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2021-10-02 06:40:55“Ugh! This is useless! I’m not made for meditating.” I whined as I flopped back on the patio floor. Every part of me ached from sitting on the stone ground, my butt was numb and cold and I was covered in goosebumps. We had been sitting out here for 4 hours now. And I have made no progress. I couldn’t even feel my feet anymore.
“You’re not focusing enough Haven. Meditation isn’t just letting your mind go blank. Sometimes it’s about intent and letting go of control.” Ezra said for what seemed like the millionth time.
“Yeah well if we don’t stop the only thing I’m going to let go of control for is my bladder. I’ve had enough. I’m cold, my feet are asleep, my butt is numb and I need to pee.” I grumbled as I got to my feet with a ton of difficulty, the pins and needles shooting pain all the way up my legs.
“Haven we h
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“Hello? Ah, James, Haven is sleeping right now. Can I take a message? Yes, she mentioned something about going to your place. No, it was a rough day at therapy, she needed to come home and just decompress after all of that. I don’t know if she’s still feeling up to it but I will ask her and get her to call you back.” I groaned as the sound of Ezra talking woke me up, sighing as I realized he was speaking to James. That would just further Jame’s preconceived notions about Ezra and I. I sat up from my position, lying wrapped in Ezra’s arms and looked at him as he handed me my phone that was still open to James’s call. I took it and placed it to my ear with a small sigh. “James, sorry I hadn’t intended on falling asleep.” “It’s fine, Haven. Are you ok? Ezra said that you had a rough appointment today.” His voice was
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