Chapter Two
(Olivia POV)
I am startled awake by a loud pounding on my door. “Olivia time to get up from your nap, meet me on the back porch in 10 minutes.”
“Yes mother.” I shout back so much for a relaxing day. I get up off my bed, strip down to my bra and panties and grab some clothes from my closet. Before I get dressed I stand in front of the closet mirror and survey the damage from this morning's sparring. My cut on my lip is healing so it's barely swollen, a few bruises on my ribs and the worst of it is a bite mark but that should be gone by dinner time. I throw on a pair of shorts and a tank top pile my hair in a bun and make my wak to the back porch. I step out the back door and see my mom sitting in the porch swing with an intense look on her face. “What’s up mom you wanted to see me?”
“Sit down bug.” She pats the seat next to her.
“Why do you insist on still calling me bug? I am an adult now. It's kind of embarrassing.”
“Well suck it up buttercup. That is what I will always call you. Now I have some business to discuss with you. Your father and I have been asked to host a training camp. There is a new pack that has been recognized about 3 hours away. The Alpha is fairly young and he and his beta and best warriors will be coming to train under your father for 3 months.”
“Okay mother what has this got to do with me?”
“Two things actually. One they will be staying in this pack house, the Golden Moon Pack house and we would like you to stay since you recently moved in here and act as the ambassador of sorts and act as a go between when we aren’t here. Last but not least they arrive the same day Bradley gets home so we have arranged a bbq and sparring tournament that will include the visitors.” I nod my head knowing what this means for me.
“Can Bradley stay here as well? If it is okay with Erik and Evelyn of course.”
“I will talk to them but I don’t see why not as they like to stay in their house on this part of the land. Also I am proud you aren’t fighting helping other packs learn and train. I understand this might be tough for you.”
I don’t respond, it's like I am automatically sucked back into a memory.
(Flashback Olivia 17 years old)
“Mom, dad I understand we are the strongest packs but we could always learn more. Please it is only 4 weeks during the summer. I will go learn some new fighting techniques and pack running skills and come back and share them so that we can continue to evolve and be the strongest. Pleeeease let me do this.” I pleaded with my parents.
“Olivia you’re only 17 years old. I can’t send you alone and your brother is too young to go and Bradley is going to go stay with his grandparents.”
“Oliver she's not a little girl anymore she is strong and independent. She has the pack in mind. I think we should let her do this.” My dad shoots my mom a frustrated look. “Don’t look at me like that Alpha.”
My dad gives my mom a smile and places his hand on her thigh. “Fine Olivia go pack I will make travel arrangements after I have a private conversation with my Luna.”
“Thank you!” I quickly hurried out of his office because I know what he means by “private conversation”.
(End of Flashback)
“Bug what are you thinking so deeply about?”
“Just about the last training I went to and how bad I fucked up my life.”
My mom hugged me tightly. “You did not fuck up your life. It is not going to be as smooth as it could have been but you my dear are stronger than ever.”
I hug her to me tighter. “I love you mom.”
My mom and I spent about 2 hours planning the bbq and talking pack business. I love how she always includes me in these matters even though I won’t be Alpha. We only stop because my phone vibrates with a text alert:
Melanie: y is your block up? I have been trying to reach you.
Olivia: I am talking with my mom. What is up?
Melanie: Party tonight at Franks so be ready by 6pm.
Olivia: 6pm?
Melanie: we will get dinner first duh.
“Mom, I need to get ready. I am going to go out with Melanie and the gang.”
“Ok but be careful and remember you have training in the morning.”
I run and get ready for the party. I quickly fix my hair into a mess of curly spirals. I don’t bother with make up and throw on a dark grey tank top dress that goes to my knees but hugs my athletic figure nicely and shows a fair share of cleavage. I was blessed with my mothers chest. I throw on some black sandals and I am out the door to meet my friends.
After I have dinner with Melanie, her mate Mason, Aria who is Mason’s sister and her mate Charles we make our way to Frank's house. Frank is one of our friends that Melanie and I went to high school with. I bite back the bitterness I feel walking in surrounded by my friends, family and their mates. Mason, Aria and I are naturally close as they are related to my father. They are also quite a bit older than us and that is why I always chuckle at the way people awkwardly interact with Mason as he is already an Alpha of his pack. I love his approach however as he doesn’t act better than his pack members in the least.
We walk in and suddenly Frank shouts “Alright everyone party has started the Alpha and Luna have arrived!” Cheers erupted and Mason just shakes his head.
“Frankie boy if you weren’t the lil brother of my Beta and friend of my Luna I would strangle you.” Mason laughs.
We all make our way to the kitchen to grab our drinks. I take two shots of vodka before grabbing my vodka and monster and heading for the back porch. I pull a cigarette out of the pack and light it. I don’t normally smoke but only when I am drinking which is more than ever as I rarely leave pack lands. In packs 18 is the legal drinking age, the belief being that if you're old enough to defend your pack with your life you're old enough to drink. I take another drag of my cigarette and walk into the backyard. Don’t get me wrong I love my friends and family and a good party but these parties are used for cutting loose with your mate or finding your mate neither is going to happen to me. I sit down at the back of the yard against a tree with my legs stretched out in front of me and take a sip of my drink and close my eyes.
“Miss Olivia may I take this patch of ground?”
“Yes Xavier and please quit calling me Miss Olivia.” I took in his features. His light blonde hair and blue eyes stood out even in the dark. I noticed how his muscles in his legs moved as he sat down on the ground next to me. Xavier Dawson, he was a lil younger than me a grade below me in school but I had a crush on him regardless. He was an orphan at 12 years old and wandered into our territory and one of our pack warriors took him in and he proved himself as an asset to our pack as he got older.
“If you insist, Olivia.” he smirked. “What are you doing out here all by your lonesome?”
“Just not in the partying mood I guess.”
“The Olivia Silvers I knew in high school was always up for a party and meeting new people. Going to these parties is the best way to meet other werewolves and potential mates. I even remember you throwing your own parties back in the day.”
I let out a hollow laugh. “I guess people change with time and circumstances.” My hand wandering absently to where my neck and shoulder meet. “What about you, any luck at the party?” I don’t know what I wished his answer to be. Part of me wants him to say no because I still have a silly crush but part of me wants to see him happy with a mate as it is the greatest gift the Goddess can give.
“Not until now” he states firmly then I feel his fingers graze mine in the dirt. There are no sparks but I can feel the warmth. I look at him to see him staring at me. “I think people allow time and circumstances to change them and forget to live for themselves.” He adds reaching up and tucking my hair behind my ear.
I can’t stop myself from closing my eyes and relishing the feeling of being cared for. I ignore my wolf whimpering in my head to pull back that he isn’t our mate. “Some circumstances can’t be changed and time can’t be rewinded.” A heavy silence fell between us.
“I Xavier Dawson Challenge you Olivia Silvers.” Before he can finish I am on my feet ready to attack. The Alpha blood in me does not like to be challenged. A warning growl leaves my throat. He chuckles while still sitting “to a game of beer pong.” I immediately relaxed.
“Game on!” I laugh.
He jumps to his feet and we walk back toward the house. “You should have seen your face.”
“Sorry Liberty doesn't like to be challenged at all.”
“Understandable” he laughs.
I play a game of beer pong me winning of course. It’s getting late almost Midnight and I have to be up early for training. Xavier offers to escort me home. I don’t refuse as I haven’t laughed this much in a long time. We shift and run back to my pack house with our clothes in our mouths. When we shift back and put on clothes back on he walks me to the door. He stays at the other pack house, not this one. Few wolves stay here. “Thank you for escorting me home.”
“It was my pleasure. I had never got to see Liberty before she was beautiful. I am always standing guard when we have pack runs.”
“Thank you, your wolf was quite handsome as well.”I responded politely.
“Cole his name is Cole. Maybe we can go for a run tomorrow evening together again around 5pm? I mean if you are okay with that. I had so much fun tonight.”
“Of course. Meet me here at 5.” He nods, bends down and kisses me on the cheek. I am stunned for a moment and watch as he walks away stripping his clothes to shift again and heads to the other pack house.
I go up to my room shower and lay down in my bed to catch a few hours. I allow my mind to wander to what could have been if I hadn’t trusted the wrong wolf and was mated to someone like Xavier.
Chapter Three(Olivia POV)I woke up early this morning even though I have hardly slept. Today is the day my best friend Bradley returns, the pack tournament is today and the visiting pack the Scarlet Moon Pack arrives. I lay on my bed for a bit thinking about the last couple of weeks and I can’t help the smile that graces my lips. Xavier and I have been going on nightly runs and getting to know each other. He confided in me that he has had a crush on me ever since he arrived at the pack and he tried to kiss me. I stopped him and told him it wasn’t right as he had a mate out there. He explained that he had actually met her the day he turned 18. She was a rogue and she rejected him because he refused to go rogue and she refused to try to join the pack. After he explained he kissed me and I allowed it for a minute before reality da
Chapter Four- (Olivia POV) I take a second and mask my emotion before I turn around and face him the Devil himself. I want to laugh at his stunned face but I keep my composure. I could easily tell my father that the Asshole that is standing in front of us is the same Asshole that as little as 2 hours ago has been inflicting pain on me. I choke the words down despite my feelings. Every pack deserves a chance and despite this Alpha his pack has done nothing to me. I square my shoulders and look him straight in the eyes “Alpha Christian nice to meet you.” I extend my hand out for him to shake. He takes my hand and I will myself to not react to the sparks that I might feel. They weren’t sparks at all; it was like a bomb going off in my hand. I managed to remain expressionless and look at his eyes but his flickered down to our joined hands. I quickl
Chapter Five (Xavier POV) I am doing my duty wooing Olivia’s family. I pull out a chair for her grandmother Lilly to sit down. ‘’What a dear you are Xavier. Where is my beautiful granddaughter anyway? I want to surprise her with the fact that I am here.” “She hasn’t joined us yet Luna Lilly. I am sure she will be down shortly and very surprised to see you. She tells me you haven’t visited in months.” She lets out a light chuckle. “I see she has been more complaining than telling.” She laughs again “You know she has spoken of you several times to me over the phone. You seem to have gained our princesses heart already. Though I shouldn’t be surprised you gained your place in the heart of the pack members not long after you arrived.”
Chapter Six (Chistian POV) I am sitting on my bed getting ready for the rest of my day reflecting on breakfast. Breakfast was odd the Alpha and Luna weren’t present, the pack members all seemed so crestfallen. I asked one of the she-wolves eyeing me if the Alpha and Luna usually left their guests alone. She explained they were in a family meeting this morning and rotated between eating at the packhouses. She stated that usually the jewel of the pack was at breakfast but after last night she was probably sleeping in. “Jewel of the Pack?” “Olivia of course she is everything that embodies a real she-wolf she helps guide us. Not just the She-wolves but all werewolves. She treats us all as equals and for that she shines brighter than anyone.
Chapter Seven(Olivia POV)I don’t know what he hoped to see when he looked at me but I have my emotions under control and he wasn’t going to see it. A rush of regret slices through my chest. Shit Xavier what did I just do, I hope I can explain it to him. I won’t be in a relationship built with lies and secrets. It would destroy us before we even truly get to begin. As if sensing my need for him I see him crossing the backyard with a blanket in his hands. I shift back from my wolf never breaking stride. As I make it to him he engulfs me in his arms and wraps the blanket around me from behind. A sob escapes my lip before I can stop it and the feeling of regret that slices through me once again.“You know when I pictured you naked pressed against me I never imagined
Chapter Eight (Bradley POV) I look over this Alpha Christian as he walks up to the bowling alley with his arms draped around that she-wolf. It really takes everything in me to not tear that asshole apart. He is lucky I didn’t know about him sooner or what he did to my best friend. I am the only one that she has told who he really is and the story of what happened. I may be younger than Olivia and she may not possess as many powers as her mother but I was born to be her protector. I am also half hunter so naturally I have an added threat I am tougher to hurt or kill. Olivia can’t hide her emotions from me. I know where else they show other than her eyes, she shows so much happiness with Xavier but I see the small twinge of pain in her expression when the Alpha Douche Bag walks up with were-bitch in his arms.
Chapter Nine (Christian POV) It’s been about a month since we have been here. The first two weeks they had me lead training to see what our techniques were. I held some of them back not wanting to give our secrets away but still making it challenging. To my surprise my mate kept up showing little to no strain. Then when she took over training it was obvious nothing was held back. The training was challenging to say the least. I was surprised that the Alpha’s or other ranking wolves did not lead the training. Today I am supposed to have a meeting with Alpha Oliver and Ireland to discuss methods to combine both training techniques to one that may be effective for both packs. I honestly don’t give a fuck about anything being effective for the other pack. I have spent my days with Alpha Oliver and to be honest they hav
Chapter Ten- (Olivia POV) I simply get up and excuse myself from the room too embarrassed about what he heard. I have managed to put on a straight face ever since the night I let him see me crumble all that time ago but today he saw my weakness. I feel sick to my stomach as I just let the warm water of my shower wash away the lingering feelings of disappointment. When I finally step out of my shower and wrap my towel around me and step into my room I am stopped dead in my tracks. Sitting on my bed with his elbow on his knees and head in his hand is Christian. He doesn’t look up when I enter the room. I walk in front of him and he grabs my hips and I try to take a step back but he holds me there. “You are good enough.” His voice bar
Being a Silver is both a blessing and a curse. We are blessed with gifts by the Moon Goddess and cursed with mates that don’t see our worth and cause us so much pain before eventually accepting us. Mates that though in the long run complete us, have also caused the loss of so many of my loved ones. I was raised to cherish my mate when I found them but I refuse to lose anymore of the people that I love. I pray that I never find them, being the Goddesses Alpha I won’t feel the bond fully until I accept it. That again leaves me both blessed and cursed. When Elena bumped into me almost a year ago about a month after my 18th birthday and hesitantly stated she believed I was her second chance mate I couldn’t have been more relieved. I met Elena at Alpha training, we became close friends and I had planned to actually make her my Beta. She is the gamma’s daughter of the pack training was in a
Chapter Sixty Six (Olivia POV) I feel like we have been at the pack hospital for hours when it probably has only just been minutes. Something is wrong. It is too soon for the pup to come. I have been feeling uncomfortable all day but the pain is too much. I don’t know which is worse, this pain or the fear that I am feeling. I can’t find the words to even speak, and the fear in Christian’s eyes has my heart clenching. They show us to a room and the doctors and nurses are running around hooking me up to machines and trying to get me changed into a hospital gown. I turn and look toward Christian “I..I’m sorry no matter what happens tell our pup I loved them and loved you.” The movement in the room stops, everything goes quiet as they
Chapter Sixty Five (Chrisitan POV) The meeting with the packs went well. Most of the Dark Skies Pack decided to join Scarlet Moon and those that decided not was for reasons of having family and friends nearby. I couldn’t help but chuckle at how easy the meeting went as Olivia had been so nervous. The Scarlet Moon pack was open to the idea as long as it meant they got their rightful Luna. Olivia actually teared up by how excited my pack was to welcome her and her pack to ours. I can’t lie I was filled with pride at the lack of contesting that came from my pack which was actually zero. Everyone was excited. I had been a little worried about how Olivia would feel about Kathy and some of other she wolves in the pack staying but she simply shrugged it off and said that it was time to move on.
Chapter Sixty-Four(Olivia POV)“Are you sure you can’t come home sooner?”“Bug, we agreed I would extend my training. I know you're anxious to be with Christian full time and I promise I should be home by the time the baby is born.”“That’s in just over a month Wilder.”“I know and I can’t wait to meet my new niece or nephew. I promise it will be worth the wait.”“You keep saying that but I miss my brother.”“You are just eager to turn over the pack. Have you talked to Christian about combining the two packs?”
Chapter Sixty Three(Christian POV)We have moved from outside to my living room in the packhouse. Castor and Franklin sitting down close to each other. My parents sat down on the chairs leaving only the loveseat for myself and Olivia.“What changed your mind?” Castor asks. “Not that I’m not happy I am just curious.”“Honestly several things but mostly it was Christian.”“Christian?” The question leaves Olivia’s mouth in just over a whisper.“Yea, I honestly did not realize I would be mated to a male. I mean I dated females in high school.” A low growl escapes Castor. “Calm do
Chapter Sixty-Two (Castor POV) We move toward our destination in quiet as I let my mind wander to Jensen trying to not think of what is about to come. Jensen was my first mate, my first love, my first chance of happiness. Jensen had dated women all through high school. I turned 18 years old just two months before him and was sure he was going to reject me because I was a male. It was what I thought was going to be the hardest 2 months of my life but I was sure wrong. Jensen was a strong warrior and on the high school football team and dated cheerleaders. Then on graduation day he looked amazing with his sandy blond hair pulled back in a bun with his sides shaved, and as he walked to his seat after getting his diploma his brown eyes turned to mine as he sniffed the air. There wa
Chapter Sixty One(Olivia POV)It has been a long journey but I am glad to officially be home. I am approaching the boundary line at the long dirt road when I hear a growl coming from nearby.“Growl all you want I told you she is not here like I have told you everyday for a week.”“Talk to me like that again and I will shred you to pieces.”I pick up my pace and that is when Christian’s back comes into view. He is standing in front of his truck with his fist clench. “Harm Castor and I will end you and my alliance with your pack in a heartbeat.”He turns around with a look of disbelief, “End me?”
Chapter Sixty (Olivia POV) I just swing my feet off the bed when Bradley walks into the room. My mind was racing with the news the doctor gave me and when Liberty confirmed we were indeed pregnant there was only one place I knew I needed to be. “What are you doing Livie?” “Is he here?” “Is who here?” I see that he is not looking at me. “I heard him, Bradley but I also saw him return before I lost consciousness. Where is Christian I need to tell him something.” “About the pup? He already knows. The doctor told us by accident when he gave us the update.” His tone is both caring and hard.
Chapter Fifty Nine (Olivia POV) ‘Liberty are you with me?’ ‘I’m with you but I am worried.’ ‘We are always worried when this time comes.’ ‘This is different, we can't shift this time.’ ‘Why Liberty? I feel like you have left me this time unable to shift to let you free. I know you are angry about what happened after we arrived.’ ‘It is not that. I have not left you.’ ‘What is it then?’ I am met by nothing but silence. I again feel alone as I get myself ready for the ceremony. I slip on my black dress the co