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CHAPTER 12

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SHEENA

When I opened my eyes, I was greeted by a world of pure white.

What am I doing here?

Once I remember what I did, I close my eyes.

I'm planning to end myself; could I be dead? Will it be a new hell for me?

Is it possible for me to forget the past?

Are Tina and Mom Esme doing well?

Could it be true that I did everything correctly?

Isn't it true that I sinned?

Please forgive me. Please forgive me for wishing to commit suicide.

I just want to be free of the hell that my family has put me through.

I just want to forget about all the pain it has caused me.

Is it still possible for you to forgive me? Is it wrong for me to consider suicide despite what I'm going through?

I burst into tears when I remembered Tina's grief when she saw what I did.

I could see and feel his pain about what I had done.

I'm sorry, but I can't live anymore because of what I've gone through...

Please forgive me if I abandoned you and Mother
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