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30: Monster Of My Dreams
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Lost Queen 31: Distractions
ADRIANAI managed to convince mum to not move the whole pack. We won’t let Xander win this. And while I was scared I was dragging innocent people into this war with us. I knew they didn’t want to leave their homes. I’ll do everything to make sure the events of last week never repeat itself.We’ve all been working hard trying to rebuild and put everything back together. I have drowned myself in so much work that when I manage to lay my head down on my pillow, I’ll be out in seconds. How exhausted I was ensured I didn’t have any dreams, if I had them, I couldn’t remember.Of course, I took that as a win and kept doing the heavy labor. Many people have tried to get me to stop, saying we already have enough hands. They didn’t know why I was doing this, and I couldn’t explain.Whenever they send me away from the construction, I go to help with the kids. I make sure to keep myself busy more than eighty percent of the time.I was trying to put a four month old to sleep when I felt a hand on
Lost Queen 32: Obsession
XANDERDaciana swatches Donovan’s hand and he winces. Holding it against his chest with a look of absolute betrayal on his face.“Why’d you do that?” He asks, his voice sounding almost whiny.It would have been amusing, seeing as half of his face was injured. But nothing in the world was fucking funny.“You were picking two at a time.” Daciana replies, unapologetically, glaring at him.“Well, couldn’t you have just said that instead of hitting me?” He is still using that voice that is grating on my nerves and ears.“I’ve warned you three times already. I said I wouldn’t do it again.” She said nonchalantly, throwing a berry in her mouth.Yes, that is what they were fighting over. Like we didn’t have en-fucking-ough.I’m tired of them. And they insist on following me around like some damn bodyguards. Except, their presence doesn’t protect me from anything. If anything, they are making me want to jump to my death just so I could avoid them.But knowing both of them, they’ll jump too. So
Lost Queen 33: Run
ADRIANAWith Kian’s support, I managed to get back into training.We’ve decided to forget about The Incident. Well, I already programmed my mind to forget about it. I was glad he never tried to bring it up again.I train every day now. And though we didn’t talk about whatever mental strain Xander was putting on me by just surviving. Mum thought it would be good to add mediation and other exercises for me.A month after his stupid, heartless attack. I was ready to get back on the field with him. This time, I’ll make him regret everything he has done. And I’m not going to back down without getting what I want.“Are you sure you’re ready?” Kian asks.He helps me train in the evenings. While I go with Henry in the morning. In the afternoon though, I rest and spend my time doing other things around the pack.I feel better, both mentally and physically. And without the kind of strain I put on myself during that fire hassle. I’m able to sleep peacefully without any worries. I’m ready for thi
Lost Queen 34: Shiny Juice
ADRIANAMum’s fear was potent, I could almost feel it inside my blood. No, deep in the marrow of my bones.“What’s wrong?” I used the last ounce of strength I had to voice that question. Even at that, it comes out in a whisper.I looked up, my eyes were a bit cloudy and I looked at Kian, he was also watching me with an expression I couldn’t place. But it couldn’t be good.What is going on? What is happening to me?I was shaking inside. Terror filling me. Not just from mum, but this seems like a memory of mine. It was so close, I felt like I could reach my hand and touch it. It didn’t make any sense. None of this makes any sense.I’m about to try and find strength to speak again when mum shakes her head. She motions for Kian to pick me up. I start shaking my head. I really felt like I was going to break apart if I moved from my position.“Nothing will happen,” almost like she could hear my fear, mum said. Her tone is soft and reassuring.I breathed in and told myself to believe her. Sh
Lost Queen 35: Dimly Lit Hall
ADRIANAI’m walking in a dimly lit hall.I looked around the place, starting from my right to my left then straight ahead. I even turned around to look at my back.One thing stands out, I can’t see beyond the perimeter I’m standing. Of course, that makes the arms bells in my head ring. And my senses are on high drive. The voice in my head is telling me to get the hell out. And yes, I agree with her, except, I can’t bring myself to move.I’m moving, I’m walking ahead. But I want to run, and preferably in the opposite direction. My body doesn’t heed to that command. I could almost hear it telling me I can’t tell it what to do. It has a mind of its own now.With no progress on stopping myself from going to wherever my body is leading. I decided to look at the place some more, hoping to find a clue what the place is.How did I even get there? There is no one to answer my question.I looked up and noticed a single bulb on the high ceiling dangling. The light is so dim that it doesn’t brigh
Lost Queen 36: Beauty And The Beast
XANDERI feel like I’m living in a different dimension. Like the moment I walked into the room, I was transported somewhere else.It was the perfect depiction of my soul leaving my body. That sure as hell seemed like what happened.I could almost feel her presence in the room, like it used to be when she lived here. There was still that aura that she had and the room developed it. It became hers.From her scent that was in every corner, to the calming and welcoming energy. She always had a welcoming aura.Though she didn’t take the place to be her home, it didn’t stop it from being hers. To me and to everyone in this place.And I want her back. I’ll do everything to make sure she comes back. It came like a superpower to her. The ability to make people notice her and warm up to her.She was hospitable. And that would make her the best queen and luna.I stared at the flower that had started to grow. It resembles a small bouquet. Candace has mentioned her worry for how fast it was growin
Lost Queen 37: Heavy Sleeper
ADRIANAI woke up in my bed the next day and everything was intact. It almost seemed like nothing happened. The more I spoke about it, the more it seemed like it was just really a dream and nothing more.But it felt real. It felt very real that I could recall the fear I felt very well. Like I could reach out and touch it. How nervous and scared I was when those people came to pass by me.I wish I’d turned to see the person’s face. Maybe it would have made more sense.Mum was glad when I woke up. The relief was very obvious in her face. And she kept checking up on me after every five minutes. She would just pop in my room. Look at me and check over my body, then she’ll go back out only to come back a few minutes later.Kian too stayed there. He’d told me how scared he was when I refused to wake up no matter what mum did. If not for the fact that my heart was beating and I was still breathing, they would have thought I was dead.That only worried me more, seeing how I wasn’t normally a
Lost Queen 38: Heaven
ADRIANAI expected to wake up and see that it was just a dream. But that never happened.My screams didn’t stop and so did the crazy floating. It was like jumping out of an airplane. I have never done that before, I’m sure of it. But it is the only thing I could accurately describe it as.Though this place is fully dark, with no sign of light from anywhere. There was a pressure, coming at me from every angle. Air whipped around me, making my hair fly everywhere and get in my mouth and eyes. I couldn’t close my mouth. Couldn’t stop myself from screaming, just like I couldn’t hold myself back up and stop from falling.Then all of it just stops. Like turning off a movie or pressing pause on your phone. It all stops.I’m no longer falling. There is no sound of air or my screaming, the place isn’t dark. I couldn’t feel pressure around me. It was all stale.I popped one eye open. Not even sure when I closed it. And the first thing I noticed was a white ceiling and bright lights. I closed my
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XANDERI couldn’t mistake the pleased look I was seeing on Adriana’s face. Something about her possessive turns me on beyond inhibition. Without thinking to stop myself, I thrusted upwards, entering her and buying myself to the hilt. Her warmth clamps around me in a vice. It is the best thing I have ever felt. I gripped both sides of her waist and led her movements as she slowly adjusts to me. Since she was very wet. But after a few thrusts, I could easily slip in and out of her. She held her hands on my shoulders for balance and rode me like she was born for this. Made for me.We were perfect for each other. Perfect like this. Our bodies tailor made and fit like a glove. No one could ever compare. When she came, she cried out my name. Her voice hauntingly sweet. I know I’ll need forget it. It influenced my own orgasm. I started moving roughly . Ravaging her like she was my last meal and I was a man starved. I moaned her name and bit down on her neck without thinking. My fangs sunk
Lost Queen 158:
ADRIANAI didn’t know what came over me. I was just feeling a raw hunger for Xander and no matter how much I tried to remind my brain that he is the enemy. It didn’t work. If anthijg, the craving only got worse. In the end, it won. And I found myself doing things I didn’t even know I was capable of. The scene seemed like something out of a porn movie. Not once did it feel like i was actually the one doing that.Even though the emotions racking through my body was more than enough proof I’m not watching it from a third pov and in the one actually starting in it. I didn’t believe it. I felt Xander’s trailing up my inner thighs. It pulls me from my thoughts. “What are you thinking so deeply about?” He murmurs, placing small kisses on the exposed skin of my shoulders. We’re lying in bed. Well, I was sitting and he is doing the same now.We had sex again. Neither of us could stop it from happening. It is like our bodies were tired of the fights and constant back and forth. So they to
Lost Queen 157:
XANDERI half expected to wake up next to dead flower or something. But it was Adriana on the bed. I couldn’t explain accurately what I felt at that moment. I stared at her. Something warm and sickeningly sweet overtaking every part of my body. Her wake naked body pressed against mine has my morning wood straining under the covers. It doesn’t help when she lets out a soft moan as she turned and threw her leg over mine. I held back a grunt of my one when her knee teases the tip of my back. She was still fast asleep from the looks of it. So she wasn’t doing this on purpose. A devilish voice in my head suggested I reach under the covers and sink into he warm heat. It sounded like a good plan. The idea turned me on even more.But I held myself back. Last night hadn’t been in the cards. It happened and I’m definitely not complain . I just won’t take advantage of the fact that she is sleeping to get myself off. If we’re going to have sex again, it’ll be becaus she’s exclusively makes i
Lost Queen 156:
ADRIANAI almost smiled at how cute Xander seemed, trying to progenr me from seeing the body of the dead woman. Cute had been the word that came to my head. And it’s funny how I was relating that to, debated, the scariest man on earth. I met him carry me to his room. It felt extra nice for some reason. Maybe it was his attention on me. Or the way he was extra careful. You would think he was carrying some kind of prized possession. Knowing I was being respected like that made butterflies swim in my stomach. He deposited me on the bed. Gently. Then he walked to the bathroom. I was about to call him back, thinking he was trying to get away from telling me what he mentioned. But he stopped and turned by the door. “Give me a moment to freshen up then we can get this over with.”I nodded. Not really knowing what to say. Should I say I was feeling nervous? I didn’t know what exactly he was going to say. But it definitely involved my mither. I haven’t fully recovered from the dream I ha
Lost Queen 155:
XANDERAdriana and I stay in the quiet office for what felt like forever. The dead body growing cold by the minute. I had spared her a glance fo make sure she was fine. Seeing someone be killed right in front of you is horrendous. I was forced to witness this when I was five years old.I know how damaging it is. And she has probably never seen anything like it. She looked fine surprisingly. Save for the shock you could see. Nothing was amiss. I made a mental note to call someone for cleanup. But to actually mindlink them to get it done seemed like hardwork. The weight of what just happened settled in much later. Getting on my nerves more. What the fuck was Donovan thinking? This was the only hope we had. Now what does he expect us to do? And better yet, what the hell did she find out what she was about to say? Why did he stop her?I’ve known him for all my life. So I definitely know he has a reason for doing that. Donovan never does anything without thinking it through. Among the
Lost Queen 154:
ADRIANAAll three of us pause in shock after the loud thud of a body meeting the ground.Not that I recovered from the earlier one since Donovan walked in. It didn’t even have much to do with his foreboding presence but rather the unexpectedness of his presence. And for him to see us in such an…intimate position. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to face him again.I had found solace in Xander’s body. At first it was because I didnt know where else to go and it seemed like the safest option. I didn’t have a shirt on for God’s sake. And I wasn’t about to let him see me like that. He isn’t even someone I like particularly. If anything, his presence scares me. And I’m not about to add more reasons why I shouldn’t be anywhere close to hi. This time it would be because I’m traumatized he saw me naked and very close to sleeping with his brother. Damn Adriana, you are really gone. The thought of what mum would think crosses my mind. But for the first time in a long while, I didn’t really
Lost Queen 153:
XANDER“Holy shit.”The unexpected voice makes both Adriana and I turn towards the door where Donovan was standing. His mouth would be on the floor if it was physically possible for that happen.I almost bark out a laugh when Adriana ducks, after making a be dry funny sound. She ended up falling into me, since I was kttong directly in front of her. It must be because of the shock because she throws her arms around my neck and buries her head in the crook of ny neck. I have to force the effect her body has on mine to the back of my head. Because one, Donovan is still standing there and his eyes were on her. A loud growl rips from my chest. “Stop fucking looking at her!”If she wasn’t in my arms, I would have punched his eyes out of their sockets.The only thing saving him from me right now is her. And these damn binds that has my movements limited. How fucking well did she tie the tie? You would think she’d cemented my hands together or something. “What do you want?” I snapped wh
Lost Queen 152:
XANDERTeasing Adrian came at the cost of just sanity. But she owned every part of me so it was a small price to pay.As long as I’ll have her squirming in my thighs. The scent of her arousal the onky scent in the room. It fills my nostrils. And even at that, I inhale again deeply because I’m just greedy like that. “What kind of game is this?” She says, her voice slightly breathless. She tried to sound normal though she wasn’t successful. Her hands tightened on the edge of the desk. If she removed it and is as indents from her fingers. I wouldn’t be surprised. “A game I guarantee we’ll both like very much.” I replied in a raspy voice. Her breath hitches when I place a kiss where her neck and shoulder meets. It is one of her sensitive spots. She reacts perfectly by jumping a bit, offering the perfect friction to get my dick moving. He’s liking her very much now. I haven’t felt this calm in days. Weeks. Heck, even months. There was no war in my head. No voice arguing or fighti
Lost Queen 151:
ADRIANAI didn’t know what to say to Xander after his… confession?It didn’t help that he looked so sure when he spoke. There was no ounce of doubt in his voice. He knew what he was saying. And he was sincere. I didn’t need to Alaina to tell me that much. And it seems, she knew that part too. Everything was confusing. And how he acts makes it all the more crazy for me. The version of him in my head and the version of him I’ve been with for the past few months are entirely different people. He has also made it clear that he just changed. This isn’t how he was before. He changed for me. Anyone would be happy to hear they have such a powerful man wrapped around their fingers. On the other hand, it just made my life more complicated. I knew he was bad. If he had shown me that side. I wouldn’t be in this situation now. But he was different. He caused differently with me especially. And, he was painfully honest. I never knew I would be so annoyed at the thought of so some being uprig
