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82. I Love You, But I Forget
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Alicia looked so tense. She rubbed her eyes several times while talking to the doctor. Diaz who was next to her put his arm around Alicia's shoulder reassuring her. Clarissa did stand some distance away and couldn't hear what they were talking about. Almost sure, Clarissa felt that Adimasta's condition was quite severe.
The doctor left the place, Alicia and Diaz turned to Clarissa. Clarissa quickly approached. Seeing the gazes of the two made Clarissa's heart even more uneasy.
"How is Adi?" Clarissa looked at Alicia. Her feelings are complicated, seeing Alicia's tears fall again.
"He ... has a concussion. Doctors still don't know what his reaction will be. They will confirm after some observations. We have to make sure Adi can remember well or not." Alicia answered with a confused heart.
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