Matteo's Pov
I woke up with a smile on my face, knowing that I'll have her near me.
Last night Adassah has finally agreed to move in and when I held her in my arms everything felt so right.
Exactly the moment that I have always wish and long for even though my guilt is eating me up from inside.
Lying to her is getting harder and harder each day but it doesn't stop me from loving her.
I wanted to tell her but I know better than to open my mouth. It's not a time for me to be selfish as she also has been through a lot.
Adassah still needs a break from everything and a time to heal completely.
Putting a space between us is not going to work either. It's only going to confuse her even more and make her feel rejected again.
I will tell her the truth once everything is settled then she can make her own choices.
I won't even force her to stay with me. I'll be a man and live up to the consequences of my
We are finally moved into the pack house, my dad, Wesley and I.My grandma has gone back to her Pack as she has some duties as one of the elders that she needs to attend to.So I'm the only one here as dad's taking Wesley with him to drop off grandma.I stood there nervously watching the house. My eyes scan through the whole house and it's quite overwhelming that we are not the only ones living here in the house.Matteo told me since Luna Shina and his siblings have move to his cousins Pack. Some of his members has moved back in the house.I saw some people peeking through the window then some guy who was passing through outside stares at me while walking.It didn't go well for him as he hit the cement wall so hard that he fell on his butt. He stood up hurriedly and dusts his short before running away without looking back."Hey" I felt arms going around my waist "you're here," he whispers."I'm nervous" I could feel a lot of ey
Overwhelmed is one word to describe my feelings tonight.I didn't know my first dinner with the pack would turn out to be like this.It was peaceful and welcoming but I would be lying if I say there weren't people who seem to dislike my presence. Actually there were others who gave me the 'who the hell she thinks she is' look.Barbie Bitch was one of them. Her eyes were on me but her fork was slightly stabbing her food then she eats it with so much hatred throughout the dinner.It feels like that it was my head she imagined that was on her plate. Yet I try to be a non-passive she-wolf for this night only.After dinner I had a good chat with other women in the Pack. They were all seems to concern about me especially the ones who is same age as my dad.I wonder if it's sincere or they just trying to be nice for my dad. Ugggh, like seriously some of them were shamelessly gawking at him all night.They even went over to him and w
Matteo's PovI took a sip of my alcohol in my office and when I couldn't get enough of it. I threw it against the wall before breaking down to myself.I hate it when I am lying to her.Everything is a lie and I can't pretend that everything was fine in the beginning between the two of us.This lie I'm living with her is fucking me up, especially when I am expecting a pup from someone else soon.How am I going to explain everything to her that I truly love her but circumstances just change the cause of everything?I took a sip again from another bottle of pure vodka on my desk and thought of our moments back in her room.The way she looks at me tonight was so innocent and so pure that I am in doubt of myself for doing this to her.Maybe I should just tell her the truth yet the events of that night and the consequences of it all are restraining me from telling it to her.The door opens to my offic
Matteo'sPovWe rushed her to the Pack hospital after I mind link Dr. Omalley that Quinn is going into labor and we are on our way to the hospital."Damn does this night get any better" I mumble to myself, "why am I always finding myself in situations like this?" I complain to no one but to myself.We made it there on time and I rush out to carry her inside the private elevator.Quinn was screaming in my arms almost blowing me off but I held my patience.We made it there on the top floor of the hospital which is private if anyone doesn’t wish to go down to the main.A nurse pointed us to the left room down the hallway. We rush toward it and saw Doctor Omalley and his assistant were already in the room waiting for our arrival.Jay helps me by putting her on the bed and arranging the pillow beneath her head.Omalley shook his head like we have done something wrong. Not knowing what wrong we did Omalley
After that night Matteo never shows up in front of me again.Whenever I try to seek an attention from him. Matteo is always busy. He was either on pack duty, training the pack special warriors or away to another Pack.He wasn't the same person who was there for me when my mother was gone.It's like the Matteo I was with during the past four weeks has ‘Gone with the Wind.’Indeed, not only Matteo was gone but the Barbie bitch too was nowhere in sight. I have heard from other pack members that she has move to her mate’s pack.Yet those are just rumors I heard from all this gossiping going around and Quinn is not my concern now.Today, when I walk up to his office to confronted Matteo about ghosting me but he wasn't there.Another woman in the pack who was cleaning the office told me he has gone to the Moonbridge Pack.So I ended up changing into my workout clothes and went to train with my dad.He h
I was drying my hair when my room door busted down.I look over my shoulder and saw a fuming Matteo standing there."What the fuck was that all about?"I ignore him and pick up the comb from my dressing table. I sat down before it slightly brushing my hair."Adassah, I'm losing my patience here" his fist collided with the wall leaving a hole there."You are going to fix everything you broke down" I say while watching him through the mirror.He is clearly pissed off at me for kicking his precious jewels but who cares I'm also piss too. He should be apologizing instead of causing a ruckus in my room.Luckily my dad has taken Wesley to visit my grandma. He has left me a note on my night stand that they have left without me since I was fighting with the prick in front of me a while ago."You know kicking my balls in front of my Pack warriors is disrespectful," he almost shouted at me"You disrespected me" he accusingly
I follow behind him and Jay in my wolf form as they head to our northern border.Thanks to the moon goddess that it wasn't Wesley or my dad but there are intruders near the borders.We arrived there on time and find two men sitting on a log with their warriors beside them facing our pack warriors. It’s like they are waiting for someone to drop a bomb and then for them to attack.All our pack warriors on border duties were all in their wolf’s form. Growling at them with challenges but no one wasn't fool enough to fall in the enemies’ trap.They were all waiting for their Alpha to make a call. Matteo jump in mid-air and landed before his warriors making the Intruders snickers at each other."Matteo" a man who look alike with Matteo chuckles in his way standing up from the log smiling at him."Never thought of the day we would see each other again. After all you took that Alpha forcibly without earning it" he was cut off by Ma
Matteo's PovHugging his children in his arms Lyndon raise his eyes at me concerning his daughter's actions.His brow furrow and I sigh linking him that we will talk later in my office."Adassah, your door will be fixed today I already told the men to put it back," I said and walk out of the room giving them space for a family time.I walk down to my office and came to face with Kevin leaning against the door.Once he sees me he stood right up "I didn't expect someone else taking up my room and that he's the one your dad claims as a hybrid," Kevin says with no hard expression on his face.I know that he's playing a pretend game something that he has always done in order to get secrets out of us. Once he knew he would joke about it in our face when we have a drinking night.Yeah, he can be a pretty jerk to us but when we were young he was a good guy not until his father remarried to Quinn's mother.We m