I rushed out of there in a hurry like I was running for my life I am so overwhelmed by all this information. Is this why I survived the crash that killed my family? Thinking that Landon my brother saved me after jumping off Wicked Falls when it was my ability that saved me. It is a blessing to most but a cruse to me. I would be with my family if I wasn't cursed. It's not fair I should have died with my family I would be with them instead of living this world in misery. Finding happiness almost feels impossible at this put.
I can't take it any longer I shift into my wolf and decide to go for a run. I need to clear my head this is the only way I know how to do so. All I keep thinking about is how much my life has changed in such a small period of time. I run faster and faster, loving the feeling of the cold breeze blowing through my fur. It almost makes me feel a sense of power. I'm not sure what is going to be in store for me, I don't like this feeling of uncertainty. I am not
I am going to be introduced to the pack today. I am sort of nervous. I mean I don't care what they think, but I want them to like me. I have never been a social butterfly that was my brother. I was always hiding from people. I am excited to meet new people. I am just not sure how they're going to react to me. This pack does not allow new members very rarely. I didn't officially say that I want to be a part of the pack. They aren't going to say anything until later, so the pack doesn't find it disrespectful if I say no.I got my own little cottage. It is so small but so sweet at the same time. I love that I have my very own bathroom not having to share one is pretty amazing. I love how open it is. I think it's pretty amazing to have my own space. Everything is furnished. I got my own bed, a little Mini fridge and microwave which is plenty for me, I'm not one to complain especially for their hospitality and their acceptance.I was also grateful that some of the ladies of
As we are walking over to the Alpha's house, Jayden is so excited. He wants to show me his room and all his favorite toys. I was never the one to really make friends thinking it's funny the first friend that I actually make I am twice their age. There's something different about Jayden from all the other people I have been around, I sense a connection with him. I am not even sure what it really is, but he makes me feel at ease. When I see his house I am surprised it's just like any other ordinary house. Usually, the Alpha has a bigger house than anyone in the pack, almost like a mansion.When we go to walk into their house I hear a familiar voice. I am not clear who it is, but I recognize it and I become nervous. If I recognized the voice, that means there from where I lived. Before I can react and run away, so they don't see me. That's when I see her oh my god it's Jenny. I tried to hide, but there's no hiding she has already seen me. Hoping she doesn't recognize me kn
I grab his hand and lead him to my cabin, so we can have some privacy to talk. “Sam, are you going to tell Ivan I'm here?”He then planets his lips onto my lips as he shoves my body against the wall he then starts to kiss me down my neck and biting me I moan out in pleasure. Letting him give me the pleasure that he desires. I put my arms above my head for him to take my sweater off. He grips it and takes it off of me, then he starts to suck on my nipples and flickering my nipples with his tongue. I can feel my body light on fire as my pussy is becoming wet.“Lilly, I have missed you so much have you missed me?” He asked while he is putting his hand down my pants and started rubbing my clit.I can barely talk to him, he is giving me so much pleasure I can't constraint on my words fuck he makes me feel so good. I fight to get my words to come as he begins to rub my clit faster and faster. “Yes, I have missed you, especially your touch
As I am walking into the door I'm freaking out scared of what I am going to see hoping that he is ok. Knowing that if he's not, I might hit my breaking point not wanting to but not being able to help it. I am so pissed at myself I was so caught up with Sam when Jayden was being attacked. Wondering if there was any way of me preventing what happened to him. If I wouldn't have ran off and just been able to face what was happening. It is possible that Jayden would have never been attacked because he would have been with me. He wanted to show me his room, but I didn't even give him the time to show me.I look over to Jayden lying in the bed sleeping, hoping when he wakes up that he's not scared. He shouldn't have to fear for his life the way that he did. When I see Landon he looks furious, I am not really sure why. Does he blame me for what has happened because that's what it looks like? I am afraid to even open my mouth, afraid of what he is about to say to me.He sees me w
LANDON'S POVI'm confessed how Sam and Lilly know each other, especially when his pack is new to the area he hasn't been around long. I don't know Lilly's backstory, but I need to know how she really knows him. I don't want trouble with any other packs. Something just doesn't seem right, especially her face expression. She almost seems like she is nervous or scared. I try to ignore it but when she runs out, I know something has to be off with them.I look at Sam “do you have that effect on all women when they see you they have to run.”“I guess I should probably go try to find her. I think that I may have surprised her by being here.”I look at Jenny “ok well we will keep each other company until you guys come back here.”I watch him leave. I become curious to how he knows Lilly wondering if they have been together. Knowing she is very desirable not wanting her to be with anyone else wanting her all to myself. Even though I'm just not ready for a
As I am waking up, I then realize I am no longer outside but inside on the couch. I am not really sure how I got here, I jumped up and ran to Jayden's room. Wanting to check on him to make sure that he is ok, promising him that I would be there first thing in the morning, not wanting to break my promise. When I approach his room, I see Landon with his head down on Jayden's bed, they are still sleeping. I leave the bedroom quietly, trying not to wake them. I hear someone in the kitchen I go to, and I see it's Dean. "Good morning Dean, how did you sleep? I wanted to tell you thank you for carrying me in last night. I didn't mean to fall asleep." "Good morning to you also Lilly but I am not sure what you are talking about I did not carry you anywhere." "Oh, I had fallen asleep outside on the step last night I think I did anyway, but when I woke up this morning I was on the couch. I thought that you came out and carried me in." "Sorry Lilly It was
I go to see Landon before he actually does the pack meeting, I need to talk to him. I rush out to him, but he's not there, wondering where he went. I have no idea how to bring this up to him, but I need to. I just hope he believes me. He has no reason not to. Before I get to go outside, he comes out of the bathroom, I jump."There you are, I have been looking everywhere for you."He looks at me weird. "I was in the bathroom. I didn't know that I needed to tell you where I go at all times.I blush a little, thinking of him with his pants off. "I need to talk to you about Jayden. He just told me something very interesting.""Well, he is a child and he has quite an imagination.""I need you to have an open mind, I don't think he's imagining this because I experienced it too."He looks at me, concerned, not really sure what I am about to say. "He told me that he gets hurt on purpose because it's the only way that he gets to see his mother."
As I'm starting to wake up, I'm too lazy to get out of bed just yet. I have been so focused on Jayden getting better that I haven't thought of myself. I have been watching him like a hawk since he has fully healed, not wanting him to be tempted to hurt himself. I have been so worried when he is out of my site so when he is, it's not for long.I still haven't been able to tell Landon the truth about me. He has been so busy with pack stuff that I barely have seen him. I hope that he is at least attempting to spend time with Jayden. I wouldn't dare give him fatherly advice. Knowing it would only piss him off. He isn't a person who really likes people giving him any kind of advice on how to raise his son.I have been staying at Landon's house in the guest room, so I can watch over Jayden properly, but some of the she-wolf's dislike my presence in his home. My only concern is Jayden. I want to make sure he is okay. I need to be there for Jayden, but I am also starting to wo