Chapter 59. I don't know what to feel.

Adrianna went straight to her room, slamming the door behind her.

''Who does he think he is? '',Adrianna screamed as she broke out in a rage slamming a vase against the door.

Martha ran into her room to check.

''Adrianna , dear are you okay?'', Martha checked her hands to see she was uninjured.

''I am fine , mom. The vase just slipped'', Adrianna whispered as she put her head down in shame. This wasn't her. She never acted so rash before.

Taking a few deep breaths, counting from one to ten she finally spoke calmly,'' Mom, I am fine. I will be fine''.

Martha hugged her,'' Get some sleep''.

Martha walked to the door and picked up the glass peices, disposing of them.

Adrianna could not sleep, she kept on staring at the floor next to the bed. She did not know how having John in her life had impacted on her heart. Just as his name was engraved on the necklace nect to hers, so to was his name engraved in her heart.

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