CHAPTER 2
THE ARRIVAL
I opened my eyes and gasped for air as if someone was choking me the entire time I was sleeping. I feel my own heart beating fast inside my chest as I tried to calm my senses. I pulled myself up from the bed and found myself lying on top of my old mattress with my favourite unicorn bed sheet that I have always loved when I was in high school. I looked around the entire room and realized that I was inside my mom’s house. I reached my mom’s house last night?
Wait, what about the car accident?
I pulled my arms up and peeled the blanket off my legs and found no stain of wounds all over me. I rushed to my dresser to check myself, I didn’t have any wound from the car accident last night. I was absolutely fine and nothing hurt in every corner of my body. My soul had left my body and I know I saw my own self being carried by the medics. I know I died last night.
My brows knitting in the middle of my forehead and was utterly speechless with what was happening to me because I know I was involved in a totally freaky car accident last night. I was thrown out from my car when another speeding vehicle hit me from behind. I saw a family of four unconscious and I saw the driver of that truck being pulled out from the driver’s seat. I know I stepped so hard on my brake trying to save my own life after I caught Charles cheating on me.
Charles.
I grabbed my phone and found one message from Charles.
Charles: Baby please talk to me. Let’s not end it yet, please.
I ignored his message that he sent me an hour ago and left him on read. I realized that it was still nine in the morning of the 15th of July 2020. It was just a day after I broke up with him and I still don’t understand how I got home last night. What about the car accident?
I sat on my bed and felt weirded out of what just happened to me because it was a dream.
The car accident was a dream but it felt so real.
I rushed out of my bedroom and looked for my mom to where I found her in the kitchen. I know she’s cooking my favourite meal because every time I come home, she always cooks my favourites. I approached her as I watch her cook until she notices me.
“Oh, you’re finally awake.” She smiles.
And it was really my mom. “Mom.” I called out seriously.
She looks back at me, “Yes Merry? Why do you look at me like that?”
“Do you see me?” I asked.
Her brows creasing, “What kind of question is that? Of course I see you.”
“Do you really see me?”
“Are you on drugs?”
“No!” I answered right away.
“Then tell me why wouldn’t I see you?” She placed the pancakes over the plates and holds my hand as she smiles at me, “Come and join me for breakfast.”
We walk towards the table and settled on our seats. I stare at my mom intently who is eating right across me while she stares at me reluctantly. “America, why in actual hell do you look at me like that?”
“And you can hear my voice.”
She sighs, “What is going on with you? Are you sick? If it’s drugs, you better freaking stop it lady.”
“Mom, no. I’m not taking any drugs.” I sigh too. “I just… I had the weirdest dream and… it felt so real.”
She looks at me reluctantly, “Some dreams are like that.”
“But it’s not the usual dream…. I… I saw myself… I felt like my soul left my body… I was in a car accident and I… saw myself mom. I saw myself almost lifeless as if I was already a soul. I knew that was what happened to me…..” I trailed.
Mom holds my hand, “Don’t you think you were just thinking too much because of what happened to to you and Charles?” She asks me. “Maybe your body was just completely tired and you’ve had a lot of things going on in your life with work and personal stuff.”
I sigh again and wondered maybe that mom might be right. Maybe that could be the reason why I had such a weird dream last night. “How did I come home last night?”
“Well, you were knocking at my door past 3AM and crying the entire night because of Charles. I didn’t know you were drunk last night that you didn’t remember how you came home. You didn’t smell like alcohol.” She answers as a matter-of-factly.
I breathe out heavily as I stare at my plate feeling more confused with what really happened to me last night or if my dream was real at all. “Why are you asking me so weird questions early in the morning?”
I pulled my head up and stare back at my mom, “Nothing.” I responded. “I just… I just didn’t remember how I came here the moment I woke up in my old room.” I answered her honestly.
“Look, I’m sorry about what happened to you and Charles, honey.” Mom cooed.
I shake my head, “I want to say I’m fine but I am actually not and…. I don’t really want to talk about Charles because it only reminded me of how he cheated on me, mom.”
She nods, “It’s not your fault why he cheated. Don’t think less of yourself because of only one man, okay?” She comforted me.
I answer a nod with a weak smile.
“Why don’t you take a few days off? To get things out of your head. You need it.”
“You think so?”
Mom smiles, “I know so. I know you’re a strong willed woman America and I know you’re stronger than this but sometimes you have to find yourself somewhere else where you can heal your wounds.”
I pulled my chair closer to my mom and hugged her as she wraps her arms around me. I tried my best not to cry, “I’ve never felt so betrayed mom.” I try to stop myself from crying. “I never thought Charles could do this to me. I never thought he’ll cheat on me.”
She rubs her hand over my spine, “Honey, sometimes in life things happen for reason especially when you’ve been completely blinded by everything. I guess life is already telling you that the person who you are investing so much time with is not really worth your time at all.”
I pulled my head to face my mom, “Do you think I can get over this mom?”
“Of course, Merry. You don’t know how strong you are.” She kisses my forehead.
“Thanks mom.” I hug her tighter.
Later that afternoon, I called the office and told my boss that I will be gone for an indefinite leave because I was dealing with something personal. My boss, kind as usual, allowed me to be away for as long as I want if it will be helpful for me to grow as a human. I told him that he can still send me a few mails if he needed to my help and he was happy to hear it.
I opened my G***l account since I noticed one new message that I received hours ago. The message came from an account called letusallhealunexpectedly@g***l.com and has sent me a message around 3:10AM. I paused when I stared at the time when the message was delivered, it was the same time when the accident happened in my dream. I shake my head sideways and tried to dismiss that weird dream out of my head because it will only give me the creeps. I clicked on the message.
From: letusallhealunexpectedly@g***l.com
To: americapingries@g***l.com
Subject: Island of LUAHU
Good day Miss Pingries!
Are you looking for a place to have a vacation far away from the city where you can get your mind off of things? Are you looking for a place where you can physically, emotionally and soulfully heal? We have such a wonderful news for you! Our little island called LUAHU wants to cordially invite you to check our pristine beaches and fine white sand where we assure you that your stay will be out-of-this-worldly relaxing while at the same time you’re healing. If interested, please check the file attached below. Fill up the form and send it back to us. Kindly check the map guide attached which includes how to get to the Island of LUAHU.
We would love to have you here! See you soon!
Best Regards,
Mr. L
“LUAHU.” I say the name of the island.
I went on G****e and started typing the name of the island on the search bar and as soon as it showed me a few searches, I checked on their site and was stunned by the beautiful beach that they have. Okay, so they’re legit. I clicked through a few photos and was instantly hooked with the island. This was the perfect time for me to escape from my problems and just head to somewhere far that no one knows me.
I filled up the form and sent it back.
I reserved a single room where I’ll be staying for two weeks and was unexpectedly excited for this solo trip that I never planned in the first place. I have never been on a vacation by myself and since this was the first, I wanted to make it more memorable. I wanted to heal from this pain so I can find some courage to forgive Charles and Nicole. I wanted to heal so I can free myself from this pain.
When I got their confirmation message hours after, I began to pack my things and didn’t want to over-pack since I am only staying there for two weeks. I grabbed a few dresses and bikinis which will give me lustrous sun tan that I can post on my social media later. By dinner, I told my mom about LUAHU and she wished me the best of luck to find myself before I come back home.
The next day, I followed their step by step guide on how to get to the island. It felt like I was on a scavenger hunt, a hunt for my peace of mind and healing. I went to the port by taxi and got on the boat heading to the Island of MAUI which was two hours from North Carolina. I fell asleep the entire ride and when I reached the Island of MAUI it was already ten in the morning. I asked the people who were working on the port if they had tickets to the island of LUAHU and thankfully there was only one boat heading to the small island. I bought the ticket and got on the boat where the boatman welcomed me with such a happy smile. I noticed that he instantly started the small boat even if there weren’t no other passengers getting on which was a bit suspicious.
“Um, excuse me.” I called out to him.
“Yes ma’am?” He asks with a southern accent.
“Aren’t we going to wait for the other passengers?” I asked.
“You’re the only one passenger for this trip ma’am. America Pingries right?” He mentions my complete name which was shocking but then he might have been oriented by Mr. L about me.
I nod, “Yeah.”
He smiles at me happily, “You’ll love the Island of LUAHU ma’am.”
I smile back, “I hope so.”
The boat ride lasted for thirty minutes and as soon as we arrived the small port of LUAHU, my eyes were then surprised by the most gorgeous blue waters of their beach. It was breath-taking to see such a beautiful blue hues of waters and as it gets shallower, it becomes a darker shade little by little. I changed to my slipper and slipped my socks off my feet as I kept them inside my back while carrying my sneakers. The boatman helped me out of the boat and as soon as my feet hit the warm waters, it felt perfectly refreshing and exciting that I will be staying for this island for two weeks long.
CHAPTER 2.1A white vehicle drove me to the Inn where I will be staying called Little Haven and when I got there, the attendant was absolutely friendly while catering to my needs. She handed me the key to my single room and the place was not to so bad at all. I had my own bathroom with a bathtub at an affordable price, my bed sheets were most definitely holistic, plus the mattress was just utterly soft and the entire room smelled like strawberry and had a wonderful air condition. I fixed my luggage inside the wooden dresser and decided to stroll around the island as I rented out a bicycle. I remembered a few landmarks so I won’t get lost on my way back home and I knew I had to find a good place to eat lunch and have a cup of coffee at the same time.I found a really hippie and island life vibing coffee shop which also offers lunch so I parked my bicycle to the side and ordered a solo plate of food. I sat on this tall stool chair as I began to eat by myself as I look around the laidbac
CHAPTER 3195 COUNTRIESThat night, I decided to have dinner in this pizza restaurant and ordered a plate of pasta with a bottle of beer. The restaurant had a very calming ambiance with golden yellow walls, maroon flooring and a few paintings hanging and a very Italian atmosphere. The foods were really tasty and it made me feel as if I was taken to Italy while eating it as the restaurant was filled with an Italian song in the background.The entire day, I spent most of my time on my socials and staring at people who were really enjoying their time. People were talking and meeting random strangers, some were sunbathing and enjoying their time with a few of their friends and there were people who surfed and caught some waves while complimenting each other. Women were flirting to a few good looking men while I was just staring at everything that was going on around me but I was guarded and had my walls up since I think I couldn’t trust anyone else after Charles.“There are 195 countries
CHAPTER 3.1The feeling of being on this motorbike for the very first time reminded me of how important it was to never let our problems stress us out or get the best of us because one way or another we will all get through it. Maybe not today or tomorrow but eventually the pain we are feeling will heal one way or another. This kind of bliss and freedom makes me feel that I am actually alive and I have so much to be thankful and be happy for than hurting over one man who cheated on me. I loved how the cold wind brushes over my cheeks as if it was giving me subtle kisses on my face reminding me that I am loved.When Harry parked his motorcycle, I handed him his helmet and noticed that we have entered a very island-like chill kind of type restobar with a Spanish vibe on it. Harry takes my hand as we entered and I didn’t really mind how he held my hand as we walk to the table where his friends were waiting. The restobar has an outdoor establishment extended from the indoor part where liv
CHAPTER 4SWEET CHEEKSI headed out of the bathroom after taking a pee and found Zion sleeping on the living room’s couch, drunk. Neal has been sleeping on the sand on their backyard, also drunk. Diana had already went back home while Olivia is now sleeping inside the spare room of this massive house. I can’t find Harry and Georgina-Rose so I decided to head out to the backyard to wake Neal up and help him out of the sand because I bet he’d catch a cold but I halted when I heard Harry’s voice.I followed where the voice was coming from and it led me up the stairs. I walked to the bedroom where I can hear the voice and he was talking with Georgina-Rose, who also had a lot of bottles to drink earlier. I stood by a slightly opened bedroom where I can see Georgina-Rose crying as she sits on the foot of her bed topless and only had an underwear.“Harry please.” She begs.“Georgie, you’re drunk. You don’t know what you’re saying.” he answers her. “Get some clothes and go to sleep.” He tells
CHAPTER 4.1I loved watching how he would cock his head slightly backwards while closing his eyes when he sings a higher note and how his brows crease in the middle of his forehead as a reflex action to when he sings a lower note. For this moment, I see him as a different man and definitely not the cocky and charming Harry that I knew when I met him earlier. He is naturally musically talented.His eyes focused back on the keys and I can see through his eyes the passion he has for music and even though he tells me that he has not played the piano for a long time, he is still so damn good at it. Thus was pure talent. He can amazingly sing and can reach high notes which was absolutely beautiful. This man, can actually sing on a big stage in front of millions of screaming fans appreciating his talent.“Though we’re tethered to the story we must tell.”His voice softens as his emerald green eyes now focused back at me as his fingers kept jumping over the white and lack keys of this grand p
CHAPTER 4.2Diana rolled her eyes at Zion, “Cotton candy words gets you nowhere, Z. We all know how she begs Harry for sex when she’s drunk. I mean I am horny when I’m drunk but I don’t strip in front of a man begging him to fuck me.”Zion cocks his head, “How do you know that Miss Smarty pants when you’re drunk?”She rolled her eyes at him again.I was surprised that they know about this. I thought I was the only one who though it was weird that a woman would strip in front of a man like that but at least Diana does not think so.“I mean she is so damn lucky that Harry never takes advantage of her when she’s drunk because he respects her a lot and yet she does not even respect herself.” Diana states and it kind of makes me think that she does not like Georgina-Rose. “She throws a tantrum, but rarely, and when she throws a bad temper, she locks herself up in her room for a day.”Diana faces Zion, “I mean is it not a disturbing behaviour to you Mr. Zion Watts?”Zion rolls his eyes at h
CHAPTER 5ATTENTIONAfter an hour of surfing, I feel my skin burning but I had fun. For the first time in my life since I got here, I was enjoying something I have never done before. Harry and I swam for a little bit before we headed out of the waters having red skin like cooked lobsters. We headed back inside the beach house and decided to finally eat because we were now both hungry. Neal had finally woken up and his back was insanely red while his hair still hand sand on it. Olivia had woken up too and was now groaning in pain because of her hangover. We talked over the table as Diana blurt out to go touring around the entire island using their motorbikes since she wanted me to see the entire island and everyone was so into it even though I know they have toured the island many times already.I was up for something fun now with this group of people and for the first time I was no longer scared of stepping out from my comfort zone.Harry drove me back to my hotel so I can change and
CHAPTER 5.1His eyes looking sterner, “I will tell you whole honestly even though I don’t know if you will trust me but I only brought one woman in the beach house.” He pulled one finger as he looks at me eagerly with his green eyes. “Yes, we had sex. But that was weeks ago, I was new on the island and I joined the surfing contest where I met the woman. Her name is Cassandra. She was a surfer too. We had sex in the beach house but after that, I never brought anyone there.”I blink at him and he was explaining in detail and forcing me to believe him. A part of me tells me that he is believable but then I wonder why Georgina-Rose would tell me that and lie to me. I wonder what would be her motive when she told me about it earlier.“The thing that Cassandra and I had was mutual understanding. We both talked about doing it but that was once. Wait a minute, whoever told you that I bring girls over the beach house to fuck in the first place because it really makes me angry. That person tota
EPILOGUEPOT OF GOLDI have always been fascinated of the beach.There are so many things to do to enjoy and relax and there are a lot of sexy girls wearing bikinis almost looking like it is close to nudity. Yet, I love it. I love it all. I love watching girls in swim wears and how they play beach volleyball. Although I loved the sexual stuff of it, I have always thought that there is something about the sea that just calms my soul and my mind to a whole different level.I never really told anyone about it but it always has that kind of effect to me. Although no one knows much about it, I didn't want to look too softy on the outside being all sentimental about a petty thing.Everyone I know has always seen me as strong and very masculine with the way I dress, talk and act. With all the physicality that I have, everyone assumed that I am a cold-hearted tough guy. People who don't know me well would say I am an aloof. Kids and other townspeople would rather say I am scary. I have had a
CHAPTER 94 WELCOME HOMEM E R R Y Time: InfiniteWhere am I?Those were the first words I thought to myself.I looked around and found myself standing alone on the pristine beach. The water was gorgeously light blue and the horizon was insanely astounding. I paused and felt that I have said those same words somewhere before.Dejavu. It definitely seemed like it.Although I was lost, somewhere deep inside me felt like I was found. I felt surprisingly calm and warm as the sun was hitting my face. Sunlight always felt nice and even though most people don’t like to be under the sun for too long I think there’s something about it that’s calming at some point.Scorching was a word that would best describe the heat of the sun right now. I closed my eyes and felt the gentle and cool sea breeze passing through my hair and hitting against my skin. It was a bright sunny day but the wind felt chilly which provided a perfect balance. For a while, I stood there just feeling nature which was surro
CHAPTER 93 47 YEARSH A R R Y North Carolina, U.S.AForty-seven years laterSummerThe woman flinched as she spins around. Her eyes looked surprised as soon as she saw me. It was definitely her and I could never be wrong. It was the same face when we were in LUAHU but her hair was shorter now yet everything about her was the same. It felt so surreal seeing her again.“Diana, is it really…” I trailed off and realized how frightened and shocked she was. I realized that I was getting a little too suspicious and too close knowing that she is a young woman and I am an old man approaching her pettily. I didn’t want to look like a predator.I chuckled humourlessly, “I’m sorry.”She smiles wearily, “I’m sorry too but I think you have the wrong person?”I felt disappointed.“My name isn’t Diana.” She adds.I smiled tightlipped. “Of course. I’m sorry if I approached you like this and pretty much giving you a fright.”She shakes her head and smiles at me, “No, it’s… It’s not really a big deal.
CHAPTER 92 SATURNH A R R Y North Carolina, U.S.ADeath can seem cruel and unfair, especially when you feel someone has died before their time or when you had plans for the future together and growing old together.Death of someone we love is probably the most devastating experience that can ever happen to any of us.The loss and pain can strike you deeply and can shook your mental state of mind and your core.America died from a ruptured brain aneurysm that no one knew she had.All those terrible headaches, nausea, collapsing and drooping eyelids that she been complaining and experiencing, were signs of a grown malignant aneurysm after she was in coma. We all assumed that it was her pregnancy but the latter symptoms were already too late to figure it out that she was experiencing something so much more critical and dangerous.There were so many what ifs that I had after she died and so many regrets that I wished I did and didn’t do. There were so many things in my head and so much
CHAPTER 91.1I smiled as the heart monitor was echoing in the room in synch with the sound from the ventilator. “The second time was when you fainted a day before our wedding. I think your mom laughed at me when she saw me arriving the hospital because I looked stupid with what I wore as I was in a hurry.”I chuckle softly as I was remembering it. “Although I didn’t really notice how bad I wore until it was the morning. It was so funny, you should have seen it.”I placed her hand intertwined with mine against my lips, “That time, as I watched you sleep the entire night, I was able to write a short song. Do you want to hear it? I was never able to finish it though.”I rubbed the back of my forefinger against her cheek, “I’m sure you want to hear it. So give it a good listen, okay?” I speak to her.I cleared my throat as I tried my best to keep my shit together because I didn’t want to cry as I sing for her.“Sweetheart you look a little tired. When did you last eat? Come in and make
CHAPTER 91REALH A R R Y I was speechless and my felt as if my knees went weak and immobile.I wanted to say something but my mind went blank and I wanted to move towards Merry but because of shock, I just stood there completely frozen.My tears fell over my cheeks as soon as I see my wife looking horribly pale while the medics were giving her CPR. She looks lifeless, I thought to myself again and again and it pains me.My feet slowly drags me inside the room as my heart was getting heavier each time I get close towards where Merry was, My entire body was still completely shaken up with what I was witnessing what happening to her with questions fogging my head wondering what really happened to her.I can really feel my whole body quivering in fear, despair and weakness while my lips were trembling as I call out her name softly, “M-Merry…” My soft voice escapes my lips,“Sir, we request you to make way.” The medic instructed me.I shake my head vigorously because he cannot just leave
CHAPTER 90ANOTHER SONGSan Siro Stadium, BrazilThe crowd cheers for Harry as soon as he finished another song.His fans chanting his name continuously was ringing in his ear.The entire stadium was filled with girls screaming, chanting and cheering for him while he keeps a forced smile plastered on his face as he mouthed the words, “Thank you.”Despite how he loves entertaining his fans and performing on stage in front of people who paid this entire event just to see him, his mind was elsewhere and he couldn’t stop himself from doing so. It was evident in his eyes that he was searching through the front row near the stage if America had arrived, but she hasn’t. She was still not around and it made him even much more worried.He was not liking it especially that he hasn’t talked to Jordan about any updates regarding Merry.“I tried calling Ginny earlier and she said there was an emergency.” Those words keeps invading his thoughts making him feel uneasy on stage.“You are a lovely aud
CHAPTER 89.1“Useless?” He subtly moves his upper torso. “Have I ever made you feel like that? I’m sorry if--”“No no no. It wasn’t any of your fault. Like I said, I am grateful for you.”“So why do you feel useless?”“Because I always depend on you. I depend on you when I get out of bed, I depend on you when I need a shower, when I need to go somewhere, when I need to pee, when I need to clean myself as embarrassing as it has always been, when I change my clothes, every thing. Every single thing that I do that are basic things I need for myself on a daily basis, you’re doing them all for me.”“I don’t mind doing them.”“But I do.” I sobbed. “I do mind.”“I.. I’m sorry.” He says with a soft voice as we were now sitting on the bed while he tries to comfort me while wrapping his arms around me tight. “I’m sorry if I made you feel that way. Am I invading too much of your personal space?”I shake my head, “You don’t understand.”He pulled himself away and cups my face, “Then allow me to u
CHAPTER 89 IT WASN'TA M E R I C AMt. Sinai Hospital, North CarolinaHours before the wedding day“Are you sure you don’t want me in there with you?” Harry questions.I gave him a reassuring smile as I squeezed his hand a little bit, “I will be fine.”“So why you don’t want me in there with you?”“I just want to ask him a few things.” I answered nervously.“Like?” He asked.I pressed my lips together, “You trust me, don’t you?”“Of course.” Harry answers quickly.“Then trust me on this. It’s nothing serious.” I responded.He exhales heavily and felt him kissing the back of my hand. I love when he does that to be honest. He tells me, “Okay. I will wait here.”I smiled at her, “Thank you.”Harry walks me to the doctor’s office as he greeted us as soon as we entered his room. The doctor offered us a seat right away while Harry assist me before he plants a kiss on my hair. “I’ll be waiting right outside.”I nodded and smiled at him. I listened to his footsteps which were then followed b