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2024-10-29 19:42:56Zerena's P.O.V.
My visit with Percy was quick. I had let him talk to our unborn child for a moment. I tried to keep from crying while I was with him, but my heart was breaking at last night's confession. It's killing me. He acted the same as always, like nothing had happened. I don't know how he does it. I need to do it too, because I don't want us to change.
I gave my parents a quick hug, and caught them up on everything as fast as I could. It was like giving them the cliff notes of my life since my last visit. Apparently, my parents never got along with Chloe and Chance. That explains that.
"I love you guys. Thanks for keeping Percy with you. I better go see Kiran now." I told them, giving them another hug. Am I becoming a hugger?
Pft, nah.
"He's been great. Happy to help. Be careful and make sure not to use too powerful of a sh
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Topher was bloody and out of breath. The demon before him was fu.cking massive, at least 10 feet tall. It had hooves and hairy legs like a goat. It had horns like a ram's that were long and curved. It's torso was still reminiscent of a human. Its eyes glowed orange, the way Alester's had. I thought back to that night, feeling any fear I had in me fade. I felt a new determination in me, wanting to prove that I could beat a demon. If I can beat this one, then Alester won't be a damn problem. 'Shade, I'm going to need you.' I felt Shade pull forward, lending me power. Topher was trying to tear the demon apart with his shadow, but the demon would quickly make his shadow lose power before he could do anything. There was a man cowering in the corner and three others bloodied and beaten on the floor. What the hell happened? I placed a thick strong shadow shield over my stomach to keep my babies safe before attacking. I kept hold of the darkness inside my shadows with the help of Shade.
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"You need to heal." I looked at Topher, seeing how pale he looked. Thank god for his shadow's ability right now. "I need to heal them first." He started to make his way to the others, but stumbled as he took a step, clutching his side still. I caught him and forced him to sit. "You're no good to them dead. Heal yourself first, don't make me do it for you." He was losing too much blood. I have no idea how long he'd been fighting for. He was so injured and sore. His midnight blue hair was stuck to his face with blood and his nose seemed broken. I wished that I could give him some of my healing ability. I knew the mark on my neck had already healed from when the demon had strangled me. It had stopped hurting a couple minutes ago already. Topher still doesn't make an attempt to heal himself, instead reaching for one of his men. I took control of his shadow, to his surprise. I wasn't sure how to take control of a shadow's ability though, but I gave it a whirl. Learning how to tap into
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I traveled myself to the hospital room, crying. Kiran's mother was out of the room, he was sitting on the small couch, looking at his phone. His face was illuminated only by the blue light emitting from it. He heard me this time, hearing me cry. He ran towards me, holding me tight, making me only cry further. "Zerena, what's going on?" He pulled back, looking at my face now. "Kiran, I'm sorry. I can't be your mate. I am not strong. I can't fight it off." I cried harder. I don't want to let him go. I don't want to lose him. I don't want to hurt him. I can't have him living with me while I cheat on him with some other man all because of some sham bond placed on us. Although I'm starting to believe it's not just the bond anymore. Topher's such a good person, it's hard to really want to fight off the bond. Especially when we are alone. Surprisingly Kiran held me closer. His touch, his arms, his scent, had me calming down within minutes. He kissed the top of my head, rubbing my bac
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Zerena's P.O.V.Meeting Kiran's mom was definitely interesting. It was all kinds of awkward, but also nice. If she can get clean, I'll allow her to get to know Augustus. Kiran and I both agreed and apparently so did Augustus because he kicked right as we decided that. Kiran smiled so big when he felt it. He kissed my stomach too, making me blush since his mom saw.I rushed to Percy after and told him everything about Topher and Umbra. He was right though, once Kiran told me he no longer felt jealousy or heartache over it, I'd made up my mind. Topher is my intertwined now, not just my forced husband. The pull I feel for him is a million times stronger now. It's killing me. There's no denying him.I stayed a while with Percy, talking with him and Dex. We walked towards Dex's house. I wa
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Topher's P.O.V.I hate when she does this. Her shadows were open just an hour ago. For some reason she feels the need to close them when she goes to see Percy. I pictured his lips on her again and it had my blood running cold. My hands were in fists and I was ready to go beat his as.s if he was touching her again.I don't understand why she's with him. She has Kiran and now she has me. Why does she still need him? I didn't think she was a cheater, but she seems to be proving me wrong. She told me she wanted to wait to seal our bond all the way, but yet she goes with him.Fu.ck it. I'm coming to her.I don't care if they're in the middle of the hottest sex of their lives. I'll rip them apart, taking Zerena home, and r
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Zerena's P.O.V.Explain? I mean yeah, I guess I could. I just don't know that I want to, from the way he asked. He pissed me off, telling me he was going to get mad."Get mad, then. I don't owe you shi.t. It was before you. It's not your concern." I snapped at him, taking a step back.He narrowed his eyes on me, clearly getting mad. He stood straight up, reminding me what a giant he is. He ran his fingers through his hair, pulling it back from his face."I'm going to be a part of that baby's life so it does concern me. Why did he have his lips against you the other night? Why has he slept with you before? Why are you carrying his child, Z? I really can't take it, so please. Tell me?" He changed tactics, showing me how m
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I traveled to the spot in the yard, not believing my eyes from that distance. I approached the figure in the moonlight cautiously. He turned when he heard me step on a twig. That long black hair and dark eyes met mine. He smiled widely at me, swooning my heart the way he use to. “Percy?” I cried. “Hey, Zae.” “You as.shole.” I went to punch him but my hand went right through him. He laughed at me. “I figured you’d try to hit me. Sorry I don’t have a body anymore to hit.” He shook his head at me. “I’m sorry, Zae.” “You should be. You have no idea how much this has hurt. Damit Perc, you should have told me. I would have stopped it!” I yelled at him, tears flowing out of me like a waterfall. “You couldn’t have. Trust me, I didn’t want to leave our Ares, but it was the only way.” He sighed. His transparent hand reached for my face. I could feel him the same way I feel the air across my cheek. “Our Ares could really use a visit from you.” I told him. “I only have one more of
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It’s been a month now since the battle with Alester. Percy’s funeral hit me hard, breaking me further. I almost couldn’t bring myself to go. Kiran and Topher dragged my as.s there, not giving me a choice in the matter. I saw Allie, her beautiful innocent eyes were puffy from all the crying. She admitted to me that she knew what was going to happen. She told me Percy had asked her not to tell anyone, and that he had set things up for Ares. Apparently Electra had been helping him see into the future. She admitted that she would be joining him soon too. It was almost poetic…almost. It’s so damn heart breaking. I am not sure there is a heart left in me. It feels so hollow in my chest, like it’s run away, unable to take the pain anymore. The only times I felt a remnant of it, were when I was with August or Ares, or when I’d look at Jesse’s ultrasound. She’s not shadow kissed like Augustus. She’s like Ares, in my normal womb. Topher and Kiran did their best at trying to cheer me up, or a
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Zerena’s P.O.V.No! God No!Percy’s lifeless body laid at Alester’s feet, his eyes open, staring at Ares. I kept waiting to see him heal. Kept waiting to see him move, to get back up and pummel Alester before him. I watched him for a while, completely dumbfounded. This isn’t real, this isn’t happening. I haven’t lost Kiran and Percy just now. Kiran will come back with his Phoenix, and Percy will heal. They have to. They can’t leave me.A thick sadness was beginning to envelope me. I felt the cold seeping into my bones, as the darkness began to over take me, feeding on my depression. I felt it turning all the heartache in me into an unbridled rage. I looked at Alester now, who had Percy’s heart still in his hand, burning it to Ash befo
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Percy’s P.O.V.Dearest Ares,I know you’re going through a hard time right now. It’s hard to be in love with someone who doesn’t feel the same way as you. I felt this way about your mother for the longest time. I know it is difficult, especially to watch them be happy with someone else. I promise you, it will get better. You will find your mate soon, and the pain you are feeling will be a distant memory.Stay by her side, fight through the pain, my son. She will need you when your brother inevitably breaks her heart. It will hurt, but you’ll have to help fix them in order to find your own happiness. I know you have a great heart. I can already see how morally grounded you are. You will make the right decision. I have faith in you.&nb
