The moment I woke up, I looked around the place and realized it was still the same room as last night.
I'm still here. Did I really die and reincarnate? Can I go back? I don't like this place. There are no computers, tv, microwave, internet, consoles, and so on. Women also do not have many rights. I would like to thank the women who paved the way for us young, okay, and not so young girls in modern society for the rights and privileges that we are receiving now though there is still some inequality, it's not as bad as in this country where women are practically like trophies being flaunted about. It's like a sin here if you are a woman, especially those who were born into nobility, and are still unmarried.
"Would you like to freshen up now, my lady?" Carmella asked when she entered my room and saw that I was already up.
Another thing I miss in the modern world is a bath, like a proper bath. How can they not have a proper bath, it's not like water is scarce here and no, wiping your body with water and towel is not a bath. What's worse, they wipe your body with essential oils to 'remove' smell. I feel so sticky, I wanna scrub myself with a stone.
"Yes please." I said as I stood up and prepared myself to be wiped again.
When Carmella was about to slather me with essential oil, I asked her to get me another basin of water and told her to put a few drops of the oil in the water and use it to wipe me again.
After getting dressed, I tried to recall my schedule for the day. This world seems to have a different way of defining a date. They also have 7 days in a week but they have no months. A year consists of 280 days. Days of the week are called fire, water, wind, earth, lightning, dark, and light respectively. The date is arranged like fire 1, water 2, wind 3, earth 4, lightning 5, dark 6, light 7, fire 8, water 9, …, wind 276, earth 277, lightning 278, dark 279, light 280. In this country there are 4 seasons with 70 days each season, starting spring, summer, fall, and winter. Today is MA (Magical Age) 273 Earth 151. It's already fall.
I have 2 hours of dance class in the 8th hour, and 2 hours of potions class in the 15th hour today. One day here also consists of 24 hours the same as on earth.
I can't believe I'm a student again. A not very diligent student on top of that.
I head to my class and find a place to sit down and observe other people. Based on my memory, I have no friends here. I mostly stayed in the corner and didn't talk to anyone. My stepmother had instilled in me that I am not allowed to talk to other nobles or I might bring shame to my house. The other nobles too gave up getting close to me when they realized that the crown prince and I have no good relations. They totally stopped talking to me when Emily and Stefan's behavior became more obvious.
Madam Margaret, our dance instructor, arrived and like how we do it every time, she would ask the gentlemen to pick a paper with a lady's name in a box and that would be their partner.
One by one the men went in front of the ladies and asked them to dance. I'm not interested in dancing as a person from the modern world who just stays at home during my free time, I have no idea how to dance. I'll just rely on my body memory and hope that works.
"Lady Audrey, would you do me the honor of dancing with you?" A classmate said as he approached me and offered his hand.
"The honor is all mine, Prince Xavier." I said after I gave a simple curtsy and held the offered arm.
My partner is Xavier d'Allenscheid, the second prince born of a commoner. Polygamy is not allowed in this country that is he reason why Prince Xavier is being ostracize by other nobles.
We practice dancing until Madam Margaret is satisfied with our result. I'm glad that my body memory started kicking in a few minutes after we started dancing. I have accidentally stepped on Prince Xavier's foot a number of times before I can finally do it.
After the lesson , I went to the library and looked for the section where I can read about the fundamentals of magic, which I should have learned in my first year but Audrey didn't even bother learning it properly thinking she doesn't really need it for she is marrying the crown prince and also since she's really bad at magic, it seems like she gave up on it.
I arrived at the right column of books and saw Professor Xander. Remembering our conversation yesterday, I slowly turned around and attempted to leave the place.
"Stay right there." He said and suddenly, I couldn't move.
Did he stun me? Is this magic?
He went in front of me.
"Good morning, Lady Audrey. I was gonna look for you in the afternoon but since you're already here. Let's talk about what happened yesterday." He replied.
"And if I say no?" I asked cautiously.
"Well, there's nothing I can do about it but leave you alone." He replied and shrugged his shoulders.
"Would you remove the magic you cast on me before you leave?" I asked hopefully.
"I don't know what you're talking about, Lady Audrey." He replied and smiled, that smile looks so evil to me.
"Why don't we transfer to a place where we can converse comfortably, professor." I suggested when I realized, there's no way out of this predicament.
Professor Xander walked away and I almost complained that I couldn’t move when I realized that I can move now. I sighed and followed him. We were going in the direction of his office.
Thank God it's not another empty classroom.
We entered his office and he pointed to the sofa for me to sit. He started boiling water for tea using fire magic to boil the water.
That is so cool. How did he do that? Maybe I could ask him. He's my magic professor anyway. Maybe he'll be kind and give me remedial classes.
He served the both of us tea before sitting down.
"So what happened yesterday?" He asked.
"Ummm… I fell down the stairs?" I replied.
"Clearly you fell down the stairs. After all, it was me who found you there barely breathing." He replied sarcastically.
I looked away and tried to figure out what information he wanted.
"How did you protect your life? I'm sure you should have died with that amount of blood." He said.
"I honestly don't know, Professor. My memory of the accident is quite vague even for me." I replied.
"Hmmm… I see. Have you been hiding your magical capability?" He asked.
"Huh?" I replied confused.
"How about you boil this tea again using fire magic?" He asked but it sounded more like a command.
I tried to create a fire with whatever information was retained on my brain but only sparks came out.
"Lady Audrey, were you even listening to my lectures last year? Why does it look like you don't even know the most basic way of producing magic?" He asked or more like he interrogated me.
I looked down feeling like a child being scolded for doing something bad.
"If you can't even do something as simple as producing fire then how can you do that kind of magic?" He muttered.
"What do you mean by that kind of magic, Professor?" I asked genuinely curious about what he said.
He stared at me as if trying to figure out if I'm just playing dumb.
"When I found you yesterday, you were badly injured but you were covered in a coat of magic that's trying to preserve your life. It's like you're in a suspended status. It stops the injury from deteriorating any further and killing you. It's brilliant magic. Imagine if we can use that kind of magic it can save a lot of lives." He said.
"I'm sorry professor but I really have no clue of that magic. I don't even know that kind of magic. It just might be me clinging to life and my magic reacting to that?" I said, sounding very unsure of my theory.
Professor Xander sighed disappointedly after hearing that.
Maybe it was the time my soul was trying to enter Lady Audrey's body or something. It might be my soul he was seeing.
"That is a possibility." He nodded and sipped his tea.
"Maybe we can try to prove that theory." He said and looked at me.
"I don't particularly enjoy the near death experience, professor." I replied annoyed and the tea that he was holding suddenly overflowed.
"Hey, control your magic." He said as he put his cup down and wiped his burned hand after he healed himself.
I was shocked with what happened.
How in the world did I do that?
"Why do you look so surprised?" He asked.
"How did I do that?" I asked.
"What do you mean by how? Magic is within us so when our emotions surge the magic can also surge, you probably felt like you wanted to pour the tea on me, that's why it overflowed. Did I not teach these things last year? I'm sure I did though." He explained.
"But I wasn't feeling that annoyed. It was only a little bit. I can't say that it was an emotional surge." I replied.
"Hmmm… really? Or maybe you're just that dimwitted you didn't even realize you're annoyed at me." He said trying to goad me and the cup in front of him suddenly shattered.
I was terribly surprised when that happened.
"Did I do that? I don't remember anything like that happening before." I replied, feeling a bit scared of what happened.
Okay, I'm panicking. It's like some horror movies. Are the cabinet doors gonna start opening and closing now?
It did. The cabinets are starting to shake. I'm freaking out now. The cabinet drawer started to flow out and hit walls.
"Lady Audrey, please calm down. Lady Audrey!" Professor Xander exclaimed when a whirlwind started and the papers started scattering.
I grew more scared of what was happening and I started remembering some memory in the back of my mind about a movie scene I saw where the whirlwind caught fire then suddenly the papers were catching fire.
"Audrey, stop!" Professor Xander said as he suddenly hugged me.
I was momentarily shocked and forgot about that scene. I gradually started calming down in his embrace while he kept muttering it's okay.
After a while, he let go of me and I looked around and noticed that everything was the same as before.
"Lady Audrey, I hope you can forgive my actions but it was for you to take your mind off what is happening. I need you to follow me." He said as he opened the door beside his table.
I looked at what's inside the door and saw that it was stairs going downwards. I looked up at Professor Xander's face to see what he is up to but he just told me that it leads to his laboratory. I started wondering if he's gonna slice me open or something. I felt scared and the sofa I was sitting on suddenly got sliced into two."I'm not gonna do anything to you. My laboratory is a much better space for you to release your magic than destroying my office. It has seals to control the magic output. I use it to try experimental spells. Nothing deadly, of course." He explained.I still have some apprehension on going down those stairs but he's right, I have been destroying his office. He's not gonna do something to me right?Let's trust him. He's my professor anyway. Maybe I can slice him like the sofa, if he tried anyt
"Carmella, do you prefer the 'me' now or the 'me' before? Be honest." I told her."I prefer the 'Lady Audrey' who could live her life to the fullest. For you to live your life with no regrets, my lady. It's not just me who wished that, it's everyone who had sworn loyalty to the house of Garrick." Carmella said solemnly."No regrets huh. What if I tell you, I don't want to marry the crown prince. That I want to take charge of our ducal house." I told her."Then I and the rest of your servants will follow my lady's order." She vowed."Be honest with me, how high are my chances in becoming the head of the house?" I asked."It's… impossible. The law doesn't allow it. Unless the law changes, there is no possibility for you
I'm on my way to Professor Xander's office to practice my magic again or to drain my magic so I don't have random outbursts. I entered his office and saw that no one was inside as I had expected. That is the reason why he had given a key to his office. He told me last night that he still has a class by the 14th hour and that he would be free to join me after the 15th hour. I just finished my last afternoon class, calligraphy. Let's not talk about my calligraphy, there is a reason why I chose a computer major. I proceed to the underground room, and begin my attempt in creating fire again. First, I need to balance the right amount of mana to produce fire. Mana is the magic energy inside our body so using less mana produces less fire or even no fire at all and large amounts of mana produces a large fire or large explosions. The amount of mana used is propo
When it became the 17th hour, Professor Xander stopped the practice and told me to go home. "Professor, I have some questions not related to magic." I said testing the waters but he only looked at me and was waiting for me to continue. I'm just wondering if he would answer questions after the 17th hour. Also, he might not be interested in talking to me if it's not related to magic. "Is there a way for me to earn money here in the institution?" I asked. "None. Students here are all noble. The institution can't exactly ask them to work for money." He replied. Right. They came here to study. What do snotty nobles know how to do anyway? Wait, that means I'm also a snotty noble now.
I was walking in the hallway going to the clinic when I met my lovely little sister Emily with her henchmen. She's looking as cute as ever with her blonde curls, which she inherited from her mother. I think what makes her cuter is her size, she's petite and has a very loveable aura. But if you ask me, I think she's trying too hard to look the part. Unlike me, who is naturally pretty and has an air of elegance, yes, I'm talking about me. I look a little pale and malnourished but that's nothing that can't be fixed with healthy meals and exercise. "Sister, how are you? I heard you were in an accident the other day." She said when she met me, looking all worried. "I am alright now Lady Emily. Thank you for your concern." I replied meekly. "Are you sure? I heard you fell
When I arrived at the training ground, Professor Xander also asked about my eyes and I told him the same thing as I told Healer Jan that I was a damsel in distress but he only raised his eyebrows at me. He then proceeded with giving me lessons about light and dark attributes as the two of them are both special attributes. Light attributes are those that increase a person's capability like different kinds of heal and enhancement while dark attributes are those that hinder a person's capability like stun, poison, and the like. He also explained how to produce these kinds of magic as they are a bit different from producing and manipulating magic. It's actually a bit of both. Professor Xander prepared a frog for me to practice on but the lecture took the whole morning. By the 10th hour, I asked Professor Xander
Once the 15th hour came, Carmella started preparing the milk she collected and the tools I asked her to be created for butter and heavy cream making. While we took a break, I helped Carmella and explained the process. It's not really that hard but she might be turning the knob on the tool for a few hours until we can create butter. Professor Xander and Healer Jan got curious about the tool used to create butter and asked what it was for. I explained to them about the process and they looked interested. They watched Carmella turn the knob but after a few minutes, they lost interest when nothing happened. I told them, it will take hours. These little boys… tsk tsk... I left Carmella and continued to practice while checking on her from time to time. After the first hour
"Why is it Xander's name written here and not yours?" He asked when he read the contract. "I can't exactly use my name for certain reasons." I said. "So? Why are you using Xander's name? You can use your maid's name." He said. "Because if I use her or any of my people's names, it will go back to me. I have some circumstances at my own home that prevent me from doing so." I said. "But still why Xander's?" He asked. "Because the professor was the one who suggested you and I trust him. This contract is only good for 2 years after that. Depending on the circumstances I can change the name of the contract but for now, I'll be using his name. After all, if my circumstances get out of hand, the contract can serve as your eviden
I can't believe this day is finally happening. The sky is blue and the birds are chirping happily. Everyone is anticipating this day. I'm so nervous right now, I'm scared to make a mistake. What if I trip and fall face first? That would be really embarrassing. "Saintess, it's your turn." One of the attendants told me and I shakily walked to the center aisle. Don't trip. Don't trip. Smile. This is a happy day. I've safely arrived at the stage and smiled at Xavier. He looked as nervous as I was. The commentator said something that I can barely hear due to my nervousness. I just need to wait for the signal and do my part. It didn't take long before the commentator gave me the signal. One of the attendants came forward with the crown. Don't drop the crown. Don't dr
"Who is getting married to whom?" I asked, shocked. "You to me." He stated. "Xander, you don't need to do this for me but thank you." I replied and entered the mansion. I appreciate Xander's kindness but I think Lady Julia needs him more than me. He doesn't need to sacrifice his love for her just to save me from my predicament. I have 5 years, I'm sure I'll find someone. Another week of adjusting from the aftermath of the dragon case and I'm already bored. Yes, that's right. Bored. I have achieved all my previous goals the past year and now, I suddenly lost my purpose so I'm here in my mansion sipping my tea. I've just finished breakfast and now, I'm wondering what to do next. Should I go back to the duchy? There must be something to do in the duchy. Should I?
A week has passed since the verdict was announced to the public. Count Blyth was executed 3 days later, Stefan and the former queen were sent to the borders, and my father, Lady Madelyn and Emily were sent to prison. They still tried to appeal to me for help but since I'm not crazy, I ignored all their appeals. They are already lucky I'm not suing them for their attempted murder on me. I also met the former queen in the prison before they left for the border. I've asked her what I had been very curious about for a long time now. Why did she put a seal on me?"I didn't put a seal on you." She replied when I asked her. "Really?" I replied sarcastically. "You are not Audrey." She said and I was shocked.
The next day, Carmella woke me up early and helped me get dressed. After we went to see Lady Julia yesterday, I was out of it. I couldn't believe what was happening. I felt betrayed but I also felt so sorry for her. I mean I should have known, right? I was being self centered and only saw my problems. I didn't even realize she was suffering, no, I ignored it. I was too preoccupied with my jealousy that I didn't see the signs. "My lady, you are ready." Carmella said when she saw me just standing there. I looked at the reflection once more before going out. Xander was waiting for me outside. I couldn't look at Xander after we left the Tower of Magi yesterday. I don't know how to face him. I don't know or want to know if he knew why Lady Julia acted the way she did. "Are you ready?" Xander asked when he saw me
"I know the person?" I asked, shocked. Xander nodded gravely. "It's Julia." He said and I looked at him shocked. I couldn't speak for a few moments and tried to understand what he was trying to tell me but I just couldn't comprehend it. "No. There must be a mistake. I mean why would she poison me? There's nothing she can gain in doing that. She must have been framed. There's no way." I told him and denied their accusations to Lady Julia vehemently but he just sighed sadly. "The poison was found on her body." Xander explained. "Someone could have put it on her." I reasoned but Xander shook his head. "She admitted to poisoning you
Healer Jan let me rest inside my tent while Xander guarded me. I fell asleep quite fast as I was very tired from the battle. My muscles are aching. I wanted to rest but I couldn't sleep deeply. I am having a very light sleep. I can hear the rustling of people walking around my tent. "Thank you for coming back, Audrey." I heard Xander say as he stroked my hair. He kept on murmuring things but I couldn't really understand them in my half awake state. I'm going in and out of consciousness which is very irritating when you just want to sleep. I guess my mind was still hyperactive due to the battle. I tried to relax my brain but it really wasn't working. I heard someone enter the tent. "Hey Xander. How is Audrey?" I heard Lad
"Audrey!" I heard someone call my name. I opened my eyes and saw that everything was white and in front of me and I saw my reflection. Is this the other side? Is it over? "Audrey?" My reflection called, which shocked me, after all, reflections don't talk. "Audrey?" She called once again. I looked at my hands and noticed that it's not the hands of Lady Audrey but my hands, the programmer Audrey. "Am I hallucinating?" I asked. "No. This is the place where our soul stays in our body." Audrey or Lady Audrey explained. "In our body? You are still in this body? Did I possess your body?" I asked, shocked.
Everything happened fast, after he breathed fire on Xander and the others. He charged towards the knights and the weapons, and destroyed it. Afterwards it set its eyes on me and charged towards me. I evaded the attack and used the earth magic to throw rocks at the dragon and pulled it down towards the ground before I looked around and saw the damage. Time suddenly felt very slow, I saw bodies on the ground. I saw the healers running and trying to save those that they could. I kept on looking where Xander was but I couldn't see them. I saw Lis shouting at me. "Audrey! Audrey! Snap out of it and move!" I finally heard what she was shouting about. "Xander…" I called out but I didn't hear any reply. The dragon tried to
"Are you alright?" Adekin asked. "I'm alive." I replied. It feels like we've been fighting the dragon for a week now but honestly I'm not even sure if an hour has passed or not already. I'm physically tired. I should have also trained my body. I almost got trampled by the dragon if Adekin didn't save me. "You need to be more careful." Adekin chided. "I know but my stamina is bad." I replied as I tried to catch my breath. "Tell Xavier to start firing the new cannons to the dragon. The mages are running out of mana. Tell him to keep it busy while the mages regain their mana." I told him and assessed the situation with the dragon. Sussie and Xander are currently fighting