Chapter 1
“Can you stop that?” The woman beside me captured my attention when she suddenly said that. Annoyance was painted all over her face. I did not answer anymore and stopped tapping the floor with my foot. I often do this whenever I am nervous. It's already a mannerism of mine ever since. Instead, I heaved a light breath to calm myself. There are many of us lined up outside the office of the company's CEO. I swear, I am not confident that I will be hired with my small credentials. “I graduated as a Magna Cum Laude,” I heard the others say. They were all bragging since I arrived here; it intimidates me even more. I have nothing compared to them. I did not graduate college as I am just an undergrad. I did not even become a Dean's Lister during college—I was just the average type of a student. While them, their credentials are gold and piling up. Really? Why are you here, Dahlia? I shut my eyes firmly. “What's taking so long? No one is being called yet.” One of the applicants said. “Excuse me, are you all the applicants for the secretary position?” A woman arrived, asked. Judging by her looks, I can say that she's an employee here. “Yes, we are.” I replied. She sighed with disappointment and bit her lips. I can predict that there is bad news for all of us. “I am the current secretary and I will be leaving after one of you is hired. However, this day is not really a good day for Mr. Cohen—I swear. I don't know if he will come here today. I'm sorry, I guess no one informed all of you.” “What?” “We waited here for so long,” “We waited for nothing,” I heaved a heavy sigh after hearing that while all of them were complaining. “I'm really sorry for th—Mr. Cohen!” They all turned silent after a man just arrived in a black suit. It was just a few seconds but I was able to see his face. He was indeed handsome, but he looked cold and tough, which scares me a little. He walked towards his office without even giving any of us an eye. “The interview will start,” the secretary delightedly announced, which relieved all of us. So, I waited for an hour with my entire body feeling cold. I don't even know if I can pass the interview. At least, I'm trying, right? “I heard, today is the death anniversary of Mr. Cohen's dead fiancé.” My eyes simply shifted to the women beside me, gossiping. He had a fiancé who's now dead? I tilted my head. I cannot imagine how much pain he carries. “Yeah, the designer, Celeste Veran.” I raised my brows. I have no idea about who she is. “Maybe that was the reason why the secretary told us earlier that he might not come.” “Definitely. It is a surprise that he still went to work beyond this day.” “Have you seen his ex fiancé?” “No. Actually, many are not familiar with her face.” I shook my head. I guess they do love gossip. “Everyone, it's already lunch break. For those who are not yet interviewed, you have to go back here after lunch, around 1 pm.” I heard how many of us sighed after hearing that. I lazily grabbed my bag along with my white folder where my résumé is inside before I headed out to eat lunch. In the elevator, I checked my money inside my wallet. All I could do was to sigh. If I don't get a job sooner, I'll be found on the side of the road, becoming a beggar. The landlady of my place will probably kick me out at this point. “I guess I'll have just rice,” I mumbled as soon as I came out of the elevator. My phone rang and I saw Charlotte calling. “Hey,” “What's with the low tone? Aren't you hired?” She asked. Charlotte Salvador, my rich best friend. She owns a company after her father passed down the throne. “Not really, but I guess I'm expecting that to happen.” “You're being negative. What if you get hired, right? We never know, Dahlia.” I smirked and just sighed. “I hope so,” “Anyway, where are you? I'm actually here in the company’s cafeteria. Have you eaten your lunch?” My eyes widened and shone immediately after hearing that. It's because I know that Charlotte will treat me again and I can save up until I get a proper job. “I'm on my way!” She just filled up my energy again. “Dahlia!” Charlotte exclaimed from a far and waved her hand. I saw multiple foods already served on the table. “It’s a good thing that you came. I'm running out of money,” I uttered and sighed heavily. “You know that I got you,” she simply winked at me. “Anyway, I'll be back there. I haven't been interviewed yet,” I mentioned. “Then, dig in now.” She said and started to eat. Right after lunch, I went back upstairs while Charlotte left immediately for a meeting. “Number 38?” The secretary called aloud. “It's me!” I stood up immediately. Finally. “You can now go inside,” she didn't even glance at me anymore because of busyness. I guess if I get hired here, I'll be as busy as her. I heaved a sigh before I opened the door and invaded the room. I can smell a man’s perfume, which is probably my boss’. “G-Good afternoon, Mr. Cohen.” I greeted nervously. My d*mn hands are shaking for god’s sake. He was busy reading out a lot of papers on the desk while he was not yet giving me an eye. I was only standing in front of him, and couldn't even move a bit. I just want to finish this whatever the result would be. My brows crossed when he extended his hand as if he's asking me to give him something. It took a second before I realized that he was pertaining to my résumé. “Here,” I said and handed it to him. When he opened the folder, my heart almost left my chest. I almost trembled when he suddenly glanced at me with those surprised eyes of his. His lips parted as he looked at me, as if I was a ghost that he suddenly saw. Confusion was definitely all over my face right now. “I-Is there something wrong?” I couldn't help but ask. I kept my feet glued on the ground when he began to walk towards me, wearing that shocked face. As I stared at him, I saw how those brown eyes were about to throw water. Slowly, the upheaval of torturous was painted all over him. “Mr. Cohen, is everything fi—” I wasn't able to finish my words when he suddenly embraced me, saying no words. He just hugged me so tight that I could not breathe properly—as if he didn't want to lose me. I even felt his hand, brushing the back of my hair and all I could do was to widen my eyes. What the hell is going on? “Celeste,” I heard him mumble. itsclarixassEpilogue1 month later…“It's been a while, Sean.” I muttered as I placed the flowers on top of his tombstone. I paused when I felt how the cold breeze embraced me and I felt like it was Sean. It sounds crazy, I know. But then, for the past month that Sean is gone, I never really felt like he really left us. There are these weird moments where I feel like he was around me, responding to any of my thoughts through the wind. “Perhaps you and Celeste are really destined forever,” I added and made a chuckle before my eyes landed at Celeste's tombstone beside Sean as well. I was the one who decided to bury him beside Celeste. Well, I know that Celeste has a biggest place in his heart and this is where everything started. If it is not for Emman, I would feel like I was only an extra to their love story—perhaps, I am Sean's side story. I placed other flowers at Celeste's tombstone as well. Looking at her tombstone reminds me of the day I witnessed how miserable Sean was because of his de
Chapter 80“I'm sorry, Dahlia…” Nathan uttered to me right after I still brought Sean to the hospital. He eyed me with so much despair, mourning already while I was standing there with my tears couldn't stop from pouring out of my eyes. “I'm afraid what we fear just happened,” he added. The moment I heard that from Nathan, I fell on the ground, losing all my strength. I wanted to scream but I felt like I lost my voice. I wanted to cry aloud but I felt like I had no strength to. My world shattered into a million pieces again and it felt like everything just stopped. “I'm sorry,” Nathan's voice cracked. He tried to hug me, but I moved away and quickly stood up to see Sean once again. “Sean,” I called, feeling so weak. I wanted to hear his voice and see his smile that I used to admire, but then, I knew that it is not possible anymore, which breaks me even more. My hands were shivering but I managed to grasp his now cold hands. He died while he was with me to the place where he first
Chapter 79“They want to see you, Sean.” I uttered. Emman was still with us, sitting on the other side of the bed. He looked away, and I knew that he didn't want to see them or should I say, he didn't want them to see him looking feeble like this. I heaved a light sigh while still holding his hand. “Don't you want to see them? They have been worried about you, especially Ford.” I mentioned trying to convince him. He shut his eyes firmly before he finally made a nod at me. “Really?” I asked delightedly. “Yeah,” he replied. I smiled from ear to ear after hearing that.“Hold on, I'll call them.” I quickly said before I ran out of the room to call the three of them waiting downstairs. “Can you calm down? You'll see him,” I heard Charlotte say to Ford who was walking endlessly in front of them. “He wants to see you,” I said, loud enough for them to hear me. All their eyes shifted at me from upstairs while I was wearing a soft smile, feeling a glimpse of hope. After a few weeks of no
Chapter 78I was staring at the coffee in front of me, watching it become cold. I am at home now. Later, I will go back to Sean's house to look after him again. I feel tired, but I know that it is not because of taking care of Sean; I'm tired of seeing him struggling and hearing his screams each day. I feel like it traumatized me. His screams stay in my head and I still hear it wherever I am. “You okay?” Knox asked and sat beside me. I had to pull myself back together as I don't want to worry him. “Yeah, I think so.” I replied as I forced myself to draw a tiny smile. “Are you sure? I know you, Dahlia. You can't hide things from me,” he added and I felt his hand invade my hand on the table. That was the moment I glanced at him—and in one snap, I felt my eyes watered immediately. I look like a kid who cries automatically after seeing her father. “Perhaps, not.” I replied. Knox did what he always does. He pulled me closer to him and hid my face on his broad chest. I began to sob and
Chapter 77“AHHHHHHH!” “Sean, please! Let's bring you to the hospital!” I exclaimed for the third time while everything was a mess inside his room. I couldn't do anything while he was shouting in pain and crumpling on his bed. He looks so pale and weak and yet I couldn't do anything to help him out. He was panting, chasing his breath before he just grabbed the bread knife from the side table of his bed and now glanced at me, pointing me out with that damn knife. “Kill me, Dahlia! Just fucking kill me, please!” At that moment that he was almost begging me to just kill him, I felt how many daggers pierced my chest that I knew it was bleeding so much. My tears began to betray me again while staring at Sean. His eyes were glazing over while he was holding the bread knife so tight. “What are you waiting for? K-Kill me! AHHHHHH!” The knife fell from his grasp as he screamed again and started to crumple in so much pain on his bed. “Sean,” my voice broke as I went beside him and held hi
Chapter 761 month later…Some people hate to stare right through the sky when it is too bright. They get blind from it and the sky's brightness is hurting their eyes. But then, I am different. Watching how each cloud moved slowly in front of me felt like it was dragging me along with it as well. Seeing the beautiful color of the sky along with the sunshine shining upon us captivates me entirely. I heaved a heavy sigh as I closed my eyes calmly, feeling the heat of the sun shining upon my skin. I just offered myself there, laying down on the sand and enjoying the peace. I could hear the noises of the people around me who were having their own worlds but nothing can beat the deafening but mesmerizing sound of the ocean’s waves. I could hear every move of it, back and forth. The sand on my skin was so gentle that I felt even more comfortable with it. “Wake up, woman.” My eyes remained closed even after hearing that voice. I don't need a minute to identify whose voice is that. I heard