Aiden clenched his jaw and looked away, avoiding my gaze. Despite the tension in the air, I continued to explain my point of view to him so he could understand where I was coming from. His silence indicated that he was struggling to comprehend what I was saying, despite his best efforts.“I didn’t like what happened, Aiden. But I was powerless to do anything about it. It hurts to admit it, but I felt weak and useless in that moment, unable to go up against such an overwhelming force and fight for myself. Those years of neglect had left me so unaccustomed to receiving any attention at all that when I did get even just a little bit of it, the sensation was almost too much for me handle.”I hesitantly placed his hand over my chest, gently resting it upon my beating heart. It felt strange and comforting at the same time as I stared into his eyes, feeling a sense of peace. His touch sent a wave of warmth through my body and I felt the steady rhythm of my heart thudding away beneath his pal
“Good morning, honey.”I stirred awake when I felt a soft object touch my forehead, it was a bit moist yet fluffy. After taking a few moments to gain my bearings, I realized it must be Aiden's lips that touched me in such an affectionate way. Slowly, I opened my eyes to find him eagerly staring down at me with his endearing gaze. He looked so sweet and caring, lovingly admiring me as he nestled close to my body. His embrace felt warm and comforting like a gentle pillow.“How’s your sleep?”I couldn't bring myself to utter a word; it felt like a dream. Aiden's gaze was so different compared to last night, when he was so cold and distant. He seemed almost apologetic as his eyes met mine, as if he regretted the way he had treated me. For some reason, I found myself wanting to forgive him yet again - my heart and mind were at odds with one another. His face softened into an expression of warmth, like he wanted nothing more than for me.“I-i’m good.” I swallowed the lump in my throat.He n
I took a quick glance around the room, and my gaze eventually settled on the bed beside me. It was supposed to be occupied by someone else, but instead it was vacant. This emptiness filled me with a deep sense of sorrow that reached all the way to my core.“A-aiden?”I couldn't shake the feeling that it was all just a dream. It felt like an actual experience, as if it were something that had really taken place. My emotions were so intense and vivid, I almost wanted to believe that it was entirely true. I took some time to reflect on the situation and mull over what had happened, but no matter how hard I tried it seemed impossible to determine if this dreamlike experience was real or imagined… Until finally, I slowly came to the realization.Aiden is gone.I tried to shake off the feeling of anguish that was gradually seeping through my body. I slowly got out of bed, surveying my body and realizing I wasn't wearing any clothes. But strangely enough, there was no signs of soreness in my
I slowly took a step back, shaking my head as my eyes scanned her from head to foot. No, she can’t be here. This can’t be happening. Why is she here?The shock that took over me was so intense that I couldn't speak; I felt completely paralyzed. My heart began to race as my mind raced with thoughts of my unfinished business with my mother. Even lifting a finger seemed impossible in this moment. Time stood still, and all I could do was focus on what the future would hold for us both now that we had these new revelations to contend with.What would she think? Would she be disappointed in me, or understanding of the circumstances?I cannot bring myself to return to her. The thought of living with my mother again after all the mistreatment and abuse I endured is too unbearable. She had always been so cruel, and now that she knows that I am aware of the injustices she has done me, it would be far too difficult for us to coexist together. So instead, I have chosen a different path - one in w
“So, what’s for dinner?”As my mother was bent over the drawers, her focus entirely on finding what she was looking for, I took a few steps closer towards the knife. Its sharp and glinting blade sparkled in the light of the kitchen and my heart started to beat faster. All I had to do was reach out a hand and it would be mine. My mind raced with possibilities of what I could do with this weapon.I gulped, nervously gazing between the knife and my seemingly oblivious mother. Despite my reluctance, I had to do something. It suddenly dawned on me that if I don’t act quickly this situation can tragically worsen. I know it's a drastic measure but it might be the only way to protect my self from further hurt and indignity. With one more tense glance towards my mom and then the knife again, I made up my mind.Just when I had unexpectedly gripped the knife tightly, as if to make sure it wouldn't slip away, mother whipped around to confront me. I quickly tried to hide the knife behind my back,
Before I had the chance to even process what was happening, she abruptly rose from her chair and grabbed my hand. Within a matter of moments, I found myself on the ground with my knee throbbing in pain.Unable to contain it any longer, tears of agony started streaming down my cheeks.“You’re planning to kill me, huh?”I nervously bit my bottom lip, pleading with her to let me go as I looked into her eyes.Deep down, I knew she didn't have the heart to say no; she was too familiar with my plan and why it was so important for me to see it through.She had seen me struggle in the past and wanted nothing more than for me to have a chance at achieving my goals.“How dare you! I am your mother! I raised you! I brought you to this world!”She had reached her limit and began to forcefully drag me along with her, though I didn't know where we were going. As she marched me forward, a sense of dread crept up throughout my entire body.My anguish was so loud that I thought my throat would tear ap
“Mother! Stop!”I could feel the anguish deep within my bones as she pushed me inside my old room.Fear and dread raced through me like lightning, and the memories of my past came flooding back to me with a vengeance. A dozen emotions overcame me, from sadness to despair, anger to terror, as I was met with ghosts that threatened to consume me completely.The sight of this place had an instant effect on my entire being – it made all the hairs on my body stand on end in response to its energy.She had returned me here, to this place that felt like an eternity of torment, the place where all my dark memories began.I slowly lifted my head up to meet her eyes when I heard the click of the door as she locked it behind her.Mother stooped down to her knees, smiling at me with those piercing eyes of hers. I felt a knot in my stomach as she pinched my cheeks harder than usual, causing pain.“Do you have any idea how long I have been looking for you?”She began tracing my skin with her long na
Its been two days since my mother brought me back to this place, a place I can only refer to as my own personal hell. Though the walls of this house may be familiar, the atmosphere feels alien and oppressive.Memories from my childhood haunt me from every corner.Nevertheless, I could not help but be reminded of the conversation we had regarding my father's whereabouts last night.Instinctively, I was prompted to look for him and ask 'Why?' Why he did the things he did to my mother. Even though this part of me was so strongly urging me for answers, another part felt like I should remain in the dark.After all, I had never encountered him before, not in the entirety of my life. I was aware of his existence and could recognize him from a distance, but we had never personally interacted with one another.He’s probably dead already or something.I yelped in fright when a searing pain unexpectedly manifested in my stomach. I hurriedly looked down and gasped at the shocking sight before me;