Chapter 3
“Fuck,” I uttered. I was staring at the furniture and appliances that Mr. Cohen sent me. Until now, I couldn't figure out why he would give me tons of things when my place is not that huge! “You're all giving me a headache,” I mumbled, might be losing my mind for talking to these things. Can you imagine it? He sent me a refrigerator—and take note, it's not just a simple refrigerator; it's the most expensive ref! It's a double door and there is a small screen on the other side of it. He even sent me a microwave, blender, air fryer, chairs, table, vases, and a lot of things. I took a deep sigh before I quickly grabbed my towel and took a shower before I headed straight to the company. Today is my first day as his secretary. I should be nervous, but that's not the situation. I kept thinking of the reason why he suddenly gave me those expensive things. “Sh*t,” the woman in front of me dropped the paper from her grasp when she saw me. I roamed my eyes around and they all looked like that, as if they saw a ghost, which is me. I would be surprised and puzzled if Mr. Cohen and his former secretary weren't like this yesterday—but they were. I faked an awkward smile as I headed to his office, ignoring all their gazes that seemed to be a bullet to the point that I could feel it on me. “You need money, Dahlia.” I whispered to myself. I stopped in front of his office, facing the door. I had to heave a sigh before I knocked three times and sat foot inside his office. I was supposed to greet him, I swear. But the moment our eyes immediately met as I came in, I just lost all the words that I practiced. “G-Good morning, Mr. Cohen.” I finally said and pulled myself together. He followed me with his eyes as I stood in front of him. “Just tell me what I have to do,” I said and drew a small smile. Now, I'm nailing it. Except for the fact that those exquisite eyes of his were melting for another reason by looking at me. “I need coffee in the morning—black coffee. My former secretary also ordered me breakfast and then she arranged all my schedule.” He explained shortly. I nodded. “Copy that, Sir.” “There's a coffee room outside my office,” he said, avoiding my eyes. So, I went out and found the room he was talking about. I'm being amused by this company. The coffee room was cute and I could smell the brewing of the coffee. Good thing that I know how to use the machines as Charlotte has this in her house. Just like what he told me, I made him black coffee and served it to him. “Thanks,” he said while busy on his computer. “By the way,” I uttered, about to mention what he sent me. “Yes?” He asked and now gave his eyes back to me. “I…uh…” I shut my eyes firmly. D*mn it. Why would he give me those, right? “You sent me a lot of things,” I mentioned. “Oh, you received it yesterday?” He asked and smirked with satisfaction. “Yeah, I did… but, I don't think I can accept any of it, Mr. Cohen.” It was so fast when his eyes came back to me after I refused to accept the things he sent me. He looks bewilder, as if he was not expecting me to turn it down. “What? And why? I gave it to you for free, you don't have to pay for an—” “Oh, it's not about that. It's just that… I don't know why you did that. It's kinda weird,” I know that I became blunt at that moment. But I cannot accept those things, especially that it will not fit in my place. “And my place is small, you know. It will not fit there,” I mentioned, to avoid making him feel bad. “Then, find a bigger place. I'll buy it for yo—” “Why are you doing this, Mr. Cohen?” I smirked unbelievably, bewildered. This is freakin’ me out. Why would he a bigger place for me? Damn, I'm just a secretary. “I mean, I am not connected to you. I'm just your new secretary. Did you do this to your former secretary? I'm sorry, but I don't just understand.” I was in total distress trying to understand why he's doing all of this. “Hey, Sea—” both of our attention were captured when the door just opened and an unknown man just barged in. His hair is brown wolf cut, but it's enough for me to be blind by that bright silver earring on his left ear. There was also an earring on the side of his nose, but I can also figure out in one look that it was just fake. If Mr. Cohen is handsome, this man is also good looking, indeed. However, he's the bad boy type—a womanizer, probably. With those thick brows, hazelnut eyes, perfect shaped nose, to his thick lips that every woman would die for—I couldn't help but to think that I am being surrounded with handsome men around me. Mr. Cohen looks professional, his authority speaks when you look at him. But this man, all I can say is that he's wealthy with his clothes and accessories. “Ford,” I supposed that is his name, huh? He was in awe. Just like the others, it seems like he suddenly saw a ghost when he saw me there. His eyes were widened as if it would bawled out at any moment. Even his lips are parted, and his saliva would probably drool. “Can you leave us alone for a moment? Take this to arrange my schedule,” he said and gave me some papers. I just nodded at him as I left. I even stopped for a moment and faced the guy named Ford who still cannot process everything. I ignored how he watched me leave the office. I wonder what they are going to talk about. Third Person's POV “Pull yourself together, Ford.” Sean said and heaved a sigh. He wasn't expecting that Ford would be here. All he knew was that he was still in London because of business, and yet he came here unexpectedly. Ford Castilian. “Am I dreaming? Is it because I drank a liquor this morning? No, no.” He laughed like a man who was losing his shit. “But I just saw Celeste and she's dead. Oh, it can't be.” Sean shut his eyes firmly while watching his best friend losing his mind after seeing Dahlia who looks like Celeste. It's like she's Celeste’s twin. “She's not Celeste,” he uttered and blew out some air. “Then who is she? Of course, she can't be Celeste because she's dead! Fuck! I should stop drinking alcohol,” he said and stole Sean's coffee that Dahlia made for him. “She's my new secretary, Dahlia Savedra.” He introduced her. But then, Ford was still bewildered. “How?” He walked slowly in front of him with his fingers glued under his chin. “How can someone who exactly looks like Celeste exist?” He mumbled. It was also the question that roamed in Sean's mind when he saw Dahlia yesterday. “Shit, Sean.” He said and now pinned his eyes at Sean. “What are you planning? Did you hire her because she has Celeste’s face?” Sean knew that with those blunt eyes of Ford, he wouldn't be able to escape him. “Oh, fuck. You fuck up, Sean, you're fucking up!” He exclaimed, didn't need him to answer anymore when the answer was all over his face. “Sean, Celeste is dead. And right now, you're dragging an innocent woman to your pain!” Ford was definitely firing up. He couldn't help but to keep walking in front of him, hysterical of what Sean started. He knows what he's thinking. Sean is going to use Dahlia to erase the pain in exchange of love, thinking that Dahlia is Celeste and Celeste isn't dead. “I know what I'm doing,” he uttered. Ford chuckled unbelievably. “Are you sure? You're playing a fire,” he reminded him. “Goodness, Sean. You're toying that woman,” his eyes closed emphatically as he heaved a heavy sigh. “Everyone who knows about your relationship with Celeste would think the same as me, Sean. Everyone will think that you're only using her and that woman doesn't even have any idea,” Ford was trying to make him understand and stop whatever he's doing. “Stop this, Sean. Let Celeste go and don't ruin an innocent woman,” he almost begged with his tone. “I'm leaving,” he said and left him alone inside. Sean was left there with no words but still unconvinced. He doesn't care whoever she is, what matters to him is that she has the same face as Celeste—his beloved woman. Dahlia’s POV I quickly stood up from my desk and bowed when Sir Ford came out of the office. Unlike earlier, it looks like he lost his temper. He was fuming mad when he gave me those eyes. “Dahlia, right?” He asked. “Yes, Sir.” “Resign until you can. It's now or never,” he heaved a sigh before he began marching away from me. I only watched him leave while I was puzzled. He sounded like Mr. Cohen's old secretary. Was it a warning? And why do I keep receiving warnings from them as if being close with Mr. Cohen would ruin me? Before I could even go back to my sit, the door suddenly opened again—and there was he, Mr. Cohen, who was eyeing me. “Do you need anything, Mr. Cohen?” I asked professionally beyond our conversation earlier. “How long do you plan to stay with me?” My brows crossed. Should I understand that pragmatically? Dahlia, he was pertaining about your job in his company. “As long as I can work. I need money, you know.” I was a bit ashamed to admit that. But I don't have a huge name as him. There's nothing to be ashamed of. It's the truth after all. I am fucking broke. “You salary is 50,000 each month,” he mentioned, which made a sparkle appeared on my eyes. 50,000? Fucking hell. “But I will make it 100,000,” now, my jaw dropped. 100,000. Oh, shit. “Really?” “With a deal,” he added. “What is it? I don't mind whatever deal it is,” oh, yeah. I don't care if I sounded craving too much for money. After all, you cannot live in this world without a single penny. “You can't resign,” he walked closer to me, not allowing me to escape those eyes. “You can never leave me, Dahlia.” He said firmly. That moment, I felt like I was being manipulated and hallucination was invading me by looking at him. He went closer to me as his hand stood up on my desk, leaving a small distance from our faces. I couldn't even move a little. I gulped in secrecy when I saw how his eyes went down on my lips. My heart was fucking pounding. “Deal?” He asked seductively. “Deal,” I replied. Was it the easiest deal or the hardest deal that would burn us? itsclarixassChapter 4 “100,000?” Charlotte almost threw up the ice tea that she ordered after hearing the salary that I have. She seems stunned, just like me. Until now, I can't believe that I'm gonna earn a hundred thousand each month. It seems like God just pulled me from this poverty all of a sudden. “See? This is a jackpot, Charlotte!” I even slammed the table. My eyes were probably sparkling because of that huge amount. “Of course! I should have applied there instead. If only I knew that they are offering that huge,” she said and tilted her head with regret. I glared at her. “You don't need that. My salary is just a piece of coins to you,” I shook my head. Both of our lives are totally different. She was born in a huge mansion, while I was born and got abandoned. “Who's your boss again? I'm only paying my secretary 50,000 each month,” she uttered unbelievably, still in awe. Girl, who will not be in awe? I can't even process everything in my head yet. “We had a deal though,
Chapter 5 I quickly stood away from him and pulled back my hand after I realized everything. My hands were cold and my d*mn heart was pounding. I had to hide my face for a while as I turned my back a little. “It seems like you were dreaming so I was trying to wake you up,” I gave him a glance, but I chose not to stare at him for too long this time. Why does he keep calling me Celeste? Why is he always acting like this? “I'm sorry,” he uttered. “I had a bad dream,” I heard him heave a sigh. He probably dreamed of his ex fiancé, but why would he call it a bad dream? Did he dream of how she died? Slowly, I could not help but to get curious about what really happened. “That's fine. I-I uh…” I paused and clenched my hand. I could not even construct a sentence. “I bought a sandwich and an iced coffee,” I said and showed him the food on his desk. Sean seems uneasy. The frustration and the sorrows he has from the dark past were all painted on his face right now. I have n
Chapter 6 He was waving his hand while wearing that huge smile on his lips. Right from where I am right now, I can totally see how perfect Sean Cohen is. He even removed his sunglasses, which made me see the delight from those alluring eyes. Did I mention how good his looks are? From those thick black brows and to his almond eyes that were perfectly paired with his thick eyelashes. His nose was not pointed, but it was perfectly shaped. His thick heart shaped lips were naturally red that could probably seduce every woman. He is not just handsome, he's also rich. My brows crossed for a while. Why is he not wearing a suit that he usually wears at work? Right now, he was only wearing a black denim jacket with the white shirt inside and was tucked in with his black denim pants. Damn, he looked freakin’ hot. A hot bad boy, indeed.“See? You should have told me that you hav—”“Oh, fvck.” I ran as fast as I could as soon as I finally processed that Sean Cohen is here. Why is he even here?
Chapter 7 “Wait, Sean!” I exclaimed while chasing my breath. I paused from walking and sat on the bench. We just finished riding the roller coaster and we have been riding various rides since earlier. “Are you okay?” What's the matter?” He asked worriedly. I grabbed the bottle of water that we bought and drank it immediately. “I'm tired, I can't ride another one. It would be my death,” I uttered and shut my eyes firmly. “Well, you've been screaming in every ride we rode.” He chuckled, probably teasing me. “I'm not!” I exclaimed and moved my eyes away. “I…I was just having fun but I was not scared,” I reasoned out. Honestly, I was screaming because of fear. For pete’s sake, everything that we rode almost took my soul away— it's breathtaking! “You aren't scared? Maybe that's the reason why you were clenching my hand,” he heaved a sigh and glanced at his hand with pity. Gosh, it looks like a tomato with its redness. I bit my lower lip and had nothing to say anymore.
Chapter 8 “It's brand new, I never even once used that, Sir.” I said to my new neighbor who just moved here. “I can see that,” he was looking at the microwave and oven that he bought from me. He was scanning every part of it with a glimpse of joy in his eyes. Well, he hit the jackpot and I hit it, too. “Thanks, then. I'll tell my friends about the other appliances that you're selling,” he gladly said with a huge smile as he carried the appliances inside his apartment. “I'll appreciate that. Thank you!” I watched him close the door before I drew a huge smile on my lips as I began to count the money I earned. “You look happy,” “Fvck!” My heart almost jumped out of my chest. I had to shut my eyes firmly when I saw him standing beside me. I didn't even notice him there for god's sake! It's Sean Cohen again, wearing his normal look: a black suit. If yesterday he looks like a hot bad boy, right now, Sean looks like a hot billionaire. Well, he is a hot billionaire, i
Chapter 9 Third Person's POV “I'm leaving tomorrow for London,” Sean mentioned while he was drinking with Ford in the bar. That bar is for billionaire people like them. Unlike the others, it's quite peaceful there. “So? I don't care,” Ford replied and even rolled his eyes while busy typing on his phone. But then, when Sean didn't say anything, it made him pause. His eyes slowly shifted at him, and there he was, staring at the alcohol in front of him with his head traveling somewhere else. That was when Ford got intrigued. It's been a long time since he saw Sean being like this. “What's the matter, Cohen? Let me guess, it's a woman, right?” His brows raised before a tiny smirk appeared on his lips. He was right. Sean only shut his eyes firmly and drank the alcohol in his glass. He clenched his jaw while still bothered. “Is it your new secretary?” He asked again with a sigh. “I don't want to leave her here. I asked her to come but she declined,” Dahlia is totally d
Chapter 10 Third Person's POV “It's the new secretary of Mr. Cohen,” “I heard she saved the little boy,” Ford was on his way out of the company when his eyes were captured by multiple people outside the company. There was a commotion in front of the building, which made his brows cross. “What’s going on?” He mumbled. “What's her name again? Dahlia?” Ford was about to ignore whatever was happening, until he heard Dahlia’s name was mentioned by the people who were sticking their noses. “Excuse me,” he said and had to even push the other people in order for him to see what the hell was happening. His lips quickly parted as soon as his eyes landed on the woman on the road, covered with blood in front of the car. It's Dahlia. There was a woman beside her along with the little boy, holding a yoyo while crying. His world suddenly stopped. He was just talking to her earlier, and now, this happened. For a moment, it feels like a deja vu. He was losing his right mind
Chapter 11 My heart is racing. Did the world just stopped? Because the moment he locked me in his arms, I felt like our worlds paused for a moment. The warmth of being in his arms seems to vanish the aching of my entire body. It's like a magic that heals every wound I got from the accident. “I'm so scared, Dahlia… I was so fvcking scared that it might happen again.” My brows met while I was in front of his broad chest. I was not moving. I can smell his scent, now that are bodies are glued to each other. “I thought I will lose you again,” that moment, I was able to get the message. I quickly pulled him gently and even avoided those eyes. Suddenly, I remembered what Ford kept telling me. ‘Again’. He was not pertaining to me, he was pertaining to Celeste that he once lost. I don't really get why Sean sees me as Celeste, or even all the people around us. I am so befuddled about everything. The racing of my heart was replaced with a harsh squeezed after realizing that. I force
Epilogue1 month later…“It's been a while, Sean.” I muttered as I placed the flowers on top of his tombstone. I paused when I felt how the cold breeze embraced me and I felt like it was Sean. It sounds crazy, I know. But then, for the past month that Sean is gone, I never really felt like he really left us. There are these weird moments where I feel like he was around me, responding to any of my thoughts through the wind. “Perhaps you and Celeste are really destined forever,” I added and made a chuckle before my eyes landed at Celeste's tombstone beside Sean as well. I was the one who decided to bury him beside Celeste. Well, I know that Celeste has a biggest place in his heart and this is where everything started. If it is not for Emman, I would feel like I was only an extra to their love story—perhaps, I am Sean's side story. I placed other flowers at Celeste's tombstone as well. Looking at her tombstone reminds me of the day I witnessed how miserable Sean was because of his de
Chapter 80“I'm sorry, Dahlia…” Nathan uttered to me right after I still brought Sean to the hospital. He eyed me with so much despair, mourning already while I was standing there with my tears couldn't stop from pouring out of my eyes. “I'm afraid what we fear just happened,” he added. The moment I heard that from Nathan, I fell on the ground, losing all my strength. I wanted to scream but I felt like I lost my voice. I wanted to cry aloud but I felt like I had no strength to. My world shattered into a million pieces again and it felt like everything just stopped. “I'm sorry,” Nathan's voice cracked. He tried to hug me, but I moved away and quickly stood up to see Sean once again. “Sean,” I called, feeling so weak. I wanted to hear his voice and see his smile that I used to admire, but then, I knew that it is not possible anymore, which breaks me even more. My hands were shivering but I managed to grasp his now cold hands. He died while he was with me to the place where he first
Chapter 79“They want to see you, Sean.” I uttered. Emman was still with us, sitting on the other side of the bed. He looked away, and I knew that he didn't want to see them or should I say, he didn't want them to see him looking feeble like this. I heaved a light sigh while still holding his hand. “Don't you want to see them? They have been worried about you, especially Ford.” I mentioned trying to convince him. He shut his eyes firmly before he finally made a nod at me. “Really?” I asked delightedly. “Yeah,” he replied. I smiled from ear to ear after hearing that.“Hold on, I'll call them.” I quickly said before I ran out of the room to call the three of them waiting downstairs. “Can you calm down? You'll see him,” I heard Charlotte say to Ford who was walking endlessly in front of them. “He wants to see you,” I said, loud enough for them to hear me. All their eyes shifted at me from upstairs while I was wearing a soft smile, feeling a glimpse of hope. After a few weeks of no
Chapter 78I was staring at the coffee in front of me, watching it become cold. I am at home now. Later, I will go back to Sean's house to look after him again. I feel tired, but I know that it is not because of taking care of Sean; I'm tired of seeing him struggling and hearing his screams each day. I feel like it traumatized me. His screams stay in my head and I still hear it wherever I am. “You okay?” Knox asked and sat beside me. I had to pull myself back together as I don't want to worry him. “Yeah, I think so.” I replied as I forced myself to draw a tiny smile. “Are you sure? I know you, Dahlia. You can't hide things from me,” he added and I felt his hand invade my hand on the table. That was the moment I glanced at him—and in one snap, I felt my eyes watered immediately. I look like a kid who cries automatically after seeing her father. “Perhaps, not.” I replied. Knox did what he always does. He pulled me closer to him and hid my face on his broad chest. I began to sob and
Chapter 77“AHHHHHHH!” “Sean, please! Let's bring you to the hospital!” I exclaimed for the third time while everything was a mess inside his room. I couldn't do anything while he was shouting in pain and crumpling on his bed. He looks so pale and weak and yet I couldn't do anything to help him out. He was panting, chasing his breath before he just grabbed the bread knife from the side table of his bed and now glanced at me, pointing me out with that damn knife. “Kill me, Dahlia! Just fucking kill me, please!” At that moment that he was almost begging me to just kill him, I felt how many daggers pierced my chest that I knew it was bleeding so much. My tears began to betray me again while staring at Sean. His eyes were glazing over while he was holding the bread knife so tight. “What are you waiting for? K-Kill me! AHHHHHH!” The knife fell from his grasp as he screamed again and started to crumple in so much pain on his bed. “Sean,” my voice broke as I went beside him and held hi
Chapter 761 month later…Some people hate to stare right through the sky when it is too bright. They get blind from it and the sky's brightness is hurting their eyes. But then, I am different. Watching how each cloud moved slowly in front of me felt like it was dragging me along with it as well. Seeing the beautiful color of the sky along with the sunshine shining upon us captivates me entirely. I heaved a heavy sigh as I closed my eyes calmly, feeling the heat of the sun shining upon my skin. I just offered myself there, laying down on the sand and enjoying the peace. I could hear the noises of the people around me who were having their own worlds but nothing can beat the deafening but mesmerizing sound of the ocean’s waves. I could hear every move of it, back and forth. The sand on my skin was so gentle that I felt even more comfortable with it. “Wake up, woman.” My eyes remained closed even after hearing that voice. I don't need a minute to identify whose voice is that. I heard
Chapter 75 “Have you asked him?” Nathan asked. He came here this morning and I guess he only stopped by to ask about that. I placed the coffee on the small table in our living area before I glanced at him and sat beside him. “I did,” I replied. “He already knows that truth as well about Emman,” I added and wore that tiny smile. “How sure are you that Sean will live if he takes the treatment?” I asked again, even though Sean already refused to take it no matter how I persuaded him.Nathan paused and looked away for a moment before he blew out a little sigh.“As I said it's a risk, Dahlia. Who knows? He might still live if he decides to take the trea—”“And if he doesn't?” It shut him up. I witnessed how he was lost for words the moment I brought up the other side of Sean's situation. No matter how we avoid thinking about that negative side, we cannot run away from it; we cannot deny that death is indeed chasing him, trying to collect his life. “Dahlia, you know that I'm just doing
Chapter 74 “Do you think he won't hate me for being absent all those years?” Sean asked while he was driving. We are already near our house. After I revealed the truth to him and right after we fought, we reconciled for the sake of Emman. I still feel bad everytime he mentions his absence, which was not just his fault, but mine. I do not blame myself as I know that I had a deep reason to leave and hide my pregnancy from him, however, I couldn't help but wonder what change could it make if I came back and just told him that I was conceiving our child. “Emman thinks like an adult,” I uttered as the side of my lips rose. That is one of the things that makes me proud as his mother. “Like Claire before?” He asked and chuckled. “Yeah,” I paused for a moment. “Raising him alone wasn't hard. Not because Knox was there, but because Emman stood up with me like a real man beyond his age. He did everything to avoid worrying me and making me feel a headache. He's matured at his young age,” I
Chapter 73“Emman is your son, Sean…he's our son,” I bursted into tears as soon as I said that. After carrying it for 6 years, I finally spilled the truth to Sean. His lips parted but he remained stunned. He didn't move as if he became a statue who was still absorbing it in his head. Instead, a single tear just fell from his left eyes while his eyes were firm and surprised, glued at me. “I-I’m so sorry, Sean.” He dodged my touch before I could even reach his arm. He stood up and turned his back at me, facing his desk. He didn't say a word, but I could see right through his face that he was upset because of what I had done. “You were pregnant?” He uttered as he faced me again. I nodded slowly in tears. What I just told him weakened him. I can see that from his eyes right now. I was only trembling while looking at him. My chest was aching every pound of it. “And you didn't tell me?” He asked unbelievably with unfairness invading his eyes. “I'm sorry, Sean. I'm so so—”“Bullshit, D