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2020-08-06 17:32:24"Love is good, but don't love anybody deeply...it really hurts when you don't know whether to wait or to forget that person....you will be in such a confusing situation where you can not decide what to do and what not to do... whether to give up or should try some more time..but always listen to your mind guys, not to your heart..."
Anonymous~Keenan's POV
"Have you packed your bags baby?" I hear Taylor ask, bending down to cup the cheeks of the adorable baby girl.
She nod and although her green eyes sparkle in scepticism, she asks, "Where are we going mommy?" her voice comes out angelic to my ears as she asks her question.
"Home." She smiles happily at the little girl.
The three years old frowns, looking up at her mother with a puzzled expression. "But mommy, we are in Italy, this is home," she states her argument reasonable.
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