Don't you just love the sound of ocean waves? How they are able to create a violent but calm sound. I am a huge fan of nature because it makes feel much closer to God which gives me a lot of peace.
I can remember the days I used to walk with Steven down the beach and had actual fun. Now, however, I'm strolling alone at the island's beach while the water tries to comfort me.Mother and I finished our breakfast hours ago and ever since, I have been visiting some known spots that are of good attraction! I came across this known restaurant that does not serve small fancy portions of food. Which is why I ate a very large pizza. It almost covered the whole of my table. I had to pay myself back for all those food I refused just so that I can fit into my wedding gown.With the sun setting, I walk back to the hotel with a very calm soul. The receptionist greets me warmly and hands me a a rectangular small box and roses that came while I was out. Reaching for the card, my heart dances at the sight of the handwriting.I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive međ¤ - StevenUnable to hide the blush on my face, I run up the long stairs and straight into the suite. My body lands onto the bed as my eyes scan the words on the card over and over again. Picking up my phone, I decide to call him."Hey babe." His charming voice fill my left ear."Hey, I got the roses and gift." I say excitedly."Well do you like the gift?""I haven't opened it yet. I wanted to open it while listening to your voice." I bite my thumb and a small blush creeps to my face."Well go ahead. It's just a token to show you how sorry I am for making you agree to this mess.""We will talk about that when you get back." I reach for the box and open it slowly, only to have my eyes hit with a very expensive diamond necklace. "Ah...Steven?""Yeah, do you like it? I bought it the exact moment I laid my eyes on it. I knew it would look perfectly on you plus considering the fact that you rarely wear necklaces."I do like it but there is one slight problem, "don't you remember that my neck reacts insensitively to necklaces? Which means I never wear them.""It not fake Aria. It won't do anything to your flawless skin.""I know it's expensive but that won't stop my neck from getting an irritation!" I feel my voice once again getting louder. Stupidity clothes me for actually believing for a moment that things were going back to normal. For forgetting what he did."Well what do you want to do with it now?" He asks, very irritated."I don't know but I sure know that I'm not going to wear it. And buying me things won't just make all of this mess disappear!" I scream into the phone and drop the call immediately."Hand it to Steven for being so good at making me frustrated." I let out a large groan and blow the hair from my face in a lot of frustration.Looking at the necklace once again, I close the box and put it on the table. I take a shower and get into some comfy clothes and decide to now explore the hotel.Turns out that there are a lot of fun activities going on in the hotel. I found myself in the photography activity which is quiet great. We were asked to capture the island's rare multicolored bird that is believed to bring true love to those that set their eyes upon it. It is also believed that nighttime is the time that it is most likely to be found. So here I am turning the hotel upside down trying to find a bird. But currently I'm in a room that the manager never bothered to tell us about. It has a very very beautiful view and is surrounded by trees which might attract the bird."What are you doing here?" A very annoying voice that I thought had left the earth asks."None of your business Blake." I focus on trying to spot the bird."Well it is since you're standing in my room."Maintaining a good posture, I look at Blake. "Your room?" Looking closely at everything - the glass stairs leading up stairs maybe to the bedroom, the door slightly opened leading to a huge kitchen, the large pool just outside and the beautiful couch covered with papers and a set of chairs and table that also has papers and a laptop on it. Yeah this does look like someone's room. "How come you get to have such an amazing room?""I have money duh." He rolls his eyes and walks towards me. "You still haven't answered my question.""Well, I thought this was one of those places that guests could visit plus the door was open so I let myself in with the hopes of getting a shot of something." I smile at him and continue to look for the bird."Well, I would like you to leave. This is one place that is free from you so please LEAVE.""Do you have a personality disorder?" I ask, my eyes not bothering to look at him."What?""Do you have a personality disorder? I mean yesterday you were looking and speaking to me in a different manner to how you are speaking to me now so I was wondering if you have a personality disorder.""I don't." He, says and steps closer to me only to turn me around and pin me against the wall. "Since we are playing twenty questions, I have a question for you."Being this close to him gives me access to take in his face features clearly - a perfectly shaped hard jawline, medium-sized plump pink lips, thick but nice eyebrows and small eyelashes. Before I could move to his eyes, Blake snaps his fingers pulling me out of my creepy zone."What?" I ask dumbfounded.He stares at me for a while and a smirk appears on his face, "why are you still with Steven?""Ahhhh, what?"I was not expecting that. And why is he curious on why I'm still with Steven huh? It's none of his business.Before I could open my mouth to answer him, a chippy sound coming from neither Blake and I is heard. Turning my head to the left, I see the most exquisite being ever! The different colors of white, pink, yellow, black, orange, dark blue and others which blend in together so perfectly are all on the bird. It has a short multicolored tail and a long orange beak that compliments its black eyes with brown circles on them."Ahhhhhhh!" I squeak in excitement, pushing Blake away and grab hold of the camera given to me that was on my neck and take numerous pictures of the amazing bird before me. Not paying attention to my surroundings, my right foot collides with a metallic box while walking towards the balcony where the bird was.I lose my balance and my arms fly into the air releasing the camera from my hold. Reacting to his reflex action, Blake moves rapidly from his spot, putting his left leg under my back while also putting his other leg between my legs and wraps his huge arms around my waist while my flying arms land on his shoulders and hold on tightly. The atmosphere seems to change and although I don't want to admit it but there is an electric rush moving down from where his hand is to every other part of my body. My eyes meet his and with the full moon acting as our source of light, I finally see how beautiful his eyes are.I always thought brown was just basic but now looking into Blake's eyes, I see more than that. They instantly remind me of hot chocolate - it has an ordinary appearance but with an amazing pull and taste.Our gaze is interrupted by the chipping sound of the bird again and looking at it, it tilts its head at Blake and I, chips again and flies off.Blake moves back and pulls me back to my feet."Thanks for uhm...you know." I point at the spot we were just at, "I will go to my room now." Before he could reply back, I pick up the camera and sprint out of his room and to mine without slowing down.The moment I enter, I slam the door behind me and slip onto the floor."What just happened?"Holding the camera, I check the pictures and as expected, they are exquisite - I took photography classes during my university days and have been pursuing it whenever I was not busy. Scrolling through the pictures, my thumb gets stuck when I reach the last picture. Tilting my head I see how well captured Blake and I were. So when the camera hit the floor, it took a shot and it just happened to be when we were in that crazy and confusing position - the floor is a much better photographer.Moving from the floor, I take out my laptop and transfer the pictures to it. I obviously erase the one of Blake and I from the camera, we wouldn't want the hotel getting hold of this when I submit the bird photos.Looking back at the picture now on a larger view - my laptop - and the gift of a necklace on my table, the question I got asked a few minutes ago strolls back into my head but this time I ask myself,Why am I still with Steven?Honeymoon - vacation taken by a newly married couple after their wedding. The definition clearly does not include me in the mix. It has been 7 whole days with me at my honeymoon alone. My family has left and so I'm all alone in this island, oh and also with Blake. I try to pretend he never existed to start with but it's so hard when all the hotel helpers talk about him. The old will talk about how nice and caring he is, while the young talk about how his the most handsome man ever. Pshh, if only they knew.Today in the early morning I had a conference call with the pastor that I regularly go to whom by the way was acting really out of the ordinary. He was the one that was supposed to lead the wedding but he had an emergency and thus assigned another one to us. It's like he knew something was up but still didn't say a thing. The one thing he said that still puts me at uneasiness was, God works in mysterious ways and I will see the plan he has for my life, not now but someday. And that I
03:30, my watch reads. Where and why am I up at this time? Well, I am in a private jet going back home and I am up because of the boy with a crazy mind. Blake banged on my door at around two am shortly after I had finished my small one-person party and told me that we had to leave as soon as possible. He told me how he had to go back home and the thought of leaving me alone in the island does not sit well with meâŚI'm five years older than him, I am capable of taking care of myself and if I was willing, him too! He didnât take me seriously even after throwing a lot of threats around and tantrums. I felt drained as he was not changing his mind so, I finally took a bath and followed him. It's sad how I left all the free food at the hotel.Looking over to my right side, I see the spiraled work on Blakeâs desk and his concentration unmoved from the laptop lying on his lap. My eyelids start getting heavier and heavier until I finally drift off to sleep.*24hours later and we were off the je
âYou can hear it in the silence- silence The silence - silenceYouuuuuYou can feel it on the way home - way home - way home - way home YouuuuuYou can see it with the lights out - light outs - lights out - lights outYou are in love - true love - you are in loveâTaylor Swift's âyou are in loveâ song plays in the background as I hold a comb while on my bed as I continue pretending to be the one performing the song at the biggest stage known to men. Happiness is plastered all over my face and nothing can ruin this moment, no matter how hard the forces of this world tried.When I woke up, I just felt good. Feelings of positivity were surrounding me like guards surrounding their princess. It felt like something great was about to happen and even though I got a bit discouraged when the silent house greeted me instead of humans, I got much (much much much!!!!!!!) better when I got greeted by a mailman who had the marriage license documents and after thanking him a thousand times, I final
I left work early, around 3pm because we didn't have much work and people kept on bugging me to reveal who I married. I kept my mouth shut and threw the key away. Now I'm at the park taking pictures of almost everything. Photography doesn't focus on one thing. It's broad and you can take a shot of something simple like a falling leaf and turn it into a majestic beauty. The new camera is perfection!Focusing my lens, I capture a moment of a bird feeding it's offsprings. Satisfied with the number of shots and looking at the setting sun, I walk up to my car and drive back to the house. After planning the wedding and everything thoroughly, Steven suggested I move some of my things to the house and I agreed. Which is why instead of going to my apartment, I go to the Parker's house.I reach the house and everyone has left. Mr Thompson probably went to drop Mrs Claire and pick up Blake. I go to my room and take a quick shower then head towards the kitchen when I'm all warm.I start to prep
"You cooked and didn't leave some for me?" Mrs Claire asks quite offended.Pouring warm milk into my coffee, I give her the most apologetic look ever, "I'm sorry. You should blame Blake though. I know that I left some food after I dished up for us.""Us?" Her face plays a look of confusion."Yes, us. I ate supper with Blake.""Ah, I thought you ate it with Steven.""Nope, I didn't see him yesterday. Must be at work I guess." Mrs Claire nods her head and goes upstairs probably to check up on Blake. My phone vibrates on the table and the caller ID reads Stevieâ¤ď¸"Hey." I say monotonous."Why weren't you answering your phone? I called multiple times.""I must have been sleeping Stevie." The nickname falls out before I could stop myself and I bite my bottom lip with what is to come next."How many times should I tell you not to call me that? Steven is just fine." He says in a very irritated manner."I'm sorry, I forget that at times.""It's fine. We are having lunch today, I'll meet you
"Are you alright?" Blake asks still holding my hand. Don't lie. The words roam in my mind as I debate on whether to lie and say yes or tell him the truth."Maybe? I mean I was alright, I was happy when I got here then next thing I know, I was left at the beginning of a date by Steven because of work so I don't know anymore, am I alright?" I try to sound my usual self but with my tears threatening to fall out and my down spirit, my voice comes out broken than ever."No, you're not alright. Steven is a douche-""No he isn't!" My voice comes out louder than expected and embarrassment suddenly overcomes me. "He isn't a douche, he just had an important meeting to attend to I think. He is doing this for him and I. Someone who is a douche would not be doing that Blake.â Trying to avoid the pity in his eyes, I look behind Blake. The four men in suits who seem to be waiting on Blake look very irritated with him, or with the both of us? Okay, I do not want to be on any business menâs bad side b
After a long debate with myself, I finally came to the conclusion that I'm going to ask him why he left in such a hurry. I have notes glued in my brain to help me with what I am to say. What I did not prepare myself for, however, is for everyone to be in the kitchen and for me not to take notice of them but only of the man sitting on the white counter eating cereal. Still relaxed as if he didn't do anything wrong."Why did you leave me at the restaurant yesterday?" I ask eyes fixed only on him."Babes didn't I explain yest-""Not you Steven, him." I point at Blake without even thinking my words through."What?" Both Steven and Mrs Claire ask at the same time.Blake, however, remains unfazed and the only thing I get from him is putting down his bowl and looking at me like I just didn't ask him a question."What's going on here?" Steven asks clearly trying to figure out the situation.I move my eyes from Blake to Steven and this is when my nerves start kicking in. "I uhm...Blake and I a
"I should have just tricked you into giving me the tickets and went out with someone not as famous as you." I say a little irritated as I pass by the average number of people seated waiting for the show to start."Oh come on, it isn't that bad." Blake says behind me as he keeps on flashing his smile at the ladies in the room."Are you kidding me? Ever since we stepped foot into this place, almost all the female learners have come up to you to ask for a picture and an autograph oh and let me not forget, the teachers too." I sit down and cross my arms, âis it because of the fame or your looks? I am starting to believe it is your looks."Okay, I'm sorry. I will turn away the next people to come. And yes, it is because of my looks and so ever awesome personality.â Blake smiles and pokes my nose. The irritation disappears and I can't help but smile back at him genuinely, which is far from innocent, âyou look better when you are smiling, quit going all grumpy bear on me.âThinking about it,
My name is Aria Parker-Johnson a mother to Mirella Parker-Johnson and soon to be mother to twins. I am the wife of Blake Parker, a business tycoon that had been known for his player nature but now is a transformed father and loyal husband. Our marriage has been a rollercoaster, it started off hectic, I did not think it would last. I was never supposed to marry him in the first place but God works in miraculous ways. The way we got together, the way we separated and once again the way we got together, it is all a miracle. âMirella!ââYes, mom?â She walks into the kitchen, my baby girl is so grown.âPlease take these outside. I am sure people are going to start arriving any time soon.â I try picking up the tray but she stops me.âNo need to overwork yourself ma, my siblings need to come out to perfectly fine.â âThank you baby girl.â I let her take everything then decide to head to the bedroom to change.I am pregnant again and I must say, it is a lot of work. Now that I am carrying tw
The only sound audible in the room is of my nails tapping on the dinner table. The quietness just makes me even more anxious as the seat opposite mine remains unoccupied. I actually believed I would be laughing by now or be swept off my feet.But that is not the case which is why I am still lighting up my phone screen for the tenth time hoping to see something different. Yet once again, my heart drops as the time reads;20:15Fifteen minutes after the time Blake set, there still is no sign of him. There is not even one single text, not to talk about a call. If there were people in the room all they would see is a pretty lady dressed in a sophisticated black dress seated awkwardly in her chair, continuously staring at her phone for a sign. Maybe he will walk in any minute, it's human nature to be late20:45"Would you like to order anything Mrs?â The waiter asks me for the second time ever since my arrival."Uhm do you have juice?""No, we don't serve that here.""Okay...how about nona
"Growing up, I did not feel good looking. No matter how much I had tried to compliment myself, my insecurities got me to my knees. People always reassured me that I was handsome but I did not see what they so saw so I did not bother to date anyone. I was not willing to make another human being suffer. I wanted to fix myself up and become close to this hot thing I am today. I was eighteen when I was let out of the shell and became exposed to the public eye. People were crazy over me and I was all over magazines being called handsome. My good looks made people believe I was a heartthrob not knowing I was a virgin at that time. But the attention made me feel like I was ready to give relationships a try. âI did not know how hard it will be because of my brother. All of my serious relationships went downhill because of Steven. Relationship in and out I will find him in bed with my girlfriends," he laughs to himself as I stare with pity, "I stopped pursuing serious relationships and decided
I just wanna sleepppppp!I just wanna sleepppppp!I just wanna sleepppppp!Last night this time⌠mhm, I was honestly busy with Blake. The entire night and the fact that it is all different tonight is a bummer. I need the sweet kisses all over my face, sweet kisses all over my body but instead I am in my room all alone, struggling to still walk.My phone starts ringing and my heart jumps in joy hoping to see Blakeâs caller ID but once the phone is in my hands, my smile drops. âHello?â"Hey, is this Aria?" The caller on the end of the line asks.The voice sounds a little bit familiar but I cannot wrap my fingers around it. I know without a doubt that it is not Steven so, who is it?"Yes, may I ask whom this is?â I remove the pillows on my bed, getting ready to sleep. I do not really want to beat around the bush with my current state."Mike.""Mike...Mike...oh Mike!â And it finally clicksâŚhow does he have my numbers again, âhow are you?""I'm great, I am so glad that you still remember
I think I should not have allowed myself to be led by lust. Why? Because I am not over Blake instead I'm...I'm deeply in love with him again. It was so stupid of me to believe that I will get over him by sleeping with him after I had pointed out that when you engage in sexual acts with someone the two of you become one. I'm one again with Blake and in my case, that is not a good thing.Groaning at my stupidity I hold on tight to the duvet, looking at Blake who is peacefully sleeping. My mind trails back to when our hands intertwined during our love making, that was the end of me yesterdayâŚit is even continuing to be the end of me now.I sure have to give it to Blake, this boy is very calculative, which I dumbly forgot about. He reminded me of things I had forgotten with just one night. The things he knew would work to his favor...why did I believe that I would fall out of love with him again?I sit up straight, wondering how I am to escape the hole I dug up for myself. My feet touch th
"Father, we thank you for the beautiful days you've brought to us. We thank you for the family you've given us, please continue to protect and guide us. Let your Holy Spirit keep us safe, and may our hearts be open to your word all the time. Amen." "Amen." I say, before opening my eyes.Blake and I look at each other for a split second before I speak, âgoodnight." "Goodnight gorgeous." He kisses my forehead, exiting my room.After Blake left me at the dance floor, I decided to make business too. Apparently, Bianca's company is well known so it was a smooth sailing. I'm really proud of my friend, she has done exceptionally good for herself. And also the employees have played a huge part. One thing I love mostly is how she couldn't believe it when I told her over the phone. Lady should start believing in herself and her company.However, getting back to the Blake situation...I'm sexually frustrated. I'm pretty sure people could smell the sexual tension in the air while we were dancing
Shopping is part of those things I love with most of my heart. Shopping with Blake...that is another story."No!" Blake says immediately when the fitting room door opens."Well, I love it." I spin around to give him the full view."A-ah. No ways." He pushes me into the fitting room, then closes the door. "Every male eye is going to be on you. Look how the dress is shaping every curve on your body. Then the back...your back is exposed!" He turns my back on the mirror and I turn to look at it.He is right, my back is on full display. But the blue dress is amazing! The tiny beads are making me shine brighter that the disco lights. I face Blake and dah dah dah!!!! Our noses are touching. A second chance to another kissing moment, I am high on the clouds up for it. His fingers run down the line on my back, and I take penguin steps towards him then he lowers his head and,âFeels like we're on the edge right nowI wish that I could say I'm proudI'm sorry that I let you downI let you down-
His arms immediately grab my waist and I have no choice but to lean into him. My hands become sweaty, my heart starts beating a new tone I am not familiar with as my legs wobble more than a jelly. I feel like a teenager who is about to receive her first kiss. And just like my first, my world is fired up when his lips meet mine. In just mere seconds I have been consumed into an alien feeling. One that I want to experience over and over again, without any break whatsoever.Blake slowly pulls back after the small kiss, but still remains close to me. His breath hitting my lips, making me crave more of them.I open my eyes when he drops his head on my shoulder, "w-why did you stop?" I bluntly ask, saddened by the ending of what I was loving."Because one kiss would never be enough." He whispers enough for me to hear. "Aria I want to devour your lips countless times." My arms find balance on his neck when he grips my thighs, placing me on the table. "I'm just thinking if escaping rehab is w
Things I hate about Blake1. He sometimes smokes2. He...He likes to manipulate situations 3. Loves making me feel younger than him4. He...his...Okay this is not working! Whoever on the internet suggested that to fully get over someone I should write a list of the things I hate about them was totally wrong! I can't use the fact that he used to be a player because that is using his past against him. I wouldn't like it if someone used my past against and I am trying to move it.Ripping the paper from my notebook and shredding it into pieces, I sit back into my chair. It's been five days that I've not had an encounter with Blake which I'm grateful for. The only reason is because he is finalising the whole business move since we have moved back here and he is taking over the company here. The workload is a lot and he comes back very late and leaves very early. We do spend time together but it's when we pray and when he talks to Mirella and I'm surprisingly there. But it's never just him