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Chapter 18

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As I lay in bed, I couldn't shake off the feeling of unease. I had been hurt by Gael's infidelity, and now I was feeling a connection with Derek that I couldn't ignore. I started to think about why I was feeling so guilty about my feelings for Derek. Was it really wrong to feel this way?

As I thought about it, I started to feel a sense of anger towards Gael. He had cheated on me, and now I was feeling like I was doing something wrong by even thinking about another man. It didn't seem fair.

I started to think about the idea of "an eye for an eye". If Gael had cheated on me, maybe it wasn't wrong for me to flirt with someone else. Maybe he needed to taste his own medicine.

The more I thought about it, the more I started to feel a sense of justification. I wasn't doing anything wrong, I was just evening the score. Gael had hurt me, and now I was taking back control.

I started to imagine what it would be like to flirt with Derek. To see the look in his eyes when I smiled at him, to feel h
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