RykerShe slept in, which irritated me, but I let it go. I have to remember that she is young. She is my assistant and not my submissive. She isn't mine. I watched her melt after I touched her pouty plump lip with my thumb, but I felt as if she stuck it out there for me to touch. I wanted to bite it, but I couldn't. I asked her to see me because I wanted to let her know I was not as she believed. I want her to understand she is perfect, just not for a man like me. I haven't always been a mild-mannered professor of philosophy. I was ruthless. I was a taker, not a giver. I needed to have control, and I still operate in that way in my own life. I have spent time in BDSM clubs just to find a like-minded woman. I don't usually meet women outside of that. I don't usually want to. I could bet 10 million dollars that Iris is a virgin, or has barely been touched. Never by a real man, and never by a man like me. I would send her to the moon in seconds, and she wouldn't want to ever come down. Th
IRISI sat there grading papers in silence. I don't know what to say to him. Maybe I pushed him too far. Maybe I don't know what I am getting myself into. I looked up at him and he was focusing hard on his computer screen. "I'm sorry," I said softly but he didn't budge. I started to think he didn't hear me, but he looked up and smiled. "Don't be sorry beautiful girl." He said softly in return. "You aren't wrong Iris. You just don't know the extent of what you are seeing. You don't know what your obvious empathic abilities are showing you." He looked back to his computer. I graded another paper looking carefully at the key. What did he mean by the extent? I could tell he was always in control of his surroundings. I find that sexy. When he grabbed me and put his fingers around my throat I felt a rush I had never felt before. I wanted him to hold me there. I wasn't scared. I didn't think he wanted to hurt me, I could just see how much desire he had to touch me. I could see he wanted to be
RykerI was working on the contract and the submissive sheet for her the whole time she graded papers. I decided when I sat down at my desk that I wanted her. I want her to be mine. When she left, she told Stephen she would meet him tomorrow at noon, telling me she would rather go home and think. She also had some homework to work on. I won't lie, her canceling on Stephen made me happy. I looked over the documents one last time before hitting send... Sub: Read it thoroughlyHello Sweet Iris, Please read through these things. Don't rush through it beautiful, I will wait for you to make a decision. There is an out clause as well. This doesn't work if you don't want it to. It only works if you release control to me, trust me, and if we respect each other. It's not something I take, it's something you give. I will make you better, as you will me. I revised the following rules and details considering your virginity. You must read each thing and make opinions about things. Rules I expec
IRISI shook my head closing my eyes. This all felt very surreal to me. I had read about these things after that fifty shades of grey stuff went wild. I had an interest in the idea. I had never considered myself being faced with something similar. Ryker laughed at me when I mentioned that reference but it's the only time I had heard about the BDSM community. Hesitating I decided to add Stephen's number to my phone before dealing with the email. I put his number in my contacts sending him a text telling him it was me. Stephen was different from Adam, but also different from Ryker. He was in all black and had chains on his pants. His fingernails were black and I thought he was wearing black eyeliner as well. His blue eyes popped out at you like little stars on his face. He was darker and mysterious, but the first to offer to help me with a camera. His black hair had subtle red highlights and fell over his left eye. He had big silver rings on his fingers, and braided bracelets on his wris
RykerI watched from afar as Stephen walked up to her and reached her the camera. He smiled at her and touched her hair. I took a deep breath trying not to walk over and break his hand. My jealousy has never affected me this much before. I feel like that continues to confuse me. She messaged me at 9 A.m. and told me she was meeting Stephen at 10 A.m. beside the library to get the camera. I like that she told me, I don't like that I couldn't stop myself from coming to watch. She isn't mine yet. I watched as she walked away from him to head to meet Kate, I hid halfway behind the pillar as she walked by. I watched Stephen watch her. I couldn't blame him she was breathtaking. He watched her until he couldn't see her anymore, smirked, and walked away. Fuck. I don't do this. I don't compete. I walked back to my office, pulled out my phone, and messaged Skinnle telling him I hoped Kate was ready. I got a simple, "she is" in return. I didn't want her to convince Iris really, just to tell her
IRISIt was different, the way I felt when Ryker spanked me. It made me emotional yet excited. When he was done I wanted to give my virginity over to him. I didn't even think about it. I feel like my body responded before my mind caught up. He gave me a card to buy lingerie for our "playtime" tonight. That's what he called it. I didn't want to let him buy me anything but he strongly insisted. I looked up at him when I was leaving his office. His eyes looked dark, carnal, and dangerous. I hadn't seen him look this way before. I think the spanking did something to him as well. It should scare me, but it doesn't. It's welcoming to me, enticing me to follow him into the darkness. "Okay sweet Iris, away you go, I have class soon. I will not under any circumstance risk your education for this. So we need to take precautions. Relationships between professors and students are strongly frowned upon." Ryker said to me his eyes returning to normal. I smiled, "Kate told me. This is why you made me
RykerIt felt like classes lasted longer. I wanted to get off work and meet her at the restaurant. I sat and listened to blonde Barbie number 25 tell me about her Philosophy quote, with no vision, batting her eyelashes and exaggerating her hip movements. I thought fondly of Iris the whole time, this girl couldn't take my focus off of her if she tried. I smiled. "Thank you. Nice Job Dear." I call most of them dear cause its too many names, but they still get all bubbly. I smirked. Michael was one of my older assistants, I used to only use males, so something like Iris didn't happen. Funny I saw her before she even came through my classroom door. "Okay class, these all sounded very good. Very interesting take on these quotes." I lied. "Michael will take all of your essays, and then you may go. I have an appointment I need to go get ready for." I looked to Michael and he nodded. He was a skinny guy with glasses and freckles. He reminded me of a grown-up version of that boy on Home Alone,
IRISAs soon as we got to his house, Ryker took me to his room and asked me to take my dress off. I did. I was excited. Now as I looked over at this man staring at me like I was his next meal. I felt a chill from being half-naked in this room. I was fine, even at the restaurant when he touched me with only a curtain separating us from the rest of the people there. For the first time, I was getting scared. He looked at me after I didn't answer immediately and walked over to me. He grabbed a blanket from a chair by his closet and threw it over my shoulder. "Are you okay Iris?" I looked up at him with tears forming in my eyes. I shrugged still unable to say anything. I wanted this, I wanted this all day. "Let's sit down?" I followed him to the bed sitting down on the edge. "Talk to me, Iris?" He spoke again. After a few minutes, I looked up at him and said, "I froze." I couldnt tell him everything about me. I couldnt tell him the reasons I ran from Ohio. He ran his hand over my cheek. "I