The crying girl found comfort in the old lady's arms.
"Mama Juana, why is Mother mad at me again?"
"I'm sorry, Elena, it's because your grandmother didn't educate your father properly."
The Earl vented his anger to his wife, and the Countess followed suit and vented on their 8-year-old daughter. It had been the same way even since Elena was old enough to walk.
Although it was also understandable that after ten years her son was frustrated by the lack of a legitimate heir to the House Valverde, it still didn't justify his reactions towards his wife, who had just suffered another miscarriage, or their only daughter.
“Mother said it’s my fault.”
She should have been born a boy. Because Elena was born, she’d made her mother barren and her father desperate as years went by.
"Things were not always like this. Your father is just worried about the future of our family if there's not a son in this house."
Elena frowned and looked down. She didn't understand. When they were in the capital in the past summer, they met the Baroness of Pietro, and she heard she was the only daughter of her house who inherited the title. So why was it so bad that she was born a girl?
Her father, too, had once tried to teach her. That attempt did not end well because Elena had been slow to learn, but she’d worked hard since then, hoping he’d give her another chance.
"Mama, girls can also inherit titles, can't they? The Baroness of Pietro said so, that if I am capable the Emperor can let me succeed Father, so I'm studying hard."
"That's true. But Elena, those are the Empire's rules that do not follow the traditions of Vallas. Today we do as the Emperor commands, but it doesn't mean it's right."
In the South, they still tried to do things the way God had commanded them to, but saying that kind of thing could be considered treason, so the old lady had to lower down her voice as she spoke those words.
"Why? I can study hard, I’ll learn everything there is to know."
“It’s not that simple. Men and women have different duties, we’ve been made different. You shouldn’t have to think about succeeding your father, my girl. It’s a pity you couldn’t see how things used to be in my times.”
Elena was just eight, she was born after the Saints disappeared and the Raeden Empire conquered the continent. Because of the same reason, she would never understand the Earl's worries and resentment.
Just twenty years ago, Vallas was an independent kingdom, the southern garden of the continent, and House Valverde was the most outstanding of the noble families in the region. Yet when the war started, the three oldest sons were the first to die against the enemy, and only the fourth and youngest, Enmanuel, managed to survive.
As the wife of the former Earl and the old madam of House Valverde, Juana knew better than anyone the reasons why accepting this new Raeden Empire was so difficult. The new ruler, Renan the First, ordered all the temples to be turned into government facilities, and the worship of God was reduced to the insides of the walls of the family house. All the centuries-long traditions were ignored, and the former glory of the House Valverde had never been recovered.
If only the circumstances were different, if Vallas was what it had been once upon a time... If things were like before, Elena should be the pampered young lady of the house, being educated in the temple, and with suitors already asking for her hand in the front door.
"Mama Juana, how was it before I was born?"
When Elena was sad, she liked to hear these stories the most. In this regard, the girl was very peculiar too, the fascination these stories awoke in her was never seen in other kids, who just learned to accommodate to the new world or resent it.
“There was a time when the civilization was limited to the Sacred Diamond Islands in the West. No one knew when exactly it happened, only it was around one thousand years ago, sailors from the islands arrived on the continent and founded the kingdoms of Vallas, in the South, Eir and Raeden, in the North. Eir and Vallas were protected by the Saints, blessed priests chosen by God since birth."
"What happened to the Saints?"
"With the passing of the centuries, fewer Saints were born, eventually there was no one left. Perhaps that was God's punishment for people becoming too greedy and immoral."
"Immoral how?"
"You'll learn when you are older."
"Raeden didn't follow the Saints?"
"No. The people from Raeden were sorcerers who used forbidden magic and denied our God. They always had problems with the Kingdom of Eir, but nobody could have known, one day Raeden attacked Eir and started a war."
The Raeden sorcerers were pushed to infertile land and their numbers couldn’t be compared to the inhabitants of the other two kingdoms. It was a surprise when they started to win battle after battle. The most inventive narrators from Eir talked about the commander of the armies having a monster at her disposal, but that was a ridiculous story that tried to explain what could not be explained.
Eir had fallen in less than a year, but Vallas endured more. One by one the sons of the House Valverde went to fight the enemy, until only the youngest, Elena's father, was left to take care of the family. And in order to take care of the family, and save what could be saved, he'd kneeled and pledged loyalty to the Raeden Empire when the Great Sorceress, the Grand-Duchess of Alba, opened the gates of the Imperial Palace.
It was a sad thing that Elena had to live in such a world.
"It's of no use for you to hear about this. Now, you stopped crying, go and change your clothes before it's time for dinner."
Elena nodded and ran towards her own bedroom. The marble floor was slippery as the maids had just finished cleaning, which she noticed too late as she stumbled, trying to grab something to avoid falling. In the end, her knees and hands still met the floor.
"Ouch."
The child bit her lips. Her skirt was ripped off and her knees were bleeding. The wound brought a stinging pain, but she was more concerned about her mother, who would surely scold her again for being careless and not ladylike at all.
She grabbed the folds of her skirt in an attempt to cover her tattered clothes, wishing the scratches could just disappear, and exhaled deeply before standing up again.
"What are you doing, Elena?"
Elena turned around to see her mother, and instantly lowered her gaze.
"I'll wash and get ready for dinner."
The countess sighed but surprisingly this wasn't followed by another reprimand. Maybe she wasn’t angry anymore? Elena peeked at her mother, but the icy expression was still there, just like the bruise on her right cheek.
"Very well. Hurry up, your Father will be back soon."
As Elena looked down, she saw her knees were perfectly fine, as if nothing had happened at all.
The sound of the wind hitting the walls and the whistling of the windows had always frightened her since she was a little girl. It had been raining for hours, and apparently, it wouldn’t stop. She just wanted the roaring noise of thunder and rain to be gone. How could she still be afraid of such things at seventeen? It was simply a storm that would soon be over. The daylight was long gone, and a single lamp’s dim fire illuminated the room, but nothing out there could hurt her. There was nothing in the darkness that could hurt her. On nights like this, Elena would have gone to Mama Juana’s bedroom and seek comfort in her embrace, to fall asleep peacefully by her side. She covered herself with a blanket and her whole body shook with cold. Maybe it was a good thing she was exhausted, although her brain insiste
“Elena, today you should go and buy yourself some suitable clothes for your brother's birthday party.”“Yes, mother.”“Mother, I also want to go for a walk.” The boy asked, pulling his mother's skirt “Can I go with Elena?”“It will be next time, Milan. Today is too cold, if you go out you could get sick.”Not cold enough to stop Elena from going out, though. The clear line Vivian Valverde drew between her two children couldn’t be more evident if she tried. And Elena knew her mother wasn’t really trying… it was just easy for her to forget about her eldest daughter, who’d caused her so many tears in the past, compared to the child that brought her happiness.
Unexpectedly, Elena returned home that day with a new personal maid. If her mother wanted to object, but the words did not come out of her mouth once she realized that her daughter had been alone for more than a week because she had forgotten to place a new person at her disposal, at least temporarily until Mariela came back.“This is much better.” Elena approved of the appearance of the girl now that she’d taken a bath and changed into clean and warm cotton clothes. “Laila, go with Nancy, she will show you the kitchen, and you will ask the manager to prepare a snack for us.”Training her to work as a personal maid in a noble family’s home would secure the girl’s future, and it was better than other strenuous labor out there. If Laila stayed by her side, Elena might even be able to teach her to read.
“It’s the Duke of Alba, my lord,” Vega spoke in a solemn voice. “He is waiting for you in the hall.”The shock was clear in everyone’s expressions after the butler mentioned the identity of the new visitor, and only at that moment did Elena recall the man she encountered at the door of the Made’s shoe store. She had not mistaken the coat of arms after all. That gentleman was too young to be the duke, but surely he was someone related to him.“The Duke of Alba? How can it be?” The Earl Valverde was already on his feet. “Excuse me, Marquis. I have to attend this matter at once.”“Of course, of course.” The Marquis exchanged glances with his daughter. “Who would have thought we’d get such distinguished company.”
Ivar breathed in the fresh air of the riverside that marked the entrance to the County of Valverde. The children of Vallas called it winter, they said it was cold. That was because they had no idea what true winter was like. He’d been born in the deadliest freeze, one that took the last remnants of magic in Raeden and also took his parents’ lives.This, the rain and cold winds in Vallas was just earth trying to find balance after a millennium without its heart. Or perhaps it was another sign that he was running out of time to find it.In her letter, Saray assured him that this woman, the daughter of the Earl, was the key to find what he was looking for. His sister was never wrong when it came to her dreams.The carriage stopped.“Aghh!” Someone ou
No one else seemed to be troubled by the fact that this duke was much younger than he was supposed to be. Despite his imposing bearing, he barely looked a bit older than Elena herself, how could he be older than the Marquis?Were all the rumours false? Was this another child of the Grand-Duchess?Magic?It was highly likely he was a sorcerer, he was a man from Raeden after all, but this didn’t explain this appearance. She’d met some sorcerers before, and these people had an uncanny bond to nature that gave them the ability to summon rain or make the soil more productive, she’d even heard from some that could heal miraculously the most terrible wounds and illness, but they weren’t any less human. They aged and died, too.Perhaps this wasn’t e
This man who was smiling at her with a satisfied expression as if he hadn’t just tried to maim her was definitely insane.“Just like I was saying, you will be able to use your magic if you are properly trained. Why would someone like you conform with being the Marchioness, staying at home or attending parties for him to show you off?”He was insane, but on the other hand, her hand was indeed intact, and she might be as insane as he was, because she found his words appealing. Training to use magic...Suddenly, Elena was able to see an alternative to that life. It was impossible to understand how she could even possess magic, only people from Raeden and some come from Eir had that ability. However, there was a chance to actually do all those things she&
A friend had kissed her hand once. She was fourteen then, and she liked him too, so the day he left she’d felt brave and gave it back to him with a peck on his cheek. Perhaps it was because those emotions had long faded away, but Elena did not think those demonstrations of affection had made her feel as agitated as she was feeling at that moment. The Duke greeted her by taking her hand to his lips, (they lingered on her fingers for longer than necessary, teasingly). Elena was sure he did not say good morning this way to every lady, it was his attempt to charm her, to test her. Did he want her to like him? His offer was good enough, but one thing he’d certainly not mentioned was affection. (Not that she expected it, because it’d be absurd for a noble to think about love when it came to marriage. Some were lucky to
Raeden looked like a land of fairytales (although, to be fair, all stories of fantasy and magic had come to be true after she met Ivar). It was summer here, but a thin layer of snow covered the ground all the way to Jade City. She could see it all from above, the magnificent views that changed first when they crossed Eir until they landed at their destination, and for the first time she thought about how frustrating it could be for him to ride on a carriage when he could always do this instead. People looked in awe when they landed, but few of them seemed to be afraid. Elena couldn’t help but ask why. “Some people tell stories around here. Their parents must have seen it during the war.” Here, it didn’t matter if he wasn’t really the brother of the Emperor and the Gr
Her father had lost his mind. What did he think would be the result of this? He kept repeating that they couldn’t win, that he wouldn’t let them win, but the commotion was enough to have Danna come into the room, and she grabbed Enmanuel from the behind, pulling him away from Elena and sending him flying towards the room's desk.“Your Grace! Are you okay?”“I'm fine, Danna, don't worry.” Elena swallowed with difficulty, feeling her throat sore. Free to think and use her magic properly, she grew vines that imprisoned her father. She tolerated him for too long. “Call the others and take him to the cell for criminals. He can stay the night there.”“You can't treat me like a mere commoner.”She strode towards him an
Pregnant…“Congratulations, my lady!” Mariela clapped her hands in excitement. “Congratulations, Your Grace!”They kept staring at each other in silence, just waiting until they were left alone in the room.Something like that should be impossible for them, and yet, it wasn’t. Elena wasn’t really human, but the vessel of the Emerald Heart, and someone who could already use the Gift of Life in extraordinary ways in spite of lacking experience and control over her magic.Viviana Lagrave was convinced her son was only born because Elena pitied her and felt sad for the kind of treatment she received as a wife who couldn’t bear a male heir. It seemed far-fetched considering that Elena was only a child and unaware of her powers
Two doctors arrived in the morning, quickly installing themselves in the house that Elena had been staying at those days, and with help of the Black Knights, the place became ready to attend to people in no time. Neither Laila nor Mariela seemed to be really surprised seeing that their mistress and the duke had reconciled and came back with linked arms to tell them of their intention to fix the county.“We’ll open an academy here soon, Miros will work on it so that in the future we can send doctors and sorcerers to the small villages too.”“But for the moment, this is already a great relief to the people who couldn’t get medical assistance after doctor Marin left.”They were at the entrance of the house, ready to leave, when the men from the manor came to see what all the fuss was
There was only one doctor in town, the same who attended the Valverde family, so it was a risky move as her father would learn about it and probably hand her to Ivar. But Mariela (who insisted on Elena staying in the house, her eyes would give her away immediately) came back from the Doctor Marin’s house with the news he’d left town weeks ago.“I went to the apothecary to get something for Laila’s fever, and it seems it’s a very contagious flu. Everyone is getting sick, but there’s no one to treat them. Doctor Marin left because the Earl hadn't been paying him for months, and there were many other lords in the region asking for doctors too.”Her father was a stingy pig.“He can’t be so deep into debt that he can’t pay the only doctor available in town
“Lady Elena, do you really think the Duke would try to hurt you?”Laila voiced this question when they were peeling apples for the afternoon snack, sitting near to the attic windows of the abandoned house they decided to turn into their temporary hiding place. It was quite convenient that Elena was able to grow most things they ate or used to cook, because it wasn’t as if they could go out of town freely these days. The black nights were still looking for them in the streets, knowing that they couldn’t make it very far in just a few hours.Eventually, however, they would give up and look elsewhere.“We’ve only known each other for a few months, Laila. Exactly the same time I’ve known Ivar. Maybe I’m not the one who knows him the best, I couldn’t, in such a
In hindsight, Vivian should have known it from the moment the midwife exclaimed it was a girl. She couldn’t get pregnant before Elena, in the same way she couldn’t carry any of her pregnancies later, as if the whole purpose of having the girl was to continue hiding the Heart.When Milan was conceived, however, she knew that much like her mother before her, her daughter could access that magic. It was because of her misery and Elena feeling sad for her that made it happen.But should she be happy about it?“My mother and her mother before then, for hundreds of years, they lived that kind of life. Do you think I would have been anything else than a slave if they thought I had magic too? My father, the very generous, kind-hearted Baron de Lagos, would have kept me prisoner the rest of my life. The wor
It was bound to be the talk of the town when the daughter of the Earl came back home less than a year after the wedding.“As expected, you are useless. Couldn’t you at least satisfy your husband? You have no shame coming back to this house alone!”“You are reading too much into this, father.” Elena breathed in deep and managed to keep her calm. “I just wanted to make sure my brother didn’t come home alone, and since I have the time to spare, why wouldn’t I accompany him? I didn’t know I’m not allowed to visit this house anymore.”Enmanuel Valderde glared at her, his frown deepening as he tried to find the mistake in her words.He couldn’t come up with anything, and that was the end of it. She instruc
Given that it had come to this point, Ivar decided it was useless to keep hiding the truth.“Come with me,” he said, seeing that Elena wouldn’t move or say anything in response.But she still followed him to his office, walking down the stairs that led to the underground springs.“Why are we here?”“It’s the only place inside that palace that’s spacious enough. So you can see with your own eyes what I really am.”Elena barely had time to grasp what was happening in front of her, as he changed into a large, two-winged black creature so frightening that her trembling legs did not want to move when all she wanted was to step back. Just his head was the size of her whole body.