I felt powerless and unable to stop myself, even though I was aware of the fact that my behavior was wrong.She stands before me, her body illuminated by the soft glow of the moonlight. Her lips are so inviting and her frame is so delicate that I can't help but want to wrap my arms around her and just hold her close. But I am determined to remain in control, my own weight too heavy on me if I were to give in to temptation. Every inch of my body aches for her warmth yet I refuse surrender. Her nearness drives my will power wild with desire.She let out a little whimper, causing a sudden twitch to ripple through my member. I cursed silently under my breath and cast a glance downward, only to find that it was already beginning to swell in anticipation. This can’t be happening now of all times, I thought. As much as I wanted her, between the two of us there were still lines that I had vowed not cross.I cease my affection and slowly draw back, my lips leaving her own. I take a moment to l
For the first time in my life, I was utterly consumed by a single word. An unpleasant emotion surged through me as I begrudgingly uttered it, feeling that no other word could encompass the frustration I felt.Because the moment I stirred from my sleep, it was like a hammer was slamming into me continuously. My body ached and it hurt to even move, let alone touch the area that felt like the source of my pain. I groaned in agony as I gingerly felt around, trying to determine where am I.I groggily open my eyes and survey the room I find myself in, although it's somewhat familiar, I can't quite place where it is. As my vision starts to come back into focus, I realize that I must be somewhere indoors - there is nothing but silence in the air.“W-what is this place? Where is-”Before I could even finish my sentence, the door opened and a figure came in. The second our eyes met, I remembered all at once and the memories of what had happened came flooding back to me.“Good morning.”My eyes
I closed the door behind me and heard a voice, clear as day, speaking from somewhere far away.“Where have you been, my darling?”I felt a sudden shock of surprise when I heard Aiden's voice, and my eyes widened in recognition. It seemed as though the chair here in the living room had turned around on its own accord and suddenly I was looking into Aiden's face. For a moment I could hardly believe it was him after all this time, but there he was sitting before me looking as handsome as ever.“A-aiden…”He’s standing in front of me wearing nothing but a thin, white bathrobe that does nothing to detract from his intense scrutiny. His eyes, full of judgment and evaluation, travel slowly down my body, making it difficult for me not to squirm beneath his gaze. A lump appears in my throat as I follow their path and remind myself that he holds all the power here. I search desperately for something else to focus on before I become even more embarrassed under his unflinching stare.“I’m asking
He took no time to caress me, swiftly pushing his two fingers inside of me with full force.His movements were firm and unrelenting, almost as if he was trying to dominate me. I gasped in shock at the sudden invasion of my body, my skin tensing at the unexpected feeling. It was an uncomfortable sensation that I had never experienced before; a mixture between pleasure and pain. However, even despite my unrestrained surprise, there was something oddly alluring about it.“A-aiden…it hurts…please-”“Shut up, you deserve the pain you are feeling.”I bit my tongue in order to suppress the pain as he suddenly forced yet another finger into me. I squirmed and writhed, but it was of no use, his grasp on me was too strong and solid for me to break free. My body shook with is grip as I desperately tried to free myself from him, feeling every bit of anguish from his forceful touch. Tears stung my eyes and I silently cursed myself for having allowed this man access to me in the first place.“A-aid
“Good morning, darling.”I stirred from my sleep when I felt a gentle kiss pressed against my forehead and at the same time became aware of the warmth of the morning sun filtering through the windows. Groggily, I opened my eyes. Everything seemed so peaceful and all worries seemed distant.“How’s your sleep?”I slowly pivoted my head to behold Aiden's stunning smile and disheveled hair, his arresting gaze captivating me. His presence stirred something within me that I had not felt before.“I-it’s fine…”I was about to stand up straight, when Aiden rushed over and guided me. He gently embraced me and helped me sit on the bed, before pulling away. That moment is when I realized there was something off; I could not move my legs properly.“J-just hurt a little…” I whispered, looking down at my legs that’s numb.“Sorry.” Aiden breathed in my ear gently, his warm breath sending a wave of comfort through me as he reached out and softly ran the back of his hand along the side of my face.His
I am a bundle of emotions right now; fear, trepidation and excitedness bubble up inside me.It's a strange sensation that has been growing ever since I decided to join with him in the park he’s talking about. It is daunting and exhilarating at the same time, I can feel both in equal measure. There is no question that this will be difficult, but there is also an undeniable thrill as well.Though I'm doing my best to conceal my excitement for our upcoming outing, it's difficult to make sure that he does not notice. It almost feels embarrassing on my part, as I don't want him to think that I'm too eager or desperate. But at the same time, there's this unexplained anticipation bubbling inside me, an emotion so strong and irresistible. The thought of being with him brings out the joy within me and compels me to smile even when I try not to show it.“Hey, darling.”I jolted when his presence hit me suddenly like a wave, and I realized he was right here behind me. I had been so lost in my ow
Aiden's gaze lingered on my face for what felt like forever before his head gave a slight shake and a nod.His expression conveyed hesitation, but also understanding at the same time.“Where do you want to go?” he asked, his hands inside his pockets and a skeptical expression on his face. His gaze bore deep into mine, as if searching for an answer to the question.I stood there for what felt like an eternity, feeling uneasy yet unable to look away from his persistent stare. Finally he broke the eye contact, leaving me with a lingering sense of trepidation. With my mind racing from the intensity of our exchange all I could do was look around to find a place I wanted to go.“What’s that?” I inquired lightly, nudging my head towards a spot where a number of children were standing and laughing. They seemed to be deeply immersed in some kind of fabric that shapes like a cloud.“Cotton candy stall.”I gave him a quizzical look, tilting my head at an angle as if to prompt him to explain. Aid
I was speechless as I watched Aiden paddle through the water with ease, the light from the sun reflecting off of his ripples.I couldn't take my eyes off him; it was impossible not to admire Aiden as he rode on the swan boat and paddled. It almost felt like it wasn't in his very being to be there, yet he was doing it. I watched him carefully, taking in every move he made with the paddle and observed how his gaze changed from tranquil to determined with each stroke of the paddle. He appeared unconcerned by what might’ve been going through other people’s minds.“I-i’m sorry.”It’s like it's my fault for bringing him here even though it goes against his wishes. His gaze lingered on me after I uttered those words, and I could feel the weight of his judgement as he considered what I had said.“Why?” he asked.“B-because it seems like you don’t want to do this but you were forced because of me.” I whispered and I hope he heard it.Aiden was completely silent, not uttering a single syllable.