When I woke up I didn't understand what was going on.
The only thing I remember was that I was ready to turn eighteen. Those chitter moments where I couldn't wait to be eighteen.
In fact, my body is all sore and my head aches a little. I watch as my mate stagger back to his feet once the doctor told him something which I couldn't understand as well since they were mind linking.
His reaction and the way he keeps muttering can't be made me know that they were talking through the links.
My father who was still beside me looks at my mate with hatred burning in his eyes.
It was so hard to know why they would react in such way.
My mate's attitude and reaction was confusing me as hell but I couldn't recall what really happened and why I was here in the hospital.
My wolf Alera seems not to be present at all. It was rare for her not to link me or even explain to me what was happening.
I sat there as the doctor and my dad lead m
It is good to be back home instead of staying in the hospital.I have been discharged two weeks ago and I'm trying to catch up with life itself.I just can't believe I lost memories of my four years.Sometimes I kept on wondering what it was like when I was eighteen or even my 21st birthday. Whether I was being kissed before or not within those past years.According to my available memories I have never been in any relationship.So I must have met Matteo or any other guy within those years. There was no sign to show anything of my past or a dream to hint on my past like I've read in some books.It was completely nothing, like I haven't even lived on this world for 4 years. Like I was someone with no trace. My young memories are there but not my adulthood self.A baby's wailing pulls me out of my thoughts. I look across the room and find my brother waking up in his crib.He and my dad are all I have now and the absence of my mot
"Ahemm" He coughs and I pretend not to know, turning towards the door and finds him with his hand in his jean pocket. He walks toward me and Alera suddenly growl a little at his presence. The more he came closer the more Alera hiss through our link at him, not until our hands brush together and he caress my brother's cheek with admiration. Alera relax a little bit due to the contact we had and I was lost at how she's acting like this to him. It got me wondering again if anything bad had happened between my mate and I before losing my memory. "Why are you here?" I ask him. "Your dad sends me over to see if you guys have eaten" I look at him dumbfounded "What?" "Are you sure you're the Alpha and not my dad's errands boy?" "Ouch" he fake hurt. I laugh a little "seriously, it sounded like that way to me" he let out his arms. "Come on, he's my father in law” I giggle in hearing that. “D
It is finally the D-day. My mom's funeral and for the first time since I got out of the hospital I woke up before breaking dawn.I find my brother not sleeping beside me. Taking in the scent in my room I knew my dad must have taken him to his room.My speculations were confirmed when I find him sleeping peacefully in my dad's arms.My lips stretch out into a smile seeing my dad finally at home."Adassah" my heart panic when I hear a voice similar to my mom's voice.No, it sounded like her. It must be her because there can't be two her in this world."Oh my gosh! Is she alive?" I swirl around wishing and hoping it's true unfortunately it wasn't."Grandma" I run into her arms hugging her tightly.It's been so long since I haven't seen her. "Oh my poor child" she kisses me on the forehead."When did you arrive?" I ask while she still hugs me to her side as we walk downstairs.We settled on a couch and I snuggle close
I woke up on the next day with Matteo besides me on my bed and his arms draping over my waist.I gently remove it and slowly I sat up straight hugging my legs to my chest."How can the moon goddess be so cruel to me? I read and heard stories that she gifted people with white wolf, healing powers and much more but she never it did with me.No matter how much I cried and scream for my mom to come back the moon goddess never brought her back from out of the casket she was lying in.Maybe this is the reality of those legends and fantasy that people wrote in their books.I rock myself back and forth until my attention went back to the sleeping Matteo.When I collapse at the cemetery yesterday Matteo brought me back home. Yet, right when he was to leave after my grandma changed my wet clothes. I held onto his hand and beg him to stay.His warm touch really did comfort me and him being there with me did help."Don't try anything funny
To me what he says wasn't a question. It was more like an order.He didn't even ask politely or talk it out with us before dropping it in like that.He doesn't know that moving away is damn hard for us. It's like we're leaving every beautiful moment I have with my family here not forgetting my mom.She just passed away and this house is our home with her. She was the one who chose it."Adassah pack your stuff we're moving to the pack house now" he repeated himself and I felt myself in rage."You know I don't like being told by someone else" I hiss at him and put Wesley in my grandma's arms ready to have a fight with him.My dad was just lying there with his patch up wounds looking between the two of us. I know he is shock to see this side of me.I stood right in front of him with both my hands on my hips. "You can't just barge into our home and make me feel useless thenjust order us to go live in your pack house""T
Matteo's PovI woke up with a smile on my face, knowing that I'll have her near me.Last night Adassah has finally agreed to move in and when I held her in my arms everything felt so right.Exactly the moment that I have always wish and long for even though my guilt is eating me up from inside.Lying to her is getting harder and harder each day but it doesn't stop me from loving her.I wanted to tell her but I know better than to open my mouth. It's not a time for me to be selfish as she also has been through a lot.Adassah still needs a break from everything and a time to heal completely.Putting a space between us is not going to work either. It's only going to confuse her even more and make her feel rejected again.I will tell her the truth once everything is settled then she can make her own choices.I won't even force her to stay with me. I'll be a man and live up to the consequences of my
We are finally moved into the pack house, my dad, Wesley and I.My grandma has gone back to her Pack as she has some duties as one of the elders that she needs to attend to.So I'm the only one here as dad's taking Wesley with him to drop off grandma.I stood there nervously watching the house. My eyes scan through the whole house and it's quite overwhelming that we are not the only ones living here in the house.Matteo told me since Luna Shina and his siblings have move to his cousins Pack. Some of his members has moved back in the house.I saw some people peeking through the window then some guy who was passing through outside stares at me while walking.It didn't go well for him as he hit the cement wall so hard that he fell on his butt. He stood up hurriedly and dusts his short before running away without looking back."Hey" I felt arms going around my waist "you're here," he whispers."I'm nervous" I could feel a lot of ey
Overwhelmed is one word to describe my feelings tonight.I didn't know my first dinner with the pack would turn out to be like this.It was peaceful and welcoming but I would be lying if I say there weren't people who seem to dislike my presence. Actually there were others who gave me the 'who the hell she thinks she is' look.Barbie Bitch was one of them. Her eyes were on me but her fork was slightly stabbing her food then she eats it with so much hatred throughout the dinner.It feels like that it was my head she imagined that was on her plate. Yet I try to be a non-passive she-wolf for this night only.After dinner I had a good chat with other women in the Pack. They were all seems to concern about me especially the ones who is same age as my dad.I wonder if it's sincere or they just trying to be nice for my dad. Ugggh, like seriously some of them were shamelessly gawking at him all night.They even went over to him and w
Adassah's Pov I sit down on my chair the next day in class with my chin resting on both of my hands on the desk and a tight lip smile on my face. It is the last class of the day but the smile never left my face. I have been roaming around the school in a good mood. The students were surprised that I didn't lash out at them when they did something wrong. Gia on the other hand was trying to read my sudden change of mood during recess but she couldn't decipher and ended up giving up. She jokingly calls me crazy and weird, which is true in some way. I was pretty crazy with the grin on my face. If only everyone knew this girl was head over heels for her mate. I was filled with happiness remembering our confessions to each other yesterday at Crescent Park. "Matteo" I keep on mumbling his name in my head repeatedly with my hands pinching my cheeks. I try to shake off our memories from yesterday but it was to
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Adassah's POV I gather the bed sheets cover into my hands, fisting it tightly with my back arching up while I'm about to reach my ecstasy. The door flung open and I sat up straight with my legs parting. Luckily the duvet is covering my naked body and the bed surface. "Mommy, where is daddy?" Mathew and Mason both stood by our bedroom door catching their breath. "Honey, daddy is going for a run," I told them 'Yeah kids he's running between your mommy's legs,' Alera jokes through our link and I shut her off immediately as now I felt hands gliding over my thighs. His breath vibrates in me, sending a shiver to my whole body before shuddering me into pieces. "Baby, would you go wait for mommy downstairs. Let me change first and then we go look for daddy" I bit my lips in the end as the pressure is getting intense again. "Okay mommy" they both agree "Lock the door" I call after them which they did. And right when it's closed and locked. "Ahhhhhh, yes Matttt" I let out a shuddering
When it's time to leave, the kids gave him a kiss on the cheek before running towards the car.They didn't want to go but Matteo has to persuade them that he's coming over to pick them up after. I turn to walk away when his voice stops me in mid-way."Why can't we start over?" he said but I was just standing there not replying or turn back to him."Can we start over please?" he repeated himself and I was just too dumb to move my legs."Why can’t we do that Adassah?" I felt him behind me with his breath warming my neck then his hands snaking around my waist.He took a deep breath as if he is sniffling my scent. It has been so long since I could feel his warmth and comforting hands on my skin.This is something I knew I miss throughout the years, the feeling of him near me.I might be so happy right now but I have to admit that my heart is not fully free from him.Our nights and beautiful moments together are memories that
Seeing him after five years, I smile with sincerity as there was no pain or hurt anymore between us.I don't loathe or regret him. The only thing I'm feeling right now is pure happiness.I didn't expect him to be here in this meeting today as usually Jay and his son Jona attends. If I knew he would be here I wouldn't have brought over the twins today.Yes, there wasn't anyone who could handle them back at home. I swear I called Tricia who came over and take them outside as they were whinny and wanted to stay here with me but I just couldn't do that.This meeting is important to me, as I will announce my resignation as a substitute luna to the Owslebury Pack.Yet seeing him today changes my mind and maybe I'll do that when I get back home.A lot of things happened to me when I left him that night. I was able to go back to my grandma and took Wesley with me, and then we move to Owslebury Pack.It was a new Pack at the time and bas
Matteo's Pov5 years laterA lot of things have happened throughout these past five years after she left me.Lorentz left Quinn too on the same night. He moves to the humans’ side and start his own life there without looking back.Both people we love left us, all because of our selfish act and unforgiveable mistakes we did in the past.Today is the first time I attend to a meeting. Usually Jay and Jona does on my behalf but an accident happens a year ago which left Quinn crippled and Jona died.It was indeed my punishment from the moon goddess. I guess karma will always follow our way and it’s how I almost have nothing now.It’s true that I almost lost everything except for my own pack. They came to understand me and try to support me by standing by my side without questioning my choices and the absence of a luna.That is right I never had another luna
I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.Every steps I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to not even my grandma.No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo emerging from the other side of the woods. I shut my eyes immediately refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me."Adassah" I close my ears with my hands refusing to listen to his voice.Shaking
Matt has gather everyone today, including Gia, who came back a day after I discover the truth.Quinn, Lorentz and Jay are also here.He said a day ago he has something to tell me today. So here I am watching the people whom I thought were my rock and sanity making jokes around me.I look at Matt who seems to be nervous of something but I just ignore it and whispered in a low voice asking them if it was fun seeing me like this.None of them answers my question. It was all been ignore and they keep on smiling to one another.My eyes now burn with tears as deep down inside of me I'm breaking limp by limp.No one has ever told me the truth and I know it's been three days after but still I couldn't handle the hurt and pain I'm living through.It was so stupid of me to think that after that night I could walk away but I couldn't so I stay and waited for anyone to tell me especially Matteo.I have been giving him hint question yet he
I smile through our training and I'm happy that we're back to okay. Him taking me in his office was hot.Afterwards, I was to head up to our room when I felt something missing. Yes, I might have drop my bracelet. So I went into his office to look for it.I look everywhere on the couch then remembering that we did the deeds on his desk before we move to couch I went and look under the files.I couldn't find it and I was to walk when I saw a letter on the floor. I pick it up to put on his desk.In fact, I stopped when it accidentally open and I saw my dad's signature.I was to put it there but I was too curious to know what my dad wrote in this letter.So I took it out again and stood by the side of his chair to read it.I stagger back after reading the letter "this can't be it," I mutter to myself and then I turn it over and read it once more."This couldn't be it, why did my father have to do that?" my tears escape my eyes and