KAMARIA POV
I let out a loud moan as his fingers filled my inside. I felt very full, and it has been a long time. The pleasure wrecking through my body was unbearable, I felt as if I am going insane. I couldn’t breath, all I could do was feel.“Open your eyes.”His soft command forced me to open my eyes. I hadn’t be aware when closed them. His deep blue eyes when I gazed into them reminded me of the ocean, turbulent with waves, such was how strong the emotions radiating from his eyes.I never thought there will come a day when Damien will look at me like this. Tenderness mixed with intense desire.I felt so overwhelmed that my eyes grew wet. I didn’t look away as he started to thrust inside me. Slow and gentle while keeping our eye contact. So different from the forceful way he usually takes me in the past.I wonder how he will feel if he learns that he is the only man I have ever slept with. Over the past ten years findingDAMIEN POVWe lay silently in each other’s arms basking in the bliss of our love making. She had her head on my shoulders while I ran my hand lightly over hair down to her smooth skin. If anyone told me that I will cuddle with Kamaria in my bed one day I would have called the person the greatest liar on earth, but here we are. Every part of my body felt liquid, and I don’t think I will be able to move for a long time. This really feels nice. “Damien!” Her soft voice interrupts my musings. “Yes,” I didn’t stop moving my hands as I waited for her to speak. She sounded as if she is bothered by something.“Do you think we rushed this? I mean few month ago we hated each other, and now we are in bed together.”“Who says miracles never happens,” I teased grinning. “Be serious!” She smacked my chest. I laughed. “Relax Ria,” I stroked her hair. “Who can say when it is the time for two people attracted to
“Where is Davina?” Bobby asked as he and Jonathan walked into my home. The house was probably too quiet for them to notice her absence of the bat. I wasn’t expecting them.“With her father?” I answered casually without thinking of my words. Just like I promised him I let Davina spend the day with him with a promise from him that he will bring her back unharmed. I smiled as I remembered his attics to steal a kiss while our daughter wasn’t looking. Has he always been this naughty. I was so lost in my head thinking about Damien that I didn’t realise that my best friends were gawking at me like I have suddenly grown two heads. When I came back to reality and felt them staring at my face a breath away, I jumped out of my skin. “Guys! You scared me!” I clutched my chest while throwing glares in their direction. They pretended as if I didn’t speak, their eyes narrowed at me. “Are you fucking?” Bobby was the first to speak, his words sounded
DAMIEN POV I watched with fond expression on my face at the scared excited look on my daughter’s face as we prepared to ride the Ferris wheel. For our outing today we decided on amusement park, and the Ferris wheel is our first stop. There is a little awkwardness between us and I wondered if Kamaria is right and she blames herself for my accident. I wanted to say something about that but haven’t gotten the right opportunity. “Oh my God!” She screamed as we started on the journey, putting another smile on my face. It was pretty alarming, but I held in my scream. I smiled when I felt her little hand in mine. We rode for four circles with screams of people around us, and my daughter screaming the loudest, but with a happy look on her face.After the Ferris ride we rode some other rides and then went to get something to eat. “Do you hate me dad?” She asked as we looked through the open shops selling snacks and food.
KAMARIA POV I have never felt as happy as I am right now and that scares me. Things has been going on well with Damien and I for the past two weeks, but I have been taking it with a pinch of salt as if waiting for the other shoe to drop, and it did drop, in form of Carolyn Black. Sunday morning I and my daughter decided on a sleep in only for us to dragged out of sleep by the sound of door bell at the early hours of the morning. I tried to Ignore it but whoever was at the door was persistent. Davina and I walked out of the door at the same time. “Mum, do you know who it is?” She asked through a yawn. “I don’t know baby,” I tightened my robe around me and hurried downstairs. I was almost at the door when the doorbell started again. I wondered who this insane person that pays a house call by this time of the morning, it is barely eight am. I opened the door and came face to face with Damien’s mother, dressed immaculately as usual.
DAMIEN POVI was surprised to get a call from Kamaria telling me that my mother paid her a visit. Her recount of what transpired left me speechless, and when the call ended I was on the phone calling my mother. I don’t want her meddling in my relationship with Kamaria. Kamaria might have said she supports us but I don’t trust my mother. “Ah, Damien I have been waiting for your call,” she said as a way of greeting. I didn’t appreciate how much she knows me so well, and can predict what I am going to do. “What are you plotting mum?” I wouldn’t put it past her to try and sabotage my relationship with Kamaria. She has done it before, though the first time she had my blessing, but not this time. “What makes you think I am plotting something son,” she said innocently, but she wasn’t fooling me. “Because I know you mum, you are not the type of person to let things go easily. Kamaria might buy your act but I don’t!” I snarled.
KAMARIA POVWhen we got to the restaurant we were lead to our table by a tall young man with a bright smile and sunshine personality. I smiled my thanks when Damien pulled out a seat for me before doing the same for our daughter. We were all settled in our seats, the waiter addressed us.“Someone will come by to take your orders,” he said politely and took his leave to attend to other customers. Tonight we decided to eat in a Japanese restaurant. Being a weekend night the restaurant was kind of full. Good thing Damien got a reservation yesterday. The three of us picked up the menu to find out what we wanted. I glanced down thinking about what to eat. There were so many things catching my interest but tonight I was in the mood for Ramen. It is been a while since I had those. I will go for that Ramen cooked In chicken broth with grilled chicken . For my drink I decided on expresso martini. “Baby have you made a choice?” I
DAMIEN POV “Fuck we over slept!”I forced my eyes open at Kamaria’s loud terrified exclamation. “How can we over sleep when we just went to sleep, “I grumbled wanting nothing more than to go back to sleep, and that is what I did. Last night we had made love like little bunnies forgetting that our sexual appetite for each other might be great but our bodies had limit. “No, don’t go back to sleep, Davina will be here soon,” she shook me again, her voice panicked. The mention of our daughter and her catching us together wiped the sleep from eyes and I flew off the bed. “Fuck! How did we oversleep?” I lamented as I tried to throw my legs into my pants. “You are asking me. Hurry up before she comes.”I had just pulled my pants when the sound of her footsteps reached us. Fuck! I flew under the cover just in time for the door to open and a just awakened Davina was there looking towards her mum with sl
KAMARIA POV Alone in the kitchen I decided to call Davina’s school to let them know that Davina won’t be coming in today. We overslept and she is too upset now to go. I paced around the kitchen with a worried look on my face and at lost at what to do. I don’t want to lose Damien, but I don’t know if I can keep seeing him if my daughter doesn’t approve. I shouldn’t have started this in ths first place. Was this a mistake? I robbed my head trying to disperse the worry headache troubling my front head. I try to wait till Damien gets down but I was feeling to anxious about my daughter being angry with me, I need to make sure she is okay. I was about to leave the kitchen when I heard their footsteps on the stairs so I quickly tried to find something to pretend to be busy with. “Hey!” I turned quickly to face them when they arrived at the door. I tried to sound as if I am alright, but my anxious eyes immediately pinned my daught
KAMARIA’S POVFor years happiness have been an elusive commodity in my life. When I think I have it, something happens to snatch it away, but this past few weeks of leaving with Damien have been a bliss, that I am praying so hard that nothing happens to snatch it away from me. Dylan his son is such an adorable little fellow who took a liking to me as soon as we got introduced and takes his job as a older brother very serious. His interactions with the twins is hilarious and cute to watch and we already has hundreds of videos of him being so adorable with them.It feels good to have my life back in order, and the kids made it all the more wonderful. Damien and I are gradually reconnecting and discovery each other and everything is going well. I am happy, and content. I can’t say I have felt this way in a long time. Though things are moving fine for me, I didn’t forget my eldest. I still misses her desperately, and if there is one thing I will wish for is that she was here to see her
DAMIEN POVA lot have happened these past few months. Where do I even begin. Lily’s trialIt wasn’t a long process because all evidence were against her. The guy she hired to do her dirty deed confessed to everything and Lily didn’t bother to deny it.In a moment of insanity I visited her because I wanted to know why she did it. I still found it hard to believe that she was capable of murder. This was a woman that I loved in the past. Had she been this devious from the onset? If she was she hid it very well. Back to my visit to her in jail before she was transferred to the prison. This was after the judgement from the judge found her guilty. The guard on that day was kind enough to provide us a small room to talk in with no one disturbing us. Lily waddled her way in, and paused briefly at the sight of me. Her pregnancy was beginning to show now. “Didn’t think I will ever see you again,” she said taking the seat across from me. She looked tired. I wanted to feel pity for her situa
KAMARIA’S POV“You may kiss the bride,” the priest officiating our wedding ceremony said with so much gusto, as if to infuse some excitement into the tensed and rigid atmosphere in the small room. I felt Reign stare intently at me, his expression nervous and questioning. He wanted to know if I wanted him to kiss me.I smiled to say yes. His green eyes immediately brightened with joy and relief, but as he leaned in to kiss me a sound echoed in the church drawing everyone’s attention.We all looked towards the door, and there he stood. The man I love. I should have known Damien couldn’t resist not coming. I felt Reign stiffen beside me and reached out to touch him. “I am not going to change my mind,” I said softly. “In fact is too late,” I smiled up at him. His green eyes searched mine for any signs of regrets. He is not going to find any. I might not be in love with him but that doesn’t mean I regret marrying him. “I love you,” he mumbled and closed the gap between our two lips.
DAMIEN’S POV “Mmm!” I moaned at the softness of her lips, pressing my body hoarder against her softness as my lips ravaged her. A raging hunger like one I have never known before beseeched my body and my quickly hardening cock begged to sink into her warm welcoming softness. My hands moved up to palm her soft gloves the hardened pick tinging the centre of my palms as I gave it a hard squeeze, eliciting a soft erotic sound from the woman writhing against me with abandon. The soft pitch sound shot straight to my cock causing it to throb harder. My hips shot forward, thrusting against her centre in a bid for some relieve. I kissed her harder, losing all train of reasoning, with only one thought in my mind fucking the woman before me against the wall. I felt her slender hands on my chest pushing, but the motion took more than a second to register through my lust fogged up drain. It only occurred to me that Kamaria and I are no longer on the same page when she roughly snatched her lip
KAMARIA POV Is been three days since we arrived in London for my wedding. Daddy couldn’t come because of his old bones as he said it, but I think it is his excuse not to admit that he is scared of flying. He was happy for me though and gave me his blessings. Here we are in one of London’s pub on the eve of my wedding having a night out. It is just me and my two best friends. I have done my best to present a brave front to them, to mask my real feelings. I am not regretting saying yes to Reign, he is a good man and will certainly make a great husband, and father. But my heart yearns for another, and for that I can’t help the sadness that creeps into my soul now and then. “To Kamaria, and finally getting the happiness she deserves!” Bobby yelled with a wide grin on his face. He is another great supporter of this marriage. Jonathan is on the fence. I believe he will prefer that I be with Damien, even though he hasn’t said that loud. Unfortunately I can’t. He chose her again. I stifl
DAMIEN POV “Hey man! What is with the shit look on your face?”Max asked as he took the seat on the other side of the table. I called him out for lunch because…well I needed the company. These days it feels as if I am loosing control of everything in my life. “It is over between Kamaria and I and she is getting married?” I answered with a low sarcastic chuckle, but inside I was in pain. “What!” Max gasped staring wide at me. “Yeah, man, I lifted my coffee cup to my lips and took a sip. The hot liquid did nothing for the sadness I was feeling inside. Maybe I should have ordered something stronger. “What happened?” I hesitated to answer when the young waiter appeared beside our table to take his lunch order. Alone again, I spoke. “I think she is in love with her boss.”“You don’t believe that,” Max said causally. I didn’t say anything cause I don’t know what to believe anymore. Why is she marrying him? Is it just to get back at me for not divorcing Lily. I thought she of all peop
KAMARIA POV Earlier today when Reign came around he had asked me to marry him. His proposal though a shock wasn’t out of the blue proposal for him. He gave his reasons at the same time pointed out that there was no future with Damien, not with Lily around. I didn’t want to believe him and wasn’t keen on accepting his proposal no matter how much his reasons made sense so I sent him away with the words that I would think about it. After Reign left I wanted to call Damien, needed to hear him say it. When Damien landed in front of my door without me having to call him, I was filled with so much joy and also dread. Joy at the sight of the man I love, and dread that it might not be enough. Looks like I was right to fear. What hurts most is that he is choosing her all over again. Yes, he makes it all about his kid, and I could understand a little from his point of view. After losing Davina, Lily is another chance for him to have a kid. I know what he felt in the past about kids, but that
DAMIEN POVThings have gotten downright hostile between Lily and I. My home now feels like a war zone with no day passing without us getting into an argument. There is nothing I do that she doesn’t find fault in. Despite the sacrifice I was making for her by staying away from Kamaria out of respect for her and because she was carrying my child there was no pleasing her. I miss Kamaria so bad that my chest hurts. I have been to see her a few times since she was discharged but those times someone is always there with her that we haven’t had time to speak alone. I couldn’t help but worry about what she is thinking. Does she still love me, or does she believe that I will abandon her now that Lily is back. Lily being back makes no difference to how I feel about Kamaria and I think is high time I made her understand that. Jonathan was gracious enough to keep me informed with what is going on with her and that is how I learned that she has moved from her previous apartment to a new one an
KAMARIA POV I had believed him long gone. The last time we spoke things hadn’t exactly ended well. It wasn’t just his presence that had me short of words but his appearance too. I couldn’t believe the man I was looking at is my boss. Where did the rest of him go?“Hi,” he said a little awkwardly from the door way. “Hi,” I replied softly. What I wanted most was to say sorry for hurting him as that hadn’t been my intention and the other thing is to find out what is really going on. This time the truth. He closed the distance between us and sat down on the chair my dad vacated. “How are you feeling?” He enquired staring at my face intently as if to spot a lie when I tell it. I didn’t. “Tired, and sad,” I said softly. He nodded in understanding and then looked away as if he couldn’t bear to look at me. And then he shocked me when tears ran down his face. “What is wrong Reign?” I asked a little bit alarmed. “Are you okay?”He shook his head like the words felt heavy in his mouth and t