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2022-01-18 22:40:13Hi! This is Ane Daniels.
Please bear with the recent updates I had.
Three of the latest chapters (supposed to be 77, 78, 79) had conflicts. I had to deal on editing it out. It may appear that these chapters are doubled. But trust me, the latest one should be new and they have different contents.
Chapter 77 is titled "LXXVII. Seize"
Chapter 78 is "LXXVIII. Fight Like Riley"
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Chapter 79 is "LXXIX. Strengths"
I already made some revisions but please wait for these new versions to be available. You may kindly refresh this book later to also receive the new versions.
Minnasan, arigatou gozaimashita!
With love,
Ane
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