Adira
Charlie and I made our way back to my room, a small smile on my face. Valentine wasn't nearly so bad when he was relaxed. And man did he look delicious out of a suit. He was the type of man that could make a potato sack look designer. It was the way he held himself, his confidence just oozing from him. But you can see there was more to him - so much more behind his eyes. And the way his face softened when he laughed...
I sighed as I brushed my teeth. I should definately not be thinking about him right now. Or about how I wanted to run my hands down his chest and follow the trail of hair lower... He was a man's man. I had always found chest hair sexy on man, somrthing more primative and utterly masculine, especially paired with that short scruffy beard. Most of the men I photographed now a days waxed or even did laser treatments to be bare and smooth. Each to their own I guess.
I laid down on the bed and Charlie laid down behind me, his warmth against my back a soothing balm. I didn't understand why all of a sudden I was feeling this way. Ove the years I'd seen hundreds maybe even thousands of half naked and even naked men, all handsome in their own rights. But I ... I never felt this attraction to them. I only saw them like a artist would - almost like a another animal that I was taking photos of to show case their best. I could talk about the features of each man that I drew the eye to highlighting and enhancing those things to really make the photo pop.
But with Valentine, my mind couldn't settle on just his features. I could see the way his sweats hung low and showed just a glimpse of his hips and outlined his power thighs. Or how when he moved his muscles moved so smooth like liquid. How his messy damp hair hung over his forehead drawing attention to his dark and brooding eyes that held so much emotion and almost none at all at the same time. Or his lips...
I stopped and pushed the images of Valentine in the kitchen away from my mind. I was way too tired to keep going and as I felt sleep finally pull me under, I realized something. Not once did I feel any negtive emotions around him then. No anxiety, no fear. I had actually felt like me again.
Valentine
I was up early - my brain unable to cast out the images from last night. The way her shirt rose just enough to tease me with a glimpse of her panties that only highlighted her lucious ass. Her long dark hair that I just knew would be soft. She had smelled like vanilla and coconut and every time she had licked her lips, I had wanted to lick them too. I had dreamed of her and let's just say it was not a pg 13 dream.
I hit them gym for a few hours needed to work out my frustration. I'd never had an issue with women. What can I say? The Italian blood and the money always drew them in in droves. Hell for a few years I'd have a different one every few months - models, actresses, beauties from around the world. All of them in dresses and outfits that left nothing to the imagination and yet, I couldn't get this tiny tshirt wearing girl out of my head.
I took care of my raging hard on in the shower, hoping to dispell the feelings in my head and regain my focus. My father joined me at 7:00 on the dot for coffee and a quick breakfast before we hit the road. We had almost a two hour drive to work and as I drove we discussed business. He reminded me of some of the charity events that were coming up in the next few months and I told him I would try to make it to all fo them. We talked about the finance meeting today and finally, when I couldn't hold back any longer, I asked about Adira and the her dog.
"So what's the story with the dog? I remember you talking about her in general a few times but I'll be honest not much sank in, especially in the beginning. I was just glad the pressure was off me," I admitted with a smile and a glance at my father.
He chuckled a little and said "Those first few years were rough for you too, mi figlio. I am glad you have grown out of that nonesense. But why the sudden interest?"
I kept my face schooled, knowing he would look for any little sign. "I was just curious. I ran into her in the kitchen last night and it was strange that he was attached to her like a shadow. I've never seen a service animal so in tune with their person before," I replied nonchalantly. The more vague my answer the better. I didn't want him getting any ideas.
"You were both stealling my cookies weren't you?" my father laughed again, shaking his head. "I forgot to leave them out for her." Then he narrowed his gaze at me and I turned, focusing back on the road.
"Did she say anything to you? What happened?" he asked. I could still feel his eyes on me as I drove.
"We swapped cookie stories and she told me about her trip. She only said that Charlie was protective and had me give him a few cookies so he wouldn't growl at me. I was just curious," I replied giving him most of the truth.
He sighed, a sound that was unsusual for my father, only piquing my interest more.
"It is not my story to tell son, so I will only give you a small insight. Do you remember the night I had to come and bail you and Matteo out of jail? You had been so wasted and I had Tony take you home? The next day I shipped you to my brother in Italy to straighten you out," he said quietly, clearly deep in thought.
"I vaguely remember. We had expected you to rip us to shreds in the car, but you didn't ride home with us. You didn't even yell at me the next moring either, come to think of it. You just made sure we got on the plane. At the time I was glad but now... there was more to it wasn't there?" I said frowning. I didn't remember much from that time - all the drinking and partying to celebrate graduating.
He nodded and continued," Adira ended up in the police station at the same time. Call it fate, call it whatever you want, but luckily both Charlie and I were there. She has no family - her mother is gone, her brother was in the military, even distant relatives couldn't be reached. I made sure she got what she needed but Charlie, Charlie was there for her in a way no one else was. He's been with her ever since."
I glanced over and could see a far off look on my father's face and realized that would be all he was going to tell me.
Giovanni"Thank you for calling me. I am sorry they caused so much trouble for you and I appreciate you not charging them," I said, shaking the Chief's hand while pinching the bridge of my nose with my other hand. Valentine's drinking had only gotten worse since his mother's passing but this was the last straw. "It's no worry Mr. Rossi. I was young once too. And I heard your boy graduated Validictorian, so congratulations. Just tell him and Mr. Agosti to keep the partying to a more normal level next time," the Chief replied smiling. Sometimes it paid to be a big supporter of our local police force.I watched as my son and his cousin Matteo were escorted from the cells in the back to the front desk where I was waiting on them. They were so wasted they could barely stand. I scoffed and colsed my eyes taking a deep breath, trying to gain some patience. Tomorrow they would be in for a rude awakening. My driver Toni came forward as we approached the doors to assist with gettin
AdiraThe gallery opening was less than two weeks away and I was stressed and excited at the same time. Though I still had 7 shoots to do before then most of my time would be focused here. I had sent out all the final prints from my Egypt trip, closing out those contracts and only needed to finish setting up the space here for it.I could hear Adrian on the phone with one of the newer photographers that I had invited. This gallery wouldn't just be for my works, it would be a way for new and up coming photographers to show off what they got. It had actually been Adrian's idea to help fill the space and take some of the focus off of me. He had been a find and I honestly don't know if I would have been able to get it off the ground without him. When I had told Gio that I wanted to open a gallery he helped me set up interviews here in the empty building. He acted as the one actually looking and I sat in playing the role of secretary. Adrian was the only one who greeted both of u
ValentineMy father had called earlier and asked that I join him for lunch. I was mildly surprised as he had been in and out of the office a lot this week. I had a meeting at 1 so I asked if he minded ordering in. He said no problem and he'd see me at 12. It was 12:15 by the time I stepped out onto his floor. I noticed the difference immediately as instead of blank walls desert prints now hung. While I had always seen the photos that hung there, I'd never really paid attention to them. They were amazing. I felt like I could reach out and touch the sand in some of them. Adira must have been by.I hurried to my father's office and walked right in. "Sorry I'm late. I couldn't get Craig..." I started before realizing my father wasn't eating alone."Well come in. Don't just stand in the door. Craig is always the worst to get off the phone," my father replied as my eyes stayed on Adira. She smiled at me a little and I nodded back. "Hello. I saw your photos out there. They
Adira"Micah, tilt your chin up slightly. Yep right there. Now look into the lens and lick your lips slowly," I called out, snapping away. "Alright. Head back, arch your spine a little and stroke it. I'm gonna play the audio, just do what feels natural."Micah was the last of the 3 "Tattooed Hotties" that I had today. I had learned early on that it was hard to keep them hard while giving them completely unsexual direction during filming and since I sure as hell wasn't going to touch them I needed to give them ammunition. So depending on where we were shooting I had several options for them, allowing them to choose what made them most comfortable. That was a big reason why I was so popular.Micah was currently listening to excerpts from one of the erotica novels I'd read and recorded. Men won't usually admit to reading it, but hearing it was apparently a huge turn on for them.Micah was close to finishing and I called out to him. "Look this way Micah," I said softly, waiting
AdiraSaturday was a perfect day for the shoot for Emilia and her friends. I had told Emilia that the girls could get ready here together while I set up the sets but I actually had a surprise for them. I was already at the door with Charlie when Toni pulled up and the girls piled out. Emilia came over to hug me and introduce her friends while Toni unloaded their bags onto the porch. Charlie was excited having the girls all fawn over him and even Toni laughed at his antics. I told the girls to grab their bags and head into the first room on the left. Once they were in Toni came over and handed me 4 checks - one for each girl. "Seriously, thank you from me and the other parents. They couldn't believe how little you were charging," He said smiling and shaking my hand. I smiled back and said "Did you tell them you got the friends and family discount?" He laughed and said "Yep I sure did. Now show me to the grill and I'll get the brisket on for you." "You're a life saver. I
ValentineIt was Saturday afternoon and I still couldn't get her off my mind. I didn't understand what this power was that she had over me. I'd always had my pick but I'd never felt this ... desire to be around one. Usually I enjoyed them wrapped up in beautiful dresses or with lingerie, but here I was thinking about a girl in a t shirt. It's early afternoon and I was sitting here staring out of my balcony wondering what she was doing until I remembered. She said she had a shoot today and then invited my father over for a cook out. Maybe I could just happen to go over there...I quickly changed out of the sweats I was wearing into some jeans and a sweater and drove out to my father's house. I pulled up about 3:30 and was glad to see his car was still there. Unless he had walked... He said she lived close but never said where. Well I was already here so I figured I would just knock.He opened the door himself which surpised me and ushered me. "I wasn't sure you were going to
AdiraIt had been difficult to keep my eyes off of him. He looked handsome in his tailored suits but in jeans... Damn the man looked like sin, like his navy sweater and light wash jeans were just poured over his body, accenting evey line of his muscles as he moved. He had caught me starring once and just grinned. He knew how good looking he was. Surprisingly Charlie went right back to his bone after greeting both Valentine and Gio and even I wasn't feeling the kind of nerves I usually did around men.Once we set the bowls down on the table Gio suggested I give Valentine a tour of my home and studio. "Go ahead. I'll watch the veggies while I'm cooking these steaks. By the time you're done they'll be cooked and rested and we'll be able to dig in. You did an amazing job redesigning the place. Be proud and show it off for once," he said smiling at me. Valentine turned to me and said "You redesigned it?" I could see the curiousity in his face and smiled back. "Come on, I'll s
GioI couldn't keep the smile off my face. I knew that if I could ever get my son in the same room with Adira that they would hit it off. Charlie likes him and she's not afraid of him. I've seen their similarities over the years and I knew that they would be good for each other. She was probably showing him the closet and the bathroom now - both of which had been designed by her - every material hand picked. She called them her master pieces and they were really in good taste.I removed the vegetables and began serving when I heard them walking through the kitchen. I looked up to watch and saw Adira talking animatedly a slight blush on her face while Valentine watched her, an intense look on his face. I can't remember the last time I saw her talking like that to anyone besides me nor the last time he actually paid attention to a conversation with a woman that wasn't work related. Now I just had to make sure he didn't ruin it.They joined me at the table, still talking about th
AdiraI was nervous for tonight. I'd waited til the last possible moment to fly home and had spent every waking moment over the last two days moving photos around and making sure every detail was good to go for this event. Adrian as always had been God sent organizing everything and keeping things moving here while I had been away in Greece for the last 2 and a half months. I almost didn't want to come back it was so majestic there. I had come up with an idea for the next show - which I'd shared with Adrian when I'd gotten back. The show we were doing today had drawn enough attention that we actually sold tickets for Friday, Saturday and Sunday, though I'd only be attending Friday's. My brother had gotten weekend leave to come and see my show and I was excited to have him with me."Do I really have to wear this?" he asked, tugging at his shirt collar and tie. I laughed and walked over to straighten them out before replying "Yes. Even I dress up for my shows. There's going t
Valentine2 months.It's been 2 months since I've seen her, since I've kissed her, since I've heldd her in my arms. 2 months of antagonizing over every little piece of our relationship. I was so angry at first but seeing her face when Stella had been all over me had broken my heart. Something I didn't think possible at the time. I'd still been angry and unsure when my father forced me to read the letter she'd dropped of for me when she left. She left - heading to a completely different contenent. She'd written to explain how Petra had come to be, about her past, about what happened between her and Sebastian. It had taken everything in me to not go to his office and beat the living shit out of him for what he did. Even though I was mad at her, she hadn't deserved that. But now, after two months, I'd had plenty of time to sort through my feelings. And in some ways to sort of see things from her point of view. I was still a little mad and a little hurt, but I understood. I
AdiraI felt lighter driving from Sebastian's office to Gio's. I was glad that I'd had the chance to speak to him. This next conversation would be even easier and even though I would miss our weekly dinners, I had enough months traveling that this was nothing new.I parked in the spot I usually did and spotted Tony waiting on Gio. It was almost lunch time. He saw me and waved before getting out to unlock the elevator that went straight to their offices. I thanked him before Charlie and I hoped in and headed up. I greeted Gio's secretary and she waved me in with a smile. He looked up with a smile as soon as I opened the door and came over to give me a hug. "I am surprised to see you here cara. To what do I owe the pleasure?" he asked as he ushered me to the sofa. "Well, I got a contract I couldn't turn down and the timing couldn't be better. I'm headed to Greece for some time. I think it's just what I need. But I couldn't go without saying good bye to you," I replied smil
AdiraIt was early Monday morning and I was loading my luggage in the truck, checking and double checking everything. I was stuffy and felt my face was still a little puffy from my impromptu crying fest yesterday. I had decided that I needed to go through the pictures of my trip with Valentine and had found more than I realized. They were beautiful and still so painful but it was necessary. Now I could go to my dream place feeling lighter and more free than I had. I was leaving it all here. I had two stops to make before heading to the airport. Two conversations that I needed to have though one wouldn't be necessarily bad. I decided to go see Sebastian first. At some point in the future I would be quietly annoucing that Petra and I were one in the same and he deserved to know the truth of it from me. Giving him the truth and the opportunity to apologize was my way of helping myself move on. Charlie and I headed into the building and were greeted by the usual group of fol
AdiraI was as ready as I was going to be. I was a blend of Petra and the old Adira. This woman staring back at me is the new me. My hair was curled and half up half down, my make up minimal except my eyes which I did to stand out behind my glasses. Charlie stood beside me with his vest and bow tie on looking sharp. My phone beeped, letting me know that Gio was ready outside. "Alright Charlie here's to new experiences," I said grabbing up my purse and phone before heading out."You both look wonderful,"Gio said waiting by the open limo door. I smiled as I locked up and then away we went.Once at the venue Gio made sure that we were announced as Gio and Adira, even adding Charlie in. All eyes were on us as his company was sponsoring and my artwork was one of the pieces being offered up. Charlie was perfect keeping himself between me and the crowd putting me at ease despite the large number of people vying for our attention. What felt like forever but was probably only a few
AdiraWe watched as Valentine stormed out. At this point I think numb is the only way to express how I felt. Gio sighed and ran his hand through his hair. "He always was a hot head. It's the Italian blood. Well, let's not waste the food especially since you haven't eaten today," he said grabbing the food and wine and bringing it to the small coffee table. I watched as he went to the kitchen and returned with some glasses and silverware. I was grateful I was here with Gio right now as I'm not sure how I would handle this on my own. He handed me a container and a fork before pouring us each a glass of wine. I heard the TV come on and glanced over to see that he'd put on NCIS - another one of Charlie's favorite shows. We ate in silence and finished off the wine. At some point I nodded off and only woke when Gio laid me down on the bed in my room. I felt Charlie jump on the bed with me and I was out again.I woke early and laid there in bed with Charlie contemplating my next
Valentine"Valentine, son, wait, listen," Gio said standing and holding his hands out towards him in a calming manner. My brain was still trying to process what I'd just heard. Petra and Adira were the same person? But why? I mean, I was attracted Adira that night in the kitchen, the way that her shirt lifted revealing her cute purple panties and her giggling with Charlie. But why lie about it? Why wait so long after everything before saying something? Hell I'd been feeling guilty as hell about our kiss. But Adira had been dating Sebastian. Was that real? Was he just the cover or was I? When she wasn't with me was she really working or was she with him?I set down the food and the bottle of wine. I couldn't stay here right now.I had come to surprise my father with dinner since we'd missed family dinner on Sunday. Family dinner with Adira. Fuck.I looked around the room taking it all in, my brain still trying to piece it all together. I loved her, I loved Petra or so I
AdiraI ran like the devil straight to my room and locked the door before heading to the bathroom. I didn't care who he thought I was or what reasons he had, what he did was not ok. I felt dirty and angry and sad and guitly all at once as I started the shower. I threw my clothes straight into the trash knowing that I'd never be able to wear them again without thinking of this moment. I shot a quick text to my team apologizing, but asking if they can pack up the set and my cameras and just leave them outside my door. I cited an emergency and that I would return to get them. I turned the shower on scalding hot and stepped under it, scrubbing all traces of him off my skin. Once out I booked a return flight for less than two hours knowing that I needed to get home before the panic fully set it. I took one of the pills I carried for emergencies and packed quickly. My cameras and gear were in the hallway ready so I was able to make a quick get away. By the time I got to the air
SebastianHer body felt so familiar against me, her smell and taste one that had been seared into my mind forever. In one hand I held her arms above her head, holding her upright and bowed slightly while I cupped her pussy with the other. I could feel the heat of it through her tight pants and I groaned into her neck. I couldn't wait to slide into that warmth again. I nuzzled the side of her head in the spot I knew she liked before whispering to her "I'm sorry for last weekend. My brother had called to tell me that this fucking woman was going around our home town telling everyone that she was having my baby. I didn't remember sleeping with her, only waking up next to her naked. Even months later I couldn't remember a thing from that night and I knew something had to be wrong."I ran my teeth along her collar bone and felt her squiming. "You like that huh?" I said before doing it again. She froze and I continued, "Well long story short I went down there and confronted her wit