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Losing my boys
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NOLANI felt so stupid for not seeing the signs. I should have noticed the way he constantly stared at her; maybe I would have saved myself from feeling this heartbroken. I left my car behind and found myself aimlessly walking as the world around me continued to burn in chaos. My own father had betrayed me in the most unthinkable way, and of all women, why did he have to choose Ben? Why her when he knew how much I loved her? I still couldn’t get that nasty scene out of my head. Cars blared past me, and at this point, I honestly didn’t give a fuck because the media got all the drama that happened at my wedding on camera. I was already a dead man. “Nolan, please stop.” I could hear him calling me from behind, but I didn’t dare look back. He wasn’t worth forgiving. Fuck him. When he eventually caught up with me, he grabbed my arm, and I spun around, punching him in the face. He staggered back, holding his face as his eyes met mine. I swallowed hard. “S
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BEN POV I had begged Clay to drive me back to my apartment, but he refused to let me spend the night alone, fearing that I would do something crazy—and he wasn’t wrong. Clay lived in a two-room apartment in town, and a part of me felt like I was invading his privacy. He went upstairs as I sat on the couch, looking around his apartment. It had been a while since I had come here. I gave him a small smile. “Thank you for letting me crash here, Clay.” He wrapped his arms around me. “Hey, don’t mention it. Besides, you are welcome to stay as long as you want.” Clay was the nicest human on the planet, and he was stuck with me dealing with my issues. I was truly a bad friend. He propped himself beside me, sighing deeply. “You’ve been awfully quiet for someone whose wedding got called off.” I rested my head on his shoulder. “I just feel relieved that I won’t have to marry Nolan under false pretenses, and I wanted to come clean about my affair with Ambrose, but this i
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NOLANI felt so stupid for not seeing the signs. I should have noticed the way he constantly stared at her; maybe I would have saved myself from feeling this heartbroken. I left my car behind and found myself aimlessly walking as the world around me continued to burn in chaos. My own father had betrayed me in the most unthinkable way, and of all women, why did he have to choose Ben? Why her when he knew how much I loved her? I still couldn’t get that nasty scene out of my head. Cars blared past me, and at this point, I honestly didn’t give a fuck because the media got all the drama that happened at my wedding on camera. I was already a dead man. “Nolan, please stop.” I could hear him calling me from behind, but I didn’t dare look back. He wasn’t worth forgiving. Fuck him. When he eventually caught up with me, he grabbed my arm, and I spun around, punching him in the face. He staggered back, holding his face as his eyes met mine. I swallowed hard. “S
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BEN POV I had imagined this moment way too many times in my head, and at each conclusion, the end results were always the same. No one supported my relationship with Ambrose. The world called me a homewrecker, and Nolan had lost his father because I couldn’t keep my legs closed. My family had disowned me, and worse of all, my grandfather had cut me off from the family business. My efforts of becoming CEO of New Way Group went down the drain, and to top it all off, I was pregnant, constantly battling with the guilt that continued to consume me. I broke down, crying as my worst nightmare came to light. My mother stared at me in disbelief and she began to slowly walk towards me. She opened her mouth to say something, but no words came out, and I shook my head sternly, praying that she wouldn’t question me about the paternity of the baby in front of everyone. Instead, she grabbed my arm painfully as tears rolled down her cheeks. “I know that you never wanted to be in this contract marr
