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CHAPTER 19
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2021-08-26 08:00:41VANESSA'S POV
It's been a week since Natalie left the pack, leaving her father in grief. Natalie's mother still isn't home, I heard she went to visit her parents in Las Vegas and stayed there for a month, she still has no idea what happened to her daughter. Natalie left a letter before she left and what's written in that letter alarmed all of us.
NATALIE'S LETTER
Dear Dad,
I'm so sorry for leaving like this and I'm so sorry for shaming you. I no longer feel like I belong here and I don't deserve to stay here after everything I've done to Vanessa and Alexander. Dad, please don't be mad at them, it's because of me that they're still not together until now.
I want to repent for hurting the person who truly loves me, for choosing the riches that were never mine over him. Dad, everything that has happened to me was my choice and I deserved all this pain and humiliation I'm facing. Pleas
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