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2022-04-24 05:48:14He didn't know why he was doing it, he only wanted to remove her existence in front of his eyes. Something stirred in his heart when her eyes became moist, as if she was powerless in front of him. She was nothing, but just a mere target of his lustful sins whom he used. And now killing her will only add more guilt and discomfort to his already culpability which he is never going to admit.
The clouds started to thunder in the sky as lightening struck them. The black sky growling as if it also reacted to his hate. The noise pierced through the ears.
His jaw was tight, as he gritted his teeth. He unwrapped his fingers as he finally decided and made his decision.Her face turned back to life as she gasped through the air. She couldn't speak for a moment as she stared him with confused eyes.
What was wrong with him? She couldn't understand. It was out of blue.
He grabbed her by her wrist as he pulled her behind him.
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