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Chapter 40~With Truth, Comes Pain

Author: Maze
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Looking back was the exact opposite that Lin wanted to do. But who was she to disobey the goddess?

She tentatively walked back to the glowing river and stared at it nervously.

The reflection of her younger self looked at her with curiosity. “You want to know the truth? You want to know why you are not in contact with your wolf?” The voice literally came from the river.

This captured Lin’s full attention. She leaned forward a bit and nodded before verbally adding, “Ye—yes.” She stuttered the word out.

This was it! This was what she had been wanting to know for a very long time. From the moment that she turned sixteen and watched her friends shift into their wolves for the first time while she could not, she had longed to know.

She had even asked her parents and they took her to many doctors and even a few therapists but nothing helped or worked.

It took three more years before she had finally made peace with the fact that she was broken. Yes, she was still extremely intrigued about kn
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