Don't you just love the sound of ocean waves? How they are able to create a violent but calm sound. I am a huge fan of nature because it makes feel much closer to God which gives me a lot of peace.
I can remember the days I used to walk with Steven down the beach and had actual fun. Now, however, I'm strolling alone at the island's beach while the water tries to comfort me.Mother and I finished our breakfast hours ago and ever since, I have been visiting some known spots that are of good attraction! I came across this known restaurant that does not serve small fancy portions of food. Which is why I ate a very large pizza. It almost covered the whole of my table. I had to pay myself back for all those food I refused just so that I can fit into my wedding gown.With the sun setting, I walk back to the hotel with a very calm soul. The receptionist greets me warmly and hands me a a rectangular small box and roses that came while I was out. Reaching for the card, my heart dances at the sight of the handwriting.I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me🖤 - StevenUnable to hide the blush on my face, I run up the long stairs and straight into the suite. My body lands onto the bed as my eyes scan the words on the card over and over again. Picking up my phone, I decide to call him."Hey babe." His charming voice fill my left ear."Hey, I got the roses and gift." I say excitedly."Well do you like the gift?""I haven't opened it yet. I wanted to open it while listening to your voice." I bite my thumb and a small blush creeps to my face."Well go ahead. It's just a token to show you how sorry I am for making you agree to this mess.""We will talk about that when you get back." I reach for the box and open it slowly, only to have my eyes hit with a very expensive diamond necklace. "Ah...Steven?""Yeah, do you like it? I bought it the exact moment I laid my eyes on it. I knew it would look perfectly on you plus considering the fact that you rarely wear necklaces."I do like it but there is one slight problem, "don't you remember that my neck reacts insensitively to necklaces? Which means I never wear them.""It not fake Aria. It won't do anything to your flawless skin.""I know it's expensive but that won't stop my neck from getting an irritation!" I feel my voice once again getting louder. Stupidity clothes me for actually believing for a moment that things were going back to normal. For forgetting what he did."Well what do you want to do with it now?" He asks, very irritated."I don't know but I sure know that I'm not going to wear it. And buying me things won't just make all of this mess disappear!" I scream into the phone and drop the call immediately."Hand it to Steven for being so good at making me frustrated." I let out a large groan and blow the hair from my face in a lot of frustration.Looking at the necklace once again, I close the box and put it on the table. I take a shower and get into some comfy clothes and decide to now explore the hotel.Turns out that there are a lot of fun activities going on in the hotel. I found myself in the photography activity which is quiet great. We were asked to capture the island's rare multicolored bird that is believed to bring true love to those that set their eyes upon it. It is also believed that nighttime is the time that it is most likely to be found. So here I am turning the hotel upside down trying to find a bird. But currently I'm in a room that the manager never bothered to tell us about. It has a very very beautiful view and is surrounded by trees which might attract the bird."What are you doing here?" A very annoying voice that I thought had left the earth asks."None of your business Blake." I focus on trying to spot the bird."Well it is since you're standing in my room."Maintaining a good posture, I look at Blake. "Your room?" Looking closely at everything - the glass stairs leading up stairs maybe to the bedroom, the door slightly opened leading to a huge kitchen, the large pool just outside and the beautiful couch covered with papers and a set of chairs and table that also has papers and a laptop on it. Yeah this does look like someone's room. "How come you get to have such an amazing room?""I have money duh." He rolls his eyes and walks towards me. "You still haven't answered my question.""Well, I thought this was one of those places that guests could visit plus the door was open so I let myself in with the hopes of getting a shot of something." I smile at him and continue to look for the bird."Well, I would like you to leave. This is one place that is free from you so please LEAVE.""Do you have a personality disorder?" I ask, my eyes not bothering to look at him."What?""Do you have a personality disorder? I mean yesterday you were looking and speaking to me in a different manner to how you are speaking to me now so I was wondering if you have a personality disorder.""I don't." He, says and steps closer to me only to turn me around and pin me against the wall. "Since we are playing twenty questions, I have a question for you."Being this close to him gives me access to take in his face features clearly - a perfectly shaped hard jawline, medium-sized plump pink lips, thick but nice eyebrows and small eyelashes. Before I could move to his eyes, Blake snaps his fingers pulling me out of my creepy zone."What?" I ask dumbfounded.He stares at me for a while and a smirk appears on his face, "why are you still with Steven?""Ahhhh, what?"I was not expecting that. And why is he curious on why I'm still with Steven huh? It's none of his business.Before I could open my mouth to answer him, a chippy sound coming from neither Blake and I is heard. Turning my head to the left, I see the most exquisite being ever! The different colors of white, pink, yellow, black, orange, dark blue and others which blend in together so perfectly are all on the bird. It has a short multicolored tail and a long orange beak that compliments its black eyes with brown circles on them."Ahhhhhhh!" I squeak in excitement, pushing Blake away and grab hold of the camera given to me that was on my neck and take numerous pictures of the amazing bird before me. Not paying attention to my surroundings, my right foot collides with a metallic box while walking towards the balcony where the bird was.I lose my balance and my arms fly into the air releasing the camera from my hold. Reacting to his reflex action, Blake moves rapidly from his spot, putting his left leg under my back while also putting his other leg between my legs and wraps his huge arms around my waist while my flying arms land on his shoulders and hold on tightly. The atmosphere seems to change and although I don't want to admit it but there is an electric rush moving down from where his hand is to every other part of my body. My eyes meet his and with the full moon acting as our source of light, I finally see how beautiful his eyes are.I always thought brown was just basic but now looking into Blake's eyes, I see more than that. They instantly remind me of hot chocolate - it has an ordinary appearance but with an amazing pull and taste.Our gaze is interrupted by the chipping sound of the bird again and looking at it, it tilts its head at Blake and I, chips again and flies off.Blake moves back and pulls me back to my feet."Thanks for uhm...you know." I point at the spot we were just at, "I will go to my room now." Before he could reply back, I pick up the camera and sprint out of his room and to mine without slowing down.The moment I enter, I slam the door behind me and slip onto the floor."What just happened?"Holding the camera, I check the pictures and as expected, they are exquisite - I took photography classes during my university days and have been pursuing it whenever I was not busy. Scrolling through the pictures, my thumb gets stuck when I reach the last picture. Tilting my head I see how well captured Blake and I were. So when the camera hit the floor, it took a shot and it just happened to be when we were in that crazy and confusing position - the floor is a much better photographer.Moving from the floor, I take out my laptop and transfer the pictures to it. I obviously erase the one of Blake and I from the camera, we wouldn't want the hotel getting hold of this when I submit the bird photos.Looking back at the picture now on a larger view - my laptop - and the gift of a necklace on my table, the question I got asked a few minutes ago strolls back into my head but this time I ask myself,Why am I still with Steven?My name is Aria Parker-Johnson a mother to Mirella Parker-Johnson and soon to be mother to twins. I am the wife of Blake Parker, a business tycoon that had been known for his player nature but now is a transformed father and loyal husband. Our marriage has been a rollercoaster, it started off hectic, I did not think it would last. I was never supposed to marry him in the first place but God works in miraculous ways. The way we got together, the way we separated and once again the way we got together, it is all a miracle. “Mirella!”“Yes, mom?” She walks into the kitchen, my baby girl is so grown.“Please take these outside. I am sure people are going to start arriving any time soon.” I try picking up the tray but she stops me.“No need to overwork yourself ma, my siblings need to come out to perfectly fine.” “Thank you baby girl.” I let her take everything then decide to head to the bedroom to change.I am pregnant again and I must say, it is a lot of work. Now that I am carrying tw
The only sound audible in the room is of my nails tapping on the dinner table. The quietness just makes me even more anxious as the seat opposite mine remains unoccupied. I actually believed I would be laughing by now or be swept off my feet.But that is not the case which is why I am still lighting up my phone screen for the tenth time hoping to see something different. Yet once again, my heart drops as the time reads;20:15Fifteen minutes after the time Blake set, there still is no sign of him. There is not even one single text, not to talk about a call. If there were people in the room all they would see is a pretty lady dressed in a sophisticated black dress seated awkwardly in her chair, continuously staring at her phone for a sign. Maybe he will walk in any minute, it's human nature to be late20:45"Would you like to order anything Mrs?” The waiter asks me for the second time ever since my arrival."Uhm do you have juice?""No, we don't serve that here.""Okay...how about nona
"Growing up, I did not feel good looking. No matter how much I had tried to compliment myself, my insecurities got me to my knees. People always reassured me that I was handsome but I did not see what they so saw so I did not bother to date anyone. I was not willing to make another human being suffer. I wanted to fix myself up and become close to this hot thing I am today. I was eighteen when I was let out of the shell and became exposed to the public eye. People were crazy over me and I was all over magazines being called handsome. My good looks made people believe I was a heartthrob not knowing I was a virgin at that time. But the attention made me feel like I was ready to give relationships a try. “I did not know how hard it will be because of my brother. All of my serious relationships went downhill because of Steven. Relationship in and out I will find him in bed with my girlfriends," he laughs to himself as I stare with pity, "I stopped pursuing serious relationships and decided
I just wanna sleepppppp!I just wanna sleepppppp!I just wanna sleepppppp!Last night this time… mhm, I was honestly busy with Blake. The entire night and the fact that it is all different tonight is a bummer. I need the sweet kisses all over my face, sweet kisses all over my body but instead I am in my room all alone, struggling to still walk.My phone starts ringing and my heart jumps in joy hoping to see Blake’s caller ID but once the phone is in my hands, my smile drops. “Hello?”"Hey, is this Aria?" The caller on the end of the line asks.The voice sounds a little bit familiar but I cannot wrap my fingers around it. I know without a doubt that it is not Steven so, who is it?"Yes, may I ask whom this is?” I remove the pillows on my bed, getting ready to sleep. I do not really want to beat around the bush with my current state."Mike.""Mike...Mike...oh Mike!” And it finally clicks…how does he have my numbers again, “how are you?""I'm great, I am so glad that you still remember
I think I should not have allowed myself to be led by lust. Why? Because I am not over Blake instead I'm...I'm deeply in love with him again. It was so stupid of me to believe that I will get over him by sleeping with him after I had pointed out that when you engage in sexual acts with someone the two of you become one. I'm one again with Blake and in my case, that is not a good thing.Groaning at my stupidity I hold on tight to the duvet, looking at Blake who is peacefully sleeping. My mind trails back to when our hands intertwined during our love making, that was the end of me yesterday…it is even continuing to be the end of me now.I sure have to give it to Blake, this boy is very calculative, which I dumbly forgot about. He reminded me of things I had forgotten with just one night. The things he knew would work to his favor...why did I believe that I would fall out of love with him again?I sit up straight, wondering how I am to escape the hole I dug up for myself. My feet touch th
"Father, we thank you for the beautiful days you've brought to us. We thank you for the family you've given us, please continue to protect and guide us. Let your Holy Spirit keep us safe, and may our hearts be open to your word all the time. Amen." "Amen." I say, before opening my eyes.Blake and I look at each other for a split second before I speak, “goodnight." "Goodnight gorgeous." He kisses my forehead, exiting my room.After Blake left me at the dance floor, I decided to make business too. Apparently, Bianca's company is well known so it was a smooth sailing. I'm really proud of my friend, she has done exceptionally good for herself. And also the employees have played a huge part. One thing I love mostly is how she couldn't believe it when I told her over the phone. Lady should start believing in herself and her company.However, getting back to the Blake situation...I'm sexually frustrated. I'm pretty sure people could smell the sexual tension in the air while we were dancing