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2020-12-09 00:54:00~FLASHBACK
AUTHOR'S POVLaying on the bed with head feeling like it was about to explode, was not something weird or new to Sia, but this time she was not even able to get up from the bed to take some medicines for the fever that was breaking her down physically.Coming home soaked from head to toe, she thought that she had a chance at not getting sick but here she was, laying on the bed with her limbs feeling like they were not attached to her body at all. It was 5 a.m in the morning and she woke up due to difficulty in breathing and ended up sneezing countless times which was a sign that she had successfully caught cold due to the changing temperatures she experienced yesterday.She was staring at the ceiling now, shivering slightly but unable to get up and take medicine. Was it the punishment from nature for hurting someone like, Emily? She thought and pursedRelated chapters
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~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia's body felt like it was on fire as she struggled to open up her heavy eyelids. Everything seemed blurry for a second as she adjusted to the light in the room. Someone was leaning over her and she took a second to recognize that figure, “ Emily! ” Her voice came out as a hoarse whisper as she blinked several times to get rid of the bluriness.Emily was so worried about her. It had been three hours and she was still not conscious. She had even tended to her by placing iced wet clothes on her forehead but her fever was not going down making Emily more worried about her conditions. She had been leaning over her to check her temperature when she heard her hoarse voice calling out to her. A smile of relief tugged up at the corner of Emily's lips as she stared down at Sia who was opening her eyes blinking several times.
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~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POV“ Emily? ” Sia looked up at Emily as she stopped in her track hearing Sia's voice.Turning around, she stared questioningly at her. Sia folded her arms on her chest to warm herself up a little.“ Where are John, Louis and Harry? ” She inquired still trying to hold in the shivers. She was feeling cold all of the sudden now.Smirking, Emily crooked her eyebrows at Sia, “ Do you miss them? ” Her tone was clearly teasing as Sia scoffed at Emily forgetting all about her cold.“ No! Not at all! Why would I even miss them? See it's so peaceful now! ” Sia shook her hand in front of her face laughing humorlessly as Emily's smirk deepened. Sia was clearly nervous. She usually doesn't say such long statements.“ Ofc
Last Updated : 2020-12-11LIFE OF LIES FOOD
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSmirking sneakily at Sia, Emily picked up the bowl from the table as Sia too leaned down to pick up her bowl. Emily was reacting the same way, she anticipated.Looking down at the hot noodles, Emily picked up the fork and started eating. She had not eaten anything after the breakfast as she was too busy in taking care of Sia. She still didn't believe that Sia was worried about her sleeping hungry. A smile was constantly present on her lips as she slurped on the hot noodles almost burning her mouth.“ Slow down! ” Sia warned unconsciously as she noticed her almost chugging the bowl of noodles down her throat, but she regretted the moment these words left her mouth as Emily again gave her that creepy smirk and side eye. A shiver ran up Sia's spine. God! Sometimes Emily acted like a psychopath.
Last Updated : 2020-12-11LIFE OF LIES RUSH
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVAfter the day Emily took care of Sia, Everything changed. Well! Not in a good way but not in a bad way either. Sia just realized what she had been doing. She had been showing too much emotions. When they provoked her, she got angry, irritated and when they did something good she showed her good side too. That's what she bad been doing! She had been reacting too much for them.So after that day when John took Emily home leaving the food behind saying that Sia can store it in the fridge, shs sat there for the half of the night thinking about her own behaviour. Giving up on her thoughts, she made a final decision. She decided that she would be neutral with them. Not showing any emotions or not reacting to whatever they said or did will eventually lead them away from her.What she did proved to be right! Emily and John start
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~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVA moment comes in your life, when you are unwantedly made to face the things you have been avoiding just so past memories don't appear again. A day which makes it clear that no matter how many time or years you have been running, you were right back on stage one because you were always running in circles without knowing that you were doing it.You realize that the feelings you thought have faded away were never gone...Those feelings were right there, hiding under your facade that you have created not to fool other but to fool yourselves. You try to think that you were not hurting and that you have moved on from the past as you have grown up but this all proves ot to be nothing but a big fat-useless lie that day.That day had come in Sia's life and those who were trying to heal her had unconsciously ripped out the stitches, she had applied to
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~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia didn't realize how she got home, how she managed to open the door and sit by her bedside. She didn't remember any of this. All she remembered was, how she kept crying even though she didn't know why she was crying in the first place.Sitting by her bed with her back supported to the bed, while she stared at the wall in front of her, all she could think about was how messed up she really was. All it took was a reminder of her past and she came breaking down once again. All these years, even if she knew where Ms Amelia's grave was, she never once visited it. Maybe because she was still upset with her. Ms Amelia promised her child self that she would take her away from that hell but she never came. She broke her promise and left her alone to suffer the torture that came her way. It was the thing that had pierced Sia's heart when she was
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~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVSia had come here again. She was here again; at the same place where they have bought her for the first time. The same peek of the mountain from where she was able to see the whole city; the whole city at which night was falling now.Everyone would have been peacefully resting in their homes, but she was here restless about what she had done. A week has passed since what she did at the planetarium. A week of agony and guilt. A week of abundant feelings. She had finally managed to stop crying. It felt like there were no tears left for her. There was only regret-heavy regret; the regret that weighs you down and kills you slowly. She was tired of it all. She hadn't been to the University because of holidays and she hadn't been to her part time job at the cafe either as she had took one month leave from there. She
Last Updated : 2020-12-14LIFE OF LIES REVENGE
~FLASHBACKAUTHOR'S POVThe person who had dragged her, threw her harshly to the floor in the alleyway. She didn't turn around to see who it was... As she already knew who it was...She stood up and tried to run away in the opposite direction...to get away from him, but he grabbed her leg and she fell down on the ground again. It was again...familiar.This time...She was not going to give up so easily...This time, she will fight, even if she had to die in the end...She will fight, because she had a reason to fight.She wanted to see them! Even if it was for only one last time...She wanted to see them and apologize. She will fall down to her knees, if she has to, but she won't die before gaining their forgiveness.Mustering up her courage, she turned around to the person who stood there,
Last Updated : 2020-12-14
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AUTHOR'S POV Sia turned around in the bed, her eyes opening. She did not know when she fell asleep and woke up just now. Yawning, she focused on the figure laying just beside her with his arm draped over her waist protectively. Her hand reached out to brush off his bangs away from his eyes with her fingers gently as he sighed in his sleep. An unconscious smile was tugged up at the corners of Sia's lips. Her thumb slowly drew circles on his cheek with her eyes taking in the sight before her. She had never thought that it was possible for Hardin to love her. It all felt like a lie at first but the sincerity in his eyes and the determination in his voice drove all fear away. Now there was only him and there was only her. Nothing else mattered. Atleast she could try thinking like that but she still had a hard time adjusting to this new thing. She pushed herself off the bed as she grabbed her clothes to wear them.
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AUTHOR'S POV “ I am going to leave now. ” She whispered and looked up in his eyes that were open now as his heart dropped down to the pit of his stomach. “ What do you mean by this?! ” Hardin pulled away from her and asked in a cold tone as Sia gazed up in his eyes thoughtfully. “ What do you mean by leaving?! ” He asked again with hysteria clear in his eyes. Sia heaved in a heavy breath before grabbing his hands and pushing them off her arms. She looked in his eyes for a moment before replying in a determined tone. “ I am going to take Emma and I am going to leave from here. I am going to go somewhere far from here. ” Hardin's eyes went wide realising what she was hinting at. She was talking about leaving him. She was telling him that it was over between them. It was over before it even started. “ No. No! You can't do that! ” He growle
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AUTHOR'S POV Standing in front of two old graves, Sia did not know what she exactly felt. She never knew these two people. Luther Martin and Lily Martin yet their connection was deeper than anything else. Their blood ran in her veins and pumped through her heart. But she was not used to this. Her whole life, she had known only herself and her loneliness. Nothing else. She was so used to it that the term family scared her now. Shaking her head, Sia turned around to leave. They were dead and she had to move on from all of it once again. All important people in her life were either dead or they left her like Harry was going to do. A red rose was clutched tightly in her hands. It was so surprising that Lara, Lucas and even John and Emily's new graves were in the same cemetry. Her parents were so close to her yet she never knew. And now, when she knew everything, it did not make any difference. Glanc
