PRESENT
One of the first memories I had of me was from when I was seven.
I remember walking into Dad's office without knocking and seeing him between the woman’s legs who was on his desk. They didn't even realize they had a witness, so just as I entered, I left.
Distressed, I looked for my mother in the garden to tell her what I had seen and to my surprise, she simply laughed and continued tending her roses as if nothing had happened; years later I would understand the nature of that marriage and my own perception of life would change with it.
Women and men were just that: women and men.
The idea of a relationship for me was to be with the same woman a few times without making any commitment, making my intentions clear to her since the beginning, and once I got bored of her, I let her go until another caught my attention.
Simple and effective.
If I was honest, no one was hurt, neither of the parties involved emotions or attachments.
So, when what I was experiencing at this moment happened, I got completely exasperated.
I stared blankly at the woman before me, raising the glass of vodka to my mouth before interrupting her tirade.
“Marlene,” I cut her off leaving the glass on the bar, “I told you, precious. We made it clear from the beginning what this thing was based on.”
"But Louis,” she started to say, her lower lip trembling pathetically. “I thought our relationship was strong, that―”
“Our relationship?" I interrupted again with a laugh, “Beautiful, I've known you for two weeks. We had sex, we came, we had sex again and we came again.” I shrugged at her incredulous look. “It was easy, it was simple, I don't know why you complicated everything.”
"I thought it was special."
I had to lean forward to catch what she was saying as her voice was barely audible above the music from the bar.
"It was special,” I nodded drinking again. “Until then it stopped being so.”
"You're a son of a bitch.” Her words came out choppy.
"But a very sincere one,” I replied with a wink before getting up. “Have another drink, beautiful; it’s on me.”
I signaled to the bartender before putting a twenty bill on the bar and turned to leave, completely ignoring the woman's annoying tears and sobs, and focused on my new victim.
I had seen her a few minutes ago as soon as Marlene arrived, and I started to check that graceful body from top to bottom.
Long and tanned legs, pronounced hips hidden in a leather skirt, a good size breasts could be appreciated under the white shirt she was wearing and that face... every time she smiled, I imagined perverse things.
I walked determined towards the woman who was surrounded by her friends at the end of the bar and I got ready to act.
"Hello, beautiful,” I said as I leaned against her ear; In those killer heels she wore, we were on the same level. “How about I buy you a drink and we dance for a while?”
I liked that she turned to me with surprise and amusement.
I smiled back at her when one of her hands rested on my chest and she laughed before shoving me away.
"You're handsome,” she began to say pointing to her right. “But you see that great mass of man who is about to come here? He's my man, so go away quickly if you don't want to even lose that beautiful accent.”
I was surprised not to see who her partner was, who really looked like a fucking mountain of muscles, but to one of the men who accompanied him, Alex Hardy's French friend, a son of a bitch who knocked me out with a punch for kissing his woman.
So, noticing the danger greeting me from that direction, I shrugged towards the woman and walked quickly away from where I came.
The woman was explosive, but she wasn’t worth losing a part of my body for her; none was worth it.
The bad part in this? My old fuck was still in the same place where I had left her.
“You change your opinion?” Marlene hiccupped when she saw me, making me extremely uncomfortable with the smeared mascara under her eyes.
"No,” I answered dryly. “But I think you should go, Marlene.”
"But I don't want to lose you,” she insisted leaning toward me. “Do you remember what I let you do to me two nights ago? What if we repeat it?”
“How about I pay you a taxi to your house?” I said instead exasperated.
"But would you come with me?"
"For God's sake, woman, have a little self-respect.” A woman exclaimed from the other side of the bar, making us both turn towards her.
And woao! that monument was worth seeing.
"Stay out of it,” Marlene hissed next to me. “Mind your own business if you don't want to lose your job.”
“Shall I call the manager?” The woman mocked with her pierced eyebrow arched, "The supervisor? How about the owner of the place?”
“If you keep sticking your muzzle in this matter, it will be.”
To my surprise, the bartender opened her mouth and gave a laugh that sent tingles all over my spine.
"I'd rather you call me a bitch up front,” she replied placing a bottle of vodka on the bar before winking in my direction.
One of her beautiful and bright blue eyes, which were made up of black, making them look electric blue.
"Well, that's it. I want the fucking manager right now,” the woman next to me demanded.
I chuckled when the bartender spread her arms out to her sides and looked defiantly at my partner.
"I'm the manager, the supervisor and the fucking owner of this place, darling,” the woman replied leaving Marlene stunned on her stool. “So, if you don't want to end up losing what remains of your dignity when I call security, get out of here on your own.”
My gaze went from one woman to the other. They continued to challenge each other in tense silence as I finished my drink.
Suddenly, when I decided to order another vodka, Marlene surprised me by getting up and leaving without looking once in my direction.
I gaped at the wonderful woman before me with a mixture of pride and desire.
"Well, is there any chance I can hire you as a bodyguard?” I asked leaning over the bar, all my attention on her, "Could you at least tell me your name to thank you?"
She raised her eyebrow before laughing again and leaning forward to refill my glass.
“You just say such nonsense and women fall into your arms?” She asked still leaning forward, barely a few inches separating us. "Though I didn't see that Helena believed your charms."
“Who?” I asked without interest, all my attention directed to her face, noticing every detail in her.
"The woman you approached a few minutes ago,” she replied smiling cheekily at me. “I think you ran a bit when you saw Chris approaching.”
"I just asked her if she wanted to dance.” I shrugged casually. “How many piercings do you have?”
“How about I show them to you and you list them yourself?” She answered making me gasp when she headed towards the exit of the bar counter.
"Beautiful, you read my mind.” I got up like a spring and followed her direction where at last I could have her completely for me.
And oh, yeah. I really liked what I saw. Though she was thinner for my taste and the black dress she wore revealed little chest, the woman's hips suggested she had a great arse.
Her appearance was a bit gothic with so much black around her, but her colorful personality was a stark contrast.
"I'm Eva,” she said against my ear as she leaned against my chest to keep from screaming, her breath tickling my skin.
"And I’m Louis,” I answered in the same way, passing my index finger from her bare shoulder to her wrist. “Is there a place where we can talk without the music making us scream?”
“Speak?” She said cheeky, raising that pierced eyebrow again. "I thought you wanted me to show you my piercings."
Without giving me time to answer, she took me by the hand and led us towards the stairs at the end of the bar and just when I thought we would go up, she opened a hidden door at the beginning of the stairs and ushered us into an office, which I knew what was when she turned on the lights and I saw a large mahogany desk dominating the space. As soon as she closed the door, the music ceased to exist, leaving us isolated from what was happening outside.
I focused all my attention on the woman when she turned to me in those bright red heels that left her in the same height as mine and smiled at me before pointing to her right eyebrow."One,” she muttered before tossing her black hair back and showing me her ears. “I have four in each ear, so it would be nine." she brought her index finger to her nose and I was surprised when an object suddenly appeared from between her nostrils. “Ten.”“What the hell just happened?” I said confused, "Are you also a magician?""It's a septum,” she answered amusedly before wrapping her arms around my neck and pressing her mouth to mine.I parted my lips in a mixture of wonder and desire, gripping her hips tightly when her tongue touched mine, sending a chill through my entire body.I wasn’t a big fan of kissing, in fact, I could easily get past it during sex, I couldn’t even remember the last time I had done it, b
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New York, three years later. My son's blue eyes were watching me intently. As if it weren't three in the morning and I wasn't dying of sleep. “Why don’t you sleep?” I mumbled regretfully, noticing that his eyes shone with joy at my misery. "No, Jake, it's not time to play, it's time to sleep." "Maybe if you didn't let him nap so late, this would stop happening." The air caught in my lungs when I saw my splendid wife leaning against the doorframe. My goddess. "I’ll start doing it tomorrow, babe. I promise you.” But she just laughed in amusement before coming into our youngest son's room and taking him in her arms. “You've been promising the same for months, sweetheart. By now it would be a miracle if you did.” I marveled once more at how incredible my wife looked with a baby in her arms. Maybe that's why we kept having more and more. Oh, right you don't know what I'm talki
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My God, I was going crazy. Louis was driving me crazy! Shouldn’t I supposed to be writing his name with hearts? Or daydreaming about how we'll look together twenty years from now? Well, no. Actually, I had started a list on how to kill my husband without raising suspicions and end up in jail. It had been three days since we declared our eternal love and that he didn’t leave me due to the fact that I walked through life without a uterus, and since then, he’d dedicated himself to showing me every video on IVF that he found, or the most prominent specialists money could buy, or every surrogacy program that appeared on G****e.” And I wanted to kill him. Don't take me the wrong way, I was pleased and flattered that the man wanted to have a child with me, but honestly? I felt like he was going too fast. Just a few days ago we said our first I love you, a fact that I had loved and hated at the same time because my surprise had
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“Look, aunt! I'm swimming!” “Excellent, darling! But don't go too deep!” I yelled in amusement when I saw he dipped his head back into the pool and began to swim hard. It was reassuring to know that Louis, Alex and Mark were in the pool with the kids and that nothing would happen to them. I was in a chaise longue with Abbie, Olivia and Elizabeth, while the rest of the group was in other activities. Never in my life did I think I would be living this experience. To find myself drinking a piña colada by the edge of a pool in an exquisite resort and unable to take my eyes off my husband's beautiful tattooed body. Son of a bitch. I had a husband. "Oh, I want to know more about that sigh,” Olivia said, turning to her side to look at me. “I didn't sigh.” "You definitely sighed,” Abbie agreed, sitting at the foot of my lounger, "And you did it while making puppy eyes at Louis." I saw the two women with
“Did you tell her you have the children’s parental rights?” I growled in annoyance when Matt sat down next to me, so I couldn't help the sarcastic comment that escaped me. “Do you see her professing the unconditional love she feels for me?” "I'm just saying it's not fair for you to put her through this process unnecessarily...” "Oh, because I highly enjoy having one of my ex-lovers offering me sex in exchange of the kids’ custody in my wife's office." He turned to look at me suspiciously. “What the fuck are you talking about?” he asked. “Our caseworker is on leave due to family problems, so they sent a substitute I met last year instead.” He cursed. “Did you sleep with her?” I couldn't help but look at him bored. “What do you think I used to do with women in the past, Matt? Play Uno cards? Scrabble? Of course I fucked them, why else if not?” "I swear you’re all beasts,” he growled in resp