I'm on the ground.
I fell back, my head hitting the brick wall. I grunted in pain; my skull felt like it was about to shatter.
Slowly, my eyes flickered open. My arm that I had fallen onto was throbbing in pain but I was confused. My body wasn't raging with pain, not the type of pain a bullet would surely feel like.
I pushed myself so I was sitting up.
A tall, broad and muscular figure shoved Henry back. Derrick charged towards the figure but stopped. The man was swift and quick to pull out a gun of his own, pointing it at Derrick. Everyone froze.
Keeping his gun pointed at Derrick, he bent down to grab Henry's gun that was now lying on the cement.
I squinted my eyes in the darkness, trying to grasp who this person was. My vision started to spot with black dots, the world starting to spin.
I blacked out.
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When I opened my eyes again, my head was pounding. My brain felt like it was hemorrhaging and on the verge of exploding completely. Clutching my head, I sat up and tried to make sense of my unfamiliar surroundings.
I was in a bedroom, one that was not my motel room or any room that I had seen before.
Now would be a good time to panic.
Quickly realizing I could very well have gotten kidnapped by someone worse than Derrick and his minions, I pushed the blankets off my legs. I was ready to get up and get out of here when one of the doors in the room opened.
Walking out of the bathroom, a man walked out. He held a towel in his hand that he ran through his head, his hair and body both dripping with water.
"What the hell? Dean." I groaned, leaning my head back against the headboard. Of all the people who could have been my personal Superman, it had to have been him. He had just saved my life.
I was almost positive I must be hallucinating.
Dean smiled wryly. His light blue eyes light up with amusement, but there was a hint of concern lingering behind them. He ran the towel through his hair once more, water droplets flying here and there.
He had just showered. Luckily, he had come out of the washroom in clothes. Sweatpants and a worn out t-shirt.
"I should fix that. Hold on." He dashed back into the bathroom, returning a moment later holding a first aid kit.
I stared at him, stunned. He took a seat on the edge of the bed beside me and opened the kit. "That's a very bad cut. Let me help." He didn't give me a chance to protest- not that I could have because I was floored with loss. I didn't know where I was, what exactly happened, or how I got here.
I should be dead right now.
When his hand reached towards me, I seemed to snap back into fight or flight. I flinched backwards. "What the hell are you doing?"
Dean rolled his eyes. "I'm playing doctor. What does it look like?" He dabbed the side of my forehead with a cloth he soaked in rubbing alcohol. I winced at the stinging sensation.
"What happened? How am I here-where did you even come from?" I didn't move away from him as he cleaned and bandaged the laceration on my forehead. I was too sore and tired, my head still throbbing.
Dean met my eyes, his eyes and expression both blank. "Shut up for five minutes, will you?"
I clenched my jaw but listened.
I watched his ice blue eyes trail over my forehead. His fingers were warm as they disinfected the cut. I could feel his breath hitting my face. It smelt like peppermint.
I glanced away, staring down at my hands in my lap.
Dean licked his lips when he finished, as if he had just painted a portrait. He pulled back, looking over my now bandaged cut. "There we go."
I inched away from him. "What happened?"
Dean met my eyes again, quirking an eyebrow. "I don't even know your name." He grinned a grin that was filled with mischief. He was taking advantage of the situation. "And quite frankly, you should be telling me what happened. I have a lot of questions, sunshine."
Oh boy, I was not int he mood for his banter. I narrowed my eyes. "Do not call me sunshine. I'd like you to fill me in because frankly, I am very fucking curious as to why there is not a bullet lodged in my head right now." I nearly yelled the last half of my sentence. My head was going to explode, I may as well explode into pink dust myself.
I was tired, I was annoyed, I was in pain. He was helping me but I didn't have time to appreciate that when nothing else was making sense.
Dean put his hands up in defence. "Breath first."
"Don't tell me to breath, yo-"
"Okay!" Dean cut me off, staring at me with wide eyes. He was still amused. "Question for question. How does that sound? I think it's fair enough."
I exhaled very slowly but nodded. He was persistent, I knew that much. He wasn't going to stop until I gave it to something. "What the hell happened out there?"
Dean closed the first aid kit and pushed it further away on the bed. "I was coming back home from making a deal when I heard voices in the alley you were in. I stayed, eavesdropped a bit because I recognized your voice." His lip tugged slightly. "I knew I would never get anything out of you yourself, willingly. I was curious. Next thing I know, I'm playing hero and saving your life." He spoke with nonchalance and such calmness, like this was not something totally crazy or bizarre.
"Wh-"
"My turn." He cut me off. His grin was quick to fall. He looked at me seriously now. "Who were those guys?"
I exasperated an annoyed breath. "Old friends." I shrugged, avoiding looking him in the eyes.
Dean stared at me flatly. "Not good enough."
I sighed. "I used to run with them, work with them here and there- or work for them." I nibbled on my bottom lip, staring at my fingers as I pulled on them. "They started taking things too far so I tried to get out." I looked at him again. His eyes were warm and filled with curiosity. "What did you do to them when I blacked out?"
Dean exhaled sharply, his face twisting with apprehension. "They're assholes who I've run into a few times now. I would have shot myself, do everyone a favour. However-" His lip tugged slightly. "I was more inclined to see whether or not you were dead."
My eyebrows pulled together. "You didn't kill them?"
Dean let out a small laugh. "Threatened and left them with quite a few bruises. Now, why are you in town?"
"Because it's what I do." I scoffed, brushing off his stupid question. "Why did-"
"No," he spoke firmly, cutting me off again. "I need a real answer."
I heaved out a breath, glaring. "It is what I do." I repeated the words slowly, staring him in the eye. "I never stay in one place for too long. Call it being on the run, if you will. Why did you help me?"
"I don't have a reason." He answered quickly, not needing to think. "I just did. I don't know why myself. Perhaps it was just human decency or instinct. Why are you on the run?"
I leaned back against the headboard, staring at my hands as I fiddled with my fingers. "I have been for as long as I can remember. It's a long story." I looked at him again, sternly. "One you will not be hearing. Where-where exactly am I?" I glanced around the room.
Dean paused for a moment, as if mentally confirming with himself that I would indeed not be telling him my whole life story. Why the hell would I do that? "My house. How long are you staying in town?"
My eyes narrowed. Why the hell am I in his house? He's a stranger, regardless of whether or not he saved my life. "I don't know," I told him honestly. "I stay until I get bored. Usually, if I'm in a new town it's because I need to meet people or I have duties to fulfil. If not, I lay low and bounce when I feel the need to."
Dean nodded slowly. I couldn't tell what he was thinking.
"Do you run with a gang or is it just you?" When I first met him, it would never cross my mind that he could be in a gang. With the new circumstances, considering he had a gun, saved my life, and left a fight with three people against once and didn't have a single scratch on his body- there was something more. Whether it was a gang or something similar, there was more to him.
Dean paused for a moment before answering. "Just me. There's no specific gangs around here, just a few groups of people who run together for the small stuff. Nothing intense. I do a little side business. If I need the backup, I have some friends." He spoke easily. He didn't seem to worry about telling me, not that he'd need to considering the type of people he just witnessed me with. "What is it-exactly, that you do?" He almost sounded hesitant to ask.
I shrugged lightly. "Deal a little. Credit card fraud, when necessary or obligatory. Grand theft auto, also out of necessity or obligation. I've had my share-with, well the weapons market, identity theft, forgery, and the likes."
Dean's eyes widened. He opened his mouth to speak, then closed it."Would you happen to have any painkillers?" I asked when he hadn't said anything. "My limbs feel like they're dying, literal muscle death."
Dean snapped his mouth shut and stood up. With a curt nod, he left with the first aid kit. When he returned, he was holding a glass of water and some pills in his hand.
I glanced at the medication. "Tell me this has codeine in it and you are not just giving me over-the-counter Tylenol."
Dean laughed softly, airily. "Oxycocet."
Gratefully, I took the medication and downed it with water. Dean stood there, watching me with careful eyes.
His eyes glinted with hesitance, like he was a deer in headlights and unsure of his next move.
I paused. Oh, how much an idiot I am.
I slowly started getting out of his bed. "Thank you-for saving my life. I owe you one. I should go."
I swung my legs over and started putting on my shoes that were sitting on the floor next to the bed.
Dean reached his hand towards me but then stopped. He kicked my shoes out of the way, forcing me to look at him again. "It's nearly five am." He looked at me as if I were truly insane. "I popped painkillers in your mouth earlier, when I brought you here. You just took some now too. The sleepiness will hit you quite hard and quite soon." He paused for a moment, rolling his jaw. "You should just leave in the morning."
I glanced between him and my shoes. "No, I couldn't."
Dean ran a hand through his hair, sighing. "It's just me here. You're not in harm. You might be if you walk yourself back to wherever you're staying."
He had a point but I didn't even know him. It would be very uncanny of me to stay.
"I'm also fairly certain you may have a concussion."
I glanced at Dean, debating internally. I blew out a sharp breath. "I don't think I can manage watching the street this late at night when I'm in the middle of unknownness."
Derrick and his crew were still out there, surely vengeful after the events that took place tonight. Also, I really did not know where I was or how I would get back to my motel from here.
I could already start to feel the affects of the painkillers. My head felt heavy.
I didn't trust Dean, I didn't know if I indeed would be safe here. But he had saved my life and I didn't think he was eager to kill me. At least not tonight.
Dean nodded his head curtly. "Goodnight then."
He turned and headed for the door when I stopped him.
"Elettra."
He turned to look at me, his eyebrows furrowing together. He stared at me, baffled with confusion.
I smiled faintly. "Hi. I'm Elettra."
A smile grew on his face until I could see his pearly white, straight teeth poking out. "Elettra." He spoke, as if he were seeing how it would sound rolling off his tongue.
Dean looked down, smiled, then looked at me again. He nodded his head before turning and leaving the room.
When I woke the next morning, my entire body felt achy and sore. My head throbbed lightly. The sun seeping through the blinds made my eye sockets hurt.I didn't want to get out of the large bed that was far more comfortable than the motel bed I was used to. When I checked the time, it was nearing 12 in the afternoon. Considering I was in someone else's home, it would be rude of me to sleep in any further than I already had.If I was back in my motel room, I would sleep in until at least 5pm. I really didn't have much else to do. And the extra sleep was probably needed.When I went to the bathroom, I almost winced at the sight of myself. My hair was a tangled birds nest, my eye bags were heavy and darker than normal. My skin looked pale and flush. Essentially, I looked like a walking corpse with a blue bandaid on the side of my forehead.I tried to tame as much of my hair as I could before washing my face and helping myself to the mouthwash sitting on the counter. I navigated my way th
"Excuse me-ma'am." A knocking sounded on the motel room door. "Anyone in there?"I froze. My eyes were trained on the pillow that was sitting on top of my come. The knocking continued."Miss, there's a package here for you."This could be a trap.The knocking continued for a few more seconds before the young man muttered something I couldn't here. He grunted. "It's by the door. If someone takes it, it's not my fault."I heard his footsteps grow distant. I waited a few minutes to make sure he was gone before finally exhaling and walking to the door. I grabbed the box, quickly, shutting and locking the door behind me.I brought the box over to the bed, setting it down. I debated whether to open it for what felt like an hour. When my head started opening, I ripped the box open. Curiosity had gotten the best of me.What the hell?Inside the box was a watch and glasses. I took the folded piece of paper that sat on top.Small town, one local motel. It was too easy to find you, princess. You
DEAN'S POV"This new girl-are you two friends?" Ben watched me curiously as he slid a smoothie towards me.Ben and his wife were the closest thing I had to parents. I had known them since I was a little boy. They always treated me like I was one of there own- especially after the death of my mother. My father grew distant after that, until he remarried and left anyways.I slowly sipped on my smoothie. "I don't know. I doubt she would consider us friends." I laughed at the thought of Elettra calling me a friend. I could already imagine the look on her face-she would look repulsed.Ben paused thoughtfully. "She's a nice young lady, Dean. I quite like her."I couldn't help laughing. Of course the side of herself that she showed Ben was the polite, cordial side- the one that wasn't really her. She could be nice if she wanted to. It didn't seem like she wanted to very often, not with me at least."Yeah," I murmured, grinning faintly. "She's-something."Something-that she was. She was stron
I sat on a park bench, waiting for Dex. This was the instruction that Sylas had added at the end of his note.I wasn't scared.I felt like I should be considering he was-apparently-a big drug lord, Mafia boss, whatever you want to call him.But I wasn't afraid. The lack of fear almost made me feel like I must be psychotic, sociopathic, something.From the corner of my eye, I saw a man walking in my direction. Subtly, I pressed the button on the side of the watch to start the recording. I didn't know what this was for but it wasn't my spot to ask questions. I was just fulfilling the favour I owed.Surely Sylas wouldn't send me to walk right into my own coffin.I'm not sure how much I would care if he did.A very tall, broad shouldered and muscular man approached me. I could see tattoos around his neck and running past the sleeve of his jacket, onto the back of his hand. He was sleek, an aura of paramountcy around him. His eyes were chartreuse green; bright and glistening as the sunligh
"What happened to leaving?"I turned around in surprise. Dean had caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting to see him at one of the local boutiques."Why must you appear everywhere I am?"He grinned cheekily. "It must be fate."I scoffed. "Don't tell me you believe in that as much as you believe in true love." I rolled my eyes and turned back around, scanning clothing racks.Dean started moving hangers and looking through the racks, despite being in the female section."I would like to take you out tonight."My head snapped up to look at him. He was already peering at me, his ice-blue eyes warm as ever. I blinked. I stopped scanning the racks and narrowed my eyes at him. "Are you asking me on a date, Dean?"Dean tapped his chin, shrugging lightly. "No-if I were, you would decline immediately. Think of it as-the one person you know in town wanting to show you around." He quirked an eyebrow.I hummed and resumed scanning the racks. "What would this-outing-consist of, exactly?""Now if I
All night, I tossed and turned-and this time, it was not because of the springy motel mattress that usually kept me up."You said you leave when there's nothing left for you to do. So-what if I gave you a reason to stay?"Dean's words rang in my head like a broken record. I didn't know how to make it stop. I hadn't even given him a proper response."You said you leave when there's nothing left for you to do. So-what if I gave you a reason to stay?"It felt like there was a lump lodged into my throat. I gnawed on my bottom lip, suddenly feeling very squeamish. Nobody had ever once cared what I did or where I went. Nobody had ever wanted me-wanted me to stay, for them."Things are-" I exhaled sharply. "Things are more complicated than that, Dean."Dean shook his head, as if he were refusing to listen to what I had to say."You haven't stuck in one place since you were twelve. Just give it a chance, Elettra."I inhaled sharply. My lungs felt like they were throbbing in pain. My entire che
I was giggling like a school girl. "Phil, stop it!"Phil tickled my sides, hovering over me as I squirmed around on the bed. He stopped, looking down at me with mischief in his eyes.I regained my breath, shoving him lightly. "You're not allowed to take advantage of my ticklishness."Phil only smiled. His eyes glinted. He reached a hand up, brushing hair away from my face. "Ellie, you are the most adorable sight I have ever seen."I quirked an eyebrow. "You've hardly seen any sights, Phil."Phil rolled his eyes, jumping into bed beside me. He wrapped his arms around me in such a protective manner, it made my stomach flutter. He pulled me closer into his chest. "If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?"I traced circles over his shirt, on his chest, with my finger. "Hmm. I'd go to space."Phil glanced down at me, his eyebrows raising. "Space? What would you possibly do up there?"I shrugged lightly, leaning my head into his chest. "I'd float. I'd be free."Phil kissed
"You and Callaway's boy have become good friends, huh?" Ben looked at me with a quirked eyebrow as he handed me my usual chocolate shake.I smiled faintly, shrugging. "Dean-I guess so. A little." Most of the time he would just join me without invitation.But he had asked me to stay.That made me rivet with anxiety and dread.I didn't want to care about Dean.Everyone I had ever cared about had left me."He's a good kid," Ben continued. "Hasn't taken much interest in a girl since high school."I smiled politely, watching as he walked off. My stomach was twisting so much I could hardly look at my chocolate shake. I sighed, pulling my hood over my head. Talking about Dean was not helping my already conflicted mind."It's a Friday night-should I be surprised that you're spending it sitting here, sipping a chocolate shake?"I closed my eyes as Dean sat down beside me. I could feel the warmth radiating off his body. I could smell his woodsy smell. Cedarwood, cypress and pine."Boring town.
It was a cool autumn night, the wind blowing on our faces as we walked down a vacant street. This late at night, it felt like we were the only people in town. I liked the peacefulness of it. Hot chocolate in our hands, our other hands intertwined and swinging with each step we took.I leaned into Dean's side, his body-heat radiating onto me."I suggest a turtle or something." Dean cocked his head towards me, grinning. "A dog is so cliched. Although, maybe we could get both.""A turtle." I hummed. "That's not a bad idea-but can you buy sea horses here?"Dean let out a breathy chuckle. "Sea horses? You want sea horses as a pet?"I shrugged softly. I peered at him. His eyes held the same warmth I should have been used to my now. Still, looking at him made my heart swell. "What? Wouldn't that be cool though? How many houses can you walk into, to see an aquarium of sea horses?"Dean sipped his hot chocolate, licking his lips. "We may as well buy a couple jelly fish. No?"I quirked an eyebr
LAST CHAPTER It was a cool autumn night, the wind blowing on our faces as we walked down a vacant street. This late at night, it felt like we were the only people in town. I liked the peacefulness of it. Hot chocolate in our hands, our other hands intertwined and swinging with each step we took. I leaned into Dean's side, his body-heat radiating onto me. "I suggest a turtle or something." Dean cocked his head towards me, grinning. "A dog is so cliched. Although, maybe we could get both." "A turtle." I hummed. "That's not a bad idea-but can you buy sea horses here?" Dean let out a breathy chuckle. "Sea horses? You want sea horses as a pet?" I shrugged softly. I peered at him. His eyes held the same warmth I should have been used to my now. Still, looking at him made my heart swell. "What? Wouldn't that be cool though? How many houses can you walk into, to see an aquarium of sea horses?" Dean sipped his hot chocolate, licking his lips. "We may as well buy a couple jelly fish. No?"
6 Years LaterI found my reason. I found that bizarre reason I was still breathing and alive on this terrible planet.That reason was Dean.Dean changed my mind.I do believe in love.Love is feeling that first pull towards someone you probably thought you wouldn't like.I raised an eyebrow, my face straight. "Would you be talking to me?"He glanced from side to side before his eyes settled on me once again. "Is there anyone else in the proximity?"I pulled my hood off my head. I couldn't help narrowing my eyes. "Then clearly I look more inviting than I thought because I didn't know I was talking to you."It's the choice of commitment-to continuously make it work. It's knowing almost everything about them without them having to show or tell. Love is remembering and noticing the tiniest details about them."The feeling of love is not having to act crazy over them to know you're indeed in love. It's risking your happiness for theirs. It's something that will save you from your depressio
I was furiously shoving the few belongings I had into my suitcase.I needed to get out of here.Like, now.My mind was spinning, my chest was aching-everything just sucked.God, I am so sick and tired of this stupidly unfair and cruel world.A rapid knocking on the door made me freeze. I blinked.A whole minute later, the knocking didn't stop. I pulled my gun out from under the pillow before cautiously, walking over to the door. I looked through the peephole. It was Dean.Wait.Dean?What the hell is he doing here?How did he even find me?My mind swirled with thoughts and questions, half of which were probably insignificant. My heart was racing. I was frozen in spot, frantic and unsure. Do I open the door? Do I pretend I'm not here?"Elettra, I know you're in there!" Dean's loud voice was slightly muffled through the door.I gritted my teeth, fury taking over every other emotion I was feeling. I swung the door open while shoving the gun into the waistband of my jeans."What do you wa
DEAN'S POV"Dean."I glanced at Ben, giving him a questioning look. He motioned for me to come over."What's up?" I leaned against the counter.He paused for a moment. "You were with a girl," he noted. He was missing his usual playful, teasing tone.I laughed awkwardly. "Uh-yes, that's right. I was."He pursed his lips in thought. He looked far too intrigued by the counter he was wiping down. "Was it a date?"He didn't seem-happy. That was usual. He was the one eager for me to find a wife. He was the one always encouraging me to start dating.I cocked my head to the side. "It was. I met her at the library the other day. We started talking, she was nice so I-I suggested lunch. Her name's Isabelle."I smiled faintly. Isabelle had just left, right before Ben called me over. It was a-fairly decent date, I suppose.Ben peered at me in thought, his eyes slightly squinted. There was something he was not telling me, I could see it on his face. My smile vanished, I stood up straight. "What is
I could feel nothing but conflicted and confused. It was surrounding me like an ocean of water, slowly bringing me further and further under the surface. I couldn't think straight.Days had passed since the night of the party. An acumen behind my perplexity was the loss of why I was still in this town. There was nothing here for me. Under usual circumstances, I would have already moved on to the next best place. No friends, no family, no house, no possible opportunity to win the lottery-so what was holding me back from leaving?Honestly, I didn't really need to ask myself that question.Although, not leaving this town wasn't the only thing taking my mind for a spin. Dean hadn't spoken to me since the party. When I woke up the next morning with my skull feeling as if it were being pierced repeatedly, he was gone. He had left a note saying he had to meet a friend.I woke up in his bed and he left me a goddamn note.The party itself was mostly a blur.I hadn't seen Dean around anywhere-b
"You and Callaway's boy have become good friends, huh?" Ben looked at me with a quirked eyebrow as he handed me my usual chocolate shake.I smiled faintly, shrugging. "Dean-I guess so. A little." Most of the time he would just join me without invitation.But he had asked me to stay.That made me rivet with anxiety and dread.I didn't want to care about Dean.Everyone I had ever cared about had left me."He's a good kid," Ben continued. "Hasn't taken much interest in a girl since high school."I smiled politely, watching as he walked off. My stomach was twisting so much I could hardly look at my chocolate shake. I sighed, pulling my hood over my head. Talking about Dean was not helping my already conflicted mind."It's a Friday night-should I be surprised that you're spending it sitting here, sipping a chocolate shake?"I closed my eyes as Dean sat down beside me. I could feel the warmth radiating off his body. I could smell his woodsy smell. Cedarwood, cypress and pine."Boring town.
I was giggling like a school girl. "Phil, stop it!"Phil tickled my sides, hovering over me as I squirmed around on the bed. He stopped, looking down at me with mischief in his eyes.I regained my breath, shoving him lightly. "You're not allowed to take advantage of my ticklishness."Phil only smiled. His eyes glinted. He reached a hand up, brushing hair away from my face. "Ellie, you are the most adorable sight I have ever seen."I quirked an eyebrow. "You've hardly seen any sights, Phil."Phil rolled his eyes, jumping into bed beside me. He wrapped his arms around me in such a protective manner, it made my stomach flutter. He pulled me closer into his chest. "If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?"I traced circles over his shirt, on his chest, with my finger. "Hmm. I'd go to space."Phil glanced down at me, his eyebrows raising. "Space? What would you possibly do up there?"I shrugged lightly, leaning my head into his chest. "I'd float. I'd be free."Phil kissed
All night, I tossed and turned-and this time, it was not because of the springy motel mattress that usually kept me up."You said you leave when there's nothing left for you to do. So-what if I gave you a reason to stay?"Dean's words rang in my head like a broken record. I didn't know how to make it stop. I hadn't even given him a proper response."You said you leave when there's nothing left for you to do. So-what if I gave you a reason to stay?"It felt like there was a lump lodged into my throat. I gnawed on my bottom lip, suddenly feeling very squeamish. Nobody had ever once cared what I did or where I went. Nobody had ever wanted me-wanted me to stay, for them."Things are-" I exhaled sharply. "Things are more complicated than that, Dean."Dean shook his head, as if he were refusing to listen to what I had to say."You haven't stuck in one place since you were twelve. Just give it a chance, Elettra."I inhaled sharply. My lungs felt like they were throbbing in pain. My entire che