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28. Feng Shao

Author: Mythphilia
last update Last Updated: 2022-07-16 00:32:28
"What made you this way?" Lui Xian had to ask. He had spent a month with this man and the drastic change he's witnessing right now, couldn't add up to the person in his memory. He wasn't a bubbly person but he wasn't too cold either.

"Nothing much. Just that I realized that it's part of my duty to get rid of all the evil in this world. I got tired of being a mere spectator. All it got me is trouble and it also costed me my home, again."

"What are you saying?" Lui Xian couldn't understand a thing. This version of Feng Shao was too confusing. He was too different. Even the way he was talking or treating Lui Xian seemed quite wrong. It looked like he was conversing with a stranger and enemy at the same time. When they first met he was cold to him but he was never this distant.

"How come you're like this. Why didn't you move on to another village but chose to stay here?" He asked, desperately wanting to understand him.

Feng Shao didn't reply. He moved back to his seat, his hands now clu
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