Chapter 5: The Bedroom

Jennifer led Terrance to her bedroom. The room was clean and filled with romance. The lights were dimmed, scented candles giving the room a lovely smell, chocolate and rose petals on the king size bed, and red wine on the nightstand. Jennifer closed the bedroom door and stood next to it posing sexually. 

"So.... Is this the surprise? If so, then I am pleased.", he said with amazement.

"No. This is not the surprise. But I am happy that you love how my bedroom looks.", she responded.

"What's the surprise then?", he asked.

"Be patient, Terrance. Let's take our time first before we get to the surprise.", she replied.

Jennifer grabbed Terrance's right hand and walked toward to the bed. They both sat down. She grabbed her phone off of the nightstand and started playing slow jams to set the mood.

"Terrance, I know that this our first date and we still do not too much about each other. But spending this first date with you feels like I knew you my entire life. Most men I have met or dated only cared about my money, my career, my body, and how good I could please them. With you, you made me feel like my life was important and I belonged in this world. No man, not even my father, treated me with such care and respect. Do you want to know what I love about you the most?", she explained and asked.

"Yeah.", he replied.

"Your honesty. You always let me know when something is bothering you. When we watched that movie, I was expecting for you to love the movie like I did. But you did not sugarcoat anything or pretended to impress me. You kept it real and honest with me throughout this date. If I had to be honest, I find that really attractive when a man could always tell it to me straight and not hold anything back.", she explained.

Jennifer got closer to Terrance and slowly rubbed on his arms. Terrance noticed that Jennifer is feeling his body and looked into her eyes.

"I know you are wondering why I am rubbing your arms and you probably was not expecting it. But I could not help myself. When I first laid my eyes on you, the first thing I noticed was how huge your arms were. I had to cop a feel. Do you feel uncomfortable when I rub your arms?", she asked.

"No. It did caught me off guard at first, but I do not mind.", he responded.

"Good. Do you mind if I kiss you?", she asked.

"No, I do not mind at all.", he replied.

Jennifer slowly leaned forward to kiss Terrance. She wrapped her hands around his body and kissed him on the lips. She moved her body closer. Her hands were rubbing on his back. He started rubbing on her back. They continued to kiss each other slowly and passionately for about a good minute and a half. They stopped kissing.

"Wow, I didn't know you were such a good kisser. My lips kissing your lips felt so euphoric.", she said.

"I never experienced a kiss that wonderful before. That was a lovely kiss.", he mentioned.

"I know I kept you waiting, but I'm ready to share the surprise with you. Before I do that, I need you to close your eyes and keep them closed until I tell you to open them again. Do you understand?", she asked.

"Yes, I understand.", he replied.

"Great. The surprise is in my closet, so I need to get up and receive it. Once I get off this bed, I want you to close your eyes.", she explained.

"Alright, I got it.", he replied.

Jennifer got up from the bed and headed to her closet. Terrance's eyes were closed and waited patiently for the surprise. She was inside the closet and looked for the surprise.

"Are your eyes closed?", she asked.

"Yeah, they are closed and I can't see a thing.", he responded.

Jennifer chuckled. She continued to search for 30 seconds until she finally found the surprise.

"I found it. But still keep your eyes.", she said.

"Alright, cool.", he replied.

She walked out from her closet and closed the door. She walked back to the bed and sat down close to him again.

"Are you ready for your surprise?", she asked.

"Yeah, I'm ready.", he replied.

"Open your eyes in three.... two.... one....", she said.

Terrance opened his eyes to see the surprise. What he witnessed was not something he expected.

"Do you like the surprise?", she asked.

"Umm..... Jennifer? What are those supposed to be?", he confusingly asked.

"Oh, These are my BDSM sex toys.", she responded.

Terrance was shocked when Jennifer revealed what his surprise was.

"I did not know you were into that type of stuff.", he replied nervously.

"I have always been into BDSM. People think that women should not take part, because it allows men to use and abuse their bodies. They also believe that women have no control and they are considered as 'freaks' if they try. Well, fuck what those people have to say because doing BDSM is an amazing sensation for me. I love it when a man takes control of me or when I dominate them. I always get turned on when a muscular hunk smacks me around, chokes me out, and punishes me for being naughty. I also love when I grab men by their balls and do not let them cum until I say so. Everything about BDSM is wonderful. It makes me feel empowered as a woman and it gives me so much pleasure.", she explained.

Terrance was lost for words by what Jennifer explained to him.

"So.... What do you think?", she asked.

Terrance took a huge breath to calm down.

"Why did you not tell me before that you were into BDSM?", he questioned her.

"I was afraid that you were going to freakout and not be into me anymore. A lot of men are too afraid to try BDSM. Most men do not like the idea of a woman taking control of them, as they find it humiliating and strips away their masculinity. Plus men or anybody really do not like being punished or being hurt by another person, especially someone they love. So I understand that you are feeling nervous and scared after what I just revealed. But I want you to know that there's nothing to worry about.", she explained.

"So... Are you forcing me to try BDSM?", he asked.

"No, I would never force someone to try BDSM. I just wanted to explain to you that I am into that sexual activity. But.... it would make this date even more satisfying if we both took part.", she responded as she rubbed on his arms more and got turned on.

Terrance got off the bed and prepared to leave. Jennifer noticed that Terrance was off the bed and she grabbed his right arm to stop him from leaving.

"Where are you going, Terrance?", she asked with concern.

"You know, I had a lovely experience with you today. You invited me to your beautiful house, we ate an immaculate dinner, we had a magical slow dance, I had the best kiss I ever experienced, and you made me feel important. But.... I do not feel comfortable trying something I know I would not enjoy. I am glad that you feel empowered by doing it, which is wonderful. But I am not the type of guy to give you that satisfaction you are yearning for. I am just a guy who writes stupid love poems and drinks smoothies. There are millions of guys out there that will fulfill your fantasy and I am not one of them to accomplish that. Sorry!", he explained.

"But why are you leaving? The date has not ended yet. Please just sit down and let's continue. We had such a phenomenal time and I don't want it to end because of my sexual pleasure. Please Terrance? Just stay with me for the rest of the night and then you could leave. We don't have to do BDSM, we could just slow dance and kiss some more.", she pleaded and started getting emotional.

"I love you, Jennifer. But I am not the guy you are looking for. So I must leave. I am terribly sorry.", he responded.

Terrance took Jennifer's hand off of his arm and walked toward to the bedroom door. Jennifer started crying as she felt betrayed. Before Terrance could walk out the bedroom, he heard Jennifer crying. He was conflicted on whether to leave and let her continue feeling sad or to stay and make her feel better. With the guilt eating Terrance up and him feeling like an asshole for abruptly leaving Jennifer, he took a deep breath and tried to makes things right with her.

"Jennifer?", he asked with concern.

She was still crying and ignored him.

"Jennifer? I am sorr...", he got interrupted.

"Save it. I do not want to hear more from you.", she said.

"But.... could you let me explain?", he asked.

"Didn't you already explained enough? Just leave and never talk to me again.", she demanded.

She started wiping away the tears and got her composure back.

"But Jennifer, let me....", he got interrupted again.

"LEAVE! GODDAMN IT, JUST LEAVE!", she yelled and thrown her sex toys at Terrance in a aggressive way.

Terrance did not say anything else and walked out the bedroom. He closed the door and walked toward to the front door. Jennifer was freaking out; she was yelling and destroying her bedroom. She also removed all her makeup by aggressively smearing it all over her hands. She sat on her bed huffing and puffing with rage. The makeup was dripping off from her face and she is an emotional wreck. Terrance was at the living room and glanced at Jennifer's modeling portrait. He walked toward to the portrait and hold it in his hands.

"I am so sorry, Jennifer. I did not mean to break your heart and make you feel sad. I was just not comfortable or ready to try BDSM. I hope you can forgive me. Do not let me leaving you ruin your entire life. You can definitely find a guy that can give you the right satisfaction and more. But for me, I was not ready to go all the way and I'm sorry that I let you down. I still love you and will cherish all the moments we spent together. I wish you nothing but happiness and fulfillment. I must go now and I hope I can see you again. Love, Terrance. To, Jennifer.", he explained while looking at the portrait.

He kissed the portrait and puts it back in its place. He was near at the front door. He was about to open the door......

Until everything turned to black!