Three days........three god damn days since Sophia left for Russia and I can't stop thinking about her. She's all I could think of, when I go to sleep, when I wake up and she's even in my goddamn dreams. She's consuming my mind without her even knowing or trying. I couldn't focus on my work because she's all I could think of. I don't know why but seeing her Saturday night in that white button down shirt , knowing it wasn't the one she left in, made me infuriated. Telling us, more to Lucas mama and Elijah that she was leaving for Russia not saying why, just saying it was something she has to take care of but nothing big that they should have to worry about her. Lucas wanted to go with her but she said something in Russian to him that made him back down , deciding he didn't want to go anymore. Seeing her with those men made me want to murder them for just being so close to her, especially the one who couldn't keep his damn eyes off her, more to say her ass. Every time she would walk
Staring out of the window of the private jet, looking at the beautiful sunset. We were on our way back to Italy. We left around 6 o’clock this afternoon and have been in the air for an hour already and will be arriving in about an hour and a half maybe in Rome, since it was 7 o’clock already. Damien was sitting across from, sipping on his glass of scots on the rocks. God damn pussy, can’t drink it without ice because according to him it's too strong and the ice helps a little bit. Laying my head back , resting my eyes from all the exhaustion I felt. The past three days I’ve been busy non stop barely getting any sleep and papa nagging on my head to look after myself. I don’t have time to rest when I’m responsible for the protection and well being of my mafia and their family’s. The past three days here in Italy I couldn’t stop thinking about little one and Angela and when I boarded the private jet there was this thought at the back of my head about them.. Will I be able to completel
Lucas wasn't saying anything, just staring at the floor for the past 10 minutes. I was just sitting there, sipping on a glass of whisky waiting for him to stop finding the floor interesting and decide to speak.Damien was standing to my right, staring at the person across from me who had been looking at me since we came in. I had enough, so I reached behind me and placed the gun on the table. “Start talking.” I said, tilting my head a little towards Lucas. Lifting my head, I made eye contact with Octavious and he had this smirk on his face.“I'm sorry, I fucked up.” Lucas said all of a sudden ,rubbing his face.“What did you do, Lucas?” I asked, taking a huge gulp, downing the whisky.“Igotsomeonepregnant!” Lucas yelled, speaking fast.“What?” I asked but It looked like Leo heard what he said by the way he looked at Lucas.“I-I-I ……. got someone…... .pre-pregnant Sophia.” Lucas said, looking up at me.The glass I had in my hand shattered because of how tight I gripped it when those w
Waking up to my alarm blasting around my room, ringing constantly. Slinging my hand on the night stand I felt around dor the damn thing. Grabbing it from the night stand I threw it across the room, shattering into pieces falling to the ground but the damn ringing didn’t stop. Shooting open my eyes I looked to my left and there stood my fucking cousin, Damien, only a few feet away from me with a damn sly smirk on his face with his phone in his hand. Motherfucker wants to die I see. “Time to get your ass out of bed bitch, you have a busy schedule today.” Damien said, shutting off the alarm on his phone. “When don't I have a busy schedule and what the fuck are you doing here at 7 oclock in the morning?” I inquired scooting up against the bed to lay against the headboard. “Well change of plans. There were a few things added to the schedule so better to start early and then you will be done by 8 o'clock tonight, hopefully. ” Damien explained, sitting down on the edge of my bed cross
So at the moment I was on my way to the address my brother sent me this morning to help the poor young woman who got pregnant by him. Look I love Lucas but sometimes he is a pain in the ass and she’s going to be stuck with him for the rest of her life and possibly the baby is going to be like him, hopefully not. I wasn't going to let her live and struggle on her own during this pregnancy. I had enough rooms in the penthouse so I let my brother know that I wanted her to live with me. That way she was close to me and I could help with whatever she needed. And also it would be easier to keep her safe and my brother when he comes over to help her. And it isn’t easy the first trimester so I didn't want her to be on her own. I'm coming from the university and my stupid ass brother wasn’t there when I told him that he was to go no matter what even if he had a hangover. I didn't tell him to go drinking like that on a school night. So what I said last night went through one ear and straigh
They say cherish the memories of your love one's that have died but remembering everything about that person and then you realizing that it's only memories and you won't be able to make more memories with them is the worst form of toture. It only makes you miserable. I once had a beautiful and peacefull life that wasn't full of death and misery. I was ready to start a family with the love of my life but unfortunately the universe didn't agree with it. Fate had decided to take him and our unborn baby away from me. I lost my mother and baby sister. My older brother Alessandro was killed on his way home. The only people I have left in my dark and misrebale life is my dear father, twin brother and little brother. Since everything happened it has already been 7 years and I became a knew person, I even myself don't recognise. A cold hearted and ruthless person known a Sophia Romano by the outside people but also known as Khaalida to my people.When I was seven years old I was kidnapped and
I love the sound of someone who is in agony, begging me to spare their lives, begging for mercy. Did they ecen have the slightest thought of what I would do them if I found out, no they didnt. So why should I show mercy towards them? They broke the Russian mafia oath, and they must face the consequences of betraying us. I don’t spare anyone and give you a second chance. I don't believe in second changes. I will not pity you. There is only one way out of this situation, and it is through death. There is a reason why I’m known as the grim reaper of death because if you have done or tried anything and I found out , you will end up dead. It is as if you have signed your own death certificate when you betray me, steal from me or try anything to destroy the Russian mafia. No one knows that the boss of the Russian mafia is a woman because no one knew my father had a daughter. Everyone in the underworld only knew that he had one son and a daughter who was killed so everyone just assumed th
It was the following day, and I was leaving for Italy in a hour. Me and papa were standing outside hugging each other saying goodbye. Papa and I have a very special bond with each other. Since I'm his only daughter that is left he is very protective over me. Papa had a special bond with my brothers and not me when we grew up and I never knew why. He would always show my brothers love and my little sister Lucy but never me. The day I woke uo in the hospital I was a different person, the person papa started to love and we become close with each other, and we began to have a special bond. The father and daughter bond that I always wanted. After mama and Lucy died ,papa speeded a lot of time with me and not my brothers as he used to, but I never questioned him why he stopped and wasn't spending time with my brothers like he used to. He gave me more attention, taking me every where with him, leaving my brother's at the mansion."Papa, you have to let me go." I said smilling."Little one ple
So at the moment I was on my way to the address my brother sent me this morning to help the poor young woman who got pregnant by him. Look I love Lucas but sometimes he is a pain in the ass and she’s going to be stuck with him for the rest of her life and possibly the baby is going to be like him, hopefully not. I wasn't going to let her live and struggle on her own during this pregnancy. I had enough rooms in the penthouse so I let my brother know that I wanted her to live with me. That way she was close to me and I could help with whatever she needed. And also it would be easier to keep her safe and my brother when he comes over to help her. And it isn’t easy the first trimester so I didn't want her to be on her own. I'm coming from the university and my stupid ass brother wasn’t there when I told him that he was to go no matter what even if he had a hangover. I didn't tell him to go drinking like that on a school night. So what I said last night went through one ear and straigh
Waking up to my alarm blasting around my room, ringing constantly. Slinging my hand on the night stand I felt around dor the damn thing. Grabbing it from the night stand I threw it across the room, shattering into pieces falling to the ground but the damn ringing didn’t stop. Shooting open my eyes I looked to my left and there stood my fucking cousin, Damien, only a few feet away from me with a damn sly smirk on his face with his phone in his hand. Motherfucker wants to die I see. “Time to get your ass out of bed bitch, you have a busy schedule today.” Damien said, shutting off the alarm on his phone. “When don't I have a busy schedule and what the fuck are you doing here at 7 oclock in the morning?” I inquired scooting up against the bed to lay against the headboard. “Well change of plans. There were a few things added to the schedule so better to start early and then you will be done by 8 o'clock tonight, hopefully. ” Damien explained, sitting down on the edge of my bed cross
Lucas wasn't saying anything, just staring at the floor for the past 10 minutes. I was just sitting there, sipping on a glass of whisky waiting for him to stop finding the floor interesting and decide to speak.Damien was standing to my right, staring at the person across from me who had been looking at me since we came in. I had enough, so I reached behind me and placed the gun on the table. “Start talking.” I said, tilting my head a little towards Lucas. Lifting my head, I made eye contact with Octavious and he had this smirk on his face.“I'm sorry, I fucked up.” Lucas said all of a sudden ,rubbing his face.“What did you do, Lucas?” I asked, taking a huge gulp, downing the whisky.“Igotsomeonepregnant!” Lucas yelled, speaking fast.“What?” I asked but It looked like Leo heard what he said by the way he looked at Lucas.“I-I-I ……. got someone…... .pre-pregnant Sophia.” Lucas said, looking up at me.The glass I had in my hand shattered because of how tight I gripped it when those w
Staring out of the window of the private jet, looking at the beautiful sunset. We were on our way back to Italy. We left around 6 o’clock this afternoon and have been in the air for an hour already and will be arriving in about an hour and a half maybe in Rome, since it was 7 o’clock already. Damien was sitting across from, sipping on his glass of scots on the rocks. God damn pussy, can’t drink it without ice because according to him it's too strong and the ice helps a little bit. Laying my head back , resting my eyes from all the exhaustion I felt. The past three days I’ve been busy non stop barely getting any sleep and papa nagging on my head to look after myself. I don’t have time to rest when I’m responsible for the protection and well being of my mafia and their family’s. The past three days here in Italy I couldn’t stop thinking about little one and Angela and when I boarded the private jet there was this thought at the back of my head about them.. Will I be able to completel
Three days........three god damn days since Sophia left for Russia and I can't stop thinking about her. She's all I could think of, when I go to sleep, when I wake up and she's even in my goddamn dreams. She's consuming my mind without her even knowing or trying. I couldn't focus on my work because she's all I could think of. I don't know why but seeing her Saturday night in that white button down shirt , knowing it wasn't the one she left in, made me infuriated. Telling us, more to Lucas mama and Elijah that she was leaving for Russia not saying why, just saying it was something she has to take care of but nothing big that they should have to worry about her. Lucas wanted to go with her but she said something in Russian to him that made him back down , deciding he didn't want to go anymore. Seeing her with those men made me want to murder them for just being so close to her, especially the one who couldn't keep his damn eyes off her, more to say her ass. Every time she would walk
It's been two day's since I've returned to Russia and I've been working non stop. Turns out that the people who've done my surgery resigned that same day and disappeared off the face of the earth. Looking at these file's of the three people who were responsible for my surgery. Tracking every single one of them down, bringing them back to Russia. For the past two day's I've send my men out to where two of them were hiding. We are still trying to find the third person's location. Yesterday it was Savastian Baladin, and today we discovered where Valik Petrov was hiding. A few of my men went to get him, leaving 4 o'clock this morning and will be back tonight. Savastian wasn't talking, saying he was sworn to secrecy but he did give us the last person's name who we already had but what he said was that she was the one who did the surgery, removed it, Ulya Mozorov. It was difficult to find her because she changed everything about her, her identity and even how she looks, unfortunately we co
The moment Damien and I stepped inside the mansion the atmosphere changed. The laughter died down, everyone becoming serious. All of my men bowing their heads as I walked past them, towards my office. A few quickly scuring away towards their rooms to change into their work attire before I walked past them. Getting to my office I slammed the door shut out of anger, forgetting Damien was behind me. "Damn Sophia." Damien groaned, walking in holding his nose. "There ain't blood coming out." I scoffed, pacing up and down. "God dammit Sophia, sit down you're pacing is making me dizzy." Damien groaned, sitting down on the couch in the corner of the room, laying his head back closing his eyes. Turning around I glared at him, crossing my arms. "Sorry." He said lifting his arms up in defence. Sitting down behind my desk, I opened one of the draws taking out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. Putting one between my lips, I took a long drag, puffing out the smoke. Closing my eyes I layed m
"Miss Sophia." Someone whispered next to me. Knowing who the little voice belongs to I opened my eye's giving him a small smile. "Morning little one." I said in a quiet voice, sitting up against the headboard. "Morning, miss Sophia." Little one said scooting closer to me. "Why are you awake so early little one? It is only 8 o'clock." I said looking at the clock on the desk, across the room. "I'm going with pappa today, miss Sophia. He is taking me with him to the company, and then we are going to go buy me new toys and then we're going to the park." Little one said sounding exited. "Sounds fun, but what are you doing here ,isn't your pappa waiting for you? I said ruffling his hair. "Miss Sophia is going with us." Little one cheered, standing up jumping on the bed. "W-what?" I inquired sounding confused. Where is this suddenly coming from. Why don't I know about this. I have my doctor's appointment today and Angela was supposed to go with me. Why am I going with Octavious and li
Right now we were having dinner. It was was 7 o'clock and almost little one's bedtime. Octavious had this routine for him ,when to wake up, when to go to sleep, when it was screen time, so that he can learn from a young age to respect what his father tell him but today Octavious made an exception for him to watch television whenever he wants because of the play date we had. Little one was in the living room watching cartoons while I was setting the table. "Nonna, ho fame." (Grandma I'm hungry) "It's almost done Elijah, just a few minutes." Angela said laughing from the kitchen. "Elijah would you go call Leo and Lucas and tell them to come down, dinner is ready." Angela said walking into the living room. "Sophia would you help me with plating dinner." Angela said walking back to the kitchen. Helping Angela with plating dinner for everyone , we carried everyone's plates over to the dinning room where Lucas and Leo were already seated and little one waiting for me next to my seat.