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Chapter 30 — I Gave Myself Up Completely

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Ava relates:

Alex stood up and faced me. I backed away into the dimness, unsure of what to do or say. He walked into the room, closed the door behind him, and turned on the light. He didn’t come too close, seeming to understand that I needed space or perhaps just not wanting to scare me any further.

"Ava! I know what you saw is strange, but it has an explanation," he said, his voice filled with concern.

I swallowed, licking my lips as my grandfather's words echoed in my mind. I shouldn’t judge Alex before he had the chance to explain.

"Well, explain it to me," I murmured, sitting on the edge of the bed, crossing both my legs and arms.

"Well, it just so happens that… what you saw is… something like therapeutic…" He paused, noticing my frown. He pursed his lips, trying to continue. "It's just that… I've needed it for some time now… It's because of the pressure, the stress, and some traumas, that’s what they told me. As I climbed higher in my position and my business, I started to feel t
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