Chapter 51

I am a bundle of emotions right now; fear, trepidation and excitedness bubble up inside me.

It's a strange sensation that has been growing ever since I decided to join with him in the park he’s talking about. It is daunting and exhilarating at the same time, I can feel both in equal measure. There is no question that this will be difficult, but there is also an undeniable thrill as well.

Though I'm doing my best to conceal my excitement for our upcoming outing, it's difficult to make sure that he does not notice. It almost feels embarrassing on my part, as I don't want him to think that I'm too eager or desperate. But at the same time, there's this unexplained anticipation bubbling inside me, an emotion so strong and irresistible. The thought of being with him brings out the joy within me and compels me to smile even when I try not to show it.

“Hey, darling.”

I jolted when his presence hit me suddenly like a wave, and I realized he was right here behind me. I had been so lost in my ow