"Yesterday I was telling my friends how scared I was. Not because I have doubts about our relationship but because I'm scared of messing up what God has given me. Husby, I love you. To me, you're a blessing and I know that people love to say that you're so lucky and blessed for gaining me as a wife but they don't know how blessed and so lucky I am by having you as my husband. I don't know what will happen to us in the next coming years, however, I hope that we would remain as close and loving as we are today. To us." Charlotte raises her glass and we all follow.The band starts playing and everything becomes perfect. Today is the wedding day and it was really spectacular. We cried a lot during their vows and I got to experience love from people who aren't Blake and I.Talking about Blake, yesterday things kinda got heated. Steven and him gave each other death glares until Steven finally left without saying a word. Meaning that I was left with a furious Blake. He couldn't stop shouting
It's been three weeks since my heartbreak. Three weeks since the accident. Two weeks since I've woken from my coma. And two weeks I since found out that I'm pregnant. To say the pain has subsided would be a complete lie. Every second of every moment, my heart breaks even more. It's like a knife has been plugged into it and is now swirling around. I thought I knew heartbreak when I broke up with Steven...when we fought and when I found out whom I was married to but I didn't. Because what I'm feeling right now...is a whole new pain."Hey, how are you?" Mother walks in with Bianca already asking."I'm fine...do you have them?" I push myself to sit upright while wiping my tears."Aria, are you sure about this? I mean if you could just talk-" mother tries to change my mind once again."I have nothing to say to him. Can I please have the documents." I extend my hand.She takes them out her bag and hands them to me."Aria I know that what he did was wrong but he is sorry. He slept on one of
"Here we go. Are you sure you don't want anything?" Bianca helps me to sit down."No, it's fine. You let me crash in your house, I can't ask for more. I would, however, love to be left alone." She nods her head then walks out with worry showing on her face. The divorce papers were sent to our (Blake and I’s) lawyer and he couldn't stop asking me if I would want to change my thoughts but I stood firm in my decision. I also got discharged today and spent the whole day with Bianca and mom at a fancy restaurant . Not really what I wanted but they didn't really care in such a way that they knew I would have confided myself in my room my entire lifetime. They wanted me outside to smell the fresh air and try to make me feel good but that didn't happen. I use my crutches to walk to the balcony. The sun has set and the only thing visible is the moon. The sky is so very clear and even though the moon is looking for a friend on me, emptiness is continuing to dig deep in me. The memories of
"Mirella Johnson Parker!" The principal calls out my daughter's name and I clap my hands in happiness as I see my joy walk up the stairs towards the teacher. Today marks the happiest day of my life, my daughter's graduation. And no, not her high school nor university graduation, it's actually her kindergarten graduation. One might think it's not that important but for me it is. Seeing your child achieve something no matter how small is not only the best feeling ever but it’s incredible! And I will not trade this moment for anything. In fact, nothing can ruin this mome-"Look at our precious daughter go." Blake whispers into my ear, eyes not moving from her, "she looks just like you." His brown eyes shift from her and bore into my soul.When I signed the divorce papers five years ago I thought my journey with Blake ended there. Boy was I wrong. For me to no longer be Mrs Parker, the process took nearly two whole years. Within those years I had people questioning my decision till the po
We are in the second month of a new year and Mirella had already started elementary school which is nice. And not only that but I have resumed taking photographs and uploading them on the internet. I get money from them and I am proud to say that business is good. I really cannot complain except for the fact that I've not laid my eyes on Jack in these two months. To say I miss our little encounter will be an understatement but I have to move on. Which is why I'm on a dating site and hoping to meet the one. Bianca and mom are the ones that introduced me to these dating sites even after the tantrums I did."You can't keep on denying everyone!" Bianca screams, her hands in the air in frustration."Well I can't accept everyone!" I scream back and move from my laptop which is sitting on the kitchen's table. "I just haven't found the person I see worthy of going on a date with." "You're talking as if you're going to date the guy on the spot. Aria, you haven't kissed anyone for close to fi
Today, the sun is extremely happy. It's burning out here and there is zero signs of clouds. How I wish right now I was extremely happy. Today I have to ask Blake to take Mirella to his house for three nights, starting tonight. And I am no fool but I do know how this might end, bad. He is obviously going to ask me why because I had previously asked to have Mirella the whole week and now I have to tell him otherwise. Mother and Bianca said that I do not know the benefits of a divorce- keeping my love and personal life to myself. Which is true because somehow, someway my personal life is Blake's personal life."As always be good at school, mommy loves you." I fix Mirella's school skirt and kiss her forehead. "Now go to the living room and watch tv for a little bit, mommy has to talk to daddy.""But my favorite Dj is playing and I want to listen to her in the car!" Mirella looks at me with pleading eyes, one thing I cannot turn down but Blake can, so I look at him for help.He sighs and
"He did what!?" Bianca screams over the phone causing me to hold mine away from my ear."You heard right." I place the phone back to my ear and pick the right fruits to purchase at the store. "And Mirella just had to make things worse for me.""Well, what Blake did was kinda hot.""Really Bianca? After all that I told you the first thing you say is that what he did was hot...I need a new friend." "No you don't, I am here to give you good advice. Remember that Blake is hot, so almost everything he does is hot!""We are talking about an ex I am over-" I stop in my tracks and think my statement through, "an ex I am 75% over." "I think you're not 75% over him.""100% over him? Got it, I do need you in my life." I smile as Bianca sighs and mutters a lot of nonsense."Are you ready for your date?" She asks, changing our topic- which I'm grateful for."Yes, I am.""Do you know what you're going to wear?""Yes I do. I am thinking my white dress which reaches my knees and is-""Strapless. Ye
"Hey sweetie, what are you doing?" I wave my hand at the screen addressing Mirella, I gave birth to a beautiful girl."Baking with daddy!" She claps her hands in excitement."Really? That is so cool but stay away from anything that is hot or sharp. Got it?""Yep, where are you?""I am on a date but don't tell daddy.""Why?" She tries to raise her eyebrow which is cute."Because it is a surprise and daddy doesn't like surprises. Now please ask him if you could sleep there tonight.""Okay," Mirella nods her head and turns around, "daddy! Mommy said that I sho-""No! Mirella look at me." I cut her mid sentence, my face already red. "Ask him as if it's your idea. He will agree if you are the one that asks him saying that you want to sleep over. Can you do that?""Yes.""Good girl and remember, this is a top top secret mission. I love you.""I love you too." She kisses the laptop screen and I kiss my phone screen."Well, aren't you deceiving." Jack says, sitting down with me on a park ben