You know every person definitely thinks of suicide once in their life. There are many reasons behind his decision as if he failed in the exam. He has no job. His pocket is empty. He is not able to do the work of his choice. He is of no use. This is the most common problems Which are also in my life. If we wish, we can eliminate all these problems by working hard. This is my belief.
But in reality, I think that any person thinks about dying when he is tired of dying every day. When he feels that dying a little every day, it is better to give up his life at once and get rid of all his troubles.
A person thinks so when he gives up in front of himself because of someone else. This happens when a person loves someone wholeheartedly, in front of whose happiness he forgets his own happiness. By giving so much love and not getting love in return, he loves her, due to which he loses his happiness, laughter and self-respect everything and what he gets in return is just pain and tears.
Something similar has happened to me. I too loved one such person and lost everything. That person is not a friend, good friend, close friend, best friend of mine but was a teacher of mine.
Yes, I loved a teacher who was eight years older than me. Probably for this reason, instead of becoming my friend all the time, he continued to dictate to me by becoming a teacher and I, like a good student, kept following him.
Finally, after getting fed up with all this, I decided to commit suicide lastly, because I think that it is better to be a corpse instead of living like a corpse.
But I wouldn't even say that he didn't love me. He loved me.
Lekin bahut fark tha uski or meri Mohabbat Mein, Usne Ishq Kiya Tha or Mujhe Ishq Hua Tha.
And even after all this, a person can still be alive on the basis of just one word "Hope".
Hope is a word that teaches a dying human to live. But when all the hopes of a person are over, he dies while still alive.
Today, all my hopes were over. That's why I have decided to die today and I also want to die in such a way that everyone doesn't feel that I have committed suicide. They found my death an accident.
But before I die, I would like to ask one thing to all of you, whether I am really going to commit suicide or someone is killing me?
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So here's the Prologue of this story.
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In this story, It'll be shown how a girl loved a boy for the first time in her life with all her heart. The boy broke her and her heart completely.
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Smaran's POV:It was 11:55 pm. After finishing all the work and putting my 4 years daughter to sleep, I came back to my room. My room, only companion in my loneliness.Now you will ask, what has happened to me in this way that this room alone has become my companion and why I'm feeling lonely?So let me tell you that everything that has happened to me has happened because of me.I was the luckiest person in the world who had got the biggest wealth in the world without asking for anything. But later I wrote my luck in my misfortune and became the unluckiest person in the world.It is said that if you find a real loving person in your life, then you get the greatest wealth and that too was my greatest wealth, but by not appreciating it, I lost this wealth.Yes, I lost the person who loved me the most, and that too through my faults.
Author's POV:"Tell me you didn't like him?", Mitali asked again with concern. Niyati took a deep breath."I used to like him a lot but now I don't", Niyati replied that Mitali may feel some pain in her voice."Why...What happened?", Mitali asked with total seriousness.She was about to say something but stopped when she and the whole class heard the scolding of the Punjabi teacher Miss Paramjeet Kaur who was scolding someone at the exit of the classroom."Who are you? Don't have any manners? Don't you know that a student should always enter the class after getting permission from the teacher?Get out of the class", She continued to scold him without giving him any chance to speak.Niyati and all the class turned back and saw the person who was unknown to the whole class."Who is he?", Mitali asked being confused."Maybe our
Author's POV:"What luck have you had, Niyati? Oh God, please save me from this devil Sir. I will offer Laddu to you. Also, Don't forget that I'm your favorite child So please save me", She said in her mind while looking up and then reluctantly looked at him with innocent expressions on her face."Y...yes sir", she stuttered unknowingly while standing up.'What is your name?", Smaran asked in a serious tone."Niyati", This time she responded with a little confidence as she did not want him to feel that she was afraid of him."Okay, tell me which chapter you haven't read yet. I'll start that", He didn't ask so seriously this time, just casually."Ok sir", She replied, picked up the book, and started looking at the index. After a few seconds, she was about to answer but was interrupted by his voice."Leave it, you sit down. I start a ch
Author's POV : Charan sir came into the classroom and announced that this time Smaran will make the quiz for the tenth grade, which all the students were saddened. But he somehow persuaded them, but as soon as he said his second thing, Niyati's senses were blown away by hearing it.Looking towards her, he said that this time she will tell the quiz pattern to the Smaran tomorrow because tomorrow he is on leave and also told her that she will have to do this work in the morning 15 minutes before the first lecture."But Sir, why only me?", Se asked getting a little upset."Because I want to, So", He replied expressing his confidence in her."Ok sir, As you wish", She replied in a slightly sad voice and Sir started teaching."Charan sir could have spoken to anyone else to do this work. Why me? And that too to Smaran sir? Oh God!", She panicked."Yar
Author's POV:Due to the absence of the subject teacher, the free lecture was going on and all the students were preparing for the quiz to be held tomorrow."No yarr. Such a problem will not be solved like this", Niyati said."What is the problem yarr? There is a quiz here tomorrow and questions of this topic are not being solved", Mitali replied teasingly."Don't take stress, yarr. It will be solved. You don't stop trying", She encouraged her and said."May I help?" Suddenly Samar came in front of them and said.Mitali spoke before Niyati could say anything," Yes please, the questions of this topic are not being solved. Please solve it". She expressed a little concern and said."Let me see", He picked up the book saying this and after a few seconds of looking at the question, he said, "Sorry yarr Mitali, these questions are not soluble even to m
Author's POV :Today is a quiz. Students' quiz was conducted in different rooms So all the students were being taken from that room to another room with only cardboard and their geometry box and they were being seated on separate benches in one order.Smaran's duty was engaged in the quiz room, due to which he was busy for the last 1 hour in arranging all the arrangements there and due to this, he could not attend science lecture in class X today. The Students were being called according to their roll numbers.Niyati's roll number was 17. As soon as Charan sir spoke her roll number, she started coming forward saying, present sir. As her voice went into his ears. He started looking in that direction and when he saw her coming, he was surprised.She smiled a little looking at him and then sat in her place. After setting all the students according to their roll numbe
Author's POV :He sees Niyati decorating the classroom. She is standing on a bench and fixing handmade flowers made by her. He is watching her silently fixing flowers. Suddenly she noticed that her hand could not reach the place where she is trying to fix flowers on the wall so she tries to raise her hand to reach there. She puts flowers, but due to putting weight on her toes for a long time, her balance deteriorates and she starts falling.As soon as he sees her faltering. He immediately runs towards her and catches her. Due to the fear of falling, her hands automatically make a loop around her neck and her eyes are shrunken and the hair is falling on her face, due to which his eyes are not moving from her face. She Keeps her eyes like this for few seconds but when she realizes that someone has saved her from falling, she slowly starts to open her eyes and saw him stares at her without blinking his eyelashes.
Author's POV: She stands in front of Smaran."Niyati, all teachers and students are waiting. Quickly tell me the name of the movie", He asked smiling."Sir...Actually", She stops speaking in a trembling voice."Quickly tell, Niyati", He again asks smiling."Sir...Actually", Niyati then becomes nervous."What happened? is there any problem ?", He asks expressing concern, looking at her panicked face."Sir...Woh", she tries to speak the name of the film."Say, what is the name of the Movie?", He again asks in a calm voice."Sir, the name of the movie is - I Love You", As soon as the last three words come out of her mouth, she starts feeling strange. She feels as if she is not only telling him the name of the movie but also speaking her heart.He is surprised to hear these words from her mouth. She ga
Author's POV : "Sir we have found the boy and he has spilled the truth too. He has told that this work was asked by your friend Aisha to do it", On hearing this, Smaran turns straight to Aisha with a surprised look. Seeing him like this, Aisha gets nervous and then starts speaking, "Smaran, don't believe his words. This boy is lying", She says in a trembling voice. "Ma'am why are you trying to implicate me by lying. It was you who asked me to do this work and also paid a lot of money for it", The boy says while making an innocent face. Smaran is still staring at her with amazement. "Smaran, Don't believe this guy at all. He's still lying. Why would I want to kill your wife and your baby? What do I get from this? It seems that someone has given money to implicate me, only then he is deliberately taking my name", She says in a trembling voice while trying to save herself.
Author's POV : Aisha spends her whole night with Smaran with great fun but in the entire video, she pretends that he is doing all this forcibly with her. She has completely covered herself and Smaran with a blanket. Only their faces are visible from the side only. In the morning, she makes him wear his boxer and she wears her undergarments. She forwards that video to Amit so that he can forward it to Niyati from an unknown number. On the other hand, Niyati falls asleep while waiting for Smaran and wakes up in the morning only. First of all, she feeds milk to Tiara and then leaves Riya with her and goes to get ready herself. After getting ready she comes back and her focus is only on the door of her room. She is waiting for him to come back. As soon as he comes out, Riya leaves from there and as soon as she goes out, a video pops up on her phone. As soon as she picks up her phone and watches that video p
Author's POV :As soon as Aisha comes out with her luggage after having breakfast, Abhay and Niyati see her."Where are you going, Aisha?", Abhay asks with a perplexed look."I stayed here too long, now it's time for me to go", She replies with a forced smile as she was very angry at Smaran at this time but somehow she was keeping it under control."But all of a sudden, you didn't tell us anything", He says in surprise."Suddenly I have some important work, so I have to go", She lied to Abhay. Niyati was very happy to hear all this. There was a small smile on her face which she had noticed."Smile as much as you have to smile in the joy of my departure, just this smile is yours till date because tomorrow you won't be able to smile at this same time", Aisha says in her mind while looking at her smiling face. Suddenly Smaran also comes thereafter getting rea
Author's POV :"You did this so that you could let me know that you love me very much and forget all your old things, I forgive you. That's what you wanted, Right?", She asks in an angry tone, hearing to which he is shocked as hell.He knew that if he would speak something here now, the argument between them would start again by which Tiara can wake up But it's also very important for both of them to talk so that further misunderstanding doesn't increase between them in the future. That's why he grabs her hand and suddenly starts taking her out of the room. On the way, he meets Riya and asks her to stay with Tiara in the room and goes to the backyard of the mansion with Niyati himself."I thought that maybe with time I would win over your anger with my love. But the opposite is happening. The misunderstandings for me are increasing in your heart and those misunderstandings are also increasing hate fo
Author's POV : It's 7:00 in the evening. Smaran leaves the office for his work as soon as they have named her baby girl Tiara in the morning. This time Niyati is playing with Tiara in her room and talking to her with love. Within few minutes, she closes her eyes and falls asleep. Niyati puts her back in her cradle. She then takes out her diary from the drawer. She starts writing about herself, her daughter, and the condition of her relationship in her diary and keeps on writing something or the other for about an hour. After that she suddenly sees Tiara moving a little. She understands that now she is about to get up as she starts feeling hungry and she will also start crying soon. Thinking all this, Niyati quickly opens the drawer and is about to keep her diary there when suddenly she sees a page kept there. Making a confused face, she picks it up and opens it. Attempts were made to m
Author's POV :Niyati, Aisha, Smaran, and Abhay are having dinner while sitting at the dining table. However, Smaran and Niyati sit far apart. Also, They both are stealing the eyes of each other. The baby girl is sleeping in the room and Riya is taking care of her."Dad, I was thinking that we should organize a huge party for the birth of my daughter", Suddenly Smaran speaks excitedly."It's a good idea", Abhay replies in happiness."Yes, Smaran. We should do it and this time the party will be bigger and bigger than the previous one", Aisha speaks in excitement."No, there will be no party here", Suddenly Niyati speaks in a serious tone while disappearing the happiness of all of them in a moment."But Why? I want to do this in my daughter's happiness so why are you refusing, what's the problem with you?", Smaran asks in a serious yet calm tone.
Author's POV :"Today is Niyati's birthday", They both speak in unison with wide eyes."Oh, God! I didn't talk to anyone but I had thought everything about her birthday but because of yesterday's accident and today's fight, I forgot everything. How can I be so stupid?", Smaran says while cursing himself."You are not the only one among the fools here. I'm also in your category. I forgot my daughter's birthday", Abhay too replies in a sad yet disappointing tone."I don't know what she will think of both of us?", He says in despair."I think she has got so much happiness on this day that she must have forgotten her birthday in this happiness", Abhay replies in a smile."You are right and I hope in this happiness, she forgets the stress going on between us as soon as possible", He says with hope."Don't you worry, soon everything will be alri
Author's POV :" So Mr. Smaran, What have you decided? Mother or baby! Whose life would you like to save?", The doctor asks curiously While all the people standing there are waiting for his answer."I have decided that I would like to save the mother", He replies without showing any kind of emotion in his eyes and voice as at this time it was very difficult for him to choose between the two, but still he took this decision."Okay", The doctor replies with a little smile.After that Niyati is shifted to the operation theatre. All the doctors go inside while Smaran, Abhay, and Aisha sit outside."Oh god please do some miracle so that both my wife and my baby can be saved", He prays with joined hands and looking up. But Aisha, sitting nearby, gets a little angry after hearing his words and she prays to God in her heart on the contrary that he should do something such th
Author's POV :"Ahh...", all of a sudden she starts screaming in pain.She grabs her abdomen while screaming."Ahh..", this time her legs start to wobble, and to maintain balance, she removes a hand from her stomach and grasps the collar of Smaran's shirt. Her eyes shrank completely due to the pain in her abdomen."Niyati", As soon as Smaran and Abhay hear her screaming and sees her in pain, Smaran holds her in his arms and Abhay also comes running to her."Niyati, What is this happening to you?", Smaran asks in a panic tone." I'm having a lot of pain in my abdomen and it can't be tolerated by me. Please do something, Ahh", Saying this she screams again. He notices that she couldn't handle herself anymore. That's why he quickly picks her up in a bridal style and then hurriedly runs towards the exit of the mansion, gets her into his car, and drives towards