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Chapter Fourteen - What Is Wrong With Me?
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I tried to close my eyes but it was just hard. Her words kept on playing in my head. I wondered if I should tell her I was pregnant. Was that going to add on or just make her happy? What if it added her stress and she beat herself up because she couldn't take care of me? I was so conflicted and time was running against me. My baby bum was starting to show.. I was surprised that it was taking time but it was starting to be visible but only when I was fully naked. I sighed.. "Baby..." I heard her voice and kept quiet. "Baby I know you're up.. please talk to me.." So after my bath I came straight to bed and by the looks of things Vee was still outside in the balcony. I fixed her place to sleep in and I climbed in bed. "Baby I'm sorry..." she said in almost a whisper and I removed the blanket that was on me and turned towards her. She was still sitting in her wheelchair... In honesty, I understood Vee's frustrations.. She was going through a lot and it was just getting to her that
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I felt my throat grow dry... like God this couldn't be happening. I waited four fucken years for Valentia.. how long should I wait in order to finally have her as mine? For the rest of my life? My mind was racing and I honestly was telling myself that this was it. I was going to go home, pack my bags and move to the US or Australia.. anywhere but not here. I wouldn't be able to watch her and Zai again. I couldn't just sit here and watch the woman I love love someone else. It was going to rip me up and I'd probably lose my baby too... This was it. I wasn't going to be here anymore. I looked at her one last time and she smiled, "baby come here..." I turned around and didn't see Zai behind me. "Baby I'm talking to you.. come here.."I shook my head and took one step back away from her again... "Tia can you stop my fiance..." My heart skipped when she said that and I looked at her. She smiled, "come here Olwethu... can't I get a hug.." "You are not funny..." I said and she laug
