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Lonely kiss face the past
Mika's povBeen away from Cole has been hard but it's something I really needed. It's also been refreshing spending time with my sisters. Watching them and their husbands was inspiring. Had talks with my brother in law's, they explained that with love it gives you something to hold onto in both good and bad times, with respect it helps you understand each other; the likes and dislikes of the other, with tolerance it helps you understand that you are two different people. Who both think that their choices are right can be due to upbringing or just how you are wired, with tolerance it makes you try to see the world in the eyes of the other with a little mix of yourself. They also told me something that has kept me building myself these last months.They said, if you are a religious person or you follow such practices, there is only one verse in the Bible that talks of finding a partner. Which is find a partner who will go to war with you. No people may translate that different; religi
Last Updated : 2023-09-30Lonely kiss the talk
For some reason, I had a very peaceful sleep. There was less kicks from the baby, it's as though he knew that daddy was near by. I woke up abit late than usual, I took my bath and freshened up then went downstairs. I found Cole sitting at the counter."Good morning.""Morning, I didn't want to wake you up.""Thank you. I actually slept abit more and this little guy wasn't playing soccer in mummy's belly last night." I said while rubbing my tummy and smiling. The smile quickly faded when I saw sadness in his eyes. "I'm sorry Cole.""No no, it's nothing just sad that I've missed all that. Are you hungry?"I knew he was just trying to change the topic. So I didn't dwell on it. "I'm starving." I said with a smile.He got up and went to heat a plate for me. I guess Maria put it away for me since I slept longer. Once done heating,he served my food and finished his as I ate. He suggested we sit in the garden as the weather was good today. Maria served us some cold lemonade and freshly ba
Last Updated : 2023-10-01Lonely kiss some discoveries
For the past few days, Cole has been kind of walking around on egg shells. It's like he doesn't know how to act towards me.So I decided to lighten things up. He was working in his office so I prepared him a meal and set the table. I went to his office to let him know. I knocked and when he told me to enter."Dinner is ready." I said by the door."Okay I will be there shortly."I stood there looking at him, he was so focused on his laptop. He lifted his eyes to look at me. "Did I forget to do something."I didn't answer,I just walked towards him and he moved his chair back following my movements. I sat on his lap and ran my hand in his hair. He closed his eyes while humming in satisfaction. He also wrapped one hand around my waist and one rested on my belly."You've been moving on egg shells around me. Did you change your mind about us?"He looked at me confused. He raised the hand that was on my belly and touched my face, he then pulled me close and gave me a kiss. " I can never chan
Last Updated : 2023-10-01Lonely kiss insane experience
Cole has been acting paranoid since all this started. He has increased on security, I not let out of his sight or someone else is following me around. It's quite annoying having someone follow you around most of the time.He even works from home unless he really has to go in person. Again so annoying. I guess the only plus to it is I get random sex through out the day. And I make sure to make him work for it, which isn't a punishment cause I know he's enjoying it.Today we are meeting Maggy's parents and husband and Cole is super nervous. I can only imagine having to explain things to the spouse of who you had an affair with. At least my in laws will be there so hopefully things will not get out of hand.We arrived at Maggy's childhood home, we found my in laws waiting and I was immediately greeted with hugs by them. Cole and I walked hand in hand.Maggy's parents were sitting on the couch opposite Cole and I, my in-laws sat on the one right beside us."So you called for this meeting
Last Updated : 2023-10-02Lonely kiss she strikes
'Yesterday, a shooting took place one of the biggest malls on the island. Five were injured with one still in critical condition....'"You should really stop watching that." Cole said from behind me.I looked behind at my husband. "I can't. I feel like it's my fault,she wants to hurt me and others got hurt."He moved towards me. "Baby, it is not your fault. I know you want to blame yourself but please don't. It's Maggy who should feel guilty. ""Babe, imagine what Malcolm is going through.""I know baby. And once she is caught, she will pay for all she's doing. I really wished it didn't get this far and she just got help.""I do too. I know you loved her." I touched his face. He looked in thought."I think at some point I was in love with her or it's what I thought love was. But now I'm really in love and I like this version of love better." He gave me a kiss.~~~~~~~~I was panicking because I couldn't get through to Cole and I was pacing back and forth. I had just heard on the news
Last Updated : 2023-10-03Lonely kiss where are they?
Cole's povThis whole thing has been really annoying. I have hired so many people to find her and I don't understand why they can't. I am still in touch with her family. They are equally worried about her.When the power cut,I didn't want to leave Mika in the house but I know she's safe inside the house. And I didn't want her hurting herself or getting sick with the dirt in the basement with cables. I should really get people to clean that place too and clearly so measures need to be taken too.I got down there and found my employees getting instructions on the phone."What happened?" I asked."The cables were disconnected sir. We are on the phone with the electrician who is giving us instructions on how to connect them.""Okay. Do that quickly and get someone to have this place cleared and secured. Do we know who did it?""No sir. But it seems it's someone who knew what they were doing because only specific parts of the estate were hit."Mika! I immediately thought."One of you come
Last Updated : 2023-10-04Lonely kiss Ajani
Mika's povI could feel a slight headache as I woke up. The place was really quite and as I opened my eyes trying to figure out where I was but I couldn't."Finally the princess is finally awake."Turned towards the sound of the voice weakly. I felt so much anger when I saw who it was.Maggy.That b**ch! Of course it was her."Are you surprised to see me?" She asked with a smile on her face."You are so predictable. We all knew you were behind everything." I said to her.She laughed loudly. Trying to sound like a movie villain type of laugh, I think in her mind she was sounding intimidating."It's nice how everyone thought they knew me. If you knew how much power I have, you would be scared."The metal door opened, "ma'am your attention is required." A man that gave me the creeps said. He looked dirty from not taking care of himself, he looked like he was high on drugs or something but, I couldn't be sure.She looked annoyed to be interrupted, she sighed and rubbed her fore head."Mus
Last Updated : 2023-10-06Lonely kiss for the best part
My life has been a whole movie. The ambulance was recorded and the sound of my baby was aired as he entered the world. Watching all that has been a rollercoaster of emotions. The truth coming out about who black widow is has also brought so much drama. She has so many charges against her that she will spend the rest of her life. The worst part is it turns out her mom knew and had been supporting all that.That was one of the shocks. She has been portraying herself as a sweet woman. We ended up finding out she was one of the people who kept updating her of what was happening. There were also cops,feds, some politicians were all arrested in connection to this case. It is one of the biggest cases to ever be trialed.A part of me feels pity for her and a part of me wants her to pay. She will be charged separately on all charges. It's a life time of charges.Her entire compound was raided and even their family business is been investigated. So far the father seems to have no involvement
Last Updated : 2023-10-07
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Lonely kiss epilogue
Life can be a rollercoaster, so many highs and lows but, all are worth it. I was once a girl with a crash on a boy. The boy never liked me but, we ended up married. If you had told me that we would be in love,I would have said no. Here we are madly in love and I see myself growing old with my husband. After Ajani turned one, I discovered I was pregnant with my second child. A girl we named Star. She was as easy as her big brother. Speaking of big brothers, Ajani took the role like a champ. I was scared he would think that I didn't love him after the baby was here but they grow up close and he's protective.When Ajani was four and Star three, we discovered I was pregnant with number three, a boy who we named Dale. We agreed this was the last baby.Maggy was sentenced to life without the possibility of parole. Her mother was given twenty-five to life with a possibility of parole. It was a sad moment for Maggy's father as you could see him hear all the things his family had done behind
Lonely kiss for the best part
My life has been a whole movie. The ambulance was recorded and the sound of my baby was aired as he entered the world. Watching all that has been a rollercoaster of emotions. The truth coming out about who black widow is has also brought so much drama. She has so many charges against her that she will spend the rest of her life. The worst part is it turns out her mom knew and had been supporting all that.That was one of the shocks. She has been portraying herself as a sweet woman. We ended up finding out she was one of the people who kept updating her of what was happening. There were also cops,feds, some politicians were all arrested in connection to this case. It is one of the biggest cases to ever be trialed.A part of me feels pity for her and a part of me wants her to pay. She will be charged separately on all charges. It's a life time of charges.Her entire compound was raided and even their family business is been investigated. So far the father seems to have no involvement
Lonely kiss Ajani
Mika's povI could feel a slight headache as I woke up. The place was really quite and as I opened my eyes trying to figure out where I was but I couldn't."Finally the princess is finally awake."Turned towards the sound of the voice weakly. I felt so much anger when I saw who it was.Maggy.That b**ch! Of course it was her."Are you surprised to see me?" She asked with a smile on her face."You are so predictable. We all knew you were behind everything." I said to her.She laughed loudly. Trying to sound like a movie villain type of laugh, I think in her mind she was sounding intimidating."It's nice how everyone thought they knew me. If you knew how much power I have, you would be scared."The metal door opened, "ma'am your attention is required." A man that gave me the creeps said. He looked dirty from not taking care of himself, he looked like he was high on drugs or something but, I couldn't be sure.She looked annoyed to be interrupted, she sighed and rubbed her fore head."Mus
Lonely kiss where are they?
Cole's povThis whole thing has been really annoying. I have hired so many people to find her and I don't understand why they can't. I am still in touch with her family. They are equally worried about her.When the power cut,I didn't want to leave Mika in the house but I know she's safe inside the house. And I didn't want her hurting herself or getting sick with the dirt in the basement with cables. I should really get people to clean that place too and clearly so measures need to be taken too.I got down there and found my employees getting instructions on the phone."What happened?" I asked."The cables were disconnected sir. We are on the phone with the electrician who is giving us instructions on how to connect them.""Okay. Do that quickly and get someone to have this place cleared and secured. Do we know who did it?""No sir. But it seems it's someone who knew what they were doing because only specific parts of the estate were hit."Mika! I immediately thought."One of you come
Lonely kiss she strikes
'Yesterday, a shooting took place one of the biggest malls on the island. Five were injured with one still in critical condition....'"You should really stop watching that." Cole said from behind me.I looked behind at my husband. "I can't. I feel like it's my fault,she wants to hurt me and others got hurt."He moved towards me. "Baby, it is not your fault. I know you want to blame yourself but please don't. It's Maggy who should feel guilty. ""Babe, imagine what Malcolm is going through.""I know baby. And once she is caught, she will pay for all she's doing. I really wished it didn't get this far and she just got help.""I do too. I know you loved her." I touched his face. He looked in thought."I think at some point I was in love with her or it's what I thought love was. But now I'm really in love and I like this version of love better." He gave me a kiss.~~~~~~~~I was panicking because I couldn't get through to Cole and I was pacing back and forth. I had just heard on the news
Lonely kiss insane experience
Cole has been acting paranoid since all this started. He has increased on security, I not let out of his sight or someone else is following me around. It's quite annoying having someone follow you around most of the time.He even works from home unless he really has to go in person. Again so annoying. I guess the only plus to it is I get random sex through out the day. And I make sure to make him work for it, which isn't a punishment cause I know he's enjoying it.Today we are meeting Maggy's parents and husband and Cole is super nervous. I can only imagine having to explain things to the spouse of who you had an affair with. At least my in laws will be there so hopefully things will not get out of hand.We arrived at Maggy's childhood home, we found my in laws waiting and I was immediately greeted with hugs by them. Cole and I walked hand in hand.Maggy's parents were sitting on the couch opposite Cole and I, my in-laws sat on the one right beside us."So you called for this meeting
Lonely kiss some discoveries
For the past few days, Cole has been kind of walking around on egg shells. It's like he doesn't know how to act towards me.So I decided to lighten things up. He was working in his office so I prepared him a meal and set the table. I went to his office to let him know. I knocked and when he told me to enter."Dinner is ready." I said by the door."Okay I will be there shortly."I stood there looking at him, he was so focused on his laptop. He lifted his eyes to look at me. "Did I forget to do something."I didn't answer,I just walked towards him and he moved his chair back following my movements. I sat on his lap and ran my hand in his hair. He closed his eyes while humming in satisfaction. He also wrapped one hand around my waist and one rested on my belly."You've been moving on egg shells around me. Did you change your mind about us?"He looked at me confused. He raised the hand that was on my belly and touched my face, he then pulled me close and gave me a kiss. " I can never chan
Lonely kiss the talk
For some reason, I had a very peaceful sleep. There was less kicks from the baby, it's as though he knew that daddy was near by. I woke up abit late than usual, I took my bath and freshened up then went downstairs. I found Cole sitting at the counter."Good morning.""Morning, I didn't want to wake you up.""Thank you. I actually slept abit more and this little guy wasn't playing soccer in mummy's belly last night." I said while rubbing my tummy and smiling. The smile quickly faded when I saw sadness in his eyes. "I'm sorry Cole.""No no, it's nothing just sad that I've missed all that. Are you hungry?"I knew he was just trying to change the topic. So I didn't dwell on it. "I'm starving." I said with a smile.He got up and went to heat a plate for me. I guess Maria put it away for me since I slept longer. Once done heating,he served my food and finished his as I ate. He suggested we sit in the garden as the weather was good today. Maria served us some cold lemonade and freshly ba
Lonely kiss face the past
Mika's povBeen away from Cole has been hard but it's something I really needed. It's also been refreshing spending time with my sisters. Watching them and their husbands was inspiring. Had talks with my brother in law's, they explained that with love it gives you something to hold onto in both good and bad times, with respect it helps you understand each other; the likes and dislikes of the other, with tolerance it helps you understand that you are two different people. Who both think that their choices are right can be due to upbringing or just how you are wired, with tolerance it makes you try to see the world in the eyes of the other with a little mix of yourself. They also told me something that has kept me building myself these last months.They said, if you are a religious person or you follow such practices, there is only one verse in the Bible that talks of finding a partner. Which is find a partner who will go to war with you. No people may translate that different; religi
