When I woke up I didn't understand what was going on.
The only thing I remember was that I was ready to turn eighteen. Those chitter moments where I couldn't wait to be eighteen.
In fact, my body is all sore and my head aches a little. I watch as my mate stagger back to his feet once the doctor told him something which I couldn't understand as well since they were mind linking.
His reaction and the way he keeps muttering can't be made me know that they were talking through the links.
My father who was still beside me looks at my mate with hatred burning in his eyes.
It was so hard to know why they would react in such way.
My mate's attitude and reaction was confusing me as hell but I couldn't recall what really happened and why I was here in the hospital.
My wolf Alera seems not to be present at all. It was rare for her not to link me or even explain to me what was happening.
I sat there as the doctor and my dad lead m
It is good to be back home instead of staying in the hospital.I have been discharged two weeks ago and I'm trying to catch up with life itself.I just can't believe I lost memories of my four years.Sometimes I kept on wondering what it was like when I was eighteen or even my 21st birthday. Whether I was being kissed before or not within those past years.According to my available memories I have never been in any relationship.So I must have met Matteo or any other guy within those years. There was no sign to show anything of my past or a dream to hint on my past like I've read in some books.It was completely nothing, like I haven't even lived on this world for 4 years. Like I was someone with no trace. My young memories are there but not my adulthood self.A baby's wailing pulls me out of my thoughts. I look across the room and find my brother waking up in his crib.He and my dad are all I have now and the absence of my mot
"Ahemm" He coughs and I pretend not to know, turning towards the door and finds him with his hand in his jean pocket. He walks toward me and Alera suddenly growl a little at his presence. The more he came closer the more Alera hiss through our link at him, not until our hands brush together and he caress my brother's cheek with admiration. Alera relax a little bit due to the contact we had and I was lost at how she's acting like this to him. It got me wondering again if anything bad had happened between my mate and I before losing my memory. "Why are you here?" I ask him. "Your dad sends me over to see if you guys have eaten" I look at him dumbfounded "What?" "Are you sure you're the Alpha and not my dad's errands boy?" "Ouch" he fake hurt. I laugh a little "seriously, it sounded like that way to me" he let out his arms. "Come on, he's my father in law” I giggle in hearing that. “D
It is finally the D-day. My mom's funeral and for the first time since I got out of the hospital I woke up before breaking dawn.I find my brother not sleeping beside me. Taking in the scent in my room I knew my dad must have taken him to his room.My speculations were confirmed when I find him sleeping peacefully in my dad's arms.My lips stretch out into a smile seeing my dad finally at home."Adassah" my heart panic when I hear a voice similar to my mom's voice.No, it sounded like her. It must be her because there can't be two her in this world."Oh my gosh! Is she alive?" I swirl around wishing and hoping it's true unfortunately it wasn't."Grandma" I run into her arms hugging her tightly.It's been so long since I haven't seen her. "Oh my poor child" she kisses me on the forehead."When did you arrive?" I ask while she still hugs me to her side as we walk downstairs.We settled on a couch and I snuggle close
I woke up on the next day with Matteo besides me on my bed and his arms draping over my waist.I gently remove it and slowly I sat up straight hugging my legs to my chest."How can the moon goddess be so cruel to me? I read and heard stories that she gifted people with white wolf, healing powers and much more but she never it did with me.No matter how much I cried and scream for my mom to come back the moon goddess never brought her back from out of the casket she was lying in.Maybe this is the reality of those legends and fantasy that people wrote in their books.I rock myself back and forth until my attention went back to the sleeping Matteo.When I collapse at the cemetery yesterday Matteo brought me back home. Yet, right when he was to leave after my grandma changed my wet clothes. I held onto his hand and beg him to stay.His warm touch really did comfort me and him being there with me did help."Don't try anything funny
To me what he says wasn't a question. It was more like an order.He didn't even ask politely or talk it out with us before dropping it in like that.He doesn't know that moving away is damn hard for us. It's like we're leaving every beautiful moment I have with my family here not forgetting my mom.She just passed away and this house is our home with her. She was the one who chose it."Adassah pack your stuff we're moving to the pack house now" he repeated himself and I felt myself in rage."You know I don't like being told by someone else" I hiss at him and put Wesley in my grandma's arms ready to have a fight with him.My dad was just lying there with his patch up wounds looking between the two of us. I know he is shock to see this side of me.I stood right in front of him with both my hands on my hips. "You can't just barge into our home and make me feel useless thenjust order us to go live in your pack house""T
Matteo's PovI woke up with a smile on my face, knowing that I'll have her near me.Last night Adassah has finally agreed to move in and when I held her in my arms everything felt so right.Exactly the moment that I have always wish and long for even though my guilt is eating me up from inside.Lying to her is getting harder and harder each day but it doesn't stop me from loving her.I wanted to tell her but I know better than to open my mouth. It's not a time for me to be selfish as she also has been through a lot.Adassah still needs a break from everything and a time to heal completely.Putting a space between us is not going to work either. It's only going to confuse her even more and make her feel rejected again.I will tell her the truth once everything is settled then she can make her own choices.I won't even force her to stay with me. I'll be a man and live up to the consequences of my
We are finally moved into the pack house, my dad, Wesley and I.My grandma has gone back to her Pack as she has some duties as one of the elders that she needs to attend to.So I'm the only one here as dad's taking Wesley with him to drop off grandma.I stood there nervously watching the house. My eyes scan through the whole house and it's quite overwhelming that we are not the only ones living here in the house.Matteo told me since Luna Shina and his siblings have move to his cousins Pack. Some of his members has moved back in the house.I saw some people peeking through the window then some guy who was passing through outside stares at me while walking.It didn't go well for him as he hit the cement wall so hard that he fell on his butt. He stood up hurriedly and dusts his short before running away without looking back."Hey" I felt arms going around my waist "you're here," he whispers."I'm nervous" I could feel a lot of ey
Overwhelmed is one word to describe my feelings tonight.I didn't know my first dinner with the pack would turn out to be like this.It was peaceful and welcoming but I would be lying if I say there weren't people who seem to dislike my presence. Actually there were others who gave me the 'who the hell she thinks she is' look.Barbie Bitch was one of them. Her eyes were on me but her fork was slightly stabbing her food then she eats it with so much hatred throughout the dinner.It feels like that it was my head she imagined that was on her plate. Yet I try to be a non-passive she-wolf for this night only.After dinner I had a good chat with other women in the Pack. They were all seems to concern about me especially the ones who is same age as my dad.I wonder if it's sincere or they just trying to be nice for my dad. Ugggh, like seriously some of them were shamelessly gawking at him all night.They even went over to him and w