say goodbye.'whose fault is it' my subconscious mocks me.This is all my damn fault,for letting Jane mess up with my head.Her body is alluring and captivating,her tanned skin glows in the dark and her body is so soft and warm,no man can resist this beautiful goddess.I let lust get the best of me and now I have lost the love of my life and didn't even get to say goodbye.I stare at the stars with tears running down my eyes as I sob softly.Bryanna loved watching the stars with me,it was her favorite thing to do when she was pregnant with Piper."I miss you so much. I don't think I can ever let you go" I whisper into the thin air.I continue to sob softly when the door to the porch open.I hope it isn't Jane because I can hardly handle her presence much less her face.I wiped my teared turned to see Piper standing Infront of the door wearing her PJ's.I thought she was asleep just like
Today is Christmas!Well Christmas Eve.And all my wishes have come to past over these few years.I have the best and loving husband, four beautiful and handsome children and Grayson and his children have the best relationship now.My twins,Allen and Keith Jones Dolan,are now nine years old,their sister and my only biological daughter,Aspen is now 6 going to 7 and finally my littlest son, Graham is 4.Grayson is even a grandpa,well I am also grandma Jane. Annalise is pregnant again. Ocean is now 7 and Piper already has a son, Eduardo.My brother and Esperanza have six kids in total but they lost one two years ago which was a sad year in our lives but we stuck together and got through it.My best friend Erica and her husband also have four kids including their twins, Olivia and Oliver. They are best friends with my twins.They are almost inseparable.My daughter and her niece are also the bestest of friends they even could pass out as siblings.So this year, since everyone is coming
"I am so sorry Isabella,I didn't want any of these things to come. Please baby"my dad tells me as I was a sobbing mess on my mom's lap."But why does it have to be me! You are not the heir of the company,aunt Jane is! Aspen is the one supposed to do this!" I cry."Baby,you know Aspen is only fifteen and your aunt and dad share custody of the Jones fortune. Even if Aspen was of legal age to marry she couldn't marry because she is the heir to Gomez-luna fortune" my mom's explain.Gomez-luna is my grandma's side of the family. Aunt Jane inherited the fortune and now she has passed it down to her daughter.They should have had more girls in this family,only two biological Jones isn't enough. Three,forgetting Jaredean but she is still in college.It is still weird I am older than my aunt."Also, Aspen is a Dolan not a Jones,you are. You need to do it for the family. I know this is all sudden and unfair,trust me I wish there was better way but there isn't"dad explains.I know he hates it as
16 years laterI walk down the hallway as my heels clicked against the floor.It was almost 8 am and my fifteen years old daughter is still sleeping.She is going to be the death of me. All my three boys are awake and already getting dressed for school.I opened the door to her room,the spacious bedroom comes to view.All her purple curtains are closed and her queen decorated room looks dark.I walk to curtains and opened it allowing the rays of sunshine into the room.I heard her groan and turned to face the other side.I walked to her and pulled the duvet off her body.She opens her with a whine and I hold my waist glaring at her."Get up Aspen! You are late for school"I hiss at her but she didn't give two fucks.Because her green eyes met mine and she smiled."Good morning mommy. I had a wonderful night"she say dreamily and stretches like a princess.Well she is because of her dad! And practically every man in my family!They say she is taste of my own medicine. I wasn't this sp
Someone is touching my cheeks with soft hands.Why is the person squishing my face,I don't like being woken up from my naps.Then I felt something wet on my cheeks,"Stop Gray,I am tired"I groan but only cute giggles filled my ears.I slowly opened my eyes to meet two pairs of amber eyes.When did Grayson turn so little and became two? I must be going crazy.I rub my tired eyes and they were still there."Mama..ma..mamma"they both chant looking at me.Ohh....I sometimes forget I am a mother. It still feels surreal to me."Hey babies"I coo at them but they only smiled and crawled closer to me.Keith climbed on top of me,whiles his brother stayed down,They used their tiny hands to pull my top down revealing my bare boobs to them.They quickly latch their lips on the nipples and begun sucking.They begun doing this act ever since they learnt how to crawl.I would sometimes wake up to them already sucking their breast milk.But the question here is,how the heck did they get here.Grayson
AnnaliseProm.I have been looking forward to this day ever since I was a child.I couldn't wait till my senior year of high school so I could go with my boyfriend or anyone who would ask me.I have already planned this day ever since I was a kid, wearing the perfect dress, having the perfect hair and shoe.And most importantly my mom helping me get ready for my prom.But now I don't think I want to go. The giddiness and happiness I was supposed to have wasn't there anymore.It all vanished into thin air.My mom was supposed to be here, helping me get dressed and taking pictures of me.My dad is also supposed to be here happy but still annoyed at the fact that a boy is taking me out and I won't be back till the next morning.But I have none,both parents gone,one dead and the other not giving two fucks about me.My dad doesn't care about me anymore,he was all I have left in this world but he abandoned me just like that.He is busily playing the caring father and lovely boyfriend to h
Three months laterI never thought raising a two sons could be this hard.Elias was a quiet kid, and loves to play but these two...Oh my God,they drive me nuts. Not only me, Grayson too.They always want to be held and would cry their eyes out if they are left in cribs.Allen is the worst,he would fall asleep but the second I put him in this crib,he would opened his eyes and start crying like he is being put into fire.My mom was with me for two months helping us out but she had to back home since she needed to take care of Jaredean.Now I was left with these two angels,so Grayson had move in with me so he could help out.The children like being in their father arms but only love to stare at me.They can stare at me the whole day without moving.Sometimes they even make me self conscious.Nonetheless I love them more than my life. They give me the strength to wake up every morning.I love them so much that I can't go a day without seeing them.Right now, little Keith had made a sti
Five months later"Don't fucking touch me Grayson! Hurry up and get the bags!"I angrily yell at the stupid man infront of me.Why did I even get pregnant with that fool!"Dad! Please hold me. I am going dying"I groan as my dad gently rubs my back.These baby decided to come today,out of all the days my mom isn't around.These men here are useless. Sorry dad and Jayden.My mom is at business dinner in my place with Esperanza,Piper and Anna.No,we not a family.Let me recap you on everything that happened the past five months.After I left Grayson's that day,I went to my mom's and cried practically the entire night.The following day,I began to look for a COO. I am still going to manage the CEO position from Paris.After two weeks,I decided to stop since no one was good enough for me.Vera my personal assistant came to mind. Although she was young,she is perfect for the job.She took that opportunity but under the supervision of my brother.I bought a beautiful two storey building in
Two weeks since I left home and I am back. Well I wished I could stay longer but I can't keep everyone worried.Plus I am pregnant so they'll think the worst happened.Not everyone is worried tho,I told Erica everything that happened and she suggested I needed break from them.I booked the next flight out of the country back to France. I didn't take the jet to arouse suspicion. I booked first class where I could be comfortable.And everything was worth it. I got to relax and think of my future and that of my babies.Doctor Hale said it is better to let go than hold on to something that will only cost you pain.That is why I am back. For the first time I am going to put myself first. Not only for me but for my baby also.I promised not to raise him in a toxic home and I am going to keep that.My baby is my priority now and I need to have a good mental health to raise him.Even if it means leaving everything I love behind and starting from scratch.I am not going to be a second best to
I don't know why I didn't follow her. I don't know why I am not running after her and desperately begging her to forgive me.I just stare at her , watching her as she drives off.The rate at which she is driving is making my heart beat abnormally. She is pregnant for fuck's sake and with my child too.Why did I bring up Bryanna! That was so low of me.I was just angry she hit Anna. I know she was a hand full but she didn't deserve to be hit.I heard someone clear her throat and I turned to see Piper standing there shaking her head."What?"I asked"That was low, even for you. You purposely wanted to hurt her,that is not right at all. You should listen to both sides. Anna can very be convincing when she wants to be. You know her and you know Jane. I am going to my room"she says shaking her head and then walking out.Fuck! It is true.I should have listen to her side before thinking.I need to find her. Now!.After leaving,I went to the only place I would feel safe. My son's grave