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Chapter 60 - God, why me?

Author: JayM0e
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Cold. That is how I feel right now. My head is throbbing in intensive excruciating pain, my fingers are digging into my skin as it is turning pale on its own. I have never seen a corpse nor touched one but I am certain that I look and feel like one.

Blake's words just keep on ringing and ringing in my head without any signs of stopping. I can see that he is trapping me but I cannot find it within me to move or push him away. I'm in my head contradicting his words.

I am still not married to Blake!

I AM still not married to Blake!!

I AM STILL not married to Blake!!!

I AM STILL NOT married to Blake!!!!

I AM STILL NOT MARRIED to Blake!!!!!

I AM STILL NOT MARRIED TO Blake!!!!!!

I AM STILL NOT MARRIED TO BLAKE!!!!!!!

But the harder I try to tell myself the more his words ring louder and louder and louder and louder. The more they get bigger and bigger and bigger until I cannot help but scream. Good thing about that is that Blake moves away.

"This is a lie!" I pace around the room with my ha
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