They said was let the windblown you in any direction because love is like a wind. Ang pagmahahal ay mararamdaman natin pero kadalasan ay hindi natin nakikita because we are all blinded with all buts and what-ifs. Like, you love someone but... Someone loves you but.... and also You love someone, what if... Someone loves you, what if...We all chose to take a grip on the buts and what-ifs in our mind because of one reason. Iyon ay dahil natatakot tayong masaktan at umiyak. We are scared to experience strife, struggles, and failures so we kept on looking for possible preventive thoughts. Kasi gano'n naman talaga... gano'n naman talaga dapat.Sino ba ang hindi takot na masaktan at umiyak ng paulit-ulit because of someone? Who want to have a sleepless night? Who want to have a miserable life?The stiff breeze of salty air from the facade of the ocean kept on sweeping. Madilim na ang paligid kaya ang iilan na ilaw galing sa mga cottage ay nakabukas. The sunset is waving, beautifully.L
Dawn Magen's POV"Just sign the annulment paper! I want our marriage to be void!" malakas na sigaw ni Papa.Hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta. Mukha kasing nag-aaway na naman sila. I don't know what is the reason behind this. Ilang beses kona naririnig kay Papa ang pare-parehong sigaw na 'yon t'wing uuwi ako galing school. Mabuti nalang at maaga akong umuuwi kaysa kay Mint. Ayaw kong makita niyang ganito sila Mama.I'm still in Grade 5 and Mint is grade 1. Mas matanda ako sa kaniya ng limang taon. Masyado pa siyang bata para maguluhan sa nangyayari.Umatras ako palayo at bumalik sa gate. Ilang beses pa akong bumuntonghininga para makakuha ng lakas para makapagsalita."Mama!" malakas kong sigaw at pilit na ngumiti. "Sunduin na raw si Mint maya-maya sabi nung teacher niya! Nagugutom na po ako!" I added.Napalunok ako at malakas na kumatok sa pintuan ng kwarto nila. Nakuyom ko ang aking palad nang makita si Papa na ngumiti sa'kin. He is trying to end our family? Why?"Pa! Sunduin mo nga
"Don't open your mouth and stop spreading some gossip about me or better stop breathing! As if you were clean!" I pointed out my finger at them, "Pag-usapan niyo ako kapag may naiambag na kayo sa buhay ko. Now that you have nothing to contribute to my life just shut your mouth!" I gritted my teeth and closed my fist.Sunod-sunod ang aking paghinga. I don't know if it was because of the liquor I drank or because of these women who were doing nothing else but to meddle in my life! I felt like my blood was all going up in my head. Gusto kong sumabog!Shainie giggled and rolled her eyes, "Look at your clothes!" she even pointed her finger at me! I crossed my arm, I was stopping my hand to hit her face.I took a deep breath. "It's a champagne silk mini dress, Shainie." pagtatama ko. "Oh my god, Shainie! Wake up! We're at a club! Palibhasa hindi bumabagay sa iyo ang mga sinusuot mo na mga dress. Huwag ka mangialam because I didn't meddle at your life,""Let's go, Heart. Don't waste your ti
I stood up properly, I'm wearing a cut out side bodycon that was evident in my side boobs. With an index finger, I curl my hair."Kanina mo pa ako hinihintay?" Hailey asked and laughed while hugging me.I was about to roll my eyes but she already pouted so never mind. She's too cute to be killed. She's wearing a simple white dress and flat shoes. Not unlike mine, I'm wearing high heels and a very revealing dress.I sighed, "They are already inside but I'm almost 5 minutes waiting here for my cousin." I sarcastically said.I held my wrist watch and looked at it. I'm right, it's almost 5 minutes for her.She slapped me a bit in my arms. Hindi naman masakit pero automatic na umirap ako sa kawalan. Narinig ko pa ang pagtawa niya ng mahina bago kumapit sa braso ko."Grabe ka naman! It's just 5 minutes! Akala mo naman pinaghintay kita ng mahigit ilang oras!" balik niya sa akin, laughing while slapping my arm.I rolled my eyes "Whatever!"We started walking. I walked like a model so we're ge
Pinakatitigan ko siya, even though I was struggling with many people I followed him. Some of my friends intend to talk to me but nasa isang tao lang ang buong atensyon ko.I almost run! Para lang maabutan siya. His broad shoulder and manly posture will be caught by my attention. Sa paraan ng paghakbang niya ay minamarkahan niya ang lupa.I watched him sit in a couch where Chave my cousin was. Ngumiti ako bago hawiin ang aking buhok. I gulped, I swallowed the nervous I felt. In my whole life has never felt like this maybe in recitation only at school do I feel like this. Pakiramdam ko ay binalutan ako ng kaba.Chave smiled at him "Hey! Kanina ka pa nandito? I thought you couldn't come!" he said when Magen sat on the couch.I smiled widely, they didn't notice my presence. I immediately pushed the woman who intended to sit next to Magen. No! Bitch! He's mine. Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay, Ano papalag ka? Sampalan na lang?"Oh! My cousin is territorial, huh?"Chave teased when I sat beside Ma
Don't assume!Bumuntong hininga ako bago tuluyan na sumakay sa sasakyan niya. I closed my eyes because of the smell of his car. It seemed like his smell embraced my heart. Nobody wants to talk, I'm afraid that if I say something he going to be mad at me. Maybe ganito siya kapag nakainom?I just focused my attention on the road. I could only hear the vibration of my chest and the fluttering of my heart. I swallowed hard, I can't open my mouth. Para bang 'yung presence niya ay isang rugby na nilagay sa lips ko. I couldn't be able to look at him because I was afraid my heart would swing!He sighed "Are you hungry?" he asked like he's not mad.I blinked twice, Nanaginip ba ako? Do I imagining some things? I shook my head. Nanatili ang tingin ko sa daan. I bit my lower lips. Oh! Stop it, Heart. Your heart will be rotten as hell if you assumes some things.I let a heavy sighed escape, I played my lips. I even played my fingers. Sana bumilis na 'yung oras at makapunta na ako sa unit ni Chave
MovedI blinked twice and swallowed hard. I felt like there's a big rocks inside my throat. He's too much na ha?I pouted and sat on the couch. Hindi ko alam bakit gan'yan na lang niya ako tratuhin. Yes, He can say it.. na tinutulungan niya ako but is it hard for him to be careful to say those words? Like I have feelings too! I'm not numb.How can I fell for that guy?!How can I fell to the guy like him?!He's too handsome and charismatic!He's too mean and so now I'm problematic!How I can hook his heart if in the first place bawal? He didn't let me in into his barrier...If he can't give me a chance for him to know more about me and even get to know him.Gano'n ba talaga? That there is time that you will be rejected. You understand that rejection but you don't want to believe it because... it's so painful.Kala ko pwede na.. maybe love does not provide pain, expectation can.I just stood up and went into Chave's room. Maybe I must first take a rest?I hope tomorrow pwede na.Hindi ko
WorkWearing my white slide slit maxi dress, I looked at the brown envelope that I holding on. I took a deep breath, Abot ata sa korea ang kaba na nararamdaman ko. Every steps, Napapapikit ako. I pulled the glass door. This is the first time I'm going to apply and I don't know if how I can handle this. I hope Magen will go easy with me.When I already entered, the smell of coffee immediately attacked my nose. It smell so good! Parang hinihila ako sa counter para umorder. I examined the place, it was vintage theme. There is a high chair and table that looks like used by a wooden materials. Damang-dama ko ang pagiging makaluma pero mayroong dating. This cafeteria looks cool! Magen have a good taste huh?Some customers parted their lips when they saw me. Of course they will. I knew they already notice my tiny waist. Actually, Some of my friends saying that I looked like a model and a very stunning women. I have a thick and strong eyebrows that makes me look fiercer. My color gray eyes sho